Showing posts with label Message. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Message. Show all posts

Monday, December 10, 2012

I know too.


Frank Sinatra by Cake

We know of an ancient radiation 
That haunts dismembered constellations
We know about jins, angels, the so-called 'aliens'. We ARE alone in this universe. But we certainly not alone in this world. There are no extra-terrestrials beings. There are only beings from other dimensions.

A faintly glimmering radio station 
...and they are all agitated. The End is near. Hehehe...

While Frank Sinatra sings "Stormy Weather" 
The flies and spiders get along together 
Cobwebs fall on an old skipping record
And while time and space slowly verge into the natural half-cycle vortex of chaos,
While mankind consumed by the joys of pleasures, the walls between realms are slowly diminishing.
Even natural enemies will have to get along to face the self-destructing nature of slef-knowledge.

(take a breather)

Beyond the suns that guard this roof
Beyond your understanding that you think helped you survived,

Beyond your flowers of flaming truth 
Beyond your knowledge of Tree and Flower of Life,

Beyond your latest ad campaigns
And beyond your inventions in mind-control,


An old man sits collecting stamps 
In a room all filled with Chinese lamps 
He saves what others throw away 
He says that he'll be rich someday 
Most throw away what they know not of its value,
Yet someone who had the wisdom and knew,
Collects it for the worldly pleasure.
And what a fitting ending for such.


We know of an ancient radiation 

That haunts dismembered constellations 
A faintly glimmering radio station 
We know of an ancient radiation 
That haunts dismembered constellations 
A faintly glimmering radio station

While Frank Sinatra sings "Stormy Weather" 
The flies and spiders get along together 
Cobwebs fall on an old skipping record

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Depression, Capitalism and suicide


Suicide cases are on the rise in Malaysia. A study done by the National Suicide Registry Malaysia back in 2007 revealed that most suicide cases occured in married Chinese male. A recent article in freemalaysiatoday.com suggested that chinese male still tops the list. Comparing the suicide cases between Malaysia and Singapore sees a common trend where married male chinese tend to be more suicidal than female.

OK...

Among the cause of suicide were financial, legal and job related issues. Sounds like money related problems. Although investigators point out that spiritual strength could be the factor why suicide cases in the other two main races in Malaysia were lower, social perspective and way of life of the Chinese which heavily revolves around money and modern living, could also play a role in suicide case. The chinese race leads the others in Malaysia in terms of gathered wealth.

So, tired hubby comes home, wifey asks money to go to spa, hubby got no money, wifey got sad, hubby gone mad, hubby kill himself.

Depression is another main cause of suicide. Prolonged exposure to depression (i.e more than two weeks) could potentially lead to suicide. The rise of depression case is of no surprise since the world is undergoing economic fluctuations and people could easily get depressed when they got no money. Most Malaysian are living on monthly salary and to those who are on the 'barely surviving' list, they are potentially exposed to depression for 2 weeks (starting from the middle of the month). Although it subsides the moment one received his paycheck, one day he will grow tired of the same vicious cycle.

OK. Hubby got tired money never enough, kill himself after CNY...

It is not an understatement to say that capitalism is affecting our lives. We work long hours to keep up with the lifestyle, to pay the bills and rents, we dont really care about our health, spirituality or even family. We dont go to social events unless attendance is recorded. And these things are not only affecting the chinese. It's affecting everyone in this country.

The horrifying part is that most cases happend to age range between 25-45. Bare in mind that these statistics are reported cases gathered in selected hospitals and institutions. Which mean that the rate of suicide could be higher than recorded. So the 25-45 Malaysian population is either under alot of stress, depressed or suicidal. No wonder we're running out of brains.

Two new outcomes are expected from these observations: suicidal or depressed victims could lead to self-destruction (i.e submit into alcoholism or drug abuse hence suicide cases will continue to rise) or the crime rate is going to increase (or becomes more creative).

If no more natural disasters happen until end of 2012, or the Koreans dont invlove in war, we expect to see this after Malaysian public got nothing else to take their minds off after #GE13.

And we seriously pray we're wrong. Like always...

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Skizo Fans Everywhere!

A fan's car at Rembau recently
He tried to spell 'skizo' but, you know...
We got to give it to him for trying...

