can't do it

It difficult to let go of anything that you once held onto for very long. It had grew in you and locked in some part of your heart. Memories stays on forever and it would never go away. You can never remove it completely but you can only bite the bullet and move on. 

The most you could do it not to hurt the next one that comes along with what you already perceive as the past and has let go. You know you didn't. If you did, it won't hold on for so long.

But you know it's there, and it would be there forever. 

seen and been through too much sorrows, pain, agitation, trust yet deceived to believe that there is still beauty in love.

can't do it anymore. I'm sorry

scares me

The choleric-melancholic mixture combines two passionate and persevering temperaments to create a strong leader with the ability to envision a great plan of action — someone who is both meticulous and strategic. The tendency of the choleric to make hasty, often sweeping judgments will be tempered by the melancholic’s careful analysis and reflection. The tendency of the melancholic to be moody, hyper-critical, and slow to act will be counter-balanced by the optimism and practicality of the choleric. Thus, the choleric-melancholic will be capable of decisive -- yet well-thought-out— action and will be thoroughly productive.

If you are a choleric-melancholic, you will have a quick, analytical mind, possibly with a great attention to detail, with a strong sense of order and discipline. You will be more extraverted than a pure melancholic or a melancholic-choleric, and you are able to take on more projects and accomplish more things than a pure melancholic would be capable of. Furthermore, your pragmatism will receive the additional value of noble and high ideals, so you will likely be a very conscientious employee.  You will likely have a strong analytical mind, holding other people and institutions to high standards. Both the melancholic and choleric temperaments retain their impressions for a long time—so you will have the capacity to persevere in achieving your goals—as well as holding onto to a grudge and being unforgiving!

Driven, yet self-sacrificing and a lover of truth, the choleric-melancholic can accomplish great things. Without human and spiritual formation, however, this mixture can result in an individual who is proud and obstinate, with deep anger and resentment. They can be opinionated, critical, and judgmental. The quick intelligence of the choleric combined with the tendency to think they are always right, might make those with this temperament mixture autocratic, moody, arrogant, and anti-social.

That's my boss! Welcome to my life! hahahaaa

dreams

sometimes you wish that you will never wake up from a beautiful dream. A dream that you can't bear to part and it pains so much when you have to go.

I can see you waving at me so vividly. Your ravishing smiles brightens my life, your radiance shone like a brightest star in my darkest skies.

I know that you are still around, never did you leave us at all. Always wrapping us around your angelic wings,  keeping us warm.

But when the dawn breaks, I see you in a distance. So surreal. Giving me final smile, I know you misses all of us. And you know, we misses you so much too! You have already grown in us. And we have never forgotten, we kept you deep in a special corner of our hearts.

when the time comes, I will ascend and hug this graceful angel in celestial. 

I love you Lena.

I'm so loved!

There are 4 parts to this beautiful week. I've never felt so happy for the longest time. Thanks to those who coloured my life!

The most beautiful birthday I've ever longed for.

23 Jul 08

This is from a special someone, who has always been there for me. Although our paths ran parallel, never did cross, but, you still mean a lot in my heart. Thanks

24 Jul 08

Beautiful bouquet from the fellow m@ckers. I had a long long lunch at brewerks. Thanks for loving me!

From my sunshine! Lovely shades of pink from the lovely you.

Dinner at margarita; demsey

The sweetest one that God has granted me on my birthday

Sweet-smelling flowers

thanks

26 Jul 08

my poor baby busy buzzing around and prepared a beautiful surprise birthday cake.

you have no idea how much I love and appreciate you baobei!

comes the surprise

*poof*
colourful cake from sh@ and nic

All who makes me blissful

My 2 babies that complete this beautiful 26th birthday...
a sweet present of you and the loveliest one always..

I have never felt so loved for the longest time *beaming smiles*