luck

wednesday is an early day which means school ends at 12 for me. i end school hungry. because there are no breaks. then we went for og lunch at the collabarium. i think its our second favourite place after the playground assembly ground (: but it has a funny smell. the way old t-shirts have a funny crummy smell but you still like it cos its sentimental and soft the way you like it.
there are a million essays i am supposed to complete. there's history review, 2 hist term papers, 2 lit P.C.s, one econs essay. and 4 of these are due this friday. .faint* oh! its gerry n ruf's bday tmr. i got gerry sth but not yet ruth. dear me. dear her. how.
the hockey team is riddled with so many fault lines. we might just explode like an earthquake. i am not being insensitive here. i have every sympathy for the disaster victims but talking about it isn't going to do them any harm. its funny how chinese brains think. like how they think if you talk about bad luck you get bad luck or if you talk about death- you die?
went to visit anna at mount eliz with cherie. she had viral flu then bacterial infection then now tonsilitis. poor girl. then me n cherie went for lunch and had a girl's talk. i like talking to her. i can talk in the brokenest english and about the touchiest stuff and she just trusts me, you know? so thanks girl. though i doubt you'l be reading this. unless i give u my blog add. hm.
and the woh woh gang also. sometimes you meet a group of friends who make you feel special and no matter what they say you're always reassured n fuzzed up in their company. and its not only one way. there's vertical growth. we're all God-reachers. and He reaches down n speaks to us. we have this thick buzzing connection that keeps us tied together and to Him. and its just wonderful. really appreciate you girls.
then met luke at borders and bought gerry's monster book. it really really suits her. i can imagine her pointing at the monster n mimicking its face and saying so cool! haha i think i got abit high in borders and the whole night actually. first time i was that way with luke maybe -except im like that with the woh woh gang all the time- but very much subdued when in school with my hockey friends. am i being stifled? ponderous. then luke walked me home. or i walked him home. i cant tell which. but it was cool. (: it was fun. so thanks. ice cream.



mister god is sovereign he knows so much more than purvis. we dont know all there is to nature but God knows all there is to science. and for purvis to debate with himself so much about God, instead of plain apathy and cold ignorance, it shows that he's still trying to find out the truth. and God is truth. we were all made with a hole on the inside of us. a God-shaped hole that purvis is cramming with talk.

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