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Thursday, December 5, 2024

throwback Thursday and other random thoughts

in which our plucky heroine has a somewhat better day...

While I didn't make it to the art museum today for Free First Thursday, I did make it over to Guardian Games instead. We are going to be playing Wanderhome at some point in the foreseeable future, and I decided to treat myself to the actual book as an almost birthday gift. (My other almost birthday gift being DVDs of Bluey seasons 1, 2, and 3; apparently the entirely reasonable theme for the upcoming year involves escaping to alternate gentler and more kindly worlds. Can't imagine why...
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~ Day 5 ~
Today's treats were a dozen of these unusual small dragonfly?? shaped beads...
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Managed to get the whole length of the front yard adjacent to the sidewalk covered with two layers of cardboard, which I had been intending to do for ages now... The neighbor from the house of the naughty dog asked me what the cardboard was for. It helps kill the grass, without adding additional plastic to the area. I wish I had more pieces of big cardboard boxes! My plan is to line the front edge with the big SWP boxes, and plant flowers in them, interspersed with pretty (and edible) things.
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~ putting away Spooky Season ~
Masu boxes are not just for the advent swap, but are everso useful when keeping tinyfolk decorations all together. I will be wrapping up each of the fragile glass pieces in tissue before storing them away for next year...
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Ugh, and ouch. It doesn't take very much being out in the cold with my hands unprotected before the skin on my fingers starts to crack... and it takes days for the cracks to heal up again. I've used a combination of several layers of (liquid bandage) new-skin, covered with several layers of criss-crossed micropore tape, to make a little "cap" for my poor sorry index finger. And I will have to go back to wearing gloves when washing dishes or preparing food...
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throwback Thursday:  Fifteen years ago I was in the middle of the Dark Days Challenge (eating foodstuff from, as I recall, a 100 mile radius from where you live) and rediscovered how much I enjoy egg drop soup for breakfast in the winter. Might need to get back to that nowadays! Ten years ago I was doing an experiment dyeing wool yarn with pokeberry vinegar, and got some beautiful results...
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December SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 rainbow cowl tassels
more clothesline
recycle bin
2 -cardboard down
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3 -- -
4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. Wanderhome was actually in stock, in a shop here in PDX, in a location I could get to fairly easily, and I had dosh on hand
2. there was a bunny in my front yard today!
3. Arlys sent over a large box of misc craft supplies (that she was using for miniatures); I will sort it to see what I can use (if anything), and will donate the rest to SCRAP or Goodwill.
4. Had a pleasant video chat with Stef last night in lieu of gaming, since Mischa was under the weather.

Time of Isolation - Day 1604

Tuesday, November 26, 2024

tragedy narrowly averted

in which our plucky heroine took quick action...

I've been processing all the pounds of quinces, putting the peeled chunks into the freezer and simmering cores and skins for "quince juice" for jelly. Which I was in the middle of finishing up tonight. Somehow, after filling and capping three jars, and putting them into the waterbath to be processed, I managed to overturn the remaining Very Hot (219°F/104°C) pan full of jelly onto my hand.

Fortunately I ignored the gooey mess pouring down the front of the stove and across the floor, and instead immediately stuck my hand under the cold water tap, and simply stood there running Very Cold water all across it. Probably for about fifteen minutes, as my hand became cold, then completely numb. So instead of what could have been a very bad scenario indeed, my hand looks only slightly sunburned.

I learned this trick as a young person when after I accidentally touched the tip of a hot soldering iron, and by instinct, immediately used cold running water and avoided a bad blister and was left with only some whitish patches on the very surface of my skin. The cold water needs to be running, as it most effectively draws the heat right out of the burned area
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~ November sunset ~
sometimes I am in the right place at the right time...
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Well that is a fun little treat, a Sidewalk Joy PDX miniature book template. I'm looking forward to putting it together (following the instructions here) to add to the Tansu Terrace book collection. Plus I found out that I can get color copies made at the UPS store for 65¢.
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~ "tragedy narrowly averted" ~
I was there that night, with Charlotte and Bob (it was, as I recall, a four hour drive each way)
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November SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 Halloween cushions repot spider plantsrecycle bin
2 applesauce  harvest persimmonsyard waste bin
3 cat head graphicmoar pruning recycle bin
4 6 jars to ferment grape pruning
yard waste bin
5 lime curdmailed advent boxes
recycle bin
6 quince jelly
long jane hems
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7 x renew worm bin x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. I managed to get my hand under running cold water fast enough to ameliorate almost all the injury of Very Hot quince jelly - my hand looks very slightly sunburnt is all, and doesn't hurt.
2. I've been enjoying listening to fragments of the 10/31/80 Radio City Music Hall Grateful Dead concert. I remember the whole trip there and back again that night. It was a different world...
3. miniature Sidewalk Joy PDX book

Time of Isolation - Day 1596

Sunday, November 3, 2024

weekend whatnots

in which our plucky heroine tries to look on the bright side...

Time change scrambled my brain, as it always does. I woke up at o'dark-thirty, and just could not get back to sleep. And then I had one of those "my body is generating some wierd pain" in my right bicep?!? that was actually very scary, until it stopped. Crafternoon consensus is that it was likely an out of place cramp from my getting dehydrated and needing electrolytes.

