Day 2 - Sleepy sleeps

At around lunchtime today, Ash came and told me that Cedar was asleep on the lounge. "That's ok", I said to him. Only a little later did Ben tell me that Cedar had actually fallen asleep standing up and leaning on the couch, which is rather more unusual!

He doesn't typically sleep in the day at all, unless unwell, but he had come in to our bed in the early hours of the morning with a temperature. Obviously whatever his immune system is fighting had him extra tired today.

I was thinking, I know that I often don't get enough sleep. It isn't intentional, but comes about because of the way I work and the way the kids do things. Sienna suffers insomnia and usually takes a long time to get to sleep. Ben leaves for work early in the morning - 5:30 normally, 4:30 on Fridays and occasionally other days - so tries to get to bed with enough time to have a decent sleep. Most days, Sienna isn't yet asleep when Ben goes to sleep. I stay up until she falls asleep, as well as using the time to do work on the computer, or for scrapping deadlines, while watching tv.

Then in the morning, Ash tends to come in to my bed for a hug around 6. I might have had 6 to 7 hours of sleep at this point, which isn't really enough for my liking. But I get to rest from 6 until 7:30 on weekdays, and tend to catch up in snippets on weekend mornings. I don't mind so much how things turn out, though it would be nice (mostly for her) if Sienna could switch off more easily. It made me realise, though, how much of a haven it is to sleep in a warm, cosy bed. Even when it gets squished full of more people than actually fit, especially on some weekend mornings, it is a soft, pillow-laden sleeping place for which I am truly grateful.

A detail of our Orla Kiely quilt cover

Especially my electric blanket. I really love that.

  
I am blogging grateful posts for the 21 challenge, raising awareness and funds for Australia's homeless youth.

If you would like to sponsor me or donate to the challenge, please click here.

The 21 Challenge - restart and love

A couple of hours ago I signed up for the 21 Challenge.

In Australia more than 32,000 young Australians will sleep on our streets every night.

Challenge yourself, your friends and your workmates to do, or not do, something from June 1st to 21st.  June 21st is the longest night of the year and a particularly difficult time on the streets for our homeless youth.

The 21 Challenge is your chance to help homeless youth by doing something you love, perhaps something you don’t love, or even something you’ve never done before for 21 days and asking friends and family to sponsor you.  Be as creative or ridiculous as you like and the money you raise will go to Open Family Australia’s Outreach programs, supporting youth at-risk.

You will be supporting a great cause with all the benefits of your efforts going towards Open Family Australia’s Outreach programs to benefit at-risk and homeless young people. 


(Description from the official website)

I'm not sure how I stumbled across the link on Facebook, but I read a couple of the stories on there about the challenges some young people have to cope with on a daily basis, and the efforts of the outreach officers to bring some stability into their lives. And I just clicked on register. I'm not sure what difference it would make but a small amount of awareness makes it worthwhile... with awareness comes greater empathy, not to mention the fundraising itself that will actually help individuals get assistance.


So my challenge is in two parts. At first I saw that some had declared that they would quit sugar for 21 days, which is something I've been meaning to do anyway. So that is one part. But then, I was meaning to do it anyway and it isn't really related. And being fussy about what food to eat seems so first-world compared to the challenges of homelessness and disadvantage. I still want to do it but I wanted to add a second part that would be more confronting for me.


The other part of my challenge is 21 days of being mindfully grateful and blogging that gratitude every day.


If you read my blog regularly, you will probably have noticed that I've been updating less and less lately. It's a combination of a lot of things - time, energy, lack of taking personal photos to share, and a lot of self-censorship, as well as distractions and deadlines. Partly, also, that I sometimes find it emotionally crippling to be the recipient of attention. A sort of antithesis to craving it (which also comes and goes). So, blogging every day would have been a big challenge anyway, but given the topic of homelessness, and my general tiredness at the moment, I wanted to make it a more affirmative, constructive challenge. Therapeutic, even.


This is something I try and think about anyway (positivity), but only inside my own head. And it's certainly not always natural. So I'm going to bring it on out. Instead of thinking how things might be challenging, or the difficulties of a day, or negative feelings, I'm going to find one thing to celebrate about each day, and do my best to share it. Because, in truth, I am not homeless, the subject of abuse of any kind, addicted to drugs or uncertain of where my meals might come from. And that is something to be grateful for to begin with. 


If you would like to sponsor me or donate to the challenge, please click here.