Bridesmaid

I don’t really have enough time to travel to all places to deliver my wedding invitation cards, cause you know firstly, I come back home quite late, so I really have to spend my time wisely and secondly, my friends are utterly scattered all over Malaysia! It’s impossible to just go to Penang to hand the card to Irfan then go further to Perlis to see Iffa. I mean, you think I own a private jet or what? Hahaha.

And yes thank god we have Facebook now (Mark Zuckerberg really helps in all way!) that I can just send them the invitation online. How easy the life is! But since they’ve limited the number of guests, now up to 500 guests only zzz, so I need to go through all my friends properly and select the suitable ones.

Mark needs to understand, we Malay people just need to invite all the friends as a sign of a common courtesy. Of course, not everyone could come. They may have their own priority, but dear Mark, we just gotta invite them okay.

So I thought I made a perfect decision, until…

Two goons appeared.

Shushy commented on the invitation page wall saying she couldn’t come. While inserting her ‘emotion’ as sad, she said she’s too getting married on the same day as mine.

Guys, she’s totally single and not interested in marriage, until now. She’s really bored and tried being playful here. I played along, of course.

I said, “Yeah, feel sad too. It’s okay, we can exchange the door gifts later”.

Then another goon, Syad came. She added, “Me too. Not sure if I could come. We’ll see”.

Hahaha.

Ladies and gentlemen, those goons are happened to be my bridesmaids. And they always think they’re funny – which I don’t get them sometimes.

But for sure, these people surely had so much time.

Oh yes, I had some leisure time too, so I said, “ Don’t come you people, not gonna be enough rice”.

So now, I am their goon.

 Hahaha.

Long hiatus

Wow, long break. Anyone misses me? I've just arrived in Egypt btw and my long disappearance in Malaysia for my long summer break, well, as usual, never be disappointed. Just few catching up meetings with my family, relatives, friends and boyfriend (s) - hahaha, you wish.

Celebrating Eid ul-Fitri and Eid al-Adha in my country, nothing beats the happiness from this. Extending my own holiday (cause it's Egypt ftw - you are free to create your own rules and protesting is their thing haha), it's just worth it.

Mom and I doing terawikh at home

Family members on mom's side 

And you know, what I love the most about being at home is food. All sort of foods. I'm not a big eater but my love for food is endless and eternity. Especially, seafood. My mom cooked me all sort of prawn dishes everyday which is equal to a heaven.

So I'm back here in Egypt for semester 5 of my course, I'm ready to rocking my normal routine (i.e: sleep, korean dramas, cooking, study, sleep again and counting days to go back to Malaysia), but this feels really long.

Semester 4 results? Hahaha don't ask. It was the worst results ever in my whole life. Just because of this one subject called 'General Microbiology & Immunology' which took itself 4 credit hours had ruined all my grades, and so did my CGPA. Just like a black sheep I tell you this subject. And the consequence continues this semester. So I happily registered for 'Clinical Microbiology' this time.

Okay few more updates.

Mom has been addicted to korean dramas now.

My younger brother is going to graduate real soon.

Dolls - as always. Nynaa is pregnant. Bunny is getting married next 2 or 3 months. Fifiey is doing Masters now. Shushy has to go through few semesters more to graduate.

Adik Hafizah - my youngest cousin. Haihh, getting pretty and clever this girl.

Adam and Mia (my nephew and niece) - keeps growing up and fighting against each other more often. I love it when they hadn't seen me for a long time, and when I showed up, they're just smiling and hug me shyly. They're really growing up.

Ameerul Ashraf - becoming more like Adam and Mia. Fighting and arguing with me whenever he got the chances. Hehehe.

And the best part of my holiday, was having a small reunion with my ex diploma coursemates. Ahhhh I really love this meeting. It was really really really good.

Definitely will update about them specifically later.

Such a nice summer break for me. I just can't wait to see what's waiting for me next summer break.

:)

More romantic

Another Doll just tied the knot! Hayati or we call her Mc Ah get married to her decades boyfriend. Not sure how long exactly their relationship was. But it was so damn long, I swear. Her husband was my ex elementary school colleague.

