BBQ @ Pantai Tg. Batu, Bintulu

Assalamualaikum!!!

Salam bersiaran di hujung minggu.. semalam tenet wat hal dr petang sampai ke mlm. sempat gi BW kejap. tu pun punye laa susah nk tinggalkn komen.. bila tekan send je dia kuar error.. sabo je laa, kn.. nk hntr komen pun slow, nk upload gmbr lg laa kn. so me surrender je, x letak n3 smlm.

nway, ni tgh kepenatan. pagi td bgn2 my laling ckp arini budak2 ni ajak gi BBQ, dgn pengarah sekali.. pagi2 ni baru my laling ckp, xsempat nk masak2 apa sbb pkl 7 dh nk bertolak. nasib baik laa dlm peti ais me ada satu bekas kek yg me wat 2hari lepas.. kalu x segan je gi lenggang-kangkung..

pantai ni cantik sgt... tp kene abaikan kapal-kapal n juga loji petronas kt hujung sinun.. walaupun dr jauh nmpk kapal2, tp air still nmpk bersih, cuma xtau laa blh mandi ke x, sbb xnmpk pulak org mandi-manda..

eh eh.. laling sape tuuu... hihi...

kt bintulu byk pokok2 rendang camni. kt bandar pun ada, cantik je nmpk..

gmbr lagi.. tunjuk skill amik gmbr me..eventho semua setting auto.. muahaha..

ada kelab fotography kot 2-3 groups duk amik gmbr model dieorg dr pagi smp tghari x siap2..

haaa... hero2 sedang berusaha menghidupkan api.. byk tempat BBQ kt sini. dieorg dh samak tempat bakar tu.. sbb ramai chinese kn, kot2 laa ada yg dh wat BBQ vavi kan..

after sejam lebih berperang, bara pun nyala laa.. hihi..

mem2 ada 3 org je.. termasuk me laa tu.. duduk berehat2 nunggu ayam.. haha..

lepas siap berBBQ bersihkan semau sampah-sarap.. sila contohi amalan ini ye...

org kt sini suka buang sampai merata-rata tempat. kawasan cantik, facilities pun byk, tong sampai ada every 5 metres, tp sampah.. fuuhh,, di segenap penjuru! kt tempat BBQ tu penuh tulang2.. terpaksa bersihkn dulu b4 guna.. nnti me nk tulis surat kat BDA (bintulu district autorities) nk mintak bersihkan kawasan pantai nih.. blh x? mesti blh kn..

ok laa... tu je buat arini.. me x masak lg sepanjang hari ni.. ptg ni ingat2 nk membakar2 utk minum ptg.. b4 masuk dapur nk gi BW duluuu...

Nasi Goreng Ikan Masin lagi... and secret plan

1st sekali nk ckp thank you kat k'ayu dr citarasa riduan yg sudi gegarkan blog nih. terima kasih ye..

bekfes arini wat nasi goreng ikan masin lagi.. my mr.H ni suke btol nasi goreng ikan masin, kali nih me tumis cili giling. resepi b4 this ada kat SINI. senang je masak nih, campak2 4-5minit dh siap ^^

Bahan2 (2org):

• Semangkuk nasi
• 4-5 keping isi ikan masin - hiris nipis
• 2 ulas bawang putih- cincang halus
• 1 sudu besar cili giling
• 2 sudu besar sos tomato
• 2 sudu besar sos tiram
• Sayur pilihan - me letak kobis arini
• 3-4 sudu besar air
• garam

Cara2:

• Tumis isi ikan masin sampai sedikit garing. masukkan bawang putih dan tumis lagi.
• masukkan cili giling, tumis jap. campur sos tomato dan sos tiram. gaul2.
• masukkan kobis dengan air, goreng sampai kobis tu a bit lagu (letak air sbb nk suruh kobis ni masak je actually)
• masukkan nasi n gaul sebati.
• perasakan garam. kalu ikan masin tu dh cukup utk masinkn nasi, xyah letak garam. me letak gak sikit, sbb me basuh ikan masin tu dgn hebatnyer.. hihi..

okay.. enough masak.. nak bisik2 pasal secret plan.. kene cakap slow2 nih... you all tahu x arini nih ari ape? alaa.. ari yg special.. 14 feb..

