Truly Memorial Day

Seventeen years ago today, a first time mom-to-be went to get an ultrasound since the baby was two weeks overdue.  The ultrasound revealed, "oops, this baby is breech."

After a scary time of turning, cord getting wrapped, and emergency c-section, I woke up to meet my beautiful daughter.

5 months old

1st Grade

Today she is seventeen and all the joy and happiness she has brought us has made every minute of that scary time worth it.

Dec 2010

Dear one, we don't know what the Lord has in store for your future, but we are confident that you will meet it with grace and confidence and passion.

Now that's passion!

We love you!

A Whole New World!

If you want to have insight into a completely different world, let your kid (or another kid) borrow your MP3 player.

My daughter's iPod was stolen at school.  While we awaited her birthday money, she borrowed my mp3 player and put her own songs on it.  That was fine.  This morning I got it back and wanted to use it at the gym but decided I didn't have time to reprogram it.

Oh my goodness.  I was laughing out loud. The first song was "I don't like your girlfriend" in which the singer is telling the boy all the things wrong with his current girlfriend so, of course, the singer can take her place.  That song was on there TWICE!

Then there were a bunch of songs that were partially in English and partially Japanese.  No, it's not language acquisition, she's just into anime so likes these cross-cultural songs.

I will say the beat on these songs is really high, so my heart rate was up.  And the laughter did my soul some good too!

What a trip.

Charming Girl

Just a few more photos. You know how it is. You start that trip down memory lane and all of a sudden ALL the photos want to be seen. I restrained them though, and only allowed a few.

This is sweet girl with her Opa (her dad's dad). Notice the right hand in the mouth, leaving the left hand poised to  tell people where to go, how to get there and what to do when they arrive.

This is sweet girl with me! She was "reading" to me.

This is sweet girl getting ready for her "puppy party" for her birthday. She is even wearing paw-print tights.

And finally, last Sunday while serving in Nursery at church:

Humbled From the Start

When I was young, I thought I knew everything about being a parent. Until 16 years ago today when everything we had hoped and dreamed for the last nine months was suddenly in peril. Our baby was in distress, the monitors were going nuts, and a medical person was putting a mask over my face and telling me to breathe deeply. I distinctly remember a female doctor kneeling next to me and speaking quietly but firmly into my ear, "you need to stop crying. The baby needs as much oxygen as you can take in right now." I felt a splash of liquid across my belly and then slipped into unconsciousness.

And yet, I wasn't completely under because the next thing I heard was a cheer.  Many voices were celebrating something.

Several hours later, I was allowed to meet my daughter on the outside. I had known her very well for many weeks. In her safe little cocoon I had nurtured her. I had read stories to her. I had rocked her. I had sung to her and I had laughed when she did her can-can routine. We hadn't known she was a daughter - we were just waiting for the safe arrival of our new baby.

We had no idea that her arrival would be with such fanfare. That the handsome young Navy doctor would be particularly delighted that this little one was not only safe, but beautiful. Covered with a head of dark hair, this precious girl was nothing at all what I expected. I was blonde! I came from blondes and blue eyed people! Her dad was a brown-hair. Where had this dark, thick hair come from?

And then she wailed to be fed and I knew this child was undoubtedly mine. She wanted what she wanted and she wanted it NOW. As we began to make the three of us into a family, we rejoiced that God had a plan for this baby that was just beginning to unfold.

In sixteen years, she has given us joy, astonishment, excitement, and passion. In fact, if you had to choose ONE word to describe this child, it is PASSION. One of her friends once said that if she had any more passion about whatever she was excited about at the moment, the whole high school would explode. He is right. Her excitement about life and her joy in the moment is inspiring and terrifying at the same time.

Happy Birthday to our sweet girl. I wouldn't trade a minute of past, present or future with her. My prayer is that God gives us many years ahead to witness what He has in store for her.  This last image is her self-portrait!