The Rocking Hijab

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds, and Peace and Prayer be upon the Final Prophet and Messenger. Abdullah Yusuf Ali, The Holy Quran *** When I bought it recently at the local MPH, my mum was puzzled to as why I would buy such a book since it was a classic and she read it back when she was in her Form 3. She was like, "Why now?" so I said, "Well, I never bothered before but now I wanna own it cause reading it from elsewhere just won't be enough." Well, this action was taken after I pondered for some time what a certain Miss A had wrote a few entries back. You see, I never bothered buying books because I think I can just read it anywhere but then, good books are hard to find so I might as well buy it and keep it for my children to read in the future where maybe all the good books will be lost in the sea of books full of sex-making and what not. You have to admit, these days...

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds, and Peace and Prayer be upon the Final Prophet and Messenger. Abdullah Yusuf Ali, The Holy Quran *** Finally I'm back in Kelantan. So the other day my mum came, bringing along my 5 y/o brother, who is quite notorious when it comes to his level of naughtiness. Now, for the summary of what happened during their visit : 19th of December 2012 Mummy arrived at the KLIA. Went straight to the hotel in Nilai. 20th of December 2012 Went to Mid Valley with mummy, bro and hubby. Went to Megakidz Land where we entertained my bro to numerous slides. We didn't know how to persuade my baby bro to go up the slides but we somehow got an idea to make him do so. So my hubby had to show my baby bro how to play and alhamdulillah it worked! But hafta say I think my hubby is secretly enjoying all the fun. Well, I would too if it weren't for the fact that I was weari...

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds, and Peace and Prayer be upon the Final Prophet and Messenger. Abdullah Yusuf Ali, The Holy Quran *** This isn't really a post, I don't think this can even be considered an entry but is it just me or the followers of this blog has just increased by 20 plus something in just one night? I don't think I have been actively writing lately so yeah, kind of weird. Not weird in the sense that I don't like it but just you know, the normal human quizzical nature. But they do say curiousity kills the cat. Wonder if the saying applies in this context. Laters. ps: Oh and yeah, I've got another post to write. So the previous entry wasn't really the last one for 2012 after all. "Sometimes we can't just say "Allah has a better plan for us."  We have to believe He does."

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds, and Peace and Prayer be upon the Final Prophet and Messenger. Abdullah Yusuf Ali, The Holy Quran *** As the title suggests, yes, I may not write again until next year and this is because I have been extremely busy these few weeks going here and there making just sitting to write extremely difficult but now, my affair for 2012 have ended with me sending my mum and youngest brother back to Sarawak at KLIA so here I am, now sitting and writing. How dull can an intro be? Anyway, so I have learned a few things from her visit and one of them is that, it is not too late to change and this lesson came from my hubby, and it was actually indirect. You see, my younger brother was, by experience, the naughtiest 5 year old boy I have ever tend to and my other brothers weren't half as trying as he is. I regret to say, even though this is the first time I saw him since ...

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher and Sustainer of the Worlds, and Peace and Prayer be upon the Final Prophet and Messenger. Abdullah Yusuf Ali, The Holy Quran *** Once so eager to attend usrah circles, daurah, Islamic talks, but now refrains from going and even felt a negative feeling towards going to them. But the eagerness towards Islam is still great, just that, attending those sort of events kinda makes the heart want to squirm. I wonder what the problem is but I'm thinking it lies within me. I always hoped no one would know my identity as a revert because I don't really like the expectations that I get from the people around me. They expect me to be all fiery in this path to da'wah and tarbiyyah but it seems that they forget that I am still in my crawling phase. It gets me so down in the dumps whenever I feel I couldn't live up to their expectation, ending up in me avoiding to go to these events and mak...