migration

sorry for the migration of blog once again! Blogger is not allowing me to upload photos using my mac.

same url just ending with wordpress instead of blogspot; http://truthdevoid.wordpress.com

wordpress is still under construction... skin seems a little bland.. will paint it with colours soon..

bye blogger

duh~

I can't put peekture on safari.. the entire task bar disappeared into thin air..

Chrome is not ready with mac

IE is not mac friendly..

no blogging till laters..

seen... heard...

from the geomancer. now.. it's how much I seek his advice vs how much I hope to pray it won't happen.

fingers crossed.. pure blind faith. and the faith in us..

in his house, his room, all alone

as he is away burying himself in 52 pieces of cards and some chips, i am typing away on my apple on his bed. didn't wan to knock myself out despite the heavy eye lids because I don't want to wake up early in the morning with a growling stomach and still have to wait for him to be awake.

hence still contemplating whether should I indulge myself in some TV series, sims or my comic.

Alas! good night world!

overdrive...

at work for the past 3 weeks. Preparing for a campaign which would only be launched in Oct. This is supposedly the largest campaign for M@ackers this year and I was kinda given this chance to be part of it. Was appointed this role definitely not by chance. Shan't go into details.

Stayed with bubs for the past one week because of suspected H1N1 family from Hong Kong. On the way back yesterday, he pranced on this question, "so do you miss home?". The immediate reply was,"nope". why??

The moment I step foot into the familiar cold tiles, i heard screams, cries, lecturing, basically, noise. This explains my perceptual habit of locking myself behind brown door and hoping to stay away from the high decibels. I have resorted to purchasing ear plugs so that I can sleep well, clear the computer from my room so that no one now has a reason to enter my room. But alas, the next thing I discover was this unfamiliar looking perfume bottle sitting in my cosmetic tray. For a moment, I thought my brother was so sweet to get me a new bottle from DFS, but before I decided to drown myself in the fragrance, I decided to ask her. "ohhh, that's mine.. I decided to put it there because whenever I spray this in my room, the kids would wake up in the morning, I'll picked it up later and put it back in my room."

1. the house is so big, WHY do you have to choose to do it in MY room?

2. Why aren't that "selfish" act haunting you at all? Before I know it, she came into my room this morning and started spraying herself when I was still sleeping.

When I step foot home in evening I saw the transparent bottle staring at me!

Why?? Why can't I just have my own space. Moving the computer out of my room is after a long train of discussion and begging with my brother. Why is it so difficult?

Who is to blame? No one but myself. Why don't I earn enough money to rent a space somewhere. I just need some peace & rest after a hectic day at work. This place is ultimately his. And I should be grateful enough for him to provide me with this shelter and without paying a cent. Yes I am grateful, that is why I never made any request but kept my mums until my patience finally hit the ceiling. Thus insisted in the shifting of the computer out of my room.

Staying with bubs is not primarily emotionally pleasant. Ultimately, I am no one to him. And staying with him occasionally is only a temporary solution to gain some quality rest over the weekend. But still, thanks for accommodating me.

I'm bewildered with my life. I hope I reach a turning point soon.

I wish.. I hope...

mummy's birthday too

at lawry's... fantastic beeef!

a definite whirlwind of emotions

on a bubsy day...

it ranges from....

a relaxing day out in the sun

accompanied by a chilly cold beer

an unexpected appearance of your friends on a supposedly just the two of us dinner...

a shitty cake surprise.. literally... to denote a "love to shit" you...

a great pressie to pair up the shit with.. toilet roll...

completely aghast!

indulgence in the shit...

with me!

the bearer of the cakes.. jamesy boi and brother wee

check out the "flies", chilli and vegetable remnants.

I almost puke my dinner out at the sight of it..

does the piece of white toilet paper smeared with the "cake" resembles anything?

my turn to surprise him...

yeah! he loved it!

with compliments of accomplist... da jie.. jamesy, alvin & wee..

smashing of plates on the floor as esmiralda allows..

cool bits..

ended our night at old firestation; gastronmia if I'm not wrong...

the last surprise..

toilet paper wrapped evo! totally unglam..

yes.. the usual suspects..

Hope you love this wonderful birthday put together.

Happy 27th Birthday bb bubs!!

bubsy day

I am so excited to spend the next 2 bubsy day with you... I just can't wait.. I'm so excited...

yawn...

I'm crippled without Microsoft Office in office. The IT guys are updating my office 2007 and in the meantime, I'm officially "jobless".

Find no reason to blog these days.. work is mundane... life is mundane.. Only looking forward to the 12 Jul 09. To many might know, I'm meeting my geomancer then. to determine what lies ahead of me.. my work, my life and my future with you.. So in the meantime, everything is on hold..

many might question, hey you! Thought you have always been a christian, why into this? I reckon that my only point of argument would be; I see geomancy in a form of science as it doesn't have any religious content within. I'm a science student, some things I do question, some things I gave it the benefit of the doubt. so yeps, I do believe in geomancy.

Why this decision?

Well, let's just say, life has not been running smoothly for the past 2 years other than my love life. so.. I question..

What would I be asking for the good half an hour, maybe I could take this time to brainstorm since I have nothing better to do. Was too busy at home these days with my newly found love; mac book and thus many installations follow suit. keke.. I heart it to bits!

hmmm...

1. whether can I start a biz?

2. if so, when would be the best time?

3. any prospects in my current career?

4. when I should get married?

5. when should I get a house?

yeps, until then, I would have more direction in life!

many may wonder

Why the above image?

