battered

Extremely exhaustive with all the brain juice squashed and proved inutile. 

Sitting through the darkness of the night, endless clicking on the mouse, deciphering pixels after pixels of google searches, lengthy debates within brain cells and finally piecing jig saws of her conception seems to prove wasted with 2 simple words; wrong direction. 

Battered, physically tired, but surprisingly, still mentally positive. Walking straight into the wall is definitely morale drowning, but there is still little adrenaline running though my capillaries. I still have the energy to fight, determined to climbed to the peak waiting for the picturesque of beauteous landscape unveil before my eyes. 

You are definitely one of the many reasons. I'm certain. Thanks.