To say that what we have so far is smooth sailing - is to deny the relationship that we have.
To believe that everything has been perfect so far is to belie that what we have is "working" relationship.
It's not perfect yet. But we are working together to get there. And that's what matters.
To say that I had to gamble and throw the dice for this is not accurate.
To gamble is to throw everything unto fate to decide.
Like what we discussed - it felt right for both of us so we decided to give it a shot based on feelings from the heart - and not from the gut and instinct.
Segway date in sentosa.
Avenue Q.
Weekday lunch dates.
Orchard shopping.
Swimming in your condo.
Getting a haircut together.
Gardens by the bay.
OCBC supertrees canopy walk.
Supertrees light show.
And more to come.
It's also interesting how the first time I've ever tried playing/gambling was with you. You bought chips. Played roulette. Won. Doubled the money. Banked your capital. Gave me the earning to let me play blackjack. Won some and lost some. I decided to stop with double the earning. We spent the money to shoulder our dates after.
How much do I value what we have?
How strong are my feelings?
Aside from the feelings banishing any compulsion or desire to puff a smoke (since I met you) ...