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Underground dan Mentaliti POST SPM-ers

Dunia underground dipenuhi dengan budakbudak yang masih tercari-cari identiti. Bila bercakap pasal identiti, mestilah masingmasing mahukan keunikan. Kelainan. Ini secara tidak langsung membuatkan apa saja yang taboo dalam masyarakatnya nampak seperti pilihan-pilihan yang menarik. Kerana mempunyai identiti bermakna mendapatkan perhatian. Tak nampaklah uniknya kalau si mamat tu tak stand out bila di line upkan dengan mat skema atau mat jiwang. Jika di luar negara, aliran metal, anarchy dan satanism itu taboo. Dan mereka mulalah mencipta hujah dalam menghalalkan identiti yang mereka pilih. Dan hujah mereka biasanya yang boleh diterima akal sebab yang mengeluarkannya adalah akal juga.

Dunia underground memang dipenuhi dengan rebel. Ada yang rebel with a cause. Ramai juga yang sekadar nak rebellious ajer. Nak jadi rebel, benda pertama yang diperjuangkan ialah hak bersuara. Kebebasan bersuara. Kebebasan berpikir. Kebebasan nak buat apa saja dalam hidupnya. Yang dia taktahu ialah sifat rebellious ini perosak kemajuan. Kerana manusia tak boleh maju jika dia berseorangan. Dan me-rebel dalam hati, tak nampak uniknya. Tak cool. Dan dalam underground, cool itu sama penting dengan knowledge.

Dalam menimba knowledge pulak, puak underground memang akan lari dari halhal keagamaan. Kerana hal keagamaan pada mereka menyekat akan kebebasan lifestyle dan berpikir mereka yang berlandaskan otak dan nafsu seorang budakbudak yang masih cuba memahami apa erti kebebasan (kalau kat Malaysia: budak lepasan SPM). Lagi tolerate mereka terhadap sesuatu, maka lagi open minded dan lagi knowledgeable lah imej mereka. Tak hairan jika kita dengar bebudak underground lebih gemar mengulang-ulang quote sapa ntah yang dirasakan cool sebagai hujahnya. Memanglah katakata mamat sapa ntah itu masuk akal sebab erti kebebasan yang mereka tahu ialah sekadar erti duniawi. Walhal kebebasan yang hakiki, adalah LARI dari cengkaman keduniaan dan nafsu. Hahaha. Sai Baba dan Buddha pun tahu. Peliknya, orang yang knowledgeable itu masih tak mahu tahu. Dan dalam banyak-banyak kitab yang dibacanya, Al-Quran tak pulak disentuhnya. Kan terang-terang kena tipu dek setan, tu?

Dan setelah sekian lama dalam underground, sepatutnya mereka yang BENAR-BENAR BERFIKIR kerana nak tau tentang semua yang di atas, akan dapat hidayah. Kerana berfikir itu amatlah digalakkan dalam Islam, AGAMA DALAM REALITI INI. Tetapi pemikiran itu mestilah mengikut batasan yang berlandaskan Al-Quran. Kerana ilmu itu memang umpama lautan yang luas, dan otak manusia hanya boleh menganalisa satu perkara pada satusatu masa. Jika dia cuba menganalisa semua kandungan lautan ilmu dalam realiti ini sekali rap, maka dia akan keliru, tertekan dan akhirnya kembali ke dalam batasan keduniaan. Sebab itulah Al-Quran itu dijadikan landasan. Agar kita dapat memahami realiti ini secara sistematik. Bukan secara mantik atau lojik.

Tidak hairanlah jika kita lihat kadar perubahan bebudak underground dalam dan luar negara ke arah Islam amatlah pesat. Tetapi amatlah sedih bila kita perhatikan anak bangsa kita, yang telah sedia ada diberikan buku manual dunia ini kepadanya, dan bertahun join atau mingle dengan alam underground, tak juga bebas-bebas dari kepompong kecetekan pemikiran.

P/s: Aku tak heranlah dengan orang half-cooked macam sesapa saja. Sebab diorang sebenarnya dalam perjalanan ke SATANISM. Tak caya? Cuba check believe diorang dengan benda kat bawah ni...

Aku malas nak explain sesatu. Dan aku taknak link kan korang ke gereja setan. Aku nasihatkan korang JANGAN google benda ni. Cukup setakat ini saja.
Sebab tanpa ilmu dan pembimbing, korang boleh terpengaruh.

Full grown satanist pun aku lempang, inikan pulak post SPM-ers...Cheh!



