I love it and hate it all in the same breath.
I love catching up with people, blogs and my friends.
I love making friends.
I love that I am documenting little bits and pieces of our lives. (i am a HORRIBLE journal writer)
I love that I can google anything at any time of day and find an answer to a random piece of trivia.
I hate that I spend time on my computer that I could be spending with my family.
I hate that I feel like I have to get permission to take a break.
I hate that I feel guilty for not commenting on blogs or facebook.
I hate that I feel guilty over not posting on my blog.
I guess what I am trying to say is that I may or may not be around for while. I am still figuring out the working mom and wife thing. I am probably going to be a horrible friend for awhile. (you can still text me or email me anytime - and please do)
Eventually I will try, try again.
Until then, I might be here and there every now and again, but for right now, I need to get rid of the guilt. I realize no one cares if I post or not or if I comment, but I guess this is me giving myself permission.
I can go a week or two without logging on to the internet. It's OKAY! I will survive without knowing what is happening in everyones lives. It's okay if I don't go back and read a weeks worth of facebook updates. (yes, I am lame)
Hopefully I will be back soon with GUILT-FREE posts.
Until then, I'll be chillin' with my favorite boys and trying to be a better wife and mother.
