drowned

I'm drowning in love, romance dramas, MVs, and all and all.. My goodness! I'm suppose to come up with examples of short romantic moments for my comm3rcial. So please, anyone help! If not, I'm dying in youtubing... searching aimlessly. Was even tasked to comb through 5 korean dramas sitting right in front of me in the next 4 hours. *pulling my hair out*

As much as I enjoy love story, but this is definitely a bit too much.. *punishment ... wahahhhaa

promises to keep

Campaign is moving at an absolute snail speed. This is indeed worrying as it would only break in two weeks time. Although I'm looking forward to the h0ng k0n5 trip next week, technically it should be a nice break after the completion of this campaign, but I didn't expect it to drag only till the week that I am back. Hope I can leave that gate with a free mind so that I can truly enjoy my first vacation with you.

Train of thoughts running in a berserk manner. Work is getting the better of me, moulding me into a complete lunatic. Was careful in every word that is spelt out as any wrong phrasing would result in an answer that I would not want. Never understand the art of writing until landing myself in this pit hole. The need to use a good 5 mins to type 2 simple sentences is completely insane. Thinking thinking and thinking all the time. This is my job, managing everyone's expectation by putting myself in the most diplomatic situation, making sure I don't step on toes of emotional cre@tive, demanding cli3nts and 3xpecting b0s3es. 

Bankers, engineers, doctors, scientist have a definite right or wrong to their question, but for my job, I'm handling the intangible. Handling the emotions of everyone except myself. I do love my job although it proves many that it can be rather jading, but I believe in a beautiful rainbow revealing after every thunder storm. I would be drenched or even fall sick in the midst, but, I know I would only be stronger and stronger with my army of antibodies forming. 

I'm really sorry if "thinking too much" is brought into my personal life. I didn't expect this to grow onto me like a leech. I'm trying my best to remove it, but it's sucking me way too dry. I am always trying my best to manage expectations too, hoping that I won't disappoint anyone especially my love ones. It is indeed draining especially when I crazily carry it home after work. 

I promise to leave it at work, and I am trying my best k? Forgive me if it hits again, I don't like it either. I empathize too much, I should learn to be selfish at times. I tie my tougue and refuse to utter a word even in pain. I would learn to be more open and talk to you more. I would ask more questions, I promise. Thanks for always understanding and being so patient with me. I know I can grow out of it with your support. 

~thx bubs

crack me up

Cheer up Care bear tickles you

Including myself ...