A night after the solemnization, our Whatsapp group was flooded with silly messages from everyone who trying to disturb the newlyweds. I must admit, they were dirty messages. Euww, I mean, I still consider myself as a teenager and the rest of Dolls (aunties they are) were so cracked. Hahaha plus Syad and Nynaa are wives.

And newlyweds sent us few pictures of them eating a dinner at Cameron Highland and one more picture of a lappy lying on the bed. With the caption, "We are now watching a movie thru a lappy in our hotel room"

And the rest of Dolls were like, "Omg so sweet" and "I can't wait" and "How I wish I could do the same too" and "I want!!" things like that, including the so-called teenager me. Hahaha.

It was perfect, isn't it?

That's definitely like what I've dreamed of. Just little things that actually mean a lot.

:)

Nynaa's Wedding

One more Dolls is married.

Nynaa's married at the age of 24. She's blessed.

I am so excited.. From far.

It's such a good feeling to actually end a long relationship with marriage. It's wonderful. Plus Nynaa knows her husband for years long.

And it's so much more wonderful that everybody gathered to celebrate the bride and the groom, obviously without me. Hehe. I'm okay here. I'm okay here.. Well, I'm not okay.

I really wanna be there on my bff's marriage. Taking pictures, sharing laugh and stupid jokes, tear up for getting old and basically, just laugh.

So here's my speech, virtually from far..

Congratulations Nynaa and husband for your marriage. I wish you an endless happiness and blessing. May the love keeps growing and enjoy every seconds of your life. Be the best woman to your husband and mom to your future kids. And I.. Can't wait for Nynaa's juniors.

(Mommy Qissy is gonna be the sweetest aunt)

Raya with Dolls

I'm done with HALF of the preparation of going to Egypt. From the small thing like buying the stationary and toiletries to open a new bank account. Thank God. But still, need to settle up few things more. 

And raya must go on. 

Dolls time. It was really fun cause we're actually hadn't meet each other for so long. So basic question was, "So what's up now?" or "Psst any new gossips?". God, I missed them. So we are planning for some holiday getaway or gathering before I fly off to Egypt. That's too mainstream. And after this raya, everybody will be so busy with their own life, work and all, including me.

(I have a week of orientation programme next week! Godd, I know how boring that would be. Orientation is never can be compatible with me.)

See you next raya ladies, insyaallah, if I come back here. Or maybe next 5 years. *cries a river.

Dolls again

Okay, this guy may looks like Justin Bieber, no? When I showed this photo to my friend, obviously who fancies JB so much, they said, "Oh God, you're lucky". "I'm jealous". -__-

Hahaha. I don't what what has been on his mind.

Well, it was a day with Dolls. I was happy, Bunny was there too. I hadn't met her for so long, so long that I couldn't even remember. Thank God, we have those techs now. Haha.

From left: Me, Fatin, Bunny and Ibtisam.

This was actually in Syabaan. We went out after coming back from our offices. One of us said, let's breaking fast together (puasa ganti), so everybody agreed. I went there and found out that nobody's fast. This is one thing about Dolls. They say something, but they never do it, but they laugh over it, they call each other crazy, they promise not to do it again, but they do it again, and they laugh over it again. These girls never be serious. Haha.

This is my dearest so called cousin, Sarah but I call her Baby. Everyone calls her Baby too, including Ameerul. Ameerul teased me by calling her baby with a lot smoother voice. Nah, you're wasting your time boy. Hahaha.

Sara! Accidentally met her. I was like, Sara I missed you a lot. Sara replied, "Oh God, I was about to say from far, that girl is really small and petite and never thought it was you".

Egypt mood turns on! I am half complete with the preparation to go to Egypt. I mean, I listed few things that I need to buy and things that I need to bring. The most important thing is coat. Because when I reach there soon, it's almost near to the winter time. I told ya, winter time there can reach to 0 degree Celsius. Cold. I will hide under the mat then!

I love this coat above but I think this one is too thin. This is headache. And those things more, luggage, face moisturiser, sun block and what shoes that I really need to bring and all. Sigh.

Shopping companionship

Honestly, I'd prefer to shopping alone than in a bunch of group. I mean, you wouldn't want people to be agitated waiting for you to choose your clothes, since you need to understand, they surely need a lot more to do.