Valentine's Day??? ehh.. org islam x baik tau sambut V-day nih. xcaye baca the star online nyer article nih. baik sambut maulidurrasul esok, walaupun bid'ah (xpernah dibuat zaman nabi), at least kita memperingati baginda SAW ^^

ok, ok.. back to secret plan. actually arini birthday my Mr.H terchenta.. yup! 14th Feb.. hihi.. so jgn ckp kami celebrate valentines lak ye. susah ooo nk beli candles birthday utk secret plan nih, sbb me shopping ngan mr.Hubby ku.. nk kene sembunyi2 gi bayar (mende lain dia yg bayar. hoho)..

skrg mr.Hku tu dh gi kerja, masa utk membuat kek n masak2 ^^

to my beloved mr.H, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! may His blessings be with you always.. and may He granted us with happiness, and unconditional love here, and hereafter.. insyaAllah.

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Konvensyen 500 tahun Kejatuhan Empayar Melayu Melaka (KEMM500)

It's tomorrow.. wish I could go..

copied from Ust Halim's blog

Satu konvokesyen memperingati 500 tahun kejatuhan Empayar Melayu Islam Melaka (KEMM500) akan diadalah pada hari Sabtu 29 Januari 2011, 9.00 am – 5.00 pm di Universiti Teknikal Malaysia, Air Keroh, Melaka. Semua tuan puan dijemput hadir.

KONVENSYEN INI ADALAH ANJURAN
IKATAN MUSLIMIN MALAYSIA (ISMA)
DENGAN KERJASAMA
PERSATUAN BELIA ISLAM NASIONAL (PEMBINA)

DIRASMIKAN OLEH :
YAB DATO SERI HJ MOHD ALI B. MOHD RUSTAM
KETUA MENTERI MELAKA

TARIKH
25 SAFAR 1432 HIJRAH
29 JANUARI 2011

TEMPAT
UNIVERSITI TEKNIKAL MALAYSIA MELAKA
DURIAN TUNGGAL, MELAKA

YURAN
DEWASA / BEKERJA – RM 50
MAHASISWA – RM 20

• MEMBERI GAMBARAN KEUTUHAN JATIDIRI MASYARAKAT MELAYU YANG TELAH MEMBINA SEBUAH TAMADUN YANG GILANG-GEMILANG DAN KERAJAAN YANG MENDAPAT PENGIKTIRAFAN SELURUH DUNIA

• MEMBERIKAN KEFAHAMAN YANG MENDALAM KEPADA MASYARAKAT BAGAIMANA PROSES PENJAJAHAN TELAH MERUNGKAI JATIDIRI DAN AGENDA PERJUANGAN BANGSA MELAYU.

• MEMBERIKAN CADANGAN PENYELASAIAN PERMASALAHAN JATIDIRI UMAT MELAYU ISLAM DI NEGARA INI BAGI MEMBOLEHKAN MEREKA MENJADI MENJADI BANGSA YANG UNGGUL SEMULA.

8.30 – 10.00 PG

PEMBENTANGAN 1

“KEGEMILANGAN EMPAYAR KESULTANAN MELAYU MELAKA”

YBHG. PROF EMERITUS DATUK DR YUSUF B HASHIM, NAIB CANCELOR KOLEJ UNIVERSITI ISLAM MELAKA

10.00 – 10.15 PG

JAMUAN VVIP / VIP & JAMUAN RINGAN PESERTA

10.15 – 11.45 TGH

PEMBENTANGAN 2

“KEJATUHAN MELAKA DALAM TAHUN 1511 SEBAGAI PELAJARAN PENTING KEPADA BANGSA MELAYU-ISLAM HARI INI.”

YBHG. DATO’ DR. HASSAN AHMAD, MANTAN KETUA PENGARAH DEWAN BAHASA DAN PUSTAKA

11.45 – 1.00 PTG

PEMBENTANGAN 3

“PERJUANGAN BANGSA MELAYU DALAM MEMPERTAHANKAN JATIDIRI DAN AGAMA ISLAM”

AL FADHIL UST MOHD FAUZI ASMUNI – NAIB PRESIDEN IKATAN MUSLIMIN MALAYSIA (ISMA)

1.00 – 2.30 PTG

REHAT / MAKAN / SOLAT

2.30 – 4.30 PTG

FORUM : “MENGEMBALIKAN JATIDIRI BANGSA MELAYU DAN ISLAM”

PENGERUSI

+ Y. BHG TUAN HJ AMINUDDIN YAHAYA, SETIAUSAHA AGUNG ISMA

PANELIS

+ AL FADHIL USTAZ ABDULLAH ZAIK ABD RAHMAN, PRESIDEN ISMA

+ YBHG DR MUHD RAZAK B IDRIS, PRESIDEN, ANGKATAN BELIA ISLAM MALAYSIA (ABIM)

