raya sakan

*  tema warna raya tahun ini :)  *

malas nak buat ucapan panjang-panjang. okthxbai.

ahlan wa sahlan ya ramadhan

my favourite month is back! 

bulan yang paling ditunggu. paling dinanti. paling dirindui. 

i always feel at ease during ramadhan. 

the calming effect that ramadhan brings is just indescribable. 

and to all muslims, selamat berpuasa dan beribadah!

help me choose

c'mon. advice me.

which one?

 VS 

confused dah ni. rasa macam nak Note sebab orang korea banyak guna Note...selain dari skrin besar yang memang puas habis lah kan kalau ambik gambar. and ada stylus. ala-ala tab dah. bak kata member di fb "pakai Note boleh tulis terus masa meeting. tak payah bawak diary kerajaan lagi"...hahahah! tapi being an android user, satu yang aku notice pasal android ni cepat betul habis baterinya. tengok je lah Xperia aku tu. dah macam setiap hari ada lah 3x aku kena charge.

tapi iPhone 4s pun ok jugak. sebab dari segi nak sync lagu senang. dengan iCloud lagi. sebab guna Mac kan. so tak perlu cucuk usb untuk sync apps and songs. nak update OS pun senang. dah sedia ada. lagipun memang pengguna Apple yang tegar kan. dulu mungkin aku akan sebulat hati memilih iPhone sebab instagram. tapi la ni, android pun dah ada instagram kan. 

ok. tolong saya make decision cepat.

my dream home

i'm a list person. i like to list things. kalau kat office, i have my what-to-do list on a sticky note at my computer. especially kalau minggu tu gila babeng punya banyak kerja. and also when i'm shopping for groceries. i have what-to-buy list with me. it helps me to become more organized and not to overspent. in life, i have my own checklist of what i should accomplish at a certain point of age. one of it is to own a house before i turn 30. 

now, i'm 26. yes, i know. dah tua wuuuwuuu...saya ada 4 tahun je lagi untuk capai target tu. 4 tahun untuk kumpul duit supaya dapat membeli sebuah rumah impian itu. entah kenapa semalam, semangat nak beli rumah tu dah macam rasuk diri saya wah gitu. i spent the whole day browsing and surveying houses for sale online. dalam kepala memang dah ada design yang saya suka. fyi, saya takdelah suka sangat rumah besar-besar ni, leceh nak kemas. (cakap je lah kau pemalas). i'm soooo into english cottage style house. i dunno. when i look at it, i just think HOME SWEET HOME. kinda like this one.

source

cantik kan? sejuk je mata memandang. ada ke rumah style macam tu kat malaysia? see, tak perlulah besar gaban rumah tu. just nice. it looks comfy enough for a family. i even had imagined what my living room will look like. my bedrooms and kitchen and semualah. saya memang minat interior design ni. lagi-lagi kat tumblr tu banyak sangat gambar-gambar yang leh jadi contoh. berangan memang hobi yang terbaek. i love white decor. lagi pun senang nak mix n match white ni. 

white living room

white kitchen. saya tak perlukan dapur besar-besar. sebabnya bukan masak sangat pun. haha.

white bedroom. cantiknyaaa....

kemainnnn kau peah berangan over tau. tapi bestkan berangan-angan pasal decoration rumah ni. masa tu siapa yang tak kreatip pun terus jadi kreatip. anyway just to share some info with chu ols, semalam masa tengah browsing kat iproperty.com saya pun pilih lah kriteria-kriteria rumah yang dicari kan - terrace/link, area cheras/kajang/bangi, price range from RM100k - RM300k and saya pun tekanlah enter. sekali tu keluar message :

"sorry, your searched criteria returned 0 results"

wtfish?!!! gilos!! takde dah wehhh rumah murah-murah sekarang ni. semua mahal ya amat. mana nak cari duit more than 300k tu. ada sekali tu, ternampak satu rumah kat area damansara, semi-d kot kalau tak salah. rege dia sampai 6 JUTA. YA AMPUNNNN!!! tu harga satu rumah ke satu taman perumahan? julinglah bijik mata tengok harga macam tu! mati hidup balik pun belum tentu dapat kumpul duit banyak macam tu!

menyambut syawal

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we're just a few days away from waving goodbye to the Holy Month of Ramadhan and saying welcome to the month of Syawal. how was your Ramadhan so far? mine was and still is a lot better than previous years. Alhamdulillah, i managed to performed terawih on many nights, i'd be lying if i say i managed to do it every single night but it was much more than before. syukur. and i really like this year's Ramadhan. why? because i cooked and baked a lot during this month, which was surprisingly 'NEW' for me as i don't like to be in the kitchen. at all. doa emak maybe nak anak dia kahwin cepat tu yang tetiba rajin masuk dapur. hehe.

