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Di saat saya menulis blog ini, saya masih belum sehat, hidung masih lagi meleleh cuma demam sahaja yang dah berkurang.. Tujuan saya menulis blog malam ini, bukan nak berbicara tentang kesehatan saya tetapi tentang debaran di dalam hati nie..

Dalam masa 2 hari lagi saya akan digelar tunangan orang.. Mungkin orang kater poyo je budak nie, bertunang pun nak berdebar bukan nikah pun.. Buat orang yang berpikiran gitu, maaf ye saya ni memang seorang yang agak konservatif dalam bab2 cenggini, bukan apa, bila kiter dah ader ikatan pertunangan dengan seseorang nie, hubungan tuh bukan sahaja melibatkan dua hati yang tengah merancang membina masjid tapi turut melibatakan dua buah keluarga.. Seperti yang diketahui umum dan dinasehatkan oleh orang2 lama, biler bertunang nie banyak cabaran dan dugaannyer, cabaran tuh lebey hebat dari zaman berchenta.. Saya pun tak pasti sama ada penyataan nie benar ataw tidak sebab saya sendiri belum pernah melaluinyer.. Atas sebab2 itu juga lah debaran di hati nie makin kuat, mampukah saya melawan godaan tersebut? Mampukan saya mengatasi cabaran dan rintangan dalam hubungan kami kelak? Benarlah kata mak saya, "kiter takkan taw ape tindakan kiter melainkan kiter telah melalui saat2 tersebut". Saya masih lagi berdoa dan akan terus berdoa agar saya dan si dia diberikan kekuatan oleh Allah S.W.T untuk mengahdapi segala dugaan dariNYA, agar hubungan kami sentiasa dirahmati...

demam

~ feeling bad..demam tak kebah2..paler makin berat, batok makin twok, selsema pun makin laju jerk twun..dah lama tak demam macam nie..sempat ke sembuh sebelum majlis..doakan kesehatan saya ye kekawan!
huuhuuk...hopefully I will recover before the ceremony, if not I am sure I will look pale even with the make-up...
Pray for me ya!

My newfound addiction TV show~yummy

* Gossip girl *

Fainted+Fever=Stay Home!

Actually today me suppose kuar wit Nad and Encit Lee to buy some stuff yang masih tak cukup for the hantaran. Even I am not feeling well yet, still fever but still want to go. That's me! Tak suker tunjuk my weaknesses, as long boleh bertahan then I will try.

Three of us went together, Nad nak cari gambir, pinang tok sirih junjung, she suggested we go to Pasar Chow Kit, I never been there before so tak taw how it would like..Ingatkan ghupernya sama la seperti pasar biasa tapi salah telahan saya.. Pasar tu agak tertutup so pengudaraan tak best la, masa jalan2 tu paler dah dizzy semacam, lutut pun lemah je, tapi teruskan jugak sebab malas la nak mengada-ngada dok dalam kete je walaupun telah di'advise' oleh Nad supaya tunggu dalam kete je..Ok, at first everything seem okay for me, tetibe rasa tak tahan because NO AIR, rasa cam susah nak bernafas.. Saya pun ajak la Encit Lee kuar dari tempat yang terkepok itu [terkepok ni maknanyer pengudaraan yang tak lancar]. Then the story begin, dalam perjalanan nak balik ke kete tuh saya dah tak tahan, mata dah kelam2, suara org bercakap pun cam dah sayup2, kaki rasa cam dah tak berpijak kat tanah. Lastly I was fainted! Yeap, I was fainted at Pasar Chow Kit ya kekawan!..I dun know how the situation goes, but I feel somebody massage my head, my hand, ada bau minyak cap kapak lagi, and Encit Lee terpaksa mendukung saya tok bawa ke kete..Wahhhh, malu giler.. [seb bek tak sedar] Masa dia dukung tetibe sedar, time tuh malu lah, so suh dia twunkan saya then I walk by myself, tapi selepas beberapa langkah pitam balik..Iskk, during the moment only God known how worried he was that time...Yang kelakarnyer die cete, ada makcik tuh tanya die "is ur wife pregnant", nak tergelak pun ader agaknyer die time tuh..[buat makcik yang bertanya, maaf kak, kami belum berkahwin]..
Biler agak2 dah lega, then he walked me to the car..Dalam kete dah ader aircond, dah lap peluh tetibe je saya twos gelak sebab rasa geli hati..how come I can fainted in this public area, and there also a hero that willing to carry me all along the way! jauh taw and I am heavy ya!

And then we to clinic again, even yesterday baru je jumpe doc. By the way, credit to TM coz provide me the medical facilities, so I don need to use any of my penny to pay for the treatment.
Doc advise me to take more rest, my glucose are low, take care of my diet.. after this I want to nap all day long...