The Nine Satanic Statements
from The Satanic Bible, ©1969
by Anton Szandor LaVey

1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!
5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!
Quote:


The Nine Satanic Sins
by Anton Szandor LaVey ©1987

1. Stupidity—The top of the list for Satanic Sins. The Cardinal Sin of Satanism. It’s too bad that stupidity isn’t painful. Ignorance is one thing, but our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people going along with whatever they are told. The media promotes a cultivated stupidity as a posture that is not only acceptable but laudable. Satanists must learn to see through the tricks and cannot afford to be stupid.
2. Pretentiousness—Empty posturing can be most irritating and isn’t applying the cardinal rules of Lesser Magic. On equal footing with stupidity for what keeps the money in circulation these days. Everyone’s made to feel like a big shot, whether they can come up with the goods or not.
3. Solipsism—Can be very dangerous for Satanists. Projecting your reactions, responses and sensibilities onto someone who is probably far less attuned than you are. It is the mistake of expecting people to give you the same consideration, courtesy and respect that you naturally give them. They won’t. Instead, Satanists must strive to apply the dictum of “Do unto others as they do unto you.” It’s work for most of us and requires constant vigilance lest you slip into a comfortable illusion of everyone being like you. As has been said, certain utopias would be ideal in a nation of philosophers, but unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately, from a Machiavellian standpoint) we are far from that point.
4. Self-deceit—It’s in the “Nine Satanic Statements” but deserves to be repeated here. Another cardinal sin. We must not pay homage to any of the sacred cows presented to us, including the roles we are expected to play ourselves. The only time self-deceit should be entered into is when it’s fun, and with awareness. But then, it’s not self-deceit!
5. Herd Conformity—That’s obvious from a Satanic stance. It’s all right to conform to a person’s wishes, if it ultimately benefits you. But only fools follow along with the herd, letting an impersonal entity dictate to you. The key is to choose a master wisely instead of being enslaved by the whims of the many.
6. Lack of Perspective—Again, this one can lead to a lot of pain for a Satanist. You must never lose sight of who and what you are, and what a threat you can be, by your very existence. We are making history right now, every day. Always keep the wider historical and social picture in mind. That is an important key to both Lesser and Greater Magic. See the patterns and fit things together as you want the pieces to fall into place. Do not be swayed by herd constraints—know that you are working on another level entirely from the rest of the world.
7. Forgetfulness of Past Orthodoxies—Be aware that this is one of the keys to brainwashing people into accepting something new and different, when in reality it’s something that was once widely accepted but is now presented in a new package. We are expected to rave about the genius of the creator and forget the original. This makes for a disposable society.
8. Counterproductive Pride—That first word is important. Pride is great up to the point you begin to throw out the baby with the bathwater. The rule of Satanism is: if it works for you, great. When it stops working for you, when you’ve painted yourself into a corner and the only way out is to say, I’m sorry, I made a mistake, I wish we could compromise somehow, then do it.
9. Lack of Aesthetics—This is the physical application of the Balance Factor. Aesthetics is important in Lesser Magic and should be cultivated. It is obvious that no one can collect any money off classical standards of beauty and form most of the time so they are discouraged in a consumer society, but an eye for beauty, for balance, is an essential Satanic tool and must be applied for greatest magical effectiveness. It’s not what’s supposed to be pleasing—it’s what is. Aesthetics is a personal thing, reflective of one’s own nature, but there are universally pleasing and harmonious configurations that should not be denied.

Monday, December 20, 2010

Homophobia?


What's all the fuss about homosexuality?
akuskizo says:
BORING
 (we talked about it 20 years ago) 

But don't hate the gays or the lesbos or the tomboys or the pengkids! 
we are at war with something greater than those fags


So, we're homophobic?
Nope.
It's the other way around
YOU'RE PRO-SODOMY


Because one of basic human nature is TO BREED (no offense to those mandul by fate)
Promoting homosexuality is against this nature.


So, who's the fag now?

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Snap from Schizo# 4

Sedikit ART hitam putih dari Schizophrenic # 4

Klik untuk besarkan..

Thursday, October 28, 2010

To my lonely friends


Remember this song? This is the song that attracted me into underground.

I walk alone, I'm lonely
Why should we hear your problems? 
I sit at home, I'm crying
Don't wanna know, we don't care
My baby's gone, she left me
Suits you right boy, you now it
My world gone wrong, please help me
We have no time, no beat it! 


