my love

had been spending much of a quality time with him this entire week.

maybe because he would be leaving on a jetplane again till thurs, this time for work...

or maybe we just miss each other so badly everyday *giggles*

won't be spending an official vday with him. although it's the first one that we ever have as he would be flying off tomorrow night. The whole of tomorrow would involve running around his home looking for things, matching colours of his shirt and pants (yes, my bf is a metro), washing his car (and yes, he has SERIOUS obession with cleanliness with the thought of washing his car everyday if he can), lazing around; taking eons to pack up given that half the time he uses it to watch tv. Classic e.g. holding a mop in his hand with his eyes FIXED and I really mean GLUED to the TV for a good half and hour. I turned to him, "bbb.. please go mop the floor now.." I suspect, his mop has dried. 

other than this, we would be attending his friend's wedding. well... I just say, this is a special friend of him in the past. a special someone whom he hold dear to for 10 years. I've braved myself to make this decision for him as he was holding back on his decision. He is afraid that I would be upset because not only that we can't spend v-day proper together, he still have to make me go her wedding with him. 

So, I made the decision for him.. reason is simple... because I love you...

So v-day would just be another day for me this year (actually, I don't deem it as important, it's just another reason for marketeers like me to increase my bonuses.. it's so commerical.. keke)

no.. I am not trying to say all this just to make you feel better.. but.. I just want you to know that, I've 100% complete trust in you when you told me what's past has past.

So, with us hugging each other for the past one week, many conversations has been exchanged. Details are too much to be penned down.. the main take-out is.. you made me know so much her, this her that has been part of me for the past 27 years... that I never knew she exists.. it's you who let me know so much about myself..

now I know what you mean when mentioned about the tales of two halves.. 

you complete me

I love you bubs.

The Man

You have your classic one liner! I have mine too..

If YOU are ever an  addiction, then let it be an addiction that I would never want to quit.

A collage of expression from moments of me annoying you

He made a promise that each time he see me, he would take my phone and take a peekture of himself. To replace the day photo of my wall paper.

The first one he took without me knowing. I was shocked when I peered into my phone with his monkey face STARING at me! 

His fav. "refreshment"

If I never remember wrongly, this should be at Lido.

At Steeplers.. Him indulging in his mocca milkshake. 

An act cute expression I demanded! hehe..

Boo: What would you do if you miss me?

This is it... 

Cheer me up on a hectic day at work

Cute chipmunk with a cute backdrop.. 

This are the faces of "the man" whom I would want to wake up to every morning with big hugs and kisses greeted with "Good morning Sunshine".

Love you lots..

重来

有多少爱能重来?

多少人愿意等待?

失去之后才明白

走进回忆的安排

一幕一幕的对白

上演我们的未来

期待原来是一种伤害

深爱的人一离开

是我不敢

忽略你给我的爱

现在我只想

回到最初的时候

不愿让你再泪流

寂寞之后

只有你会陪着我

现在我只想

回到最初的时候

我知道你还爱着我

亲爱的你

请你握紧我的手

请你看看我

请看需要你的我

一切重头

真的需要你的我

只要你回头

现在我只想

回到最初的时候

不愿让你在泪流

寂寞之后

只有你会陪着我

现在我只想

回到最初的时候

我知道你还爱着我

亲爱的你

请你握紧我的手

请你看看我

真的需要你的我

只要你回头

Why wait till he's gone before you realize his importance?

I would treasure you and not let ignorance take you away.

This time, this post is specially is for you, bubs. :)