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Wednesday, February 04, 2009

I am finally in my apartment and settled. So, thus explains the luxury to post a blog. I have been in Paris for 1 week plus and i really really miss the luxuries i have in Singapore. for one, my family. for two, my transport system that is darn punctual and not affected by strikes or snow. for three, my frens.
I guess it's just the admin stuff that is making me depressed and it should get better since i am already settled. I was in the sort of mood that people get sometimes.. like just sad and just feel like sleeping and not do anything. I wanted to cry when i talked to my mum la. I must be missing home too much.
In sg, my family settles everything for me such that i really do not have to do anything at all. I am spoilt. During the few weeks before departure, i wilfully just kept going out and didnt really spend enough time at home to talk to my parents and before i know it, i am here. I am such a brat.
Here, everything has to be done on my own and it kindas places me in a bad mood. quite bad actually since i really do not like admin stuff at all. But o wells, being independent is the way to go so grow up jess! I CAN DO IT!
I appreciate the stuff my parents do for me, making my life so comfortable i do not need to do much at home.. I should learn to be more appreciative of their love and concern i guess.
In paris for more than one week.. I have been to churches, a circus, going to disneyland and a castle.. then maybe ski then the big holiday will come! oh maybe barcelona before that.
Paris is hardly a city of love.. i wonder how romantic it is to walk along the streets in the cold. Nah. i think romance exists in the little things in the daily lives. small and simple and sweet.
I will blog more later.. less daily mundane stuff i guess.

P.s. one thing you learn in paris, do not get stressed by anything here.. for wad?!

Posted by Jessica at Wednesday, February 04, 2009