P/S : Thanks to all people yang bagi air, minyak cap kapak masa saya pengsan tuh... And thousand to Encit Lee for carried me, ur hand mesti lenguh kan? hee, sorry coz make u worried on me.. Next time, saya janji if tak sehat I will stay home diam2..

TanGGing game 2.

1. Your Origin: Malay+Minang

2. Your Hometown: Perak&Malacca

3. Your major study: Telecommunication Engineering

4. Your medicine(s): Panadols.

5. Your Computer: is superb. banyak membantu dalam kehidupan, chewahh!

6. Your ambition: To be better person, better woman. better and better and better than now..

7. Your hope for future: Live the life fullest. Happy. Blessing from Allah & my parents.

8. Your latest sin: Leave it between me and our creator.

9. Your Perfume: Women on Earth by Avon, suker! bcoz it really suit me & my character.

10. Your Shampoo: Sunsilk limau purut.

11. Your TV: Living room- Panasonic.

12. Your best photo shot ever did in your life: A picture of me with background of Semenyih Damn. Ppl used to said it looks like postcard..

13. Your most comfort dressing: home outfit- pant bunge2 with t-shirt.

14. Your most adored person: Mak+Ayah. My sweetheart.

15. Your gadget that you're most proud of: My laptop, pink kaler!

16. Your cigarette: Dont smoke! Waste ur money~money.

17. Your hollywood superstar wannabe: Ermm, dunno la..

18. Your fave place for hang out: Borders. Kinokuniya. MPH. hee. BookWorm!

19. Your most DISLIKED color: Striking color!

20. Your worst movie ever watched?: Date Movie~buduh betoi citer tuh..

21 .Your interests at this time: Little black dress novel collection.

22. Your fave magz: Cleo.

23. Your fave childhood (or present) hero: Tomato Man~still remember the song too..

24. Your next album to buy: None in mind.

25. Your next movie to watch: Chronicles of Narnia!~Prince Caspian.

26. Your dream place to get married: As long I'm married to the guy i love, it must be the very wonderful & beautiful day for me. No matter where our ceremony being held. I dream to wear the most beautiful dress for my wedding, thats enough for me!

27. Your hairstyle: black hair.

28. Your most exciting decade: 20th century, leaving school, in university, start to work, now preparing for others life as a women [alam perkahwinan], all the bitter n sweet happens in one decades.

29. Your type of boy/girlfriend: He is Mr Nice Guy, perfect to me. There's chemistry between us, and only me & him knows how it feel. For me, he came with the complete package, handsome [he must be really proud when he read this statement], softspoken, and most important he makes me to be better person.

30. Your friend who knows u very well (opposite sex): Of course Mr Nice Guy la..

31. Your feeling now about LOVE: Love comfort me~now, feel like I'm floating in the air of love..Sayang, love you more than love.

32. Your fave website(s): www.shoppingNsales.com

33. Your quotes of life: Beribadat seperti akan mati besok, bekerja seperti akan hidup seribu tahun lagik..

34. Your talent that people has already know?: singing haaahaa only my frens know how good I am with it =P (rite Hani?Saz?Azrin?Liza?Take?). Dont laugh at me okay? i know I have a good voice..Hurmm?

35. Your fave legend (person): definitely Tunku Abd Rahman, he free our country. Dr M, he make changes to Malaysia, and we gain respect & recognition from others country.

36. Your fave place to visit when you're in deep misery: to be beside my loved~Encit Lee. Listen & talk to him make me feel relief. Much better. Make me laugh too. Make me forget all the misery behind!

37. Your last song lyrics which stucked in your brain: Ku Merindu oooo [by Ella]

38. Your opinion about life around you now: Just nice.

39. Your fave brand : Dont care too much on brand, as long its suit me.

40. The thing you miss: I miss him~Encit Lee..opss, is he consider as thing?

42. Last thing you bought: Mee Goreng banyak minyak~eurghhh...

Jom TaGGing!

