November...???

Kinda miss blogging & as usual i'm hook up with work & wedding preps. Candy on her maternity leave for almost a month. I'd say, everything kinda goes well when she's not around. Of cos it will be better if she's around :) the bonding between myself & the designer came closer. I'm not sure about them. Seeing them kinda relax with me is kinda cool.. who wants to work with a stressful superior right?. But too relax sometime, til i got worried what if the we miss the dateline.

i'll be taking out my braces next month :) i'm kinda excited but i also have the nervous feeling. There are 2 gaps still there & taking out might be another torturing session as Dr. Lee is not a gentleman at all!. Plus, few more hundreds, i will be finish paying off my rm6,000! aih... *relief*

This month we spent alot for the wedding stuff.. the deposit for MTM bridesmaid dresses, wedding rings & the deco for the church ceremony. Firstly, I'm kinda feel relief that we decided to bless the girls with custom made dresses.. i love to bless them with something that out of the usual & it suits my theme.. can't wait for it to be done by end of the year :)...the first mock up for the church deco wasn't what i wanted to have. May Ee did a good job but there are still someting missing. So we spent almost RM90 on flowers & cloth for another mock up. Now, hopefully this will work out. Simply & sweet, that's what i'm looking for :).. got some costing from various deco company for weddings, the cheapest is rm2500.. that also not up to my requirement. Too simple. With rm2500, i think i can make better ones :)..Now the most pricey of all for this month.. the RINGS.. we thank God for given us the peace as we hunt for it. Been to few jewelry shops..yes & no.. but when it comes to this particular one, we were like, 'that's it'.. i'm glad.. is like as if there is a wave/frequency in us & telling each other that 'this is it'.. God gave us the peace & we both settle with it. Alot of hard work but it's worth it.

The next coming month, December... to do list are,
~more & more facial
~ more sleep
~ eat more
~ trim hair
~ shape eyebrows
~ appointment with favor supplier
~ appointment with Dr. Hong
~ parents to insert the names of their guest
~ parents meeting up session
~ compiling childhood photos
~ PRE WEDDING PHOTOSHOOT! *wooohooo*

The Oct excitement :)

I'm restless nowadays.. too many happening events this coming october.. & i'm excited..

Francis & Geri's wedding on 9th Oct 2010.
I was appointed by Geri to be her maid of honor & it is a privilege. I'm excited. I always love church wedding. Not just because is pretty, but the presence of God & most importantly, souls save on this special day. I know is going to be a busy weekend.

Wei Ter & Ann's wedding on 10th Oct 2010.
Yup, my bro & sis in grace to be is tying the knot on this auspicious day 10.10.10.. The perfection in Chinese. On the 8th & 9th is the bachelor dinner with the family & friends. Lotsa traveling for me on that weekend, from KL to Klg..Klg back to KL.. OH yah! it will be the first time that my parents meeting with wei shin's parents!! *excited* *more like nervous*

I love to be with wei shin's family.. i feel the acceptance though i know nothing about hokkien & 30% of mandarin only. To be honest, i like how they tease me & wei shin.. very funny & entertaining. Looking forward for another session of happening & loud gathering again on 10.10.10

Baby Claire.
This gal is going to be born soon. I've seen her grow up everyday inside her mom's stomach. I got panic when Candy announce that she gona deliver in 2 weeks time. First of all, work! How can i cope with all the work here in the office? My work is enough for me to explode my brain. Secondly, I'M JUST EXCITED! to see baby Claire, who alwis kick mommy :)

DEAD-lines..
I just caught up with lotsa work..& i need to get it done like......asap... aih!! enough of explaining..i'm just busy..

Gown fitting..
Planning to fix another date for gown fitting next month before all the gown been taken away. Oct, Nov & Dec has lotsa wedding..& not much left gown to select is something will upset me. Hopefully, redbliss allow me to bring forward the date.

Wedding Check list.
Manage to do a lil over the weekend.

Wedding invites.
I was bombarded with lotsa ideas in me over the weekend & can't wait to have it in color. Need lotsa stationary to do a mock up now.

Wedding decos.
May Ee did a sample & it looks good! but still wana try other options.. at least i got this part started rolling...