OTOH, the last week had more in person porch visits than I have had in a long time, and the promise of seeing my beloved Mud Bay pals soon, when they pass through Portland
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~ maybe a mite late, but still good... ~
I first saw Steeleye Span decades ago, in a performance space upstairs in the Galleria (in Harvard Square), and I have been a fan of theirs for even longer than that...
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I've finally finished repotting all the spider plants. which had direly needed attention.They already look more alive!
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~ XP-1 ~
By the time I heard that Girl Charlee was closing, and selling off their stock at even greater discount, pretty much all of the cotton lycra in any sort of acceptable color/pattern was gone. So I bought yardage at $2/yd in some of the least dreadful of the options. (In addition to the eye-watering stripes above, I have some red/black, and red/black/yellow stripes, and some pastel pink and blue flowers)

Why, you may be wondering did I do so?  Because it has long been my intention to add undies to my list of things I can make myself, as they are pricey all out of proportion of how much material (and time) they require. In order to get the fit right, I need to use something that is close enough to the eventual desired fabric, so thrifted cotton jersey sheets, which work fine for less shaped garments, would not do...

My first attempt (XP-1), taught me two important things. First, that I needed to put additional effort into fitting, because second, I was changing from the elastic waist and leg bands of the originals to making bands from the cotton lycra itself. This is a known technique, and neatly adds greater comfort, and is much more convenient as one can simply use the same fabric. And at $2/yd, I need not feel stressed about making up one toile after another until I get it right.
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I deconstructed one of the Free Little Art Gallery postcards to use the printed fabric"A Merry Hallowe-en" vintage graphics to create some miniature decorative sofa cushions, as tinyfolk holiday decorations. I'd ridden out to St Johns in hope of getting there soon enough to snag one of the little miniature ceramic jack-o-lantern flower vases, but alas they were already gone.   I did find some dancing skeletons in the woods, and the aforementioned collage card, and left in exchange some of my tiny linocuts...
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November SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 Halloween cushions
repot spider plants
recycle bin
2 ---
3 -- -
4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. the $2/yd cotton lycra is great for making undie toiles
2. the only four tomatoes that grew on the plant in the sideyard have been gradually ripening on the windowsill. Tomorrow I will eat the one that is now red. In November.
3. printed and painted miniature vintage cat head Halloween decorations, one to share with my prize winner and one to keep. I like them so much I may need to print out some more just to send to other friends

Time of Isolation - Day 1574

Sunday, October 6, 2024

shibori Saturday and other snippets

in which our plucky heroine is feeling blue, in more ways than one...

on the upside, creative cerulean enamelwork and indigo dyeing creative playtime, on the downside those sorts of nights where waking up at 3am with dark blue thoughts of wrong choices made and opportunities missed.
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~ mood indigo ~
I am quite pleased with how my new linen gauze scarf turned out... the doubled horses teeth border surrounding a medallion of acorns and oak leaves taken from my SCA badge. Since I knew about the indigo dyeing demo at the local art store more than a week ahead, there was time enough to prepare this more structured shibori design. Quite a few days "spare time" went into yards and yards of running stitches. Even so, I was up far beyond my bedtime on Friday night, pulling up the stitchery as tightly as possible to form the resist pattern ready for dyeing:

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After hours of work, (more than one would expect for something so tiny), I finally finished the Very Small (⅞") heraldic blue wolf enamel, and I shall ask C if he can send me a photo of the finished coronet, once it is set in place and all assembled.
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thanks to Vestia for sharing this, it sure made me smile...
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On a hunch, on Friday I took myself off to Immediate Care (the storefront doc-in-the-box for my health plan) when I realised that the ongoing pain in my back might be my kidney and not referred SI joint pain. While the quickie-tests were clear, the sample they decided to send off for culturing apparently came back chock full of bacteria, despite my not having any of the usual symptoms. Indeed, I got an early morning! call on Sunday! from the doctor to let me know that they wanted me on antibiotics right away. Do not pass go, do not collect $200...
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October SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 ScribeTober 1
-yard waste bin
2 blue wolf enamel
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3 shibori scarf
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4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. I now am on antibiotic medication for a systemic infection I have had for who knows how long. Hopefully this will reduce pain, help my body heal, and maybe even improve my mood...
2. My shibori project at the free indigo dyeing demo turned out really well
3. I am more than halfway done making my advent swap treats

Time of Isolation - Day 1546

Wednesday, September 18, 2024

Wednesday whatnots

in which our plucky heroine has much on her mind...

Much of my spare brain activity currently consists of thinking about outdoor space and garden design, and putting various options into task and resource order. I've decided that I want the sidewalk edge of the front yard to be "semi-permeable". To have a partial barrier, but not as enclosed as a solid fence. What this might consist of (plantings? panels? open fencing? sculpture??) is not yet clear to me, but I much prefer the yards that have this effect of enclosure to those that are just flat grass. I suspect that over time I may develop a clearer concept overall and in more detail for the exterior aspect of Acorn Cottage, which will allow me to gradually make decisions and choices that will bring me more comfort and delight
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~ sky koi ~
Looking westward a few days ago, the vault of the sky is speckled and spangled with reflected sunlight. I wish I was a better photographer and could catch the nuances my human eyes see in the bright world.
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...sigh, I had been feeling somewhat better the last few days in the lower righthand quarter, and then somehow, after a pleasant midafternoon bike ride, it felt like all my clunky SI connections decided to go sideways back into the land of pain with a rattley-bang, for no particular reason, while I was sitting down writing some notes. Bodies are weird. Maybe they will find their way to a better alignment while I am sleeping?
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~ week 13 : cardigan ~
I knew as soon as I made the knitted skirt way back in week 1* that I was going to want a matching cardigan, so went ahead with Dawn Smith's Raglan Sleeved Cardigan for Tiny Rag Dolls pattern. Whatever top Opal wears with it, she always looks put together; if I ever figure out a tidy way to fasten a necklace, she needs some beads or pearls to go with... and shoes! (somehow her Birkenstocks just are not quite the right thing for this outfit)