sedih dan sayu rasanya nak berpisah dengan Ramadhan kali ini. suka sangat bulan yang mulia ini. bulan ni rasa macam everything is at peace. takde terkejar-kejar dengan kerja. kat office pun macam relax sikit. kira macam siang hanya untuk bekerja. malam untuk beribadat. rasa tenang sangat. hidup pun lebih teratur. entah kenapa saya rasa macam nak ramadhan ni lama sedikit. tapi kita Hamba Allah, bukan hamba Ramadhan kan?   (ambil ayat Id kat fb dia)

let's be honest. i don't think i am that thrilled to celebrate this coming raya. (gasp!) why? well, as usual family drama. which is something i'm used to because we kinda had it almost every year. it's like a ritual stuff or something. some of you might not understand the position i'm in. i have suchhh complicated relationship with my own family and relatives. but don't get the wrong idea. it's not that i don't love them, it's just sometimes you can't help feeling a little annoyed. well, you know what they say, you can't choose your family. but what the heck kan, raya tetap raya. i shall put those 'drama' thing behind and pretend that i don't give a shit (oops!) about what happened. i'm good at pretending, ya know...

anyway, it'll be a really looonnnngggg holiday which i kinda like (hey, who doesn't right?) because i can finally breathe a little after all the hardwork. 11 days of heavenly holiday! the longest so far for me. yeay!! i'll be spending my first raya here in KL as usual and later on, we'll be heading to Johor Bahru to visits all the relatives there. and if ada duit lebih sikit, planning to head down to Singapore for some USS trip. but itu hanya rancangan. tak muktamad pun.

so i would like to take this opportunity to wish all my friends and my beloved readers 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri' and if any of my entries written here in this blog ever offended anyone, i am really truly sorry. please do come to my house. not sure if this year my parents decides to host the open house event but anyone is welcome to come. siapa-siapa nak datang nanti saya bagi alamat ye.

...and for those workaholics out there, remember....

"Your job won't take care of you when you fall sick! 

Your family and friends will...

So be home for the holidays!"

LOTS OF LOVE WITH HUGS & KISSES

Quote Of The Day

SOMETIMES CHOOSING HAPPINESS MEANS LETTING GO AND REMOVING A FEW PEOPLE FROM MY LIFE.

Who? Well, go figure!

ramadhan wish

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saja ;)

cerita kahwin

another friend just got hitched over the weekend. i've been friends with this girl since the age of 13. been in the same class since Form 1 until Form 5 in the same school. yup, 13 years later we are still closed despite our busy schedules and careers. kitorang selalu buat sleepover kat rumah masing-masing masa awal-awal dulu. sampai kenallah dua-dua famili. sedara pun kenal gak. hehe. 

masa sekolah dulu, kami adalah dua budak yang suka merayap, pergi tengok konsertlah, pergi tengok wayanglah, window shopping kat KLCC lah, ponteng tuisyen pergi jalan kat Jusco Malurilah...(hmm apasal rasa macam masih tak berubah ek sekarang? masih lagi suka merayap waktu kerja haha)...kami bukan takat merayap, budak nakal pun ye. kami berdua ni pernah lawan pengawas sekolah, melawan cikgu pun pernah. haha. especially wana ni sampai berani mempersoalkan keputusan cikgu hokay. hebat kawan beta ni. we are both crazaayyyy people who likes to have fun and broke some rules!

and then bila masing-masing dah sambung belajar, saya kat UiTM Perak and she's in UiTM Melaka, we still managed to maintain our friendship. setiap kali raya mesti datang rumah punya lah. and her list of boyfriends pun saya keep track. haha. ate, dari umur 13 tahun dah jadi kawan kan, baik buruk semua dah tahu. boyfriend semua pun dah kenallah. boyfriend dia lah bukan saya haha. habislah kalau wana baca ni. ;p

then, masa sambung degree kat UiTM Shah Alam, we were housemates sekejap. faith brought us together ececeh macam kapel lak muahaha. now, my longtime close friend dah kahwin dengan pilihan hatinya. pun saya kenal lama dah semenjak wana bawak datang rumah minta restu mak ayah saya kahkah. takdelah. wana memang rajin kenalkan boyfriend dia kat saya especially during raya time. saya je sombong tak pernah nak bawak boyfriend (now ex lah kan) jumpa kawan-kawan. haha.

