I have decided that sometimes when life gives you lemons you take all the sour on.....I have to say that this trial for me I think has been one of the roughest to deal with and I decided that I needed to write about it so my kiddos read later on in life they can know that sometimes life is not always made into lemonade sometimes you just have to pucker up and wait for the season when you have sugar and be so thankful you can now make lemonade...lol. I broke my foot about a month and a half ago and at first I thought it would be one of those super hero heal moments anda surgery and a month and a half later the doctor as of yesterday said that it is not healing yet at all. Bonus though is that I now get to start putting pressure on my foota little which is exciting but painful news my poor muscles that have depleted to nothing are not loving it. Amidst the hard times of not being able to carry my baby at all, or cook or do anything that great moms do we were preparing for three other childreen to enter our lives and my whole body and soal was rebelling. I finally was able to get an answer that it was right. But in the same token I did not see how everything would happen. We had to do a remodel on the house...that I will post later...and finish licensing for foster care. Sometimes I wondered if it was bad to be having feelings of rebelling and not wanting to do it or put my husband through all the hardship. But it is funny because I know it is nothing to what the pioneers did but sometimes I wonder if their bodies and soals rebelled inside but they knew it was right so they kept pressing forward. If I could say anything to my kiddos about trials....trust in The Lord he knows the plan and you can enjoy the lemons even before you get the sugar or in other words the lemons make the lemonade taste that much better.
