To Rev. Convers Francis.
My thoughts run on in the wildest way to-day. For the first time these six weeks, I have somebody in the kitchen to do my work; and there is a whole boys' school set loose in my brain, kicking up heels, throwing up caps, hurrahing, chasing butterflies,everything in short, except drowning kittens. So you must not look for anything like coherence. To go back to my hobby of twenty years, i. e. the forms of ideas. See you not how that old jangling pair, necessity and free-will, are shown in the tendency of all things to decay and reproduction? in mysticism and rationalism? in conservatism and reform? Forever in the universe, and the universe containing man, there is one hand winged, and the other chained. Because of necessity and free-will, [40] the revolving worlds keep their places. The sun is their necessity, centrifugal force their strong freewill. And those two opposing ideas, which regulate the motion of the stars, are constantly taking form in the most trivial actions of my daily life. By my soul, though free — will has a hard battle in these latter times, necessity presses like a patent screw.