Congratulations on your wedding sayang!
Hope you will be blessed with a happy life and a happy marriage!

katil baru

macam nak tukar katil baru lah. rasa dah bosanlah pulak dengan day bed sebab susah nak cari cadar yang betul-betul fit dengan day bed.

nak katil ni! hopefully muat dalam bilik tu. kalau tak muat, terpaksa apply kuarters sebab nak beli rumah masih tak mampu huhu.

nak gantikan katil yang sedia ada dalam bilik saya ni. sesuai ke tak ek?  *berangan jap*

pastu kalau dapat katil idaman tu kan, rasa macam nak gantung-gantung lampu yang comel macam kat gambar bawah ni.

huhu. bestnya kalau impian ini terjadi!

iPhone ooh iPhone

kenapa tiba-tiba rasa macam nak beli iPhone 4 ni? kheri! this is all your faults. siapa suruh tanya macam-macam pasal iPhone 4 hari tu kan odah dah tergoda. oh my! the temptations tu kuatnye lah.  rasa macam nak jual je Sony Xperia X8 tu and gantikan dengan iPhone 4. isshhh...ni yang tak suka ni bila hati ni dah mengidam sangat. nak kata mengandung, dd yang mengandung. saya lak yang mengidam. haha.

nak minta duit kat ayah kang ayah suruh buat pilihan pulak. nak iPhone 4 ke or MacBook Pro. of course lah saya akan pilih MacBook Pro sebab tu lagi mahal woahh jadi kebarangkalian saya untuk mengumpul duit sebanyak itu adalah payah. nampaknya, kena tunggu iPhone 5 keluarlah. bukan sebab nak beli iPhone 5 tapi nanti mesti iPhone 4 kurang sikit harga dia macam dulu masa nak beli iPod Touch. before keluar iPod Touch 4 dulu, iPod Touch 3rd Generation tu dia kurangkan harga. bayangkan 32GB iPod 3 Machines jual RM899 je. nak clearkan stock. jadi masa tu RASANYA boleh lah kot rembat iPhone 4. cewah rasa lak hewhewhew...

iPod Touch saya yang berbaju pink.

jom sambung master

adeh. tetiba perasaan nak sambung belajar meluap-luap. asal pergi kursus IT je masuk lab komputer mesti feeling-feeling student tu datang menjelma dalam sanubari i noks. lagi pulak bila panggil instructor kat depan tu 'cikgu'. best. lagi-lagi kursus programming walaupun lebih banyak drag and drop tapi ah, suka jugak! bestkan kalau kita buat kerja yang memang betul-betul kita minat. ia tak jadi beban. sebab bila buat tu rasa macam kita ni nora danish. kita enjoy! ;p

serius nak sambung master ni. kalau tahun depan tak kahwin lagi, rasa nak ambil master lah. ceh boleh plak buat plan cenggitu kan? kihkih...ni tengah survey universiti ni. dalam hati memang nak UITM. ate, yang tu murah kot lagi-lagi saya yang baru setahun berkhidmat. non hado ada duit banyak. dah lah nak cuti tanpa gaji bila sambung master tu nanti. tapi teringin jugak nak try universiti lain. macam UPM ke. sebab dekat sikit dengan rumah. ataupun UKM ke. kalau UKM boleh lunch dengan dd tiap-tiap hari. motip?;p

dulu plan dengan ummu konon nak amik Master in Child Psychology kat UPM. dah survey masa tu memang ada. sebab konon dua budak ni berangan nak bukak nursery. tapi nampaknya...ummu bakal bukak sendiri nursery dia sebab bila masa lah pulak dia nak jaga anak orang bila dia sendiri nak dapat baby. tinggallah saya seorang budak hitam. ;p

so, sekarang berhajat nak ambil Master in IT. kenapa tak ambil Master in Computer Science? saja. malas. haha. dalam hati ni ada gak teringin study obersea. siapa yang taknak kan. tapi boleh ke staff yang tak sah lagi dalam perkhidmatan ni gi JPA mohon biasiswa nak sambung belajar? exam undang-undang pun tak ambil lagi. boleh ke uols mak nak mohon biasiswa JPA ni sambung study obersea ni? ha kheri? ha hally?   *tetibe mentioned nama orang* 

another year

another year has gone by. have i become wiser? that, i did not know. but what i do know is that 2010 has definitely made my life filled with joy and great happiness. weddings, new job, travelling, fun holidays, more savings, new friends, new responsibilities and all has been apart of that greatness. this year, i feel like i've become a matured (i think!) person especially when dealing with decision making situations. i've learned to accept the consequences of every single decisions that i made. yes, it wasn't easy at first but as time goes by, i realized that this is my faith and i might as well lived with it.