That's about it, for now..anything more than this list..i'll definately can't hold up any longer.. Thank God for Steph, if is not because of her, i still think my wedding is just a year away.. :s

Impossbile dateline

Just when i posted i was sooooooooo freeeeeeeeeeeee.... yesterday, this morning, my client called up & told me a bad news... they wanted 3 showunits to be up by end of this month!!! my eyes almost pop out. This client of mine, is very nice, she reason with her boss that it is impossible but in the end, boss is always win. I told her, is impossible, blah blah... after the conversation, i called my boss..my boss corrected me that i shouldn't have said to the client that, we can't commit even though the dateline sounds impossible. *hmm*..my bad...but then, i was telling the truth!

Looks like this month, i'm back on action again... busy busy...

To go or not to go? Do i have a choice?

Next week is our bangkok trip 21st - 25th april.. I'll be leaving 2 days earlier for business trip.. YEA! i know what is going on in bkk... heard alot of bad feedbacks from the tv & radio. Also heard good news that it wasn't that serious. The last i heard, there was a demonstration outside the Holiday Inn in Ploenchit Road, where we suppose to stay the first 2 days & shopping malls were closed at that time for days. These few days, we've been keeping in touch with the Thai embassy & we hope for the best.

I was looking forward into this trip, after 2days of business trip, i'm suppose to join the rest for our own holiday. I'm sure their parents & family also worried & questioned their decision to go. *Wshin, Angie, Tai lou & Peter, is ok if you guys decided not to go Bkk, i truly understand* In my case, i got no choice. My boss want to sacrifice our life to go..& he kept saying, 'that the situation will be fine'. such a positive person.. :S. I really pray hard for God's protection to be upon the team & my friends.. I pray that our trip will be a fruitful & fun..hope that i don't miss out anything & manage to courier back the stuff.. It will be adventurous for me because i'll be leading 3 blind mice (my junior designers).. well not to say i'm familiar with the area, at least..i can still remember abit. Please pray for me yah! so that i don't get sesat in bkk..I love adventure!! i wish i can go to bkk all by myself..checking in, boarding, check out going through custom. Well, without any hiccups of course.

The lion is so sweet :) he told me this 'if you have to go bkk at this time of riot & demo in bkk, I'll go too..meet you there on the 21st..up to the rest whether they wana go or not, but I'll be going to meet u there, don't want you to spend a week there alone.'... sweeeeeeeeeeeeet lion :D *feel loved* I never thought of this kinda decision. I thought if the situation got worse, i'll inform the rest not to come to bkk..(that's included my lion). this what i call, out of love.. :)

Lord, the decision is Yours..You have the final answer & no matter what the decision is, I know You'll be with me no matter where i am. I need You lord, to lead me.

Bangkok trip & BIG+BIH 2010 fair

Bangkok trip is coming.. *excited* can't imagine all the shopping..*evil laugh* *boohoo*... but i think the main priority will be for the wedding.. need to sit down with May Ee, what to get.

Our trip is from 21st-25th this month. And i've been schedule to go 2days in advance to shop for the upcoming showunit in kajang. *YES!!* we'll be goin to the BIG+BIH 2010 fair. *love it* though we'll be looking for some stuff for the showunit, it'll be a good opportunity for me to 'look see look see' stuff for the wedding. *hehehe*

They have alot of things for the export business.. i just love bangkok!.. Here are some sneak peak of last few years fair:

Wooden deco

Ceramic Deco

Toys!!

Accessories..every gals favorite
Leather!! the smell of the leather!...*high* already..hahaha..This is good for souvenir

Congrats to us!

mmmmm...just don't know where to start... work has been really hectic nowadays, we just hired 2 workers & we're not happy at all with their performance. The pace is just too slow!!... My director (who always like to pin point ppl's weaknesses) says that they are useless! To me not to that extend, but they are just too slow, no sense of urgency, no initiative, is like come for the sake of working & waiting til the 6pm.. haih..

I can't believe i fell sick!... had only 3 hrs of zzz im like that, compare to 30hrs non-stop working, No fight!... was so scare it was H1N1 influenza. This morning i sang, Psalm 91 while driving to work, sounded like a frog. Amen!..No evil no terror shall fall on me...

Oh yah, how can i forget, our company has won the design award... 5 showunits submission & a show gallery, 3 was nominated. YAY!!!... i feel so proud. The lion was saying, 'wah, got award all, this year end bonus, sure fat fat lar?'........i really wish!!... all the late nights all...
Don't know why so blur.... haih...