+ PROFESOR DATUK DR ABDUL LATIF B ABU BAKAR, KETUA II, GAPENA

+ YG BHG DATO’ SERI DR SITI ZAHARAH SULAIMAN, MANTAN MENTERI

4.30 PTG

KEHADIRAN YAB DATUK SERI HJ MOHD ALI BIN RUSTAM

KETUA MENTERI MELAKA

5.00 – 5.30 PTG

MAJLIS PERASMIAN – UCAPAN ALU-ALUAN DAN PERASMIAN

UCAPAN ALU-ALUAN OLEH :

AL FADHIL USTAZ ABDULLAH ZAIK ABD RAHMAN

PRESIDEN IKATAN MUSLIMIN MALAYSIA (ISMA)

UCAPAN PERASMIAN PENUTUP OLEH

YAB DATUK SERI HJ MOHD ALI BIN RUSTAM

KETUA MENTERI MELAKA

5.30 PTG

SIDANG MEDIA & JAMUAN PETANG

MAJLIS BERSURAI

Welcome 2011

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It's already the 5th day of 2011..
nway, Happy New Year..
May this year brings happiness to all of us~

Healthy Life

back from Conference on Wellness 2010 at UDM. Lucky I only present poster instead of oral.. got this nasty cold and sore-throat since friday night.

The main take home msg from UCW '10 are:

The prevalence of chronic non-communicable diseases are increasing. compared to the contagious diseases, more and more people found themselves with life-style related diseases (diabetes, cardiovascular disorders, cancers).

Obesity is on rise with alarming rate. Asian has higher body fat composition compared to Caucasian with similar body mass index (BMI), hence current cut-off point of overweight (25) is not suitable for Asian. There has been argument to establish a new range of BMI for Asian (normal 18.5-22.9, and overweight >23).

Prof. Rabidarjeet (IPPT,USM) had suggested the "prescription" of exercise to maintain health. the doctors are encouraged to "prescribe regular exercise" for patients, and the results can be obtained after 4-6 weeks. exercise should be done continuously (without stopping) for at least 10mins to be effective. the MOH 10,000 steps per day campaign is equivalent to walking for 3-5km/day.

1 in 20 women is at risk of developing breast cancer, regular self-check should be done. high body fat and diet high in fat and protein will increase the risk as fat n protein stimulate tumor growth. yearly pap smear are 'mandatory' to prevent cervical cancer.

Prevention is cheaper than cure. health promotion should be done more vigorously, so that the country wont suffer from spending billions and billions of money to treat un"cure"able diseases.

Wellness = appropriate nutrition intake + regular exercise. WHO releases that 2.7 million death are attributed to diet low on fruit and vegetable alone (19% being gastrointestinal cancer).

and lastly, wellness also include mental health @ spiritual wellbeing. being accepting, harmony, forgiving, grateful, and sincere; all lead to spiritual wellness. the guideline is already there- illustrated in the al-Qur'an and As-Sunnah.

**** have a healthy and happy life, everyone!****

** the poster i presented. only from a small retrospective study that we did in USM.. not from my master's research =)

Eid Mubarak

"Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum"

ertinya : Semoga Allah menerima amalan (amalan dan ibadat di Ramadhan) kami dan kamu.

Have a Happy Eid everyone!

1st and 2nd day of raya will be at my hometown.
3rd n 4th day at Segamat.

~lalala

back from konwanis 2010.. alhamdulillah berjaya attend this year. the journey from KB to PD took us more than 10hours (ikut rombongan kelantan).. naik bas rombongan mmg require kesabaran (sbb x sampai2.. huhu).. took it as tarbiyyah diri.. altho i surrender awal2 n book flight ticket back to KB ;p

just reqistered for conference on wellness (UCW).. register for poster presentation. it will be in october, takut time tu bz n kelam-kabut if nk wat oral. still need to prepare a 6months grantt nyer report..

nway, putting that aside, now cracking my brain for this weekend's mukhayyam nyer activities. need to plan for ice-breaking and team building activities yg x membosankan. chaiyok2!!

ps: rindu zaman2 wat aktiviti kt nz..

..data collection..

Alhamdulillah.. all praises to The Almighty, for He is the one who allows things to be done..

I'm getting ready for my 2nd data collection, this time, 'calmly' :). the 1st one promised a lot of experiences to gain. and it really thought me a lot of things indeed. i'm really thankful that i'm not really as 'alone' as i thought i was during preparation for the sampling. preparing for the study can be really stressful, but believing that by the end of the day everything will be OK gave the strength to leap over every hurdles.

