Happy 10 months Anniversary

I would like to wish my baby bubs; Happy 10 Months Anniversary.

Honestly, we been through a lot.

We came to understand each other a lot.

We didn't have a lot of fights because you have always been very patient with me.

and most importantly...

We still love each other a lot!

I love you bubs! soo much. Beyond words of description.

You are the man I would want to spend the rest of my life with. No one else.

a PIPE!

I was gunned for a scope in Changi Hospital last Friday. It was an experience that I never wanted to go through EVER AGAIN!

Have been having an aching tummy with no appetite. No I'm not PREGNANT to many who suspects! duh~

Was prompt for a scope in Changi Hospital by my family doctor and I know at that point, this time it's not funny!

Made an appointment and march my way to the hospital.

Honestly, I was petrified when I came to know that a scope is required. Bubs took a half day just to accompany to the hospital. bb.. you have no idea how much this meant to me.

Was placed on semi conscious after I was pushed into this theatre of lights, nurses and doctors all staring at me. A houseman warned me of all possible risks with this mini operation before I was pushed it. At that moment, I clenched my teeth and told bubs how frightened I was.

I saw the PIPE [1.5cm diameter] that is to be stuck down my throat hanging off the machine just before I knocked off. Before I saw the last of lights, I was asleep. They mounted a black cloth in front of my eyes. As I was not on full anastesia, I can still peered through the little hole and see what are they doing to me.

I can feel the tube still stuck in my throat till today.

And I'm disappearing soon. I still have no appetite.

Thanks bubs for being there for me all the time. I love you..