Learning to write again

It has been so long since I've written on this blog as religiously as I can. It's hard to write frequently these days so I figured, why don't I just start writing, no matter how nonsensical, just to build the momentum for a masterpiece, that is, if I ever come to that.

Today it felt hard being by myself. I was having palpitations and anxiety crept on to me like a stealthy predator eyeing its prey. My morning coffee wasn't of much help either. I don't know why I felt anxious all of a sudden, but of course, this wasn't the first time I felt this way.

The problem is when I am in that state, I couldn't do anything about it. I tried controlling my breathing, pacing it to go slower but the palpitations just won't go away.

Perhaps I should stop worrying about the future and just let my future self worry for me. Sigh.

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