Since out of all my tinyfolk, Opal started out with the least amount of clothes, I chose to really focus on creating a complete 13 piece wardrobe for her over the course of the 13 week challenge. I also made quite a number (not sure how many total) of "extra" garments for my own tiny rag dolls as well as for Kestrel's crew. I need to put together a mosaic photo of the mix-n-match as well as the whole wardrobe as a flat lay image...

*I don't like "straight" skirts, so I went with an A-line style instead
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I won the random prize drawing back in week 10, and as my TRD tinyfolk are much smaller than the AG mini dolls, Dawn offered to custom make me a crocheted top, in the color of my choice (from the colors she had available) I picked a pumpkin orange, which turned out to be a perfect match for the striped gored skirt, and the orange buttons she chose are just right. Plus, the button loops and buttons are functional!! How cool is that!! (I have someblack silk set aside to make Opal a long sleeve top to wear under the camisole, to keep her warm.)
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September SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 a dozen tetras
porch valance
plum logs
2 tiny doll shorts
mask elastics
oldest pinafore
3 Almandine clothing
- recycle bin
4 skirt for Opal
- yard waste bin
5 cardigan for Opal
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6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. I just plain love the sweet crocheted top that Dawn sent me as my prize for week 10. It matches the striped gored skirt perfectly, and has functional buttons and button loops!!
2. more tinyfolk treats from friends: a bag of miniature silverware, buttons and buckles, and a big packet of colorful fabric scraps to play with for wee clothing and tiny quilts...
3. the Moody Blues bed quilt got washed and hung on the clothesline to dry, so it has that wonderful line dried scent which makes going to bed just that much nicer.
4. I figured out that I can choose to work on the neverending dots scribal project when on non-critical zoom, which has had the result of moving that scroll incrementally closer to being done.

Time of Isolation - Day 1529

Sunday, September 15, 2024

fragments from week 2

in which our plucky heroine notes the ups and downs...

One of the better parts of the last week was Gersvinda and her trusty truck, and being able to bring home a Bosc pear tree from the 25% off tree sale at Portland Nursery. Her work schedule makes it challenging to spend time together, so it is a treat when the stars align. And it was her suggestion, when the closer nursery had only one scraggly espalier left, that we go a little further and check out the other site... Bingo, there weren't many pears left, but Bosc was one of the three varieties I had on the list... so... it is currently in the backyard waiting for me to decide where to plant it. I am considering near the fence and adjacent to Feral Grape (who will need to be pruned back). There is a big pear tree next door, which will be good for pollination...

Acantha, during our conversation earlier this week about garden planning and flowers and such, suggested that I pay attention to what sorts of outdoor yards and gardens that I find appealling, while I am out and about on my bicycle... Well, I never thought to do that in all my years!
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~ Mx Green Jeans ~
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The belated last of the week 11 pants project is this pair of cargo pants for Almandine. Here she is hanging out while I type this blog post; the shelf my monitor sits on is cluttered with bits and bobs, but makes it clear as well how very tiny the tinyfolk are.

This is actually the last week of the 13 week Tiny Wardrobe Challenge, and the garment of the week is a handknit cardigan. I will probably feature the one I made for Opal, back a few months ago when the challenge started. Mostly because I want to spend more time enameling and less time playing, now that the weather has cooled down. Eventually though, I do want to try making a tiny handknit cardigan with the faux cables that Dawn shared a link to a while back...
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Time to start thinking again about items and planning for the Advent Swap. Here are two different origami containers: This simple masu-style box is a classic; folded from 3½" square paper it makes a perfect 1¼" box for packaging up treats. This twist-top storage container is a bit more tricky to make, but would be great for flat treats; start with a 5" x 2½" rectangle to make a 1¼" packet...
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I've been continuing to try and rest, and stretch, and ride my bike, all in the hope that my CrankyBack/Hip/Haunch will stop being quite so cranky. There has been some improvement - it isn't waking me up at night. I don't know if stepping up onto stairs is still problematic (as I found out last week at the transit center); Acorn Cottage is thankfully all one level. I was able to put my socks on this morning, with difficulty but without tears. Getting old is not for the weak...
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This is a lovely illusion, but since Instagram won't share it here, you will have to go see for yourself...
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September SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 a dozen tetras
porch valance
plum logs
2 tiny doll shorts
mask elastics
oldest pinafore
3 Almandine clothing
- recycle bin
4 - - yard waste bin
5 -- -
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. BLT made with homegrown tomato
2. Acantha is brilliant! Looking at peoples yards is a good way to figure out what I like and what I don't like, and a good way to start thinking about design of outdoor space.
3. today was cool enough that I had to put on my chore jacket in the evening.

Time of Isolation - Day 1526

Monday, September 9, 2024

15 pounds of pears

in which our plucky heroine feels grateful to Gersvinda...

