Wednesday, July 7, 2013

Today felt hard.

I woke up late because I stayed up too late.  I felt tired and dealing with a lack of motivation most of the day.

I still got our schooling done, got in 3 session of exercise. Though, my pre-lunch didn't happen until well after lunch.  I still got in three bits of activity with my three meals.

I'm feeling a little uninspired with food.  Maybe just bored.  We made veggie wraps today. Big bowl of lettuce and all manner of vegetables, fruit, beans, and nuts to fill it.  I was actually REALLY wanting to make a wrap for myself. It was HARD to build a salad and not enjoy that chew tortilla wrapped around it. I took a LONG time to eat my salad.  But, I was glad at the end that I didn't have the bread/grains. 

When dinner came around, I was equally down.  None of the leftovers seemed good to me.  I ended up with a small bowl of beans and a green apple with a few little pieces of walnut. I was feeling bad that I didn't have more greens or vegetables. That apple is a lot of sugar.  But, I was just plain worn out and didn't want to work so hard at feeding myself. At least I stayed on course, right? It wasn't quite the level of nutrition it should be, but it wasn't anti-nutrient either.

I need to find a good balance between prepping foods and getting school done. This is getting hard to do both.

I didn't weigh in this morning. I'm a little scared to see that the number that I was at yesterday go up because it was in error or something. 

I did got with David tonight to try some tennis. First time we've played alone. I need to change the name of that game to Chase-Balls cause that's pretty much all I did.