New videos

If you want to know how I made this look, I actually made videos how I did the make up and hair. Ignore my dry skin, I have had atopic skin my whole life.

Choker love

Today´s outfit

Chokers: Kalithea

Shirt; Second hand

Corset: Second hand

Jeans: H&M

Shoes: Second hand

Some reason my head keep going all messed up again. I feel super exited about few things but the same time I can´t focus on anything or I feel like total loser. I have really bad mood swings and I haven´t gone on therapy over a month because I keep forgetting it and I think it is starting to effect me.. never realize how important it is to me. So I am just trying to do things that make me happy and still try, maybe with little force, do something. Fashion and style things always make me happy so.. I have been watching hundreds of lifestyle videos on Youtube, read awesome blogs and I want to evolve my style and go even further with this.  I hope my depression phase go away soon because I have (again) million ideas but.. kah, this is just so irritating that I can´t do all the things I want. But I am happy that I am going on Helsinki this month, only 2 weeks and I am back on tracks again with doing things and seeing my friends.