To be honest, I was undergoing a literally confusing phase of my life where I have to decide who I want to be. Do I have to go on being like how I used to be when I was 18, which is when I first started this blog? How do I become myself without losing the 'self' which is the very foundation of the blog? I was confused and torn with how people might react to my writing and how it would affect my family and so on. I feel pressured so I thought maybe it is best for me to stop writing, and I honestly thought this time, it will be for good. But something happened after I met my dad for the first time in years last Eid and I started to doubt whether what I did was actually for the best. I am a revert, yes, that is me, and still the person that I am today. I am a Muslim, but of course it wouldn't be so accurate of a description since I would like to remember that I embraced Islam by choice and the determination that comes with it, and how
Just a Muslim revert trying her best.