Gersvinda returned my fruit picker, along with about half a bucket of tasty pears from the tree at her mother's house. As per the last few years, most of the pears are destined for the dehydrator, to make yummy dried pear slices, though I may have to make a pear tart as well. or something?
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~ plum preparation ~
Today was the first day of plum harvest. I will never not be grateful for the feral plum thicket, and the delicious fruit that recurs without any input from me. Today I realised that the best way to begin picking on a fully laden branch is to start as high up as can be reached, rather than at the bottom, as I had been doing. Since as the fruit is picked, the branch begins to rise as there is less weight, which also makes the lowest plums on the tip easier to reach. D'oh! It will be several days before I have gathered the plums I can access while standing, and then it will be time to deploy the fruit picker for several more feet of reach. Another nice thing about prune plums is how simple they are to process for freezing, all that is needful is to cut in half and pop out the pit; easiest fruit save blueberries...
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The body was no more crankypants than normal at bedtime last night but by the time I returned from my morning bike ride my right leg had become excruciatingly painful. Sort of a combination of SI joint and hip with a tinge of sciatica. I'll rub it with some salve and hope for improvement, since a shower and a nap did no good at all. I hate it feel betrayed am worried when my physiology goes sideways without warning, despite that these sorts of random occurrences have happened to me for years, and despite that this sort of thing is common to most all humans, particularly of a certain age. If it does not improve, it may be acupuncture time. I miss the pool, and being able to do water exercise.
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Despite being rather lame today, the dishes and laundry must needs be dealt with. The kitchen needs the space to prepare fruit, and it makes sense to take advantage of the warm sunny weather for line drying kitchen cloths, and bedsheets, both of which benefit from the ultraviolet sunlight.
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September SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 a dozen tetras
porch valance
plum logs
2 tiny doll shorts
mask elastics
oldest pinafore
3 Almandine clothing
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4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. Gersvinda and her truck will help me get to and from the garden center that has trees on sale later this week.
2. catching up on Mt Washmore and Mt Dishmore
3. several pounds of pears!! Huzzah for mutual aid

Time of Isolation - Day 1520

Monday, August 5, 2024

Monday media and miscellany...

in which our plucky heroine has a mildly productive day...
doing various housey chores, and completing a few of the smaller projects that have been on my to-do list...
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Here is a short interview with the artist Shirley Hughes:
and here is a longer interview with her part 1, and part 2
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~ week 7: reversible camisole top ~
Week seven - a reversible camisole. The camisole needed decoration, rather than being the two plain solid colors that were all I had in the fabrics that suited Kenya's wardrobe. The blue "denim" color side, now embroidered with the same motif as the hemline of the bell bottoms, makes them look rather like a jumpsuit when worn together, or maybe one of those 60's sportswear/playsuits made of separates...

I suspect that making this garment would be easier at a somewhat larger than Tiny Rag Doll scale... I used the camisole from the basic TRD pattern booklet, modified to make it reversible, fastening in the back, and changing the criss-cross shoulder straps to plain. (I don't know why I find fixed crossing straps so difficult to use when dressing dolls, but I always switch them out to be fastened with snaps or hook-and-eye instead, or as in this case, to just be plain shoulder straps)

I used cotton twill tape for the straps, which I "dyed" with Sharpie marker; running a Q-tip dipped in denatured alcohol over the markered tape evened out the color really well, and once dried, it is reasonably washfast. I have used Sharpie markers from time to time to get effects on fabric for dolly clothing, such as the specialty motifs for Kenya's dashiki.
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Today I decided that one of my speedy projects would be to make some pressing tools useful for making dolly clothing. I cut a chopstick in half and covered most of it with a layer of wool felt, for pressing sleeves. Then I cut out two vaguely carrot shaped pieces of linen herringbone, stitched and turned them leaving a gap big enough to then very tightly fill the form with wool fleece. This creates a sort of extended sewing ham for pressing skirts and bodices. I expect that these will be in pretty much constant use when I am sewing tiny garments, as their larger cousins are when I am sewing for myself.
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well gosh, my left great toe looks mighty ugly today. The whole area where the chunk of 4x4 hit is an ugly purple bruise. Fortunately it is not very painful, and does not impede my ability to walk or to ride my bike. Wellington would be very annoyed to miss out on his multiple daily walkies!
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It isn't my imagination that it seems like so many more of the folks I know have caught COVID this summer...

Graphic from "Map shows states where COVID levels are "high" or "very high" as summer wave spreads" from CBS Healthwatch...
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August SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 2 pillowcases
nut chopper handle
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2 yak print
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3 tiny bell-bottoms
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4 tiny camisole
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5 small pressing tools
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6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. my late friend Larissa gifted me with a blueberry bush when I moved into Acorn Cottage twenty years ago. This year it has been really prolific (compared to prior years), and I've been enjoying picking berries in the morning, and thinking of her...
2. Interlibrary Loan - I was able to get a copy of "A Life Drawing" (the illustrator Shirley Hughes' autobiography)
3. YouTube, where I can listen to and see all sorts of wonderful interviews with people...

Time of Isolation - Day 1486

Sunday, August 4, 2024

weekend whatnots

in which our plucky heroine is bruised but unbroken...

My attempt to be efficient in making sure all the porch plants were watered somehow resulted in a sudden gust of gravity that tipped what had been a counterweight that then landed on my foot. Well actually my left great toe. I am glad I was wearing shoes, for sandals would not have been as good at distributing the stress, and it would probably have been broken rather than bruised.
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~ Bell Bottom Blues ~
After last weeks assortment of pants/trousers, I was also inspired by one of the offered patterns to adapt the pattern I use to create some vintage style "bell bottoms" for Kenya, as a companion piece to her dashiki. I think, though, that they need some flower power embroidery around the hemline...