i've lost an uncle whom i dearly loved around end of March this year. that was quite a breakdown for me. i remembered crying so bad while i was driving from the office to my aunt's house. i'm so sure that i wasn't always being good to him even though i knew i was one of his favourite nieces (perasan jap). i remembered the last time i saw him was probably 3 or 4 days before he died. i never did see it coming nor have i see any sign that he's dying even though i knew he was very sick. he passed away on Friday, right before the Friday's prayer. i was having a hard time reciting Yassin during his funeral, trying to hold back the tears. to my dearest uncle, i knew you always wanted the best for me ever since i was a child. i knew you were quite disappointed when i decided not to accept the PTD interview. but i hope i've done you proud, uncle now that i'm in the government sector just like you always wanted me to be. only...you were not here to shared the news. i once remembered hearing my father said to me and my mother 'if uncle tumat is still here, he'll be really proud!' :'(

anyway, didn't i mentioned earlier that this year has been a joy and happiness? why in the world am i writing a sad story pulak ni? i shall stop with the tears dropping story. besides, writing it kinda makes me sad all over again. life has to go on and i have to moved on right? Ok ok, hmm lemme see....anything else 2010 events do i need to recall and mention it here?

new job : checked!

new gadget : checked!

new friends : checked!

new...

hmmm new...

A HA!!

what about new boyfriend? *blush*

NOPE! i haven't found one. hehe. still waiting for the guy in the picture below to change his name to Johan Dafi Abdullah. berangan tak sudah haha.

so 2011, please be good to me ya. i'll turn 26 next june. what? 26 years old?! geez, feel like an old lady oledi. anyway, hope i'll find love this year because i've wished to get married by the time i'm 27. ececeh wish tak menahan.

my fave couple is getting married!!

is it brad pitt and angelina jolie?

is it robert pattinson and kristen stewart?

is it kim hyun joong and ezzan yusop? *berangan tak hingat*

....

....

semoga Dd dudu & Kheri kuku tenang-tenang ye for your solemnization and reception. i love you both forever. you're my favourite couple (after Hermoine & Ron. lol!)..oh yes, rossa & idzuan pun my fave couple gak jgn kecik hati. eh Ummu Athiah & Anas pun my fave jugak.

eh semualah yang nak kahwin or yang baru kahwin jadi my fave couple including Prince William & Kate Middleton. ececeh tetiba :)

raya haji

selamat hari raya aidiladha!

oh advance sungguh saya. hehe. takpe biar wish awal-awal, nanti kang penyakit M dah datang terus tak berhupdate kan lagi susah. anyway, siapa nak rasa laksa johor masakan emak saya datanglah rumah raya haji nanti. wah tetiba je tau declare kat sini. tah betul tah tidak mak masak laksa johor. let's just hope eh.

boleh tak nak suka header blog sendiri? muahaha... ;p

till then ;)

sambung belajar

oh terasa macam lama je tak update blog padahal 3 hari je tak update. selesai sudah kursus 4 hari saya di bukit kiara hari ini. i never thought i would enjoy it so much! met a lot of interesting and fun people. bila kita fun buat sesuatu everything else does not even matter. tak kesah lah kalau ada part yang boring ada part yang garu kepala tak faham tapi bila ada geng rasa macam dunia ini ana yang punya.

being an IT person in a non-IT department is a bit 'hard' i should say. ye lah, nak kena handle semua benda, yang bukan IT pun kena buat jadi kau macam lost. kalau ada benda yang tak faham, takde orang nak rujuk. and also bila nak bersembang pasal IT ke, pasal komputer ke, takde member yang boleh bercakap bahasa yang sama. so bila pergi kursus ni rasa macam bessssttt sangat sebab dapat tukar-tukar pendapat, kongsi pengalaman kat jabatan masing-masing rasa macam i have met my soulmate. wah gitu ober tau tapi you get what i meant lah kan. kawan-kawan kat sana teramatlah best. rasa macam nak duk situ takmo balik office. hehe.