1. FAVORITE BREAKFAST IS: telor separuh masak+roti bakar
2. THE MOVIE I'VE WATCHED MOST NUMBER OF: a walk to remember. 10 things i hate about you.
3. LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: history..sooo boring!!
4. SPEND MY LEISURE TIME: reading novel. surfing the net. blogging. tv. movie. drama.
5. WORST SMELL? makanan yang dah basi..yukss!!nak muntah..
6. IF I COULD HAVE ANY CAR IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE? MURANO..yeap!! orange in color, soo smartt..
7. FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE? massakk. tukar cadar.
8. WHEN I WAS A KID I DREAMT OF BECOMING A: veterinar
9. FAVORITE COLOR/s? white. gold. purple. pink especially.
10.FAVORITE PERFORMER(S)? dunno...
11. IF I COULD REPEAT COLLEGE, I'D TAKE: I will take engineering again coz i love analytical thinking. maths. logic bla..bla..and i hate facts!
12. THREE THINGS I CAN'T FORGET BEFORE GOING TO SCHOOL? tepon. dwet. books [stimulate my curiosity].
13. FIRST THING I'LL BUY WITH MY FIRST SALARY: treat my family to nice place for dinner.
14. I'D LIKE TO BE REMEMBERED AS: a friend & forever friend.
15. IF A BOOK WAS MADE INTO A MOVIE, WOULD YOU STILL BOTHER TO READ THE BOOK? yes. I think story in original more much much better that movie.. Despite, i love to read..
16. SPECIALTY IN COOKING? sambal ayam kicap.
17. PRESENT CRUSHES? no one!
18. FAVORITE HANG-OUT? with my frens. its always happening with all of us being together no matter where we are.
19. BEST PLACE TO SHOP? anywhere. most important price is reasonable & good stuff.
20. DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH PLAYS? yes! it so real, but i dont have time to watch it.

21. FAVORITE PLACE IN YOUR HOUSE? my room.
22. BEST GIFT YOU'VE RECEIVED? love all the gift i got!thanks ya..
23. WEIRDEST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? erm eraser. a box of eraser. but during that time i was addicted to play with it.
24. GIFT THAT YOU WANT TO RECEIVE AS OF THIS MOMENT? banyak. DVD camcoder. camera phone. plenty plenty of books by my fav author. holiday in island. wow...there's more~!
25. WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE BEST QUALITY OF PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? the cute baby face~farah
26. YAHOO OR HOTMAIL: yahoo
27. LEFT OR RIGHT: right
28. BLACK OR WHITE: white
29. BLACK OR BLUE PEN: definitely black.
30. SANDALS OR SHOES: both. mostly sandals. more comfortable, bley lompat2 lagik!plus, wedges..selesa ya!
31. COLGATE OR HAPPEE: colgate
32.chopsticks or spoon and fork? prefer my hands, lebey sedap.
33. ROBOCOP OR RAMBO: rambo, he was so survival.
34. JOLLIBEE OR McD: McD la, double cheese burger & prosperity.. Jollibee tak pernah dengar pon..
35. COKE OR PEPSI: dua2 tak suke. hate karbonate+gassy drink.
36. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO: my Mr Nice Guy, Encit Lee.
37. LAST PERSON WHO TEXTED YOU: Encit Lee too, asking on the work trip to Malacca tomorrow.
38. LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU LAUGH: Him again!
39. LAST TIME I CRIED: two days ago while my car being crash with the stupid tembok! Habes calar my second hubby~
40. YOU SEE ME ALWAYS DRINKING: skyjuice.

42. WHO YOU WANT TO TAG? saz. mawar. am. maz. fizi. iemah. patem. my sayang~adlee.

Newborn. One Utama. Mom Day. Out of Town

Salam~
Yesterday went to Encit Lee's brother's house at Keramat to visit her newborn niece..Sangat cumell baby itue, really cute with her pink chubby cheek, like i want to squeeze her..Kecik. Merah. wangi. Suker tido baby itu [ sayang, biler nak dapat anak sendirik nie? Naada, kawen pon belom ader hati nak anak :P ] Her name was Nur Damia Amna given by her parents a.k.a kak Long & Along and she looks alike her fathers so swheett, i like it! [old folk use to said, if anak perempuan used to look like her father nama nyer sejokk ati, lucky you Kak Long!].. Erm I think people used to say my look just alike my father or in other word fotostate my father, so it does meant I am sejokk ati too.. Am i Encit Lee dear? If yes, lucky you got me! [yeay..just finished angkat bakul masuk sendiri :P]
And now Encit Lee has new tittle Pak Ngah yeay yeay..and me future to be Mak Ngah [iskk udah berangan ko ye..]
Neway, congratz for Along family

After that went to One Utama met all my buddies, xpecially Saz that just flying back from Germany..Sebenarnye semangat nak p jumpe coz nak collect gift tapi Saz tinggal dalam kete lak..La la la la padan muka! Next time la ye..

And mom days are coming..
Dearest mak, u're the queen of my heart..
Happy mother's day to all valuable mom in this world..
We love u mom!

And I'll not be here until Friday, so there's will not be any update [for my beloved blog] from me until I am return from the work trip~huhh the laziesttttt thing to me go out from the town for a job training matters..eurgghhh..