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TIL that an intense craving for eating ice can be a known symptom/indicator of anemia. (no not me, but a dear friend) and that science has no explanation for why this is so.
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Progress is happening on the denim hat project. The outer hat crown is almost completed, and the brim and binding pieces are all cut out. Still need to cut out the inner crown, the hatband pieces and the brim interfacing. I expect that the hat will be finished this week, which will be wonderful.
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August SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 2 pillowcases
nut chopper handle
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2 yak print
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3 tiny bell-bottoms
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4 - - -
5 -- -
6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. My toe is not broken, after I accidentally knocked a big chunk of 4x4 over and the edge of it fell directly into my great toe. There was gasping and instant tears, followed by arnica and the ice pack from the freezer. My efforts to tie the ice pack to my toe would have made a funny video.
2. My old friend Sharon is no longer in the ER, having had her low hemoglobin topped up by transfusion; I spoke with her today and she was at the farmers market sounding much more like herself.
3. I encouraged yet another friend to participate in the Advent of a Better Year swap! that makes nineteen!!

Time of Isolation - Day 1485

Thursday, July 11, 2024

throwback Thursday

in which our plucky heroine gets inspected...

Ever since they cut a sizeable chunk out of my arm a few years ago, I get periodic dermatological checks from top to toe. I was happy to find out today that all looks normal, at least on the outside, and I can come back in a year for the next one. Dr O was pleased with how well I am doing, and was pleasantly surprised when I showed him my arm guards (long white jersey fingerless gloves that go all the way up my forearms)
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Back at the beginning of the pandammit, just after the big Columbia Gorge fire, I made Nandina a wool felt skirt all decorated with embroidery and pinked felt, rather in the style of Salley Mavor's Wee Felt Folk. Remembering this, (as seen in the photo above) I decided to decorate the green linen side of the skirt I am making for Almandine with some little embroidered vines.
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I stopped at the store on the way home, hoping for some tasty decorations for salad tonight. Ummm, two weeks ago small avocados were $1.49 each. Yesterday they were $1.79. Today they are $1.99. What I see reminds me (in a small way) of when I visited Yugoslavia back in 1989, before it fell apart, and how the prices would change every day.
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Tuesday night I decided that whatever was making my left small toe super cranky was not going away and actually getting worse, so I made an appointment for first thing in the morning (8am) at the Immediate Care nearest my house. Got going super early so I would be there right when they opened.

Only to find out, when it opened, that they had just been notified that their storefront was closed for the day, and they needed to call everyone scheduled to let them know... but I was already there. The clerk must have apologised at least ten times. All I asked was if I could have an appointment at the only other one somewhat nearby, and she was able to schedule me there at 9am. So after riding about two miles there, then two miles back home, then maybe another mile or so in the opposite direction, I finally was able to see a clinician!

They took a look at my foot, and asked about medical history stuff, and particularly since I have had cellulitis more than one time (and one time really badly), I am now partway into a week of Keflex three times a day; the good news is my foot is improving.
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I really need to get off my duff and start doing more small fixit things. Whenever I look at my SMART goals grid for July, the middle column seems really empty and in need.  Could be housey improvement, could be mending clothing, could be ???
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July SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 4 tiny knit vests
cleaned keyboard
recycle bin
2 tiny cargo pants
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3 very smol Birks
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4 silkworm print
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5 4 reversible skirts
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6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. Two avocados! A gift from the grocery clerk who feels as bad as I do about the prices rising every week...
2. A clean dermatology checkup this morning; I don't need to come back for a year, and the two things I had questions about were normal human variations and not more cancer.
3. Yesterday I got to go a little further in the Golden Sky Stories game with Stef and Mischa. Eventually I will get the hang of it, but I am already having fun!
4. I think I caught the foot infection in time, as symptoms are improving since I got a scrip for Keflex yesterday.

Time of Isolation - Day 1461

Tuesday, July 9, 2024

tired of the heat

in which our plucky heroine is feeling weary....

Tonight, at 9pm, it was 90°F (32°C) on the front porch, down from a high of 104. Hopefully it will cool down overnight, the forecast is for somewhat less hellacious thermometer readings.

When my laundry was finished this afternoon, in addition to putting on a protective sunhat while I hung everything on the line to dry, it occurred to me that I could wear my still damp from the washing machine blouse as a sort of sunproof cooling jacket. By the time I finished hanging out the load of washing, the blouse was dry.

Not sure if it is the heat, or if there is an infection developing in my left foot which is painful and sort of itchy. Made an appointment at the express care clinic tomorrow morning to get it looked at.
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~ very small friends ~
The tinyfolk keep me company while I do computer things
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This morning while chatting with Leslie on zoom, I began planning sewing projects for me. I need to replace the sun protective glove that was lost. I would like to make a sort of sun protective shrug/bolero, to cover my arms and neckline when wearing one of my popover dresses. And it would be fun to have a new popover from the pretty batik rayon.