Malaysian Institute of Interior Designers

Here am i, all dress up for the award giving tonight. Our company was one of the IPDM member & we're competing (under showunit category) with the rest of the id firm. Tonight is the dinner! Click here to see their past dinner event.

I felt so uncomfortable when i came in to the office this morning. Expecting to see all of them dress up for the event, but ended up, only me..... *BIG SIGH*... all of them will go home & change after work...well good for them, i can't be doing the same thing. Once i reach home, i wouldn't want to come out again. What more the dinner event is in Subang. Sigh... i feel like im overdress now. haih...

Good thing the Lion is coming with me tonight. At least i can have him to talk to when other people busy mingle among themselves... & my boss would love to meet him. Everyone in the office are curious about him. Tonight is the night. I know some people sure will make negative feedback & start judging about people's appearance & they are proud that they always look better than other people. Really sick!! Well, we gonna enjoy the event tonight (hopefully is not something boring) and not bother those sick people....

Lucky draw = a free pent house??????????? *whao! thank you Jesus*

Malu tak? malu sungguh!

Few weeks ago the whole company paid a visit to Archidex 09. It was good, got to know lotsa new release products & i got to meet new people too. I met this supplier who supply outdoor designer chair. The conversation was normal until..........

Blah....blah...blah...

Me: I saw your product in one of the magazine, it looks good.

Supplier: yeah...our product doesn't seems to recognize by lotsa people here in msia. It's still new in Msia...

Blah ....blah....

Me: Hmm...good to know about it, hopefully we can meet again to get to know more about it, please update us your new release.

Supplier: Alright will do.

(Suddenly there was a loud noise) and he said: ...................have a drink is that ok?

Me: HUH? drink? you mean now? Oh, no i can't, after this i need to go back to office.

Supplier: Errr... what i mean is whether we can have a drink some other time.

Me: *blush*.....OOHHHH!... ok gtg!

SO EMBARRASING!

I call today - A STRESS DAY!

I was looking forward to a good tuesday today. But things doesn't come easy for me. Stress...Boss started to judge me, lotsa work load, time is too short, more & more demand...*haih*... I just hope the client & boss can understand how i feel, it is not easy to fulfill it!!.. sometimes its impossible! My lion was right, in this reality world, you can't just do or say what ever you like.

This morning i was fine, love the morning...even i took an hour to reach office, i don't mind cos my mind was rewinding the good time that i had with the Lion's family. *hillarious*... (to be continued) anyways, when i reach office things started to happen, i've been corrected in front of everyone, boss raise his voice at me, supplier pissing me off (as usual)...*argh*... now i thank God, that Tuesday is finally over. Looking forward to K. Marriage.

Oh yah...the dinner. It was good... the lion was working late & i have to drive to his place & go to the restaurant with his family. I'm comfortable to be with his family until when i came to a room with 3 tables!... before that his sis told me something that like a hint 'are you ready? pls don't be frighten' something like that... i could hear 'pasar malam' inside the room. I was introduced to many uncles & aunties... seriously i really lost count how many uncles & aunties.

2nd dish served & my lion is still hasn't arrive yet... everyone talk in Hokkien... i was blur... want to laugh along but, cannot... good thing his sis is with me @ that time. Translate all the jokes & conversation to english. I had 2 glasses of Martell & it was my 1st time. Frankly, i'd prefer wine or vodka. :P... NowI found out how come he can drink (wun get drunk easily), it runs in the family!... we even played spinning game on the lazy susan to see who get pointed by the chicken back side!!...*LOL*... that was so funny...

By the end of the dinner, they finished 1 Martell & 1 Hennesy... I really had a good time with his family...now i got a new nick name. Thanks to his happening aunty. Which i pretty like to hear it. HEHEHEHEHHEHE.... *ssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Promotion

I just got promoted :) boss gave good feedback about my 2008 performance yesterday during appraisal. I'm just glad. But 1 thing slack is, i got the new position but no increment. (-_-)... here are the conversation with my close 1's.

Called mom yesterday.
Me: Mee! I got promoted!

Mom: (playing mahjong) WAH?! so 'keng' ar?... very good. How much your increment?

Me: No, only 100 ringgit, allowance.

