height="110">Close to you - Carpenters

Sunday, April 06, 2008

A brainless girly show called a Cinderella' Story. Just plain, girly, sweet with the usual plot with a prince and a poor girl plus a happy ending. The point is the prince is not tt brainless after all in the show. He said something like "Have you felt that you are in a sea of people and felt alone? Like as if everyone is pretending to be wad they are not..?" Well, at least i still go and think about tt line so there has to be a grain of truth in tt.. I think often we'll meet people who keeps things to themselves and present something that they are not.. Isnt that weird? Somehow it seems like the earlier u know the person, the less facades tt person will put on and tt's when gd frenship come into the picture.. Not being philosophical since i'm just a labrat wanna-be and not Albert Camus. It's just tt i wonder why i dun really connect with anyone i know from recent years.. Everyone can see each other everyday, talk on msn everyday but i just dun really talk.. As in, talk about proper things tt i will think about deeply enough.. it's all for the sake of blah blah-ing..
Ironically, i speak a lot when i dunno wad to do with a group of frens.. just to keep the atmosphere light but it's just a conversation.. When i'm with my group of gal frens, i'll jsut silently sit there and listen.. The topics that we talk about are not gossips, not scandals or wadever nots people think i'm interested in.. It's about people they met in their lives, their work, their future and our past.. These are times when i can just sit there and listen.. With others, it's mainly engaging in conversations and acts that i think they are interested in.. Oh wells, y not?

Posted by Jessica at Sunday, April 06, 2008