The other sewing related thing I did was to set up embroidered hemline decoration for another reversible Almandine skirt. One side will be black/brown chevron stripes, and the revers will be green linen embroidered with a vine motif.
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I have made some progress on the "tidy and photo inside the house" project So far I have done 2 rooms (kitchen + bedroom) and utility closet, still need to do sm bedroom, living room, and workroom... I'd hoped to get more done by now but still feeling exhausted. Tomorrow I should be able to do the small bedroom and the living room; it does bring me satisfaction to see how the rooms look with less clutter, and will help motivate me to sort through the now condensed detritus.
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July SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 4 tiny knit vests
cleaned keyboard
recycle bin
2 tiny cargo pants
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3 very smol Birks
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4 silkworm print
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5 4 reversible skirts
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6 x x
x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. I've been managing to keep the skirrets and the mock orange alive, remembering to water them frequently enough despite the dreadful heat.
2. I brought in the grocery delivery before it baked on the porch, and decided to cook the chicken and the chard right away, so they could be in the fridge for meals tomorrow.
3. There was an appointment available first thing in the morning at Immediate Care, so the weather outside should be bearable, and the indoor air quality the least fraught possible these days.
4. I bought replacement filters for my P100. I think I will deploy them tonight, to have them ready for tomorrow.

Time of Isolation - Day 1459

Wednesday, April 17, 2024

wishful Wednesday

in which our plucky heroine dreams of a less limited future...

because someday, if we are fortunate, science will find ways for us to once again coexist in comparative safety. Because someday, if I am fortunate enough to live that long. Hey, a girl can dream, right?

But in the meantime, I will continue to make art and artifacts, and mend and repair what of the world around me I can manage to. Hey, a girl can't sit and do nothing, right?
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~ humans are amazing ~
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Woke up with a very sore left eye... This happens sometimes; I wonder if my eyes do not fully close when I am sleeping? Usually I just put in some eye lubricating drops and it eases off fairly quickly. Today it took about two hours to stop hurting, long enough that I was considering a visit to the doc-in-a-box. It has finally stopped hurting so much, about three hours later.
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This is some good/hopeful/potential/eventual news about a new way to prevent viral infection. I hope it will end up working as well in human people as it does in mice!
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April SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 tiny angora print
computer zone lamp
persimmon prunings
2 5th God bag
blog template  
forsythia prunings
3 scroll calligraphy
grey turtleneck collar
yard waste bin
4 - indigo bunny art
recycle bin
5 -taxes done
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6 x redone bag ties x
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes -
1. Little Sister found me another online shop that still has some of my favorite hand cream (discontinued by manufacturer alas) and I plan on ordering some today. This is the only thing I have found, after many years of searching, that keeps the skin on my hands in good condition. Having backstock in the linen cupboard here at home is better than backstock in some store!
2. there are still scientists thinking well and doing science to take good care of human peoples. This gives me hope that I may not need to spend the entire remainder of my life inside my house...
3. after a lot of eye lube and an afternoon nap, my left eye doesn't hurt any more. Will try adding the drops prior to bedtime to see if that improves the situation. I am suspecting excessive pollen is the culprit.

Time of Isolation - Day 1382

Monday, March 18, 2024

flexibility

in which our plucky heroine slows to a crawl...

...though thankfully only in a figurative sense. Cranky back is still very very cranky. I've been doing gentle stretches, and movement to try and ease whatever is out of balance into some kind of equilbrium.

Everything I need to do happens at about half speed, and some of what I had hoped to do in these few days of warm sunshine has not happened at all (yardwork I am looking at you). If I only had hens again, I would not need to mow the backyard; but there has been no mowing at all, either front or back, or any other strenuous yard activity. I am going to put the mock orange twiglets into big pots, as they are showing signs of greening up along their buds, and maybe in a week or two my back will loosen up enough to let me do things like use the shovel, and the string trimmer...
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...new ½" non-roll elastic I ordered online, same company, same box, but the quality is just not as good. Old is the upper one, new is the lower one; the new elastic is thinner, slightly under ½" in width, and overall the product is more "flimsy". That degredation of quality did not come with a dimunition in price, of course. Since I use elastic on few of the things I sew for myself, it does take me quite a while to use up an entire 30 yard spool; I probably bought the old elastic at the late lamented Fabric Depot a number of years ago
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I did manage to get most of the laundry done, and if I can manage to do the bedding tomorrow while we still have sunshine and breezy weather for more line drying, that will be a happy thing. I will just take it slowly. Took some time today to cook ahead ingredients to make spinach rice bake (I've discovered that if I get the big box of prewashed organic mixed greens from the Gross-Out, and immediately cook and chop them, that gives me enough greens for several recipes. Thanks to the Aunties for suggesting that market as a possible resource) I might try riding my bike tomorrow and pick up an eggplant for lasagna as well... meals in the freezer!
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March SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 red enamel samples
bathroom undersink access
some driveway moss
2 turn buttons
-recycle bin
3 6 tiny books
- yard waste bin
4 2 velour sports bras - recycle bin
5 Stromgard enamels
- recycle bin
6 velour sports bra
x yard waste bin
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes
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1. I have a regular scheduled check in with my PCP later this week, so if cranky back is still not improving, I can get her to look at it then...
2. figured out that if I use the folding turtle stool to clamber into bed, that is a bit easier on my back
3. The leftover corned beef made a wonderful meal tonight, a sort of hash variant with rice and greens and green onion... (I was cooking up rice anyway for future meals this week, and didn't want to also cook potato)

Time of Isolation - Day 1353

Friday, March 15, 2024

happy belated Pi(e) day

in which our plucky heroine bakes a day late...