Mom: HAR?! (told her friends that she is taking a short break from mahjong)... 'yau mou kau chor ar?' why your boss like that wan?

Me: What to do?, nowadays economy...

After that, i call Dad.
Me: Dee! I got promoted!

Dad: Oh ok (as usual, he is cool)

Me: but with no increment. Just 100 only, as allowance.

Dad: 'Tiu'...tell your boss, you don't need the position, you need more increment.

Me: *laugh*... wat to do...be thankful i still got job & not retrench.

Met the Lion in gym, & after gym he ask,
Lion: Only added 100 ringgit??... for what?

Me: Allowance lor...

Lion: Aih... never mind. You can pump twice with that.

Yah, i know it was kinda disappointed. I'm glad i'm being promoted (errr like finally!) it is the job scope that i like to do. I'll be able to be independent. I like what i'm doing now unlike few months ago. Just sit in the office... boring!

Praise God for what He has given. What ever it is, i give thanks for it.

During the appraisal, i oso ask for a bigger desk & Boss grant my wish. *smiles*... *ask & it shall be given to you*... so after CNY, i'll shift to a corner!..yay! finally i got a corner for myself.

Can't feel the CNY hols yet :(

This week, started quite ok... but then!............ *aih*.....Boss told us that we need to finish some drawings & it is due next week!... (next week is CNY holidays lar), so it means we need to get it done by 23rd!!!... oh Lord... i really dislike last minute thing. But i was taught to be flexible. I don't want to complain so much, cos i know the rest will, & that will refect to boss. It's funny, normally people like to be encourage, but they like to look at the negative side of it. That's for sure they don't understand the meaning of 'serve without a grudging heart.'...just too bad... :p

So this week, i'll be super busy!... work - gym(if my health permit) - freelance (after work) - CNY house cleaning with family - REST - & MORE REST... Don't want to be sick on CNY.

It's Friday, but not enough!

It's FRIDAY!...& still not enough!, 6 o'clock is coming!... *going crazy*.... so relax here in office, i really enjoy it so much!... I was so relax from morning, (relax but still doing work aka drawing), afternoon went out lunch, came back surf the net, chill...(outside is super hot), then boss called back asked me to get ready in boots & helmet. (Get ready to go to the construction site)... AIH!!!... outside so hot!!... nevermind, i always like to look at the real thing than the drawings. I get better understanding of how things work if i see it with my own eyes. So we went...

At the construction site, weather is super hot!, lotsa mosquitos, very the 'busuk!!'... normal lar, urine smell, sweat smell & lotsa staring pairs of eyes around. Walking under the sun is the most torturing part. I'm wearing BLACK some more!... *aiseh*... We came back to the office, & now i ended up, having flu... sigh!... hot, den cold, then hot now cold...aih!!...

Anyways, i'm looking forward for the weekend ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND, the CNY holidays... *big smile* & then for the next holiday in 2009...but 1st, the DOUBLE PROSPERITY BURGER!!... that is tonight's dinner *smiles*...

tick tock, tick tock... so slow!

Oh no!!... now its just 5pm!!!.... can't wait it reaches 6!!... so bored!, not that I got nothing to do, 'kerja sini, berlambak!'...

I feel so much relax to work when my director is not around. He's be on leave for this 2 days.. *yay*... no complains, no criticizing, no comparing, no 'sighing', no negative comments... so i feel very happy to come to work today *smiles*... hiak hiak...

I know what am i craving for, DOUBLE PROSPERITY BURGER!!!....

Rugs

I came to know things about rugs… Boss gave me a task that day. That is to find out the specification about rugs. We can be ignorance sometimes about it, but what actually made it, it’s interesting. 2 ways to make a rug. Machine tufted or Hand tufted. Machine tufted rug, the wool, came from Canada, it is light, limited to certain design, minimum size is 3600mm, easy move on the floor, not suitable for heavy traffic area. But hotels, use it at the Ballroom function & it is cheap. Sample? Just like those red carpet you’ve seen in the hotel. As for Hand tufted, it is heavy, well rested on the floor, not easy to move, can be made in varieties of size & design, came in 56oz & 72oz, wool is made from New Zealand (no wonder my Boss is so proud about using Hand tufted) & it is quite pricey, depends on the sizes & the complication of the design. *whoa* really learn a lot!!...