Unless we girls are really planning to just hanging out together at the shopping mall. Who knows, just a quick window shopping. (But honestly my window shopping plans were never came true! It's always went shop till drop plan. Failed! Sigh).

Ameerul will accompany me if he is in town, it is always fun whenever he is around. First, he will help me carry all the stuffs. Secondly, he will help me choosing out what's the best for me, even though our tastes are utterly different. Really. But he's actually really like a dad. You can't simply do something crazy whenever you're with him. For example, finish all your food first. Don't buy this, you're not going to wear this though, I know.

Okay...

Well, somebody was complaining that she just had such a really bad week. So she claimed that she needed some rest and fun and joyful moment, just to relief her stress. Okay, if I were her, the only thing that can make me feel any calmer is shopping. So, okay, I said, "Let's go shopping".

Syadie, one of the Dolls. Just the two of us, but the feeling was like, it was 10 of us. (She represented 9 people herself!)

It was really fun. I'd never thought this would be beyond fun. She's crazy, just like me. She's my utterly awesome shopping companion.

Our day was really like the one in The Amazing Race, stupid kids version, which were us. Shops after shops. Laughs after laughs. Pictures after pictures. Fashion trends and styles talks. She's really like my alter ego. I mean, she just had this thought like the one in my head. 

What's funny was, after some shopping,  and we sat for a while, taking a quick tea time together and suddenly she said, "Let's go. Jom teruskan perjalanan jauh kita".

Crazy! That's why I love you my weirdest best friend!

And, eye bags always been such an embarrassment! 

Shopping is a woman thing. It's a contact sport like football. Women enjoy the scrimmage, the noisy crowds, the danger of being trampled to death, and the ecstasy of the purchase. - Erma Bombeck 

She who I call Shy

Sometimes, I miss her sweet talk.



Like this.

I didn't believe we actually fell into a fight last week. I got angry with her and so do her. I might be misunderstood of her explanation and it turned out so bad. And she told me how she worked so hard for it.

Anyways, thing is better now, after she ended the fight with, "Hoi are you deaf? I said another thing."

Then I said, "Yes I'm deaf and dumb. Okay".

"Oh don't go sulky. You're not deaf. Or else I'll not going to give you any birthday present".

"Okay fine".

Family Rules

Since we are the girls that have been tought by our parents to always take a really good care of our prides, have a sturdy stand and grow up to be a girl with well discipline, we actually have had to go through such tough family rules.

Like, "You can go out with your friends only after SPM"

Or, "You want to go out with your friends? Who are they? How many are they? And bla bla bla"

And what's even worse is when "May I follow? At least you guys are secure."

Look, we are 20 dad!

But that are our parents. I thank God when my parents are not that strict, but STILL. They don't really allow me to go out at night and just befriend with really good friends. The quality good friends. How can I ensure that they have a quality that you guys need? Oh family rules.

We sometimes will have a problem when some of my friends can't really go out because their parents won't allow them to but we only have a limited time to gather. Since everybody is busy with our own life and works and the only way is that, cheating.

I mean white lie. But God is still mad at us. :(

And they are using me, like almost all the time!

They were going to tell their parents that, " Mama, Qistina wants to buy a new shoe. She wants me to accompany her, can I go with her? I pity her."

Or, " Umie, Qistina asked me to go to her house, she asked me to buy this shawl and now I wanna give it to her but can I stay there for a day? I wanna accompany her. She's all alone at her rented house."

And, my friend even had a cruel way to save herself from her parents and she was using me like, " Ibu, today is Qistina's birthday. She feels so sad since she has to go to work today and nobody gonna give her at least a time to break and birthday party."

SEE, HOW CRUEL IS THAT? AND I'LL GOT TWO BIRTHDAYS IN A YEAR.

What's so awkward was when my friend wanted to go for a date with her boyfriend and she told her mom that she was going to my house and she told me, " If my mum calls you, just say that I'm at your home."

But thanks to her mama, that she didn't called. I felt relief.

HAHA. We somehow talked about this when we gathered and realized how funny we were just to get to meet each others.

And what's not funny was, they were using me. I told them that their parents might have a bad impression towards me for always influencing their daughters.