I've been having a very cranky back for the last week, ever since I reached up a bit too high to try and put the studio clock back on it's hook. It hurts more when I lie down than when I've been moving around for a bit, and hurts worst when I get up in the morning after I've been asleep. It is something different than any back pain prior, and since it isn't improving, probably should get myself over to the doctor sometime soon, since it is definitely affecting my activities of daily life.
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~ pear tart ~
for the purposes of holiday food I am calling this pie, since it is fruit baked atop a tender crust, then glazed...

½ c butter
1 c flour
¼ t baking powder
½ c sugar
1 large egg
3 or 4 Bosc pears, peeled cored and cut in half
cinnamon sugar
apricot or quince jam
1T lemon juice

Combine flour and baking powder and set aside. Cream the butter with the sugar in a different bowl. Add egg and beat in. Gradually add the flour, the dough will be very soft. Push/pat the dough into the pan to form an even flat crust. I have used a variety of pans, a 10" tart pan + a 4" pan, a 10" rectangle pan, (the Original Recipe calls for a 14" pan, but I've nothing that large) Arrange the pear halves cut side down. I usually use the last bits to fill in the gaps. Sprinkle with cinnamon sugar and bake at 350F until the crust is golden brown, around 40 to 45 minutes. Melt jam with lemon juice and brush gently to glaze.
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When I saw this article online, it reminded me of this short story I read a few years ago
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March SMART goals (x=extra)
# THINGS MADE THINGS FIXED THINGS GONE
1 red enamel samples
bathroom undersink access
some driveway moss
2 turn buttons
-recycle bin
3 6 tiny books
- yard waste bin
4 2 velour sports bras - recycle bin
5 Stromgard enamels
- recycle bin
6 velour sports bra
x yard waste bin
7 x x x
8 x x x
9 x x x

today's gratitudes

1. quince jelly adds a special flavor when used to glaze fruit tarts... combined with the pear tart tonight was just amazing!
2. I have a piece of corned beef in the freezer, set aside last year, so I can cook that for Sunday dinner along with a bit of colcannon...
3. Today the weather was lovely, and there are white violets scattered here and there across my front yard. I managed to get outside enough to notice them. And there was a bird up high in the tree in the neighbors yard singing very sweetly when I was hanging the laundry out on the clothesline...
4. I have the miniature bookcase my pal Vesta gave me hanging on the wall next to the computer zone, and every time it catches my eye it reminds me that gone is not forgotten...

Time of Isolation - Day 1350

Thursday, February 1, 2024

wishful (re covid and precautions...)

in which our plucky heroine is parking this information here so as to be able to refer back to it later... There are reasons why I remain cautious in my behaviors, and remain masked when around other people...

an article by Siderea:
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and an article by Sharon Astyk:
the Lancet article referred to: Long COVID is associated with severe cognitive slowing: a multicentre cross-sectional study

I snagged this from my FB feed, and had to copy/paste since there was no way to link to the essay Sharon Astyk writes:

"So I want to talk about the implications of the study on cognitive slowing that came out in the Lancet yesterday, because it is incredibly important. You should be VERY, VERY, VERY worried by this, because essentially what it shows is that the number of people with moderate to severe cognitive impairment has grown dramatically in just four years and is poised to grow further. A lot further.

So a large study was done in BOTH the UK and Germany, that matched three cohorts of patients. The first one were folks with long covid (aka PCC). The second had had covid, but did not have long covid symptoms. The third were people who had not had covid.

In the control group (no covid) 4% had severe cognitive impairment already and 14.7% showed moderate cognitive impairment. The vast majority (3xs as many as have severe impairment) of those people have milder cognitive impairment, rather than severe. So without any other affects, about 19% of the population has some kind of cognitive slowing, due to disability, temporary health problems like chemo, dementia or MCI etc...

In the group with Long Covid, 9.3% of the population had moderate cognitive impairment and *53.5%* had Severe impairment, more than three standard deviations below the norm. This is a huge and appalling number.

Just as horrifying, but getting less attention, among those who DID NOT HAVE LONG COVID but had had covid had a 19.4% rate of severe impairment and a 9.7% rate of moderate impairment - which means that out of folks who have had covid but DID NOT GET LONG COVID, nearly a third of them are cognitively impaired, and a majority of those severely.

This study folllows on the heels of MANY MANY studies that show covid causes brain damage, and affects the brain seriously. So what does this mean for us as a society and what does it mean individually?

First, let's start with how many people this probably is. There's a lot of dispute over the number of people who get long covid, with estimates ranging in the vaccinated from 5%-25%+ A lot of it depends on how you identify long covid and frame the issue. What we do know is that when you ask people about symptoms, you get very high proportions, but generally if you ask people about whether they have long covid, you get low ones, which suggests it is underdiagnosed, rather than the opposite.

So let's pick a low-end number, suggesting that 10% of covid infections result in long covid (the US CDC says 20%, btw) - which lines up with a recent Canadian study that showed that long covid risk was cumulative, with a risk of 38% in people who had had covid three or more times.

At 0 infections, about 20% of the population has some kind of cognitive slowing. In the United States, with a population of 330 million, that's about 66 million people - of those 66 millions, 16.5 have severe impairment and just under 50 million have moderate impairment.

Now how does this bode for the future when you plug these numbers into the US population? I'll use conservative numbers and round down whenever possible. Remember, the US CDC estimates the prevalence of long covid at around 20%, but I'm going to say 10% to be conservative.