bila pergi kursus ni kan, tiba-tiba perasaan nak sambung belajar meluap-luap. teringat masa duduk kat lab and siapkan assignment. then discussed dengan member. buat jahat sama-sama. masuk class lambat sebab pergi jalan-jalan kat kampus cari surau, cari kantin. that's definitely what i felt during the training. mana taknya dia bagi makan kat dewan makan. dari computer lab nak ke dewan makan kenalah menapak naik tangga naik bukit serius macam masa belajar dulu. oh sungguh rindu!

hmmm rasa macam nak sambung master lah. tapi nak kena tunggu sah dulu dalam jawatan and tunggu tempoh berkhidmat lebih 3 ke 5 tahun tak ingat lah pulak untuk minta biasiswa JPA. ada lah juga impian nak lanjutkan pelajaran kat negara luar macam Australia ke. cewah cita-cita nak menahan uols...takpe cita-cita itu penting. asalkan ada cita-cita.

Always aim for the moon! Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars!

perutusan raya 2010

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serius terlupa nak tulis ikhlas dari ezzan yusop, tokyo, japan.

wahaha. berangan tak hingat.

i'm gonna getcha!

ok. dah decide dah. setelah berbulan-berbulan lamanya otak ini berfikir dah macam fikir masalah negara dah, instead of buying iPhone or a Blackberry, saya dah sebulat hati sebulat suara sebulat muka memilih ini.

yes. iPod Touch! i'm gonna get my hands on you.

tapi nak beli yang 8GB je la. bosan kan balik kampung duk dalam kereta.

ada iPod Touch, boleh tengok cerita jepun ke apa ke. haha. over.

Click here to learn more about the features of iPod Touch!

just to wish

yeehaaa tora datang lagi. ahaks.

ok. i'm back. dah puas dah tengok cerita jepun.

tapi tak puas sebenarnya. masih tgk cerita Atashinchi.

untuk kali yang ketiga. tah pape tah kan. apa-apa pun.

selamat berpuasa semua!

ps : aitakute mukai-kun!

she's 17 now!

my sistah, ameera turns 17 today! yes, 2nd of august. ahhh to be 17 again. i still remember the day i turned 17. ok tipu. damn can't remember what i had for my 17th birthday. tuanya kau semua dah lupa! anyway, yeay (lupa nak bersorak). dah besor dah budak ni. cewah. as usual, bila birthday mesti ada celebration makan-makan kan. tak lengkap gitu setakat bagi hadiah je walaupun tak bagi lagi ni. so, kitorang apa lagi noks, celebrate lah kan. cuma celebrate a day early which was yesterday lah kan. oleh sebab dia duk putrajaya, so celebrate pun kat sana je la kan. tapi teman ni malas bebenor nak pergi alamanda rasa naik jemu. jenuh fikir last-last tu, birthday girl pun suggest satu tempat ni.

tadaaaaa disinilah tempat kami celebrate birthday si meerawk ni...

ohmygucci. sangat suka ini tempat. rasa macam nak kahwin kat sini. tetiba. tapi serius. siap beritahu ayah dalam kereta on the way balik. see the view. see see...aishhh jatuh chinta lah dengan tempat ini. bayangkan majlis kahwin kat tepi tasik pastu bot-bot lalu. oh sungguh indah. ok cukup berangan itu.

and of course, a celebration entry would not be complete without the FOOD. yes, orang malaysia ni asal birthday je belanja makan kan. senang. tak payah pening fikir nak bagi hadiah apa. orang tu suka ke tak. aish. so, anyway this is what we ate. saya memilih salmon. sedap siot. memang berbaloi. i think the prices were quite reasonable. lebih kurang macam harga nando's lah gitu. murah kan murah kan. food sedap bersama view yang amazing. it couldn't get any better than this. right?

eh oh ye, lupa nak kenalkan. the birthday girl herself!

say HI to ameera, the youngest of the Yusop's Angels!

*haiiiii meerawk! ni kak dd yg meera cakap macam muka tiz zaqyah tu*

mungkin itu monolog dalaman dd apabila dia cakap hai to meera. ;p

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING SISTER!

BELAJAR RAJIN-RAJIN JANGAN NAK DUK CARI BOYPREN JE MEMANJANG.

KANG SIKIT-SIKIT GADUH. HAHA.

GOOD LUCK IN YOUR SPM.

INGAT KAK NOR NAK BAGI APA KALAU DAPAT LEBIH DARI 5A. HEHE.

DAH TAK TAHU NAK MERABAN APA.

EH EH...TERLUPA SESUATU

anyway, last but not least, nah gambar penulis melaram beg yang telah dibeli berzaman di bandung baru nak pakai hari ni. cewah!

motif posing maintain sama? harus. perlu tunjuk itu beg.