Today's Good Things:
Big rest day
Date night with my three oldest
Today's Not So Good Things:
Still feeling emotionally spent/stressed/worn/you name it
Nothing much happened today other than me catching up on some sleep this morning, spending some extra time with my girlies, dealing with some more attitude issues with my son, and a feeling of "I really don't care" regarding the rest of life. I need to get out of this funk soon.
My numbers have been amazing low. Strangely low. I don't get it low. But, I'm not complaining. I'm just confused on how I can be not exercising, not *really* eating according to plan and seeing numbers like I am. The one thing I can think of is that I'm not eating enough at each meal. I know I'm not getting in the variety I should or the amounts I should. However, I'm feeling full. It's odd, but at least it means all is well for now.
I had a really nice time out with my three oldest tonight. I think we all needed the break since being under this month-long quarantine. I can definitely see how a basic case of cabin fever could be aggravating everyone's moods right now. I had a really nice talk with my boys and felt like they even liked me a bit for a little while. Baby steps, just like everything that really matters and lasts.
My daughter has been losing a lot of weight and you can tell by looking at her. She's becoming so much stronger and developing such great habits. I'm very proud of her. My husband has also been faithful in his workouts and eating choices. They are both doing so great. Now I just need to catch some of their stamina and pray the Lord pulls me out of this muck once and for all.
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This is a challenging journey, so your gracious encouragement is quite welcome.