Surgery.

2nd day of Surgery Posting. I think about babbling something in Cekelat. It won't take much time, 15 minutes will do. =).

Salam and hello everybody.. Hi, since I've been gone for quite a long time. Can imagine right, an 8 weeks of Medicine posting, continues with the busiest posting which is Surgery which I am facing it now. I know, it's a bit too exaggerating saying that I am damn tired because of surgery since this is only the second day of the battle. A lot more to come. But, truth is yes, I am so so tired, with a bit of feeling unwell physically. I feel feverish, cough with running nose, maybe because lately this is the season of sickness I guess. Even my best friends, Mun and Zaty also had just recovered from those fevers. My turn has come. I don't like this feeling, feeling of unwell making me so lazy to do things, so lethargic most of the time, but however surgery postings requires me to spend a lot of time to study! Yes, a lot, since there are many things being covered. Before you can do well in Surgery I should be good in Anatomy. Even the distance between pubic symphysis and pubic tubercle does matter! ( 1.25cm, hee, nak berlagak jap because this was the only fact I knew when Dr Das Gupta asked us this morning. Hihi). Yes, surely ANATOMY is important, in fact you need to know every single thing because when you are in an operation, surely you don't want to get sued when you wrongly remove the organ, since you are weak in Anatomy right? A fact.

Thinking about this unwell feeling makes me so can't wait to go home, I miss home. Alhamdulillah, I've bought ticket to go back to Kedah which will be on this Monday! Hip Hip Hooray! =)..

Results medicine is not out yet . I am so scared, having so many negative thoughts that I might have failed because I couldn't answer much during the exams, and in fact if I answered some of the questions, I've checked and turned out to be most of them were wrong. Pity me. :( Please, pray for me, at least I pass. :( I don't want to consider to be as in ' Conditional state' in which I need to pass 8/10 in Osce station during the real exam P2S1. I hope and pray that I pass. Amin.

That's all for the now. Just wanna tell you one thing.

"I'm sorry if because of me, you can't focus so much. I'm really sorry, and I will be away for a while, and make sure you focus to the max! :)"

P/s: I'm so addicted to ice-cream and so kempunan!!

Let's have a scoop of ice cream together please one day? :)

Salam Aidilfitri, Eid Mubarak.

Salam. I guess it's not too late to wish all of you Salam Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin even it is already many many days of Syawal.:). I'm back in Malacca after long holiday, err I know it's only two weeks, but it is considered long enough for MMMC student, since the longest holiday we had before was only a week in Malacca.

Being back to Malacca means a lot of things like:

• Have to work real hard for P2S1 examination which is around the corner, in 6 months time. 
• Have to put aside several things that I used to do, like over-shopping ( want to save money for something;p), wasting time, series, excessive sleep.
• Have to be patient, stop crying over little things, be strong as there should be reduction or NO in night lovely call everyday before I go to sleep before this. :(. No more sweet dream, sleep tight, or mimpi gula. Restriction of few things, hopefully I can manage well of this. Because everytime i think about it, I teared a bit. Even, when I was in the bus this afternoon from Muar back to Malacca, I almost wet my cheeks. :"( Bersabarlah. Good things may wait in front insyaAllah :)
• Ready to be a Medicine leader in one week time, it's quite tough I guess since Medicine is not a short postings, it accounts for 8 weeks in total. I hope I can manage this well, be a good and trusted leader. :)
• Instill good qualities in life, because as time passes, it is getting nearer to nearer to the real life of adults, as a good daughter, as a wife, as a doctor helping the society, and if Allah's will, as a mother one fine day. I know some of the qualities I have now, should be cut off, ain't appropriate to be an adult. I will try my best regarding this. ;)

That's all for now,will write back later. Check me out on Tumblr . ;)