1st data collection was at KB. the nearest place to USM. a total 58 subjects turned up (min sampling was 50) (actually i was worried if to many people came, as we dont really hv enough money for honororium.. huhu)..

i'm really impressed by how helpful and supportive all those tok penggawa n penghulu2 kampung. they were the ones gathering the makcik2 for my research and even mengangkut the subjects to the sampling site (thank you!).

the morning had been hectic, so dont really hv time to snap pictures. took the pic aft finished half of the data collection. even the blood collection team hd already finished their job! huhu..

around the 1st sampling

I'm thankful that He had surrounded me with wonderful people.. gathering early in the morning during weekend, and spent the whole morning trying to be patients with the makcik2 who sometimes didnt really know how to follow the order and didnt understand what we were asking. huhu..

1 down, had two more data collection to be done.. after that can focus on my analysis.

Moga dipermudahkan.. insyaAllah..

Congratulations!

SPM resuts kuar arini..
my younger brother got 8A+ (BI,SJ,PI,MM,FZ,KI,AC,MT), 1B+ (BM), 1B (EST)..
we target a straight As, but, you work hard and already tried your best, so redha with the result. Sometimes things doesn't turn out the way we thought it should, but as long as we know that we had done the very best, the result doesnt matter.. Congratulations again, abah, mama, and all of us are proud of you.. your journey into the real life had just begun..

** x tau yg result SPM dh tukar sistem. grading ikot uni nyer style (A+, A-, A)

my bro n I (teman kakak jln pon bw buku study ;) )

2010... a yr with a BZ beginning

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Entering the 2nd week of 2010.. and i think my energy hs bn nearly drained..huhu

1st, my research grant was cut another 2.5k!! sabor je laaaa... after all those defends. so, need to start writing another proposal to IPS to apply the 10k IPS grant (meaning another workload for my research, coz need to add another objective). nway, hopefully will get the short term grant soon.. i havent even start searching for my 150 subjects (thanks to the school for the delay... urghhh..).

okay.. tu grant.. last few days, my supervisor informed me about the 2nd NCEH, and as it is in colloboration with us, PERSALA (postgrads assc) , automatically we need to involved in all those planning, publicity, etc etc.. n atop of all that, i need to submit paper.. (well.. paper tu yg paling penting actually, but i was kept away from writing that paper by all other works)..

our tunas APEX prog (a workshop and hands-on prog in encouraging undergrad to further study), fr a RM7k project, tiba2 jadi RM30k project.. uh uh.. participants kene doubled, nk kene jemput uni luar, penceramah pun nk kene pilih yg ada high impact.. pastu kuiz sc end of this month (blm stat publicity pon lagi.. hoho).. rasa2nyer yg plg senang among all is that kursus kahwin projek.. huhu.. sbb awe just PA..so ulang-alik update dgn JAHEIK je (apart for reviewing kertas kerja and budget).

hopefully dlm masa terdekat x dipanggil meeting utk projek PPSK yg last time tunda due to budget constrain.. owh.. n projek amal to kemboja (saya sgt bz, boleh x kalu saya x ikot gi kemboja.. nnti research sy x siap.. huhuhu).. n projek 'pengantarabangsaan' with uni of sydney (walaupun sy teringin nk gi sydney n wat collaboration prog, tp bl fikir2 all the works yg nk kene buat, n meetings yg kene attend b4 the trip, i think i just tunggu my hubby bw sy gi jalan2 kt sana lah.. huhu..)..

apa2 pun.. i'm in a good mood sbb akhir bulan nih nk turun KL for konvensyen pemikiran ISHAB =D over excited nk gi jumpa my my loved oness (ramai nih.. hehehe..)

okay awe.. dh penat membebel utk lessen my stress.. (eventho smlm by berjaya membisingkn diri pasal byk ngt prog masa tepon..).. k awe, BERUSAHALAH!!

Friends

Friends come and go.. partially, i agree. some are like that.
sometimes, our bestfriends hv their own 'another' bestfriends.. which always managed to gv me a wierd feeling. altho i'm also like that. i mean, i hv few close friends during my high school. n another close friends during my matrix, n of course diff ones in uni. n my bestfriends during school will find another friends in matrix n uni.. n almost all of them, i didnt know (except mayb few). n as i also hv many 'guy' friends b4, it's unapproriate to be close with any guy as i'm married, n some of them are also married.

i realized that sooner or later, everyone will hv their own lives. lives that hardly include me. n somehow, that thought managed to make me feel 'lonely'. n as i managed to 'mencampakkan' diri to kelantan, i hardly able to meet most of my friends. altho i do hv friends (which i declare 'close') there, but they also hv their own friends. i dont know whether to believe 'absence makes heart grows fonder' or 'estrange by distance'. maybe if a short while, i'll be the 1st.. n aft sometimes, it'll become the later. usually, i make friends easily, but maybe its true that 'easy comes, easy go'.