Hand tufted, pile details

So into CNY mood. I felt this week pass very slowly. Today is just Thursday!... 23^rd its coming!...it is the last day before the 10days of holiday begins!... *argh*…so seeeeeee, lowwwwwwwwwww…

I’m having a few sudden craves, ICE CREAM!!...Snowy beer!, movies, Taiwanese sausage… hmm, what else?... *stop it*

BACK TO WORK… (-__-)

Florence want to go to Florence

Boss came back from Italy... i was so amazed by the scenery & all the architecture. Very romantic... *smiles*... i'd love to go to my own city 1 day :) Florence... Boss mentioned shopping in Milan was like 5 times expensive than in Rome. *shock*... lunch in Rome is like RM75-80 for 2 people. In Milan is 5X!!!... not to mention the retail shopping *forget it lar*...& of cos we get to see pics of Maya Karin's wedding pictures & her hen night pics... *winks*

He brought back souvenirs for everybody & I'm proud of the gift that he gave. An earring with the symbol of the city, my city....FLORENCE. *smiles*... cool!!

Today, after my meeting in the afternoon, i drove back to the basement, said a prayer before i squeeze my car in to a tight car park by reversing & then *BANG!!!!*... my back bumper hit my boss's front bumper!! *OH ^%$&%^#^%$@#!^%^$&^$%@* almost in tears... went up, told Julie (our motherly PA of my boss), she skype him, he came out, told him about the whole accident, we hurried down, he look & said, 'it wasn't that serious, just a paint scratch not a dent'. He forgive me, & appreciate my honesty. He even said, that his car has lotsa scratches (maybe to make me feel better)...

*pheeewww*... need to find some cream to remove car paint now....

weekend is just around the corner!!!... *i feel good, ta da da da da da*

Oh, thank you lord, my boss forgave me :)...but why do the accident happen? even after i pray?...hmm...i know i know...

Be nice??

My emotional kinda down nowadays. May be due to 'aunty visitation'... i was quiet all the time. Talk only when is necessary. All these happen in the office.

The space or rather relationship that i had w my colleagues becoming a big gap. I felt left out & out of place when ever i'm with ONLY both of them. They seems to have many things in common. Too many that i felt left out cos, none of the topic that i can understand or click. They only talk to each other the whole time. That makes me as if i just 'tumpang' sitting in a same table. Not just personal lunch time. In work place, they seems very united in work, criticizing others & etc...

I don't want to be like them & always disagree with the way & actions. It is totally not God's way. No grace apply. When i do apply grace, they said, i'm too nice...easily get con or take for granted. I really don't care what they gotta say cos, I'm doing something Jesus did when he was in his preaching ministry. Besides, i'm happy to be nice to people.

Just because the light can't mix with the darkness, i often or rather almost everyday, i brought my own lunch. I don't care if im being condemn of being an anti social. I only join if there's more than them. Very funny...they seems unhappy about me bringin lunch... *hmm* want me to join u all lunch but.....

I didn't do anything harmful. I just being myself who is fun to be with, yet people don't talk & relate to me. I know the advice is still, BE NICE NO MATTER WHAT.. yea...be nice.

How? friends???...it is so hard cos i'm facing them everyday!!

God is good

What a day... busy. So BUSY today!... boss not around doesn't mean we can 'hooooooweeeee, yay!!'... more datelines. *sigh*...God is good.

Nowadays i encounter few incidents where there's strive in the office. People talk behind others. When they turn, everyone starts to be sarcastic. FAKE!!... *hate that*

I don't understand, some people can be so judgmental. To them, what ever that is not pleasant in their eyes, not up to their expectation, they complain. Worse still, they give no mercy on God's creation. I'm so fed up listening to their complains & they want me to agree w/ them. OH PLS!... sometimes i easily get distracted by them.

We don't need to raise up our voice to get the message across. REALLY! don't have to. We're a lil piss at times when the contractors did something that really piss us off, but don't have to raise up voice?! is that how we handle situation by being professional?.

OOOOOOHHHHHHHH!.... now i sounds like complaining. In the end God is good...

God is good at the beginning,
In the end he is still good.

Oh lord, forgive them for they do not know what they were doing or saying.

It's a 'friday' today!!

