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moment.
That moment came.
Its decisions were not such as I had hoped; but it left me, at least, without that painful burden, which I trust never to bear again Nature keeps so many secrets, that I had supposed the moral writers exaggerated the dangers and plagues of keeping them; but they cannot exaggerate.
All that can be said about mine is, that I at least acted out, with, to me, tragic thoroughness, ‘The wonder, a woman keeps a secret.’
As to my not telling you, I can merely say, that I was keeping the information from my family and dearest friends at home; and, had you remained near me a very little later, you would have been the very first person to whom I should have spoken, as you would have been the first, on this side of the water, to whom I should have written, had I known where to address you. Yet I hardly hoped for your sympathy, dear W——. I am very glad if I have it. May brotherly love ever be returned unto you, in like measure.
Ossoli desires his love and respect to be testified to you both.
to the Marchioness Visconti Arconati.
Reading a book called ‘The Last Days of the Republic in Rome,’ I see that my letter, giving my impressions of that period, may well have seemed to you strangely partial.
If we can meet as once we did, and compare notes in the same spirit of candor, while making mutual allowance for our different points of view, your testimony and opinions would be invaluable to me. But will you have patience with my democracy,—my revolutionary spirit?
Believe that in thought I am more radical than ever.
The heart of Margaret you know,—it is always the same.
Mazzini is immortally dear to me