nway.. i dont actually know which is my main point. huhu.. it keeps raining, and i'll be alone in this big house for few more days (n it do makes me feel lonely *sigh..). wish i can go out, but my car is not here.

my bestfriend masa f3 is getting married. congratulations dear! selalu anggap die bdk kecik (walaupun sama umur).. so its hard to register that she's getting married. nway, i wish her happiness.

ps: ini adalah contoh karangan yg bakal mendapat markah yg sikit kerana point tidak disusun dgn betul n gaya bahasa yg mengelirukan pembaca.

ntah la

Assalamualaikum..

dah lama x update blog. sometimes duk ngadap, tp kekeringan idea.. sometimes ade mende nk tulis, tp xde masa nak ngadap.. been bz with study (kdg2 xde la bz sgt, tp sbb mood nk wat keje tu dtg lambat sket, so bila tiba2 ada byk mende nk kene wat, mula laa kelam-kabut).. n last few weeks was that 'kelam-kabut' stage. suddenly byk keje nk kene buat, n sedar x sedar, masuk minggu ke 3 x balik umah masa weekend. sedih je. so marathon wat keje dgn jayanya, n drive fr KB to kemaman on thursday evening. siap amik sunday off lagi.. huhu.. (but end up being alone kat umah on sunday sbb semua org pun ade projek lain.. sob sob..)

* moral of the story, semua mende yg nk buat kene ada perancangan, jgn aci main redah je - nnti akan mengganggu kesihatan emosi n jasmani..

ps: saya kurang sihat skrg, jd saya nyer emosi agak x stabil.. blood pressure pun selalu low.. n nk gi derma darah last time (sbb stok O+ kt husm kekeringan), tp haemoglobin sy low.. pastu sy tau utk menaikkan Hb sy, sy kene makan daging ke, kerang ke, bayam ke.. tp semua tu sy xleh makan.. haih.. ada nikmat yg Allah tarik utk uji hambaNya.. owh, btw, PEMBINA kelantan akan menganjurkan tabung derma darah this coming sat (21st Nov), 9am, @ unit tranfusi (tabung darah), husm.. sila2 la menderma..

ps lagi: zauj sy akan pindak ke klang ^^ (yay!!) walaupun jauh gk fr KB, tp at least x terasa jauh mcm KB-JB. cepat laa habis master sy nih.. penat nk kene ulang-alik.. nnti dh habis phd sy nk jd surirumah.. hohoho (semoga xde org2 yg incharge ngan biasiswa sy baca entry nih)..

dah laa.. entry ini sgt merepek.. n x membawa kepada amal.. *dush..

if al-Azhar pun dh x blh pakai purdah...tmpt lain camner??

i used to tell my hubby: "u can ask me to wear jilbab, but dont ask me to wear purdah" (due to the fact that he loves to give hint about wanting me to wear purdah, yg mana me always managed to berpura2 wat x paham.. nges nges).. but this news, that stated its a symbol of oppression, n xde kene mengena dgn islam really2 make me feel .... (xtau nk guna words ape yg menggambarkn 'bengang', but doesnt sound that 'kurang sopan'.. ).. nway, here's a copy from Utusan.

Tantawi haramkan purdah

KAHERAH 9 Okt. - Imam besar Mesir, Mohammed Sayyed Tantawi (gambar) berkata, para pelajar dan guru-guru tidak lagi dibenarkan memakai purdah di dalam kelas dan asrama institusi pengajian Islam terulung, al-Azhar sebagai sebahagian daripada usaha kerajaan untuk menangani amalan radikal dalam Islam.

Tantawi yang juga merupakan ketua al-Azhar mengumumkan perkara itu, beberapa hari selepas beliau membuat kenyataan: purdah atau niqab 'tiada kena mengena dengan Islam'.
Tindakan beliau itu telah mencetuskan bantahan kuat daripada golongan yang menganggapnya sebagai satu serangan terhadap Islam serta beberapa pertubuhan hak asasi yang menganggap pengharaman niqab mencabuli kebebasan berperlembagaan.

Isu sebanyak mana tubuh wanita Islam perlu ditutup telah menjadi isu yang kerap dipertikai antara tokoh Islam. Kebanyakan mereka menyatakan purdah tidak diperlukan kerana ia sekadar satu adat kaum nomad di gurun-gurun Arab sebelum kedatangan Islam.

Kebanyakan wanita Islam di Mesir memakai tudung atau hijab yang melindungi rambut, tetapi niqab semakin popular di Kaherah kebelakangan ini sehingga menimbulkan kebimbangan kerajaan.