And everyday, we share our dreams
And everynight, we laugh at things
Now you don't care, now you don't feel
So many friends, now where they'll be? 
Now you tell me... 


My message to YOU (yeah YOU. You know who YOU are)
I CARE so don't turn your back on me!






Monday, October 11, 2010

Anda Mahu Skizo?



Ramai yang tanya: Camana rasanya paranoid tu?
Nak rasa? Camni caranya:

Ada macam-macam cara dan perangai untuk kurangkan tidur

1) Kurangkan tidur (tapi jangan tak tido langsung)

Tidur dalam 3-4 jam jer sehari. Tapi jangan masa tak tido tu korang bantai tengok movie atau TV. Produce something. Lukis atau tulis apa saja yang bermain di kepala hotak korang. Bila tulisan berbau emo, lawan balik dengan lawak. Ini ialah adab pertama.

Tapi bila dah terhidang, makan je laa. Kalau dah tau tak habis, kongsi laa

2) Kurangkan makan (bila makan pun sikit jer)

Bila kurang makan, korang susah nak tido. Kandungan darah pun jadi cair dan ini melancarkan pergerakanya dalam pembuluh darah. Tips#1 dan 2 akan buatkan kendungan oksigen dalam otak berkurangan. Bila dah buat 2 tips pertama ni, korang dinasihatkan jangan memandu. Takut-takut blackout dan menyusahkan bomba dan polis pulak nantik.

Passion jer sex. Passion jer sex. Jumud betul la orang kapir ni

3) Mesti ada passi (passion)

Ia bermula dengan hobi atau minat. Bila aku kata passi, maknanya benda tu kita minat giler. Bukan sekadar nak try atau ikut-ikut. Gunakan masa yang terluang (sebab da kurangkan masa tidur dan makan) untuk meneroka jauh ke dalam hobi ini. Ada yang suka dengan politik. Ada yang suka dengan agama. Jangan suka pada porn pulak. Ni tak membantu sebab ia berlawanan dengan tips# 1 dan 2 (bila dah cum, gerenti nak  makan dan tido. Otak pun sembab jer)

Self-explanatory

4) Bila anda marah, DIAM dan jangan melawan

Pendamkan perasaan marah (tapi jangan jadi pendendam). Gunakan perasaan itu untuk mengkreatifkan kepala hotak kita untuk mencari jalan bagaimana nak elakkan orang dari marah lagi pada kita. Kalau kita amrah bukan sebab salah kita, jangan layan perasaan macam bagus tu sebab ia akan evolve jadi keangkuhan. Skizo yang angkuh sangatlah berbahaya.


5) Banyakkan makan kismis dan minum susu yang macam Anmum (yang galakkan peningkatan neuron)


Kismis dan susu menambahkan bilangan neuron dalam kepala hotak kita. Bila banyak neuron, lagi banyak paranoia menarik yang kita akan dapat. Kita juga akan dapat lihat satu-satu perkara dari angle yang kita sendiri tak sedar kewujudannya. Silap-silap, kita boleh kontrol spektrum cahaya yang kita nak lihat yang melalui retina mata kita. Tu sebab budak-budak U masa tengah exam selalu dapat histeria.


6) Tangguhkan bayaran bayar bil anda (tapi simpan duit tu!)

Dan tips inilah trigger point nya. Bila dah buat semua yang di atas, buat yang ni pulak.
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Setakat ini dulu tips skizo untuk minggu ini. Tak guna aku terus bagi tips level intermediate kalau tips level dumies pun korang tak amalkan. Korang kena buat semua tips ini serentak untuk hasil yang cepat. Kalau kau student, buat benda-benda ni masa takde duit. Lagi senang paranoidnya.

Jadi, bila dah paranoid, kita buat apa? Kita cuba lawan balik paranoia itu dengan lojik dan akal. Masa tulah nantik kita akan sampai tahap ini

Friday, August 27, 2010

Kehebatan Melayu 1 -Andy McKee

Aku dah tahap boring dengan dunia muzik. Dunia muzik undeground lagi laa. Asyik-asyik lagu camtu la jugak. 20 tahun aku tinggalkan underground, camtu lah jugak rupanya. Tak berubah-ubah.

Anyway, sebagai pengubat duka, dukun muzik aku: Azil menunjukkan padaku satu video clapping pakai guitar kapok. Agak menarik jugak laa