Happy birthday to me:)

5 minutes post prior to sleep. Go.

Happy belated birthday to me. 

And to all of you, my birthday was on 31 August if you may know. Well, one year is added to my age, which gives a total of 24 years old I've been living in this life.
Age and maturity is not related.

Don't say that if you are older, so you gotta be matured enough in handling things and don't say that you are still young, you are immature to most of things.

As for me, I think I am still not in a fully matured 24 years old lady yet. Hee :P.

 Actually, I'm improving myself to be a full matured lady, because soon enough I have a lot more responsibilites comin up and waiting for me; responsibilities as a wife, as a doctor and insyaAllah as a mother and most importantly as a muslimah.

And hence, I did try my best to accomplish this mission of being matured in so many ways.

And I know sometimes I stumble, forget my missions, and lost with the impermanant life of world we are staying.

Hey, Nurul Fitrilina, happy birthday :)

Okay, time's up. Add up another 5 minutes, I've got lot to say, still. :P


And anyhow, about my current updates, I just sent off my sister at KLIA to Jakarta to pursue her study in medicine. Best of luck sister. You can do it. Be a good muslimah doctor insyaAllah, and we can open up a branch of clinic later together insyaAllah amin amin. :)

From left: Me, Adik Wa (my 3rd sister), Ina (2nd sister). :) Love them so much!

To my surprise, I met with Mr. Razib, Miss Suriany and Madam Ozie, who were my former lecturers in KTT, a place where I did my A level. So glad to seem them.:")

With Mr Razib, my math lecturer :)

Last but not least, I've watched CHENNAI EXPRESS, thanks to him :") As always, SRK is always adorable :)

Okay gotta stop. It's about time.

Pray for me, currently I am in MEDICINE posting, which is one of the important posting, in which a great amount of marks will be carried forward for final exams, P2S2. May Allah bless :)

SRK got into a fight?

It's been such a long time since I posted about my second lover, Shah Rukh Khan. And yeah, suddenly, while browsing the news in B.Harian, I just found out this news. Notice the mistakes:

P/s: He's not a singer thou' !! 

Don 2

Nothing much.

This is what I did yesterday.

Yey yey happy happy!! =)

Dapat tengok SRK yang cute miut. ;D

Love u!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

DEAR

SHAH RUKH KHAN..

:)..

Wish to watch the latest movie of him, Ra. One!! =))))))

http://daily.bhaskar.com/article/ENT-in-pics-a-glimpse-of-shah-rukh-khans-personal-journey-2536982.html?HF-1=

Hey, No More Dreams?T_T

The moon and thousands of stars in the sky,

They get so little, with only a glimpse of shines

Poor thing, not all of us able to see

Because some have blinded eyes

Some have sorrow hearts 

And some have blunt passion.

We love to talk about destiny and fate

As if things happen so perfectly

Life is full of great and superb surprises

But, the truth is masked with lies and more lies

We forget about coincidence and routine

It's a norm when people love to live in fantasy

But, over-fantasy and over-dreaming aren't good

As life is not as lovely as in the dreams

As a destined meeting is not as fate as dream would bring.

People, let's open our eyes widely

Stop dreaming and wishing good things always by your side

Don't ever forget that there are still darkness and gloom in the room

Face the reality and get used to it.:)

*P/s: This is to those who love fantasy and dreams and tend to rely to these two like so much. Please do aware that we are humans, not angels. Not all the dreams come true. This is a reminder for me too. Eiffel Tower or SRK even Ezra Fitz aren't always possible in some ways. It MAY BE POSSIBLE, but trust me self, most of the time, it isn't. :)

Water- Is-Falling-Not-The-Tears

Salaam I bid to y'all. How u doing? Hmm. Just want to update what I've done today.

• spent time enjoying at one of the waterfalls nearby, Hana Mana Gundi.
• slept all day after coming back. I am a lazy bird. =.=
• went for bubble tea in the evening. Vanilla + Chocolate with pearls is my all time favourite. ;) 
• had a very scary dream. ( In the dreams, I was found to have brain tumor. Could you Imagine it? Fuh~)
• thought something that bothering me these few days. 

sayer. :)

them:)

The place. Waterfall.

takde kaitan. but, I just LOVE him .:)

I don't know what keeps bugging me recently. There are some things that couldn't be explained by words but, you really feel kinda disturbing. Let me tell in brief.

"What you gonna do if you are stuck in the middle, between the good side of you and the bad? "

"What if you aren't comfortable with a thing but, you gotta get used with it everyday?"

"What if your soul's decision didn't really match your body's action? "

Well, to be firm and rigid yet frank, now I am having this kinda problem. I don't want to bug anybody telling them what I feel, in which I believe they too, have their own problems to be settled down rather than listening to my problems which will then actually add the burden in their minds. I am still holding on till now. Maybe when I come to Malacca to further my study, this thing will end.. THIS WHOLE THING. Actually, there are one or two of my friends who knew about this, but yeah you know, the responds that they gave to me, weren't always the responds that I wanted. Not everything synchronizes with my
heart's desire. I try to be strong for this 6 months forward, hopefully. I try to be positive and cool .

I have a belief in one thing.
If you are treating something good even you are the one who hurts, good things will hit you back someday, some other times. :) maybe, this isn't your luck. :) ( That keeps me strong till now. Holding on.)