Sementara itu, di Toronto, pertubuhan penduduk Islam Kanada menggesa kerajaan mengharamkan pakaian tradisional yang menutup muka, dengan menyatakan ia adalah simbol penindasan terhadap wanita oleh golongan radikal yang tidak mempunyai asas dalam Islam.
Kongres Islam Kanada mendesak pengharaman tersebut kerana menurut mereka, amalan menutup wajah tidak sewajarnya wujud dalam masyarakat yang menyokong hak sama rata antara jantina.

"Masyarakat Islam seluruh dunia tahu bahawa pakaian yang menindas wanita ini dipromosikan oleh Taliban dan al-Qaeda," kata pengasas kumpulan tersebut, Tarek Fatah. Katanya, pengharaman tersebut tidak boleh meliputi hijab, iaitu pakaian tradisional yang tidak menutup wajah.

Tambahnya, tidak ada dalam mana-mana teks Islam termasuk Al-Quran, yang menyuruh wanita menutup wajah termasuk undang-undang Syariah yang paling konservatif.

Iman besar Mesir ni pun satu... ape ntah masalah die.. tension je. orang nk pakai, biar laa.. baru je berangan2 nk pakai purdah time gi mesir (bile ntah... murah rezeki sampai laa.. sekali ngn wat haji.. aminn.. )

the gift of 'keinsafan'

" dia cakap nak datang dgn 2 orang abang..xpe, ke?"

i scribble a note on my ever-messy persala note book.. calculating the budget in my head. that early morning, instead of going to lab, i went to SKK (3). doing last minutes job for our majlis berbuka puasa with anak2 yatim that will take place that evening kat pusat islam, usm.

" bdk ni mmg susah.. mak dia miskin, ayah dia tinggalkn dia. pastu dia xleh jalan, sbb tu abg dia kene dtg sekali".. pk hem of SKK (3) cont explaining. i gave her a smile and said it shud be ok. we already allocate xtra food for the event.

aft thanking ph hem, we (me and another friend) follow ustazah na (forgot her name) to the class.. chomey je tgk bdk2 kecik tgh belajar. went from class to class, amik the orphans' cloth measurement. we are really thankful, last2 minutes, ramai yg donate for the events. few lecturers donate RM500 each! (smg Allah murahkan rezeki those people).. with that, we managed to buy baju raya for all those orphans from a poor family.

aft touring few blocks, we arrived kat year 1 nyer class.. i saw a boy sitting 'on' the table. the 1st thing yg terlintas is "ish, nakal sungguh!".. but after a few moment, i realized.. that is the OKU boy who cant walk n will come wih his 2 brothers tonight. he gave me a curious smile when i enter the class.. n my heart does a funny jolt when looking at his small, very innocent face.. he cant sit on the chair while learning, as his lower body is small, making the table too high for him to write. but i'm impress, looking at his determination to study.. n impress by how the other classmates treat him. in other classes, the tables were arranged two by two.. but they dekatkan 6 tables kat depan, so it's easier for him to move.

we didnt talk much, as i dont have enough time. but i found myself looking forward to meet him that evening.

like any other time when handling an event, stress often builds up time2 last minute. penat, tension, penat lagi.. tambah2 dgn puasa.. ke sana ke mari settlekan the goody bag, duit raya, mc tiba2 xleh jd mc, perasmi wat hal, vip xdpt nk contact utk confirmkn kehadiran.. etc etc.... but, all the stress + penat yg hampir2 wat awe nangis, really vanish when i saw how excited those children when they received their goody bags with baju-kuih-and duit raya. and i know, people with 'hearts' will be moved by the sights of the 2 siblings- the OKU boy, being carried by his brother, receiving the goody bags...

the prog teaches me to be grateful.. be grateful of the wellness of my body, and being thankful for the family that i have, and being thankful diatas kesenangan hidup yg dikurniakan..

in the middle of that 'perasaan terharu'.. i was nearly brought into tears again.. suddenly being approached by a pakcik. saying that he's late, just arrived, so his son doesnt make it masa penyampaian sumbangan raya. i rushed n searched for goody bag with his son's name. the moment when i gave him the goody bag only i realized that pakcik's condition. he smiles and thank me, receiving the bag with his hardly-can-be-moved hands, and limping away.. his right leg cant move well.. i stand there looking at him until he was out of my sight.. and feeling very thankful that at least, i did smtg for these people.. i remember what the vice president told me when i question why didnt we focus on the orphans kat umah anak2 yatim, n she told me that, people usually see orphanges houses, a lot of people donate (during ramadhan) to umah anak2 yatim, but not these children whose still have a mum or dad, and from a very poor family..

nway.. i pray that Allah will give them strength to face this test of life. and i pray that the people out there will do their parts in helping the needy ones. i'm still thinking what else we can do to help them.. (planning to adopt that OKU boy.. huhu... wonder whether my husband will agree.. )

Generasi Al-Quran

Last weekend, went for a daurah.. was feeling a lil bit unwell (this stabbing pain around my lungs really worries me), but Alhamdulillah.. sihat, sakit, semuanya ujian dr Allah.. dan Dia jua yang memberikan kekuatan dalam menghadapi ujian yang jua dtg dari-Nya.