I've just cut my hair.. nuff said...

Patience is running out

Something out of the topic header, I bought myself a mac..

This is the best thing that I pampered myself with since many years with a low pay check. (not that I've gotten myself promotion of any sorts)

Wasn't able to satisfy my gadget craving for the longest time, hence decided to indulge in something which I've been wishing for since a year ago.. At least something to make me happy..

I guess, this leads on to my unhappiness...

Why after so many years am I still struggling with a pay check of $2ish.. why?

I guess I am losing it soon...

I hear say from my colleague, I would be with this pay check for at least another year from now!

I can't believe this.. I've enough.. 3 years of waiting.. I guess, it's time to put a stop to it.

Don't be surprise to catch me selling kuay chap off a heartlander kopi tiam.. I will not hold myself back anymore. Enough is enough..

till I see the geomancer, i would plan ahead.

I'm tired.. really tired of hoping, trying, and giving my all with no returns.. Very tired...

Happy 10 months Anniversary

I would like to wish my baby bubs; Happy 10 Months Anniversary.

Honestly, we been through a lot.

We came to understand each other a lot.

We didn't have a lot of fights because you have always been very patient with me.

and most importantly...

We still love each other a lot!

I love you bubs! soo much. Beyond words of description.

You are the man I would want to spend the rest of my life with. No one else.

a PIPE!

I was gunned for a scope in Changi Hospital last Friday. It was an experience that I never wanted to go through EVER AGAIN!

Have been having an aching tummy with no appetite. No I'm not PREGNANT to many who suspects! duh~

Was prompt for a scope in Changi Hospital by my family doctor and I know at that point, this time it's not funny!

Made an appointment and march my way to the hospital.

Honestly, I was petrified when I came to know that a scope is required. Bubs took a half day just to accompany to the hospital. bb.. you have no idea how much this meant to me.

Was placed on semi conscious after I was pushed into this theatre of lights, nurses and doctors all staring at me. A houseman warned me of all possible risks with this mini operation before I was pushed it. At that moment, I clenched my teeth and told bubs how frightened I was.

I saw the PIPE [1.5cm diameter] that is to be stuck down my throat hanging off the machine just before I knocked off. Before I saw the last of lights, I was asleep. They mounted a black cloth in front of my eyes. As I was not on full anastesia, I can still peered through the little hole and see what are they doing to me.

I can feel the tube still stuck in my throat till today.

And I'm disappearing soon. I still have no appetite.

Thanks bubs for being there for me all the time. I love you..

overdued buddy's wedding

Too caught up with farm town & restuarant city on facebook recently.. 

would rather spend the time looking at silly creatures that I've created walking up and down, then choose to blog.

even got myself into a little trouble with bubs on that.. keke.. sorry bubs.. love love!!!

buddy's wedding, almost a month ago..

enjoy the peektures..

me and bubs.. as usual, camwhoring

a long lost friend... used to be damn close.. but due to circumstances and misunderstandings, we split. but it was a nice catch up that night. hugzz rene

Stars of the night!!

a concoction prepared by many by flanged by me! argh!! not me!!

evidences....

the whole gang which consists at least 3 table of us...

but where're the stars??

yan yan and me!

here comes the lead..

er... it's a btw, not our turn yet!!

wish you two bliss and happiness always!

BCATION BUBSLIDAYS BOONEYMOON TO TAIWAN DAY 3

Sorry bub.. took quite a bit of time to update our booneymoon. 

To the closer ones, yes, I'm totally swamped at work.

Sleeping 8 hours a night is never enough to engage my engine in the morning.

Was completely stacked with work till 1am on odd nights and had to use a pincer to open my eyes at 645am

Also, was a complete sick dog.. first came flu, second came food poisioning and gastric.

Totally bed-ridden.

But finally feeling better today..

so blogging starts.. vroomom...

We left jiu fen and being the adventureous us, duno where the bus ride would bring us to, landed ourselves at "somewhere". Can't remember the name at the top of my head though.

Roped in a taiwanese guy and asked for the direction to take a bus back to taipei city

with our barangs, we march forward...

reached ximen and checked into a great hotel with kickass price.

Nanjing fan dian.. $62 a night for weekday.

Extremely clean and new!

5 stars for them...

As me and bubs concluded for this trip, we were lost 90% of the time. Not because we are maps illterate.. let him tell you the reason...

As we strutted down the street, searching furiously, we finally manage to find the place that was recommended by brother's fren...

er.. the name of the food... forgotten.. keke..

taiwanese were indeed friendly

We chatted with the boss of the store for a good half and hour..

Decided to sneak a pix before we good.

GOOD FOOD! 5 Star!

Heading to supposedly equipped with map and detailed pdf direction from yc, we were still lost in taipei main station in search of comics and toys for my bubs..

tiredness overwhelmed all excitement.. we still can't find where is the exact arena... 0 stars...

decided to chill with a cuppa of bubble tea which i had a pact with bubs that I would have one every single day.

decided to end our night early after the long hunt(which in the end we still didn't find it) to a night market called hwahsi...

not as fantastic as we thought, but we still decided to indulge in some street food which results in a toilet running bubs almost every single day...

the famous ou wa jian...

personally, I don't like the sauce, just love the egg, starch and oyster...

*slurp

the oyster soup which bubs loved it...

tired but nonethless a sweet peck on my forehead to end the day.. 

Love you bubs...

btw, we only manage to realize (when we are back) from yc that the supposedly detailed and accurate description of the location of comics wholesale market, is... INCORRECT!! *gasp*