September 30, 1880.
My dear Charley,--My mind has been with you a great deal lately.
I have been looking over and arranging my papers with a view to sifting out those that are not worth keeping, and so filing and arranging those that are to be kept, that my heirs and assigns may with the less trouble know where and what they are. I cannot describe (to you) the peculiar feelings which this review occasions.
Reading old letterswhen so many of the writers are gone from earth, seems to me like going into the world of spirits — letters full of the warm, eager, anxious, busy life, that is
forever past.
My own letters, too, full of by-gone scenes in my early life and the childish days of my children.
It is affecting to me to recall things that strongly moved me years ago, that filled my thoughts and made me anxious when the occasion and emotion have wholly vanished from my mind.
But I thank God there is
one thing running through all of them from the time I was thirteen years old, and that is the intense unwavering sense of
Christ's educating, guiding presence and care.
It is
all that remains now.