Ustaz Hadi, yg juga pengerusi Pembina Kltn (if i'm not mistaken; masih jahil ttg struktur pembina disini walaupun dh nearly 2months jd warga pembina kltn), bentangkan Hazad-deen, dan aft that Modul Pembangunan Generasi Al-Quran. I assumed this is why POTS lancarkn GenQ =)

nway, just wanna share ways to memorized hafalan baru.


we are advised to memorized 1/2 a page per day. the example given is for surah Dhuha (11 ayat). b4 menghafal, we need to perbetulkan our bacaan in front of people that read Quran better than us (eg: our naqibah).. ye laa, nnti struggle menghafal, then hafal yg salah lak.. uh uh.. sure tensi aft that. so, here comes the steps utk menghafal.


1. Baca ayat 1 hingga 11 dengan bertajwid hingga lancar for 10times, dengan melihat quran, make sure of the baris2 and huruf mad. eventho u already memorized it, jgn ngelat, sila tgk qur'an.


2. Mula menghafal ayat 1 dengan ulangan 60kali. ni lagi sekali, eventho aft 15time to dh ingat, tetap teruskn usaha hafal till 60kali. insyaAllah, Allah balas usaha.


3. Mula menghafal ayat ke 2 dengan ulangan 60 kali. tak aci wat 59kali je.


4. Gabung ayat 1 and 2, dan ulang 15 kali.


5. Mula menghafal ayat ke 3 dengan ulangan 60 kali.


6. Gabung ayat 1, 2 dan 3, dan ulang 15 kali.

7. These steps will be repeated till the end of 11 ayat (or end of 1/2 page utk hafalan2 lain).

8. But, utk gabungan ayat yang last (ie: ayat 1 till 11), bacaan diulang 30kali, bkn 15kali. bcoz this is the last gabungan. kalau 30kali tu x cukup, tambah lagi 30kali.


9. Tasmi' bacaan, dan jika terdapat kesalahan, tanda dengan pensil dibawah kalimah/baris. Aft tasmi', ulang bacaan yg betul sebanyak 15kali.


Masa tgh hafal hafalan baru tu, hafalan lama pun kene tasmi' gak.. nnti lupa =). mmg akan ada yg akan kata 'alaaa.... sampai 60kali nk kene ulang?!', busy laa, xde masa laaa... but kita BERUSAHA, ye? =) moga kita2 semua jd hafizah2..insyaAllah.


*daku yg selalu slow dlm menghafal.. kene brusaha keras! chaiyok2!!

how bUsy is BUSY??

Assalamualaikum wbt..

I had travel a lot for the last few weeks.. rasa mcm nk termuntah ade gak naik bas tuh.. huhu.. nway, btahan till i'm expert enough to drive myself..hehe... berusaha!!

went to visit my Naqibah in Melaka [cayang awak! =)].. she went back to NZ already, hopefully her exam went well.. insyaAllah..

the following week went to Semai Mesra =) seeing the juniors really brought back memories. it's really funny waiting for the juniors at the komuter station.. hehe... holding the Semai Mesra signboard. some of the guys there actually make fun of us. sabo je laa.. nway, we managed to ignored them. waited for a couple of hours.. dari panas, till mendung, then hujan dgn hebatnyer (managed to soak ourselves quite successfully :p ), then panas semula.. hehe....

i only spent 2days at the Semai Mesra. xsempat nk betul2 menyemaikan kemesraan with adik2. sabtu mlm ahad tu, i bertolak blk kmm..need to work on Sunday.. huhu.. i reserved my cuti for the following Sunday.

the following week was for JALINAN =D i hv been waiting for this event for few months. hehe... really want to meet the akhwat. staying in Trg sedikit sebyk dah men'slow'kn my tarbiyyah =/ prog2 pun xsebyk yg biasa we buat. insyaAllah, this year PEMBINA ganu will work harder. Gambatte!!

back to JALINAN, when i arrived at stesen komuter labu.. Subhanallah.. i only saw a whole lot of akhwat there =D hehe.. tiba2 jd excited terlebih. there's no one else (except few ikhwah yg satu komuter.. but they all trcampak jauh sket bcoz akhwat memenuhi ruang depan). i think, this is what we call ukhuwwah =) altho some of them i never met b4, but bila dh kumpul tu, cm dh lama kenal. hehe..