Boss is on leave today & tomorrow. YAY!!... well, next month 'lagi chun'... he'll be away to Italy for 2 weeks!! *Ahhhhhhh syok!*...

It is nice to work when boss is not around (DUH!)... though he is not around, work is still in progress, it can become worse when he didn't brief us his part & people can just call up & start to 'bla' about certain issue w/out knowing what boss has said/promise them. *crossing fingers hoping it'll not happen*...

I feel like friday today... my body is aching, my eyes are heavy, i feel cold (office is cold) & i feel like hugging Winter cos her fur is super thick! is like cotton candy, (well, black & white cotton candy)... alright i promise to blog about her next week & like Et said, more pics :p

Yay!!

Popo is back from Spore & Vietnam.FINALLY! After 3 weeks not around, is pretty quiet. She normally would call me & chit chat with me during working hours. Last night, spent almost 45mins, chit chatting before going to ZZZzzzz... *smiles*... my best galfriend... Good to have her back! ;)

I can't describe how blessed i am. YES! i want to boast about it. Happy things that i like to share & boast. *smiles*... BUT!!... i can't share it here... :( it is very sensitive & i can't reveal it cos it might cost misunderstanding. weird huh?? happy things can cost misunderstanding :s well, i will share it once it is confirm & finalize. *smiles*...all i can say, i'm walking in His will, seeking him & his overflowing favour & anointing is upon me...YES!! i can DO IT!

It is so discouraging when you're so into the mood of completing your task given by your superior then, some one came & tell you things about the company & how bad & sad they feel about the company...i was like 'COME ON!! if you don't like what the company providing you is not up to your standard, then LEAVE!'... just that day, i was in to my work, happily humming my favorite song, there he came near me & telling how frustrated he is about work.. (-__-)... wat da?! I tell you, if i'm not aware of it, the spirit of discouragement may transfer to me!... i felt it but i reject it by praying under my breath... then i share it with my colleague (who is a christian also)...she felt something negative once he step into the office. So by her comment, i was sure i was not the only one.

Can't take it when some one is so negative about certain thing that you do. All they want is to drag you along so that you'd agree with them & their actions. It is important for us to have the same spirit in all things we do. Spirit of unity. I love my job, my co, my boss... & nothing will influence me to hate them if yes, then move on!...no need to say such harsh thing about it. This kinda people, must apply more grace upon them. It's time to SHINE! Let your light shine...

But hey, this matter doesn't bother me, *big smile*... YAY!! popo is back! YAY!! mom will be back soon as well! YAY!!

Tough people

The other day, we were introduced to this bunch of people (client) during lunch time. So as usual we intro ourselves, bla…bla… until I heard the lamest joke that came out from my colleague!! :s

Client: Hi I’m Foo.

My colleague: Oh, really? I’m hungry…

*my eyes pop out!* (silent).. Then my client’s manager say ‘wow…that was a good one’ maybe he doesn’t want to upset my colleague… inside me, I just want to HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHHA

Nak buat lawak…tapi…jadi lawak 10sen… hahahhahahahha!!...

Work has been very challenging nowadays… i go to work early nowadays (not because of the lrt story) :p… just because I want to finish up my work, want to get rid of it. But no matter how much I do, work is endless. 365days, busy!!... God is good at my work place, no matter how or what challenges I face, he is in control. But recently, I felt so discourage. Favoritism. Everywhere you go, there will be somebody is being favored by the superior or other colleagues. People can’t accept the way I think, the way I decide & things that I commented. Isit wrong by applying grace in all situations??... because of my thinking & opinion, they often think that I’m weak, not bold & etc… all that they want to do is using harsh sentence, being defensive, being irresponsible, pin point at other’s fault. Sometimes, I just don’t understand & I thought I might not fit in, into this environment.

It is true that we’re not of the world, though we’re part of the world. To act & think like them?, I don’t think I can do such thing. Hypocrite!... nop…I don’t want to be. Once we’re in Christ, I don’t think we can be that mean to others. Yeah…talking about working life is like, dog eat dog world (cina), rat race…bla…bla… if w/out grace, we might be eaten by the ‘dogs’, completely defeated by the enemy… Sigh… this is so different from since I came in… lord, I need your wisdom in handling people. Let me be Your extended hand towards them, let Your light shine in this environment.

I blog this as if, i'm going to a war... ahhaa