330 Million Americans, 90% have had covid, that gives us 297 Million Americans who have had covid, and if one in ten has long covid, that's just about 30 Million Americans with Long covid. 60.3% showed some kind of cognitive impairment, mostly severe, and that means 18.9 MILLION Americans have cognitive slowing due to Long Covid. In this case, a huge majority of them, more 5 out of six, have severe impairment.

But we aren't done. Because almost 30% of folks who had covid infections but did not have long covid ALSO had significant cognitive slowing. 90% of Americans, in the absence of any mitigation have had at least one case of covid. That equals 297 Million Americans. Of those 29% would have either moderate or severe cognitive impairment. That's 86 MILLION Americans, and again, a majority of them (twice as many) have severe impairment.

So using these numbers, the US has gone from 66 million people, mostly with moderate cognitive impairment and slowing, to 170 MILLION Americans with some kind of cognitive impairment, 88 Million of them with severe cognitive slowing and impairment, more than two or three standard deviations below the norm.

So not only have we more than doubled the number of cognitively disabled people in the US, we've increased the amount of people with severe cognitive impairment by FIVE TIMES WHAT IT WAS FOUR YEARS AGO. That is a huge and terrifying change.

But what does that cognitive slowing actually MEAN in day to day life? The study points out that it affects your response to stimulus - that is, your rapid response to complex situations, and your puzzle solving ability. For example, how do you make split second decisions while driving, or flying a plane, but also how do you make routine rapid decisions - for example how much change to give at the cash register or what how to respond when confronted with a challenging situation. It also tested how quickly people absorbed information - for example, how rapidly they could incorporate new things into their thinking, whether a sudden truck cutting them off or the sudden revelation of a new data point that requires response.

People in this study needed A LOT more time to process things correctly. They were unable to respond quickly and accurately in test situations - and test situations are generally LESS stressful than real life. This also had implications for people's ability to pay attention. If it is taking them a lot longer to absorb and process new information, then they are processing one concept while you are presenting another and more things are being missed. It is also easier for people to lose the thread of what is going on, when it is taking considerable time for them to absorb information.

So this has implications for pretty much everything in life. And we've been seeing these implications all through the system. For example, in the increase in driving accidents. From 2018 to 2022 the increase in fatal car accidents, even during periods with reduced driving due pandemic restrictions, increased by 16%. In the same period, the FAA found that aviation accidents and near misses had increased by 25% over a decade ago. And that makes perfect sense given the impact of covid on pilots and drivers. Because remember, MOST OF THESE PEOPLE EITHER DO NOT KNOW THEY ARE IMPAIRED OR DONT REALIZE HOW BAD IT IS.

It has implications for education as well - if almost half your students are cognitively impaired (and it is almost impossible to know what the rate of long covid is among children, who can't tell us they felt better two years ago because they were three then) and processing things much slower, they are going to struggle to understand, struggle to pay attention and struggle with impulse control when they have to make rapid decisions.

And this matches up really well with what teachers are telling us about kids now - that they are less in control, more likely to do dangerous or foolish things, less able to attend, unable to remember basic concepts, and unable to process information well. Over and over teachers have blamed this on the pandemic restrictions, but we know that test scores fell most in states that were closed the shortest time. This why the kids never seem to be catching up - because forced infection is harming their brains. And why kindergarteners who were babies during lockdowns are struggling now.

The implications for daily life are also huge - your accountant is typing in numbers rapidly and may miss a line or two because of cognitive slowing. An inspector misses a whole section of something. Your therapist can't process quickly enough to understand everything you've said. Your doctor misses the critical bit about your penicillin allergy. A person has to respond rapidly to a customer complaint or a situation in a workplace, and makes a bad choice - and now is embarassed and trying cover for their error. Life comes at you fast - but you can't do fast anymore. And this too dovetails with what we've been hearing - reports of unusually severe levels of errors across fields, declines in testing in multiple professions across the board.

And we're only four years in. A recent review of covid from Canada found that Long Covid risk was cumulative - that is, 38% of those who had had covid THREE OR MORE TIMES had long covid. Which gives you above a 50-50 chance of cognitive slowing.

There may be people completely immune to long covid, but probably not nearly enough. If we continue with unchecked covid spread, we are looking at a population that is severely cognitively damaged. We already have cognitive damage at levels never seen before in history. And we haven't got a CLUE what the long term implications of covid's role in our brains is - but we know some things. We know it increases your risk of Alzheimers and Parkinsons, and we also know that the covid virus makes nanotubes through your brain, and then sets up shop there, and is often found permanently in your brain.

One of the reasons I truly believe that covid is AS GREAT a threat to us as Climate change is, is this - we are going to need every bit of big brain power that humans have to get through the coming decades. Every time we throw human being's greatest advantage - our capacity to think things through and solve problems - in the trash can so that we can eat at Olive Garden and not wear masks, we risk our future.

Moreover, we have already done incalculable harm to many people, particularly those who are most vulnerable. While traffic accidents are up all across the board by 16%, they are up even more among the unvaccinated. And while you might not have a lot of empathy for adults who don't vaccinate, the vast majority of unvaccinated globally are either adults who have no access (including in the US now that we've ended pandemic supports) and CHILDREN. We are damaging our children's brains on a huge and unprecedented scale, and it may be the thing that destroys us.

So umm...stop, ok? Put on the mask and keep it on."
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Time of Isolation - Day 1309