Overall, the best part in JALINAN was Ust Halim's speech.. if i were to describe it in a word, i would choose 'MasyaAllah'. totally terkesan dihati.. like we alwayz said.. sesuatu yg lahir dr hati, akan jatuh ke hati.. it reminds me back to the first time when our semangat bkobar2..dimana we feel kemanisan tarbiyyah n prjuangan.. sometimes i wonder, how come, aft came back.. it became pudar n malap? is it due to lack of bi'ah? tarbiyyah yg dilalui selama few years at OZ/NZ, x cukupkah utk teguhkn kita dijalan ini when we came back to M'sia? xmampukah utk bdiri dgn kaki sendiri? i always mengeluh (i know, it's not good).. i want my old naqibah..i want the surrounding, the prog like we used to do at Otago.. i want the same adik2, i want my hawariyyun, i want my 'iffah back.. but for how long should i live in my good old memory? someone told me.. if u want it, then u should stat your own usrah group, so u can plan activities like u used to do.. yes.. ideally i should...the question is not whether i could, but whether i'm willing to start.. i were too lost. i used to be in the comfort zone. not it's the time to go out, explore, take the chance, n just do it.. Alhamdulillah.. He sent me someone to ketuk my kepala n make me move.. planning, trying, n gathering my courage to do something.. working in Malaysia is just toooo diff from NZ. there are more challenges, more obstacles, and need more sacrifices.. but insyaAllah.. teguhkan hati, ikhlaskan niat.. moga Allah mmberkati dan terus mmberi kekuatan utk melangkah..

ish... camner blh jd diary tarbiyyah msia instead of jalinan, nih? nway.. ust halim's word, alhamdulillah, gave me more strength (moga Allah merahmati usahanya). back to jalinan, the place was Ok.. wat prog with ikhwah-akhwat, x sama cam wat prog ngan adik2.. we dont really need to care whether it's comfortable or not. hehe.. mlm time tido, nmpk cam kawasan pelarian pun ade gak. huhu.. for me, until 1 smtg, i still didnt managed to find a place to squeeze n sleep. huhu.. last2, aft removing whole lot of boxes, manage to have a short nap (i wont call it a sleep)..huhu.... the most memorable thing was, i actually managed to tertinggal bas balik! n it was the last bus!! that was the scariest moment in mylife.. waiting for my friend's mum to fetch me at the bus stand near Putra at 1230am.. mamat2 motor me'hon'kn me, n pakcik2 taxi keep berenti in front of me..seriously,all those time, i was thinking of running if anyone approaches..huhu.... Alhamdulillah, nothing bad happen.. but instead of ponteng keje ahad (i'm supposed to work ahad), i ponteng ahad n isnin..coz isnin prg br samp umah. hehe... (xde laa ponteng.. need to amik cuti tanpa gaji)

next is Mukhayyam zon timur.. waaa... this time, i pecahkn my own record. driving by myself to KT. x penah2 dlm sejarah hidup driving a long distance alone in Msia. walaupun xde laa jauh sgt, 3hours journey. but mmg survival laa.. i dont even know where's the place. samp2 area KT, i was totally lost. i got the address, but i didnt see any signboard to show the place. last2, berenti kt gerai2 mkn, and ask for direction (malu bertanya, sesat jalan :p ).. Allhamdulillah, Allah permudahkn, tempat mukhayyam tu just brhampiran ngan tmpt i ask the direction. i was among the first yg samp, apart from akhwat KT themselves.

gembira je kt mukhayyam.. some of akhwat Kltn were those yg dh join KLSPM last 2months =) jumpa baby ahmad albab =D chomeyy sgt (we gv him the came coz die suke main pintu masa kat KLSPM..hehe).. eventho ramai akhwt senior, but managed to blend in well. sporting je makcik2 nih rupenyer. from the taaruf n activities, i conclude that in order to tsabat in this, the family need to also be in jemaah.. everyone was asked about their zauj..hehe... n all answered that it was thro BM.. (i was impressed actually by this =) )

wah.. dh panjang rupenyer.. my younger sister was saying that 'kak.. ni, every weekend keje die mhabiskan duit je'.. but, i'm lucky that altho my family was not in this together, they never forbid n scold me when i 'went missing'.. smg Allah mmberikn hidayah n petunjuk kepada kami semua.. amiinn...

ok.. got lot of work to do.. till then.. Assalamualaikum ^^