Because seriously, I'd never lie to my parents about my activities. White lie? Sometimes. :p

Dumped.

I just got goosebump! I logged in my Facebook account and have been tagged with several photos.

God, these beautiful creatures are my bestfriends. We are close since school. We share almost everything; gossips, tears, laugh and fight sometimes. But truth be told, we love each other. We will always try to find time for us to meet. Andddd God, now they were doing that without me!

And the captions of every photos were just heart-breaking.

"Hi Dolls, we were really had a great time, right? And the other Dolls, please be jealous".

Oh great, now they are leaving me. Really, leaving. Most of Dolls (our clique named Dolls and comprised by 12 gorgeous ladies, awww) HAHA.

Most of us are now finish with their studies, working and some are having their semester break. So they are now in KL. They usually will coming back to Kelantan and plan a holiday together. But not this time, I can see it girls, nobody wants to come back here anymore but asking everybody to go to KL instead.

I, the hardworking employee am still having my internship and no way for me to go anywhere. I'll always stick to my work. Work and friends shouldn't be this cruel. :(

I'm not looking a time to hang out. I just want some quality times with friends. Look, I miss them so bad.

GIRLS, TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, UNCONDITIONALLY.

And this is Shushy. We are the only girls that being dumped here in Kelantan. Hehe. And it will be just the two of us, hanging ot here.

Nuraficha Hamid

Nuraficha Hamid.

Robert Brault said, I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar. Your birthday was penciled in as soon as I got this calendar!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETY PIE!

She's the funniest among all of us, the one who creates silly jokes almost all of time. I even laugh just seeing her face. She's damn naturally funny, I swear.
The one who brings a bright shine in her family where she can be too close to her Ibu and cracks stupid jokes with the whole family. She's the nice talkative friend to be with.
Anddd meet her boyfriend, Haziq. She claimed that Haziq is her most patience and sweetest boyfriend. If you ever watched Adamaya, and Haziq's attitude is a lot like Adam, based on what Ficha has said. Auww, that's too sweet Ficha. Haziq, please step your feet on the ground back!
She tagged me in one of her photos on Facebook. I was ROTFLMAO seeing that picture as they try to imitate Ameerul's face during capturing picture.


I know our friendship will last a lifetime. No matter how harsh your jokes are, how sarcasm my words sometimes, I'll always remember you as my bestfriend with a sweet brave heart.

I LOVE YOU, LADY!

Rabbit year

Happy Chinese New Year, Malaysia and definitely happy holiday guys. Everybody was got to their home for almost a week duration of holiday while I was at the hospital, working and working and working until I felt like vomiting. Uweeekk.

Ameerul was so worried about her younger brother, Aiman that Aiman was stucked in Egypt, everybody knew what happened in Egypt these days and what we can only do was just praying that Aiman was safe. Aiman is now waiting for his turn to come back to Malaysia. Alhamdullillah, praise to Allah that Aiman was just very fine there. At least Ameerul can go back to campus after CNY break happily and feels relief about it.

CNY holidays gave me so much enough rest. I was just lazying around at home, movie by movie, nasi after nasi, blogging after stalking. Hehe. Too much!

Anddd I've got a chance to meet my sweetest ENEMY, Shushy that came back to Kelantan for CNY holiday.

SHUSHY

Going out just the two of us made me realise that I missed my Dolls so baddd. They couldn't made this day out and they heartlessly, just left Shushy and I breathless!

I was sometimes felt so bad to my stomach as it couldn't stop yearning for McDonald's Prosperity. I was once asked Ameerul to call McDonald's delivery service when he was in Penang while I was in Kelantan. I was so addicted to it, but with no handphone credit left, nothing to figure outtt then! Clearly I couldn't stand it anymore. McDonald's Prosperity is really killing me, I just wanna have CNY every month, can I?

@McDonald's. Shushy refused to have a so-called lunch here as she was getting fed up with these too much cholesterol. But then, clearly she loves me more than her love to her body's fat. I hope my intestines could stay in peace after eating this.

Window shopping after window shopping and that was never made us felt tired from capturing pictures, you've gotta believe this, Shushy snapped 30 pictures in 10 minutes! She's the real 'camwhore'.

