Today 1 year ago I started bleeding from miscarriage number 2. This feels like it was not all that long ago. I'm amazed at what and how my life has changed. God is good.
Today 2 years ago I started bleeding from miscarriage number 1. This seems like it was forever ago, and I hardly remember it.
The loss of these 2 babies is something that I would never want to go through again. But to have Kayla, I would do it all over again.
The picture above I took yesterday on our walk at the beach. Seeing these baby coconuts on the ground reminded me of my 2 losses. Not all coconuts grow into mature coconuts. Some don't make it and fall off the tree. No one knows why this happens.
The same with Angel Babies.
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Funny how much your life can change in such a short amount of time. I realized a bit ago that yes it had been a year since my first IVF and the following crumbling of my hopes. It seems like so much longer.
ReplyDeleteBig hugs and lovely metaphor.
ReplyDelete((hugs)) *tears*
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry for your losses. It's not fair.
Oh my gosh.....this post made me cry. You've been through so much. I'm thinking and praying for you so much. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteNicely put. I went through 3 losses and I wish no one would ever have to experience this pain....
ReplyDeleteSorry for your losses. So happy you have wonderful Kayla. You're right, it is amazing how much can change in a year or two.
ReplyDeleteHugs.
This post completely touched my heart. Having to go through this process is challenging enough, but to endear losses, is utterly heartbreaking. But, God is good, and God had a plan. And his plan was Kayla.
ReplyDelete(((HUGS)))