so this is how it feels like to be second? im telling you it sucks. and im not talking about grades. new year day is never a bubbly happy one for me. i remember crying 1/2 years ago. cos i went for supper after watchnight n my parents couldnt contact me on the phone. so when i got back. i really got it. bad.
and right now the uncertainty sucks. the waiting and not knowing if it will happen. if there's anything. but. its only been 20days right. right? so its not fair to expect anything. more.
rupert brooke .love, by nature, exacts a pain/unequalled on the rack.
margaret atwood .the days are gone. only one day remains, the one you're in.
.permit me the present tense.
im just a name in the list?
.the leftover after the regrets have been torn down digested and scattered over the ground. a dear friend.
it hurts.
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