In a recent blog post from a wise friend of mine, she listed off all the things that would be if her world was "perfect." She then went on to talk about how her world obviously isn't perfect, she has a sick child that battles with her illness almost all the time. But, on the other hand, because she has been blessed with so much, she is living the perfect life for her.
I read her post today and it got me thinking about my life. For those who really know me, when I say that I am a perfectionist, it does not come as a surprise. But what is perfection anyway? Who says what is perfect? Who says enough is enough? I know I have my personal beliefs on what defines my spiritual perfection. It is becoming Christ-like in any way that I can in this life before I meet God again. Even more, it means helping and teaching my children to become Christ-like.
As much as I would like to believe that I am-I am not perfect. Yes Rob, you heard me right- I am not perfect. But, I know I want to try everyday to do better than the day before to live the gospel principles that I have grown to know are so true and bring real joy in my life. I have come to know that when I am right with God-I am right with the world.
Now, what is perfection in the day to day things? I guess for every body this is different. I have been blessed with so many things that I'm sure I forget or couldn't count all of them. But, so in the future I don't forget what brings me so much joy at this point of my life, I have listed some of them.
1. Watching Alyssa singing and dancing around the house to music.
2. Watching Bella watch her sister do things with amazement. She looks like she is learning something as she watches things.
3. Seeing my girls' face in the mornings and when Alyssa says, "Good morning mamma," with her raspy morning voice.
4. Hugs and kisses from and to my girls.
5. A big long hug from my husband when it has been a long day and when he tells me things will be okay. I truly believe him.
6. Laying in my bed at night and hearing my little girls snoring in their sleep over the baby monitor.
7. Watching my girls sleeping-nothing as peaceful as my girls sleeping.
8. Snuggling up on the couch with my girls and their daddy watching a Disney movie with them.
9. Hearing my girls laughing and giggles.
10. Watching or hearing Rob playing with his girls and how much they love it.
11. Sitting at church with my family and knowing we are where we should be together.
12. Watching Alyssa run off to nursery at church with such excitement and on the way home from church she tells us what she learned there.
13. Baking with Alyssa in our kitchen.
14. Playing at the park with the girls.
15. Seeing my parents and Rob's parents interacting with and showing their love for my children.
16.Going on a date alone with Rob and spending time with him as just husband and wife.
17. Hearing Alyssa pray at dinner time and bed time.
18. Nuzzling Bella's neck and kissing on her and she smiles really big and puts her head into my chest as though she is hugging me.
19. Bella's little baby talk and squeaking. Then she looks at me like I should know just what she is saying.
20. Pictures of my children and family up all around my house. It really makes our house feel like a home.
Alyssa dancing and singing:
