Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

ARGH!


*HAIH*... i was kinda upset... not about anybody but myself. People get irritated by me when i ask questions. Why?? they expect me to know everything?? am i not learning?? it has to be something to do with me. People @ work, friends & even the lion, are like that. *sigh* i felt so alone now. I felt there's no sweetness in me anymore, people look at me as if, i'm BLUR!!

Mayb i just keep quiet the whole time. but cannot!!!... that will affect my appraisal, my friendship my relationship. HAIH....just be myself???? YAH RIGHT!!... so that people continue to laugh about me & get irritated by me. Oh no..i'm kinda heated up now..better stop.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Big prawn head!

Nowadays, i try not to eat so much, knowing that i look much 'meaty' now, most of the pants i can't wear!!.. not to say i want to lose weight, just that slight slimmer will be good to fit all the clothing. Going to gym doesn't make alot of difference because i wasn't discipline enough to exercise. *haih* waste money huh?... (-___-)

I got scolded from my family this morning. Yesterday i boil water & left it through out the night!!... Thank God nothing happen to us & the house. The pot turned black! the house smell of gas.. & Dad really scolded me left to right... My granny (as usual) nag & nag & nag... it didn't happen to me like this before, mayb i was multi tasking last night, mopping the floor, cleaning the dogs, watching tv & boiling water or mayb i was too tired... Another forgetful incident this morning after i arrived at the office, my desk was infested with ants!!!!... then only i realize i left the choco bar the day before & forgot to put it back to the fridge. *HAIH* what a mess... what a forgetful person i am. Well, no matter how forgetful, clumsy or blur i am, i shall not confess it with my lips.

My lion is leaving to Spore tomorrow. Soon he'll be leaving to Perhentian Island with his colleagues, then to................................................... then start of with a new job. He'll be super busy with new job, higher expectation, great & challenging task. Already i feel he'll be too busy for me. too scary to think of it. :S... right now, just want to spend as much as possible, before facing the reality that he'll be busy & i will too...

Speaking about busyness, i really need a break!... too busy til i don't care how/wat people gonna say about me. Sometimes i wish they can just understand. But i still love them.

Phuket!! here i come!!