I don't want to talk more. Enough of speaking, I know not everybody read this, not everybody follows my blog.. Those who is reading my blog, thank you so much. :) I am not hoping that everyone notices this blog, but at least, I've got loyal reader who is there somewhere, who follows CHOCOLATE. Thanks readers. ;)

a-simple-day.

It was around 1am in the morning. Unintentionally, I slept with the main lamp opened. As usual, I got myself into the dream world, and suddenly, I had a really bad dream. It was all about my mom. I didn't really know why on Earth I dreamed about that, but seriously, I really hope that the dream will never repeat. Kinda scary. urghh.=.=.

Let me tell ya regarding the dreams: It goes like this. As what all people know, even now I don't have the license. Yeah, I'm a loser but, wasn't my fault too I didn't obtain the license. I entered UTP early, I left UTP, then went to KTT with totally different course. Then, I only had a month of holiday before flying to India to further my study. Then, tell me, how come I could get the license if I didn't have so much free time before? So, don't blame me. x0x0. ;).
Move to the dream. I dreamed that I was driving the car with my mom next to me along the bridge surrounded by full of very deep green water. And to my surprise, I drove so damn fast in the dream! Unfortunately, I lost control and finally we both got into the water.:'(. Then, suddenly, I was suddenly awake. Terrible dream and I didn't even know why should I dream like that. Wonder, wonder.

After suddenly awake, I couldn't continue sleeping, so I decided to read a little bit regarding the microbiology lab that we were going to discuss until I slept out of my conscious. :). Regarding the small test that we had to perform during the lab session, even I didn't know much about the parasites and fungi. Too many weird pictures with weird names. Here are some taken pictures without permission. :D
In the evening, we were having some kite-flying session at the End Point, not really formal, it was just some kind of charity to help people who are suffering from Haemophilia( blood disorder). Hee, I unexpectedly managed to get the kite up high, that was just so fun! Wish to play kite again! I don't have the pictures, but Mun do, maybe she uploads later. =) At 6pm, we were then making our way, using TEMPE STYLE: ( riding a scooter with three people) to the Sharada court to play netball against BATCH 26, the most junior. My batch, 24 won! I played WD position which is the Wing Defense. Haha, not so much work to do as the opponents rarely attacked. Thank God for that. Haha.

As usual, the weekend night should be enjoyed to the fullest. At around 1030 pm, kecipaksss got together and chit-chatting at Cheff Inn until around 12am when the so-called 'discussion' continued in front of the Nandini( the name of the grocery shop which mostly occupied by Malaysian students here.) After that, we 'convoi' to make an effective tour around Manipal, emptying our petrol. haha. Joke, joke. lol~ It was fun, riding the scooter under the full-moon. sangat comel! =).

Here goes my day, and now I'm in front of my lappy updating the news for today. Actually, just finished watching Chalte Chalte acted by SRK and Rani Mukherjee, for more than 10 times already but I don't even get tired or sick of watching. Hehe.

That's enough for now, gotta go to sleep yaw! ;)

holiday and holiday.

Holiday, and holiday and holiday.

:))... I lurve it! U don't have to do anything, u don't have to wake up early to go to class,
u don't have to feel so much tiredness. So perfect! ;)

But, too much holidays will make you kinda person that wake up late, holidays make you sooo dammn lazy and soo damnnn blurrrrr.

urghh.. and that is what I feel now.

L.A.Z.Y.

A lot of homework to be done and to be settled down.

pharmacology.pathology.microbiology.

no more, biochemistry.anatomy,physiology.

Alhamdullilah.

But, somehow, I miss my anatomy class.:(

I miss the dissection hall.

I miss my table, I miss my lecturers and friends.

But, actually, if I were asked again to study back and go to the dissection hall, smelling those cadavers with so-sick-smell of the formalin, I won't AGREE! hahahaha. Busuk.

Current story about SRK. He's been in Sepang Circuit with two other Bollywood actresses. He's damn hot!!!! :D:D

Full Story: Click here.

I think I like him. Awwww~:D

And I think it's the right time for me to publish to the public.

Yes, I like him.

I like him a lot. He is different from others, he has his own style and the most important thing, he is cool! ;) Staring at his pictures every night don't simply make me bored. And yet, now he has become my mobile's wallpaper. :) Oh, I'm really into him. To watch him smiling, to see his cute dimples on both sides, to stare at his perfect lips. Okay, let make things simpler. Let me tell you something about him. Something brief about him. He was born on 2th of November. Year? Nah, don't have to reveal here. :) And here are few reasons why I deeply in love with this mysterious guy?

• the calmness of his face
• the beautiful eyes
• his cool nature of himself. :))
• love in his eyes
• he is just so romantic.awwww.:D
• and he really makes me melting right away.

Presenting,

SHAH RUKH KHAN.

hahaha. cool huh? Maybe some of the people out there might be curious thinking who the hell is this mysterious guy. Hahah. Whatever. :D. One fact which is obviously undeniable.

I'm madly in love with him.


HE'S THE BEST ACTOR EVER!

I wish to meet him one day. To those out there, bring me to him, let me see his face, face to face then I'll think twice to marry those who is able to bring me to SRK. hahaha. :D.

And, all in all, I think among all the actresses whose already have the chance to be his partners, the most perfect and suitable girl for him is KAJOL. So sweet. :D