Not the spinning exercise thing. ;)
I feel like I am spinning this week. One thing to the next with no real plan on what I'm doing or how I'm getting there. I'm up to my eyeballs in school issues. I've been working on the house some and catching up a bit on things while the children have been sick. I feel terribly emotional at every turn. Life feels very hard right now. A lot of stress and struggles. It just makes everything difficult, including getting out of bed some days.
My numbers continue to be completely fine. I'm sticking with my menu pretty much. I haven't gotten in any exercise aside from housework, projects and a tiny bit of play on the wii with some of the children today. Tomorrow I meet with the GD counselor again. I'm eager to see what her thoughts are concerning my last two weeks.
I'm feeling completely worn out. Yet, I found some hope today as a friend helped me develop a plan for the most immediate concern with one of my boys and his schooling. I need to keep working on finding plans like that because we still have a lot of issues to get some victory over. As an up note, my husband and I had a great discussion last night and have both renewed our commitment to pray for our children and each other.
Not sure when any of this is going to let up. But, I know I can trust the Lord to carry me through, accomplish His work, and make it possible to do the *more* that is being asked me now. My flesh tells me there is no way I can do or give more. Yet, I know that I can fully and even joyfully complete every bit of the work the Lord is laying out for me. Pray that I am only seeking His plans and pursuing His work.
awwww Tracy I am truly so sorry that life is so stressful right now.I just came through and am STILL in a very stressful time.I understand ((((((HUGS))))))).I just try to remember that the Lord is shaping me......I can't see the big picture.
ReplyDeleteYesterday I was driving with Scott in the wee hours of the morning up to the top of the hill to his truck.(He was heading to work) We were in the van and because of ice I coulnd't see a THING.He had his head hanging out of the window and could see fine.It was really WEIRD not being able to see anything but I knew I could trust the driver.It just reminded me of how it is with christians and the Lord.
((((((HUGS)))))
I am SO glad that your numbers are doing so great!!!!!!!