Damn.
Today has been weird.
I'm in a very strange mood. It may have something to do with these pills my trainer recommended to me for energy (I am working 80-100 hour weeks all month) that have ephedra and some other questionable ingredients in them. I think they make me angry. Can a pill make you angry? OH! Maybe there's steroids in them! Don't steroids make you mad? Damn. I need to research the crap on this label. Ack!
Anyways.
I usually buy cds once or twice a week. I'm very A.D.D. about music. Gotta have something new to be obsessed with, then I flip back to an old favorite, then back to something new.....changing artists and genres.....flip flop flip flop...
I went cd shopping today at lunch.
Everything I picked up, everything I looked at, reminded me of something or someone, and all of a sudden I started feeling sad.
*Internal dialogue, as I walked around the store*
- Well, I need to replace that new Coldplay cd that I broke and that older Staind cd but that reminds me too much of (name deleted).
- Maybe I'll get that Mudvayne cd. Nope, that reminds me too much of (name deleted).
- Hmmm.....maybe replace my Peter Gabriel greates hits. No, that reminds me of (name deleted).
- I've been meaning to check out Audioslave......nope, detour, reminds me of (name deleted).
Damnit!
I snapped out of it, realized what I was doing and got really pissed off at myself.
So....
I bought them all.
And now I am forcing myself to listen to them.
I am taking back this music.
Fuck those people. FUCK THEM! FUCK THEM! FUCK THEM!!!!!!!!!!
(I really think I should stop taking these pills.)
13 comments:
Bi-polar much? And I see you have a spam comment troll.
I like deleting spam Bane. It makes me happy. If I don't get some every day, my trigger finger starts itching.
;)
As far as the bi-polar thing goes, I'll have to ask my sweet side about that when/if she reappears.
Yeah, blondage, Fuck 'Em! I'm feeling a little of your rage too. Just got my toes stepped on. It pisses me off. Sensitive people need to look outside of themselves and GET OVER IT! Bah, fuck 'em.
I definitely love to kiss. Oh yes.....that would make me feel better.....
Oh wait, did you mean the other kind of sugar?
:)
I don't get mad very often. I really think these pills are bad for me....but I have to say, I feel like I could kick anyone's ass right now. SO empowering. ROOOAAAAAARRRRRR!!!!!
Bring it on!
Which part Will, the kissing or the ass kicking? LOL!
ROFLMAO!!!! Ya know what? That might actually be kinda fun Tesco. It might help purge the bad memories.....hmmmmm......
I checked the label EFM. Nope, no Haldol.
:)
*grin* You're probably right Billy. But they make me feel soooooooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!
Both, silly.
Yes, Blondage, the epinephrine can do that to you in a big way.
Been there, done that. Stuff like that is occasional stuff at best and the risks, in my humble opinion, far, far, outweigh the benefits. Herbs are still drugs....
Seriously, though, if I take that stuff say, more than 3 days in a row...I am the world's BIGGEST bitch and right crazy to boot.
*giggling* Ok Will. Your blog or mine?
Kelly, I am trying to taper off of it, but boy am I going to miss the morning spaz attacks......
Morning spaz attacks? Hell, I don't need epinephrine for that...I have kids...LOL!
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