We just went inside one outlet, took some pictures, looking at several cute cloths and went out, anddd we were doing the same things for almost all shopping outlets there! We were just really had nothing more beneficial to do, huh?

Then, I found this,


I went like, " Look Iman, what Mama has got for you sweety".

Then Shushy was like, " You're really going insane with your imaginary kids"


I smirked and put this close to my body and said, " Oh Mikhail, Mama got you this green sweater so you won't get cold but it seems like we have same size of it. I can fit it, boy."


Spechless Shushy just smiled, nodding her head sarcastically.


HAHAHAHA.


If you're think I'm one of the kind of psycho girl, please think of it again. Believe me, every ladies have their own dream of having children and they'd actually wish for a happy-closed bond family in future. I think I was acting normal. And you Shushy I know you're dreaming of this too.

We ended up by buying two blouses for each of us and we bought a true friendship pricelessly. Thanks sweety. Be strong to your final year because remember, I just wanna befriend with an enginneer. Okay just kidding.

Sweet 21, sweetheart.

WANY BUNNY,

She's the oldest among all of us. Oh, just 8 months difference of age from mine but never mind! Because she is like a sister to me. She care for you like she'd never get to see you again after that. She's the most matured girl in our click. The one with the super beautiful handwriting and everybody got jealous with her for it. The one who dare to crack some stupid jokes in the middle of tense situation just to make you smile. She's the one who seems to be everybody's favourite.

Andd the one who loves to arch her eyebrows.

HAHAHA

Seriously dear, you are just gorgeous like that. That makes my love for you stronger, err, I bet.

Happy birthday sweetheart. I wish you for wonderful blessed years ahead. Smile and be strong, take each obstacles as a challenge because Allah knows better. I'll always pray for your success.

I love you, woman.

School, Girlfriends, Friendship and Awesome.

2007. Look at girl in red circle, so immatured mannn!


Even after 4 years of leaving school, I'm not sure what is that feeling of missing something that I used to hate? That feeling brings me closer to it in fact. Seriously, I missed my school. I missed waking up late and got myself rushed for morning assembly where all the prefects were about to ready to write down my name and my friends would just laughing at me. Oh duh prefects, you thought you're power enough? We went finding the books then and erased our names in them.

But, truly, no matter how bad was I at school, I was a teachers' pet though. Haha. You know why, I'm kinda of sweet talker anyhow, if you're knowing me deeper. Sometimes, when other students started the class by doa, I went sleeping and woke up only when the class ended. Eating in classes won't never made me feel bad/guilty. But guess what, like seriously, I'd never forget to wish 'Happy Teacher's Day' every years, lending my most attentive brains and eyes in class, sitting in front in class, asking teachers for thousands times in class and I seemed love going upstairs to staff room for any problems in my studies. See, kaki bodek!

I love the atmosphere being in all girls school and yes, we led everything. Tell me, who did the choir and impressed the boys from other school? Duh, boasting you. :p

Caring teachers too! How I wish I would never grow up after 17.

Andd maybe because of my shortness! Teachers would recognised me easily. I've had good relationship with others at school, and even now. Still keeping in touch with my seniors, catching up with juniors and even gossiping with teachers. Because I was in all girls school, I find myself so compatible with gossip things. Well, every girls would do.

And so we are girlfriends. I started to be in a gang since I was in Form 1. You can call it gang or whatever but it was more to clique actually. Frankly dear I have no words for our awesome friendship. Went into boarding school, I spent most of my teenage times with friends. They tought me almost everything. Sharing tears and laugh, sad stories, fav movies and even boyfriend! How bad girls these days.

Bunny bunny. Get away from that cake.

Find me!

During Perfect Score 2007.


Thank Allah, after finished our school, we still in clique and it tights than before.

Thanks Dolls. I love you.

sweet twenty darling!

Fifiey Hamid

The stars wishes you, the brightness of moon wishes you, the sunshine wishes you, the waves wishes you, the flowers wishes you, the morning wishes you, wish wishes you last but not the least a heartless wishes you happy birthday!

happy birthday my sweetheart.

just remember, i love you.