The Rocking Hijab

Everyone always tend to ask me(usually after i said its okay to ask me anything), "Bila nak bagitau parents?" And i would answer, "Someday." But they always forget to ask a follow up question afterwards, "Kenapa tak nak bagitau parents lagi?" SOME people just happen to be a real drama junkie. They never communicate with me, but dare to ask me bluntly the question. After they ask me that question(the When are you going to confess? question), they would bid goodbye and only contacted me again after a very long period of time, just to ask the same question. Do you think i like that? Do you think that when i smile, that means, "Hey i'm okay. Just be insensitive and ask me the question. I might as well paste a "When are you going to tell your parents?" sign on my forehead to remind you so that you won't EVER forget to ask me that." And SOME people, bravely 'advised' me to just tell my parents sebab he

~bertopeng buat sementara demi agama After a few sleepless nights, working on the solution to the previous post, i decided to NOT wear the hijab until my condition is stable, meaning, my emotions are at its best, my CGPA also at its best and my ability to debate about why i chose to revert perfected. Well not aiming for perfect but at least, i hope to explain why, in a way that my parents can tolerate with. Well, the reason that i am so scared if the idea of not wearing the hijab is because i am afraid i get used to the condition and i am also afraid that i can't protect my heart by not covering up. But suddenly something made me realize that, i won't be worst. The most important thing is to remember that as long as i hold on to ALLAH, nothing bad is going to happen. InshaALLAH. Sacrifice. That is what i have to do. So now, after talking to a lot of people about this, i will do what i have to do to keep it a secret, with condition that the people there at USM knew