I'm back!

I have nothing to do in the office..so i thought of my abandon blog :p after my client announced that the project is under KIV, i was totally, workless... like, suddenly so free!!... i'm so not use to it. I've done as much as i can now. I feel like those people ready to celebrate Raya...

Been down with fever & cough lately. The Doc says i was having 39 degree Celsius fever & that is high. Took 2 days mc, & i was even sicker because i was so bored at home! not just that, having white porridge + salted fish 3 meals a day for 2 days, is a torture! Fever came & left, it came back, then it left.. i consumed 12panadols for the last 3days!... *sick* i always believe 'let the body fight against the sickness'.. this time, i can't tahan... anyways, i'm getting much better now *smiles*

Watched PCK last saturday.. & so sweet of my lion, he booked 2 movies over the weekend. Wasn't that good to me, i expected more creative story line actually. Well, some dialog are funny, but the story line, erm...2 out of 5. Suppose to watch 'Going the distance' on sunday, but because i was down with fever again, we have no choice but to cancel our date *sad*.. think i rather watch Justin Long + Drew Barrymore than PCK.

"its sad, so sad, its a sad sad situation"

I found another interesting sport. Last week went futsal with the rest & IT WAS fUN!! manage to pass ball, & more like defend it alot. So i got this:-

'Paha lebam'

Hmm..very big patch of it on my thigh. I'm very prone to this. Out of no where i got blue black. Sometimes i forgot how i get it. Anyways, the ball chasing, snatching was good! I was excited & looking forward to it again 2 days ago, but then i couldn't play. My thigh was so painful to run. Muscle pull according to Lion & i got slight black out as well. Body felt cold & surrounding light became dimmer. Exactly the same experience when i was in Gasing Hill. To avoid all the 'drama' inside the futsal court, i walked out. Rest & rest, then jog abit, then do stretching, the jog abit, then try to go in & kick some ball, but, i just can't run for it. Feeling so disappointed. I became the time keeper instead (-__-)

This morning went to the clinic & did check up. I was reminded again about low blood pressure.. 'Oh YAH, i forgot'. That's how i told the doctor. She reminded me again about the blood pumping to blah blah blah....fast....& blah blah blah pumping out blood is slow...tats why you..blah blah blah.. i heard this for the 3rd time.

I can't seems to remember about the low blood pressure when i get excited over something. TOTALLY FORGOT!... oh well...i just don't know how to be calm when it suppose to be heart pumping, adrenaline rush & exciting moments.

EXCITED!! EXCITED!! *heart pumping*dup dup dup

Planing next year to go to Bangkok for the up 2010 BIG+BIH fair!!! Lotsa exciting, interesting gift to see!! love it!.. there will be lotsa stuff to see! designers stuff & it is good to shop for deco for events like birthday, engagement, wedding & etc... can't wait!!

No time!

Make time, how to make time when there is not enough?..maybe i'm too greedy... *lol* there are few things i'd like to do & also which i've been postponed it for quite some time.

~send my heels to the cobbler
~iron my clothes
~sew my black pants & lotsa buttons came off
~wash my car *embarrass*
~bring Milo for yearly check up & to spay her
~trim my hair
~facial!!! my last facial was before CNY :(
~fix a curtain in my room

Maybe i should make a list like this & put in front of the mirror as reminder.. *hmm*..

Oh dear, my second week of 'wearing braces' is really torturing. I got ulcers because of it & eating is not that fun anymore. People say that i will get use to it. How to?? Can't understand why people can wear it for years!!!.. anyways, 1 more tooth extraction to go before installing the bottom braces & do the tightening. Last week went & extracted 2. Now my pronunciation, wasn't that 'jun'.. esp any word that starts with SH & CH... 'bocor angin'... well, the ending is always good, best & satisfying. Now, i really miss singing... :(

Suppose to look forward to this end of the month, but.............haih... i shall not complain :p

Don't look at the process, look at the ending, its always good.

YAY! today half day!... goin to see dentist actually (-____-) Today will be the 2nd step in a process of doing braces. The 1st step i took was last year, which to have my jaw scanned & did the molding.

I was quite shaky when Adrian told me that he wore braces for 8 years!!!!... he said, his teeth is stubborn. Won't move. So it could happen to me & he is asking me to pray hard. *hmmmm*... Mandy's took 1 & a half only!... haih...8 years, 3 years oso a NO! to me, what more 8 years..like that 'tak dapat kahwin lor'? anyways, nothing can affect my decision. I wana do it. Seeing people smiling at the camera with their beautiful set of teeth, really makes me wanna have it as well.

I am ready!!... pain??..errr...COME ON! bring it on!!

Lion just bought me a thermos cup. *best*... now my honey drink, my Bovril drink won't get cold so fast. hehehhehe... thank you, lup you deep deep.. thanks to Alex, w/out him, no 30% off... :p lup him oso...i mean his starbucks % card... hhhahahhahaa...

off to see dentist now.. *SCARY*

TAAA DAAAAA!

Whhaoaooaoaaa!...i've been m.i.a for quite sometime...miss blogging actually.Yup, i'm considering it. Been wanted to do it since i was 14. Gave my name to the government clinic & been Q-ing for almost 2 years, still no news. In fact, til now, NO NEWS!. *haih*.... hope is not too late to do it. Financially, hmm, it's quite expensive do it & the pain of cos, i need to bare with it. No pain no gain??...hmm i rather trust in God, who knows, maybe throughout the process, its PAINLESS!!... *amen amen*

Going to see the dentist is not my type, i'm sure to most of the people. Nobody likes to see dentist. I dunno about May Ee...hahahhhahahaaaaaaaaaa!... This coming monday, i need to see one. *haih*...i really hope some one can come with me.. *pray for me*

Body Combat-ing

Thank to Geri, nowadays i'm so into Body Combat... *hiak hiak hiak*...(i'm not laughing but punching)..

What is more interesting that the instructor in my gym is so much fun! So much fun til my body aching for days. Never i sweat so much since my last jungle tracking exercise with my family. I feel good & much better nowadays. Looks like exercise really makes a difference. *DUH!*...just as long i don't look like female body builders, enough oredi. I don't want to scare my lion away. O_O

Time to go to gym! *can't wait*

I really need a rest...

Last week i've been having chest pain. Everyday i experience it, doesn't matter if i was sitting down, walking, driving...the whole time!... So went to see doctor, & he said i'm having anxiety... i was thinking to myself, huh?? what you talking? I'm having a good life here... then he ask, 'you having stress? me: errr, no.... work stress? he asked. Oh yah! it could be. It didn't really hit me until that question. Work stress. Even since i was promoted, work has been a nightmare to me. I brought home work with me ( in my sleep)...i can dream about it!...*not good not good, this is seriously bad*...The doctor gave me muscle relaxing pill aka, chill pill. Now i feel much better of cos.

Pastor was right, stress can eat you up!...self destruction if you don't handle it well.

Nowadays the weather really crazy!...just few days ago, everyday rain...now is super hot!!...this morning rain so heavily...& now my throat feel kinda funny...like gonna have sore throat...

Alright, going for Khusus perkahwinan now...tonight we got special teacher, Ps. Joshua himself *excited*...