Eid 2011

My lilttle sister and I in one of candid pictures.

Alhamdulillah, 30 days of Ramadhan flew leaving me as a strong servant to Allah. And today's first Syawal, the day that we celebrate the victory of us Moslems as we managed to survive a month of Ramadhan, the month that encourages us to against and control our lust. Alhamdulillah. Mine was being all well.

Praise to Allah.

Selamat Hari Raya Aildilfitri. Maaf zahir & batin guys. Have a blast one.

Went all green. This wasn't my plan at all. But what do you expect with so much little time? Wear all that you have! Haha.

This is Nik Damia. My cousin's baby girl. She's the princess of the day and her eyes were really big. I was feeding her with some biscuit while whispered something to that food praying that my daughter will pop out to be this cute. Hehe. *touching the womb.

Pre-Eid

Pre-Eid was challenging. Shopping, fasting, working. Urghh. And sometimes, went over budget for almost all things. See, I wanna buy this one green hijab, but as I passed through all hijab's outlets, I realized I'd actually bought 5 to 6 scarfs and none of them were green! Oh my.

And I've had this wonderful man besides me, Ameerul who was strong enough to carry all those freaking heavy shopping bags. Haha.

See, energetic-satisfied faces after shopping.

Wohoo, I'd got a white rose from him. But he was funny then. Three days before he's asking me about my fav flower. I said, white rose. He kept asking me the same question. Haha. That's him, always failed to create a surprise.

And the most challenging part was when somebody stole your kuih raya! I didn't have any idea that Tawakkal actually wasn't such a good place to keep my kuih raya.

Haha, funny yeah but I wondered who on earth might heartlessly did this? Zero IQ all the way!

And my sweetest colleague, Iffni was being all funny and she was actually went all mad because I guess she loved me. Haha. And she wrote this:

Cute. Haha. but the kuih raya still didn't found until today..

Amplang

Have you heard the word amplang? Please answer no, so I won't be alone.

What do you imagine when just hearing that word?

You're imagine something like this?

Hahaha, JK, Patrick's definitely has nothing to do with amplang because amplang is actually one of Sabah's famous kind of food. Urghhh, never gonna eat Patrick!

Boo me now. Such an embarrassing girl.

So one of my Sabah friend was going back to his hometown three days back and the jakun me was writing a long list to him to buy me everything in Sabah. You see Sabah's all well known for their pearls. So yeah, pearls had been on the top of the list. Cha ching cha ching!

He was safely arrived here in Semenanjung, and so that pearls (even more safe), they were lovely, I swear.

But then I discovered something in his bag, Oh God, something like keropok in small cutting.

That was amplang!

The jakun me again tried so hard to put that inside my handbag and was trying so hard to carry the bag properly so that amplang won't be broken into pieces. Haha.

See, even my purse had to give it some space. And spotted that pearl bracelet behind amplang.

Nyum nyum until..

it remained half!

Haha, Ramadhan makes me love food more, I wonder why. I'm not a big fan of keropok, but yes it was lust all the way.

Last 10 days

Oh hi. Haven't update for so long. How's Ramadhan so far guys? Mine was very great except for the fact that I couldn't fast for about a week and swear, it was one terrible week. Painful and pathetic. You get what I mean but the best part was I was working with fully energetic and smile for all day long. I'd got enough energy, it's fair.

God is fair.

And I hope yours are also great.

Still I can't deny the fact that I am actually being attacked by some bacteria in my urinary tract. UTI all the way. *sigh. And I can't stand for such a long time without water.

Hurt. *cries.

Morning face. Tawakkal Hospital.

Night face with cousin after break fast.

Red.

Red lipstick. Tell me, how fierce was this? Rawrrr.

Get set, go!

Hi guys. These kids and I wishing you guys happy break fast. Eat, pray, love. :)

Hurt.

There's something behind this smile.

Because she actually didn't have any idea that she might get dysmenorrhea three days after that.

Dysmeorrhea, well a pain that only a woman can understand. You get what I mean. *clap.

Everytime she'd been attacked by her monthly visit, she was like, waiting for death. God, only you knows how hurt it was.

And still, you can't escape 6 days of working, so yeah I went working with a pain in my stomach. Strong girl after all, blearrghhh! Hehe.

I might be strong but it was only last for 1 hour! My tummy hurt so bad, and I need a doctor! Lucky that I work in a hospital, so going to Accident and Emergency unit wouldn't be that far!

This was what doctor had given to me. Cannot read? Don't worry. Even doctors themself didn't understand theirs. Err, just some.

I was being injected by IM Voltaren, you know IM or intramuscular was being administer at our body site that actually comprises of many fat cells, and I bet you know where! It hurts!

And up until now, I'm still praying to Allah so this pain's gone and stop disturbing me. Ouch, butt!

Ramadhan

Do’a Malaikat Jibril Menjelang Ramadhan,
Ya Allah tolong abaikan puasa ummat Muhammad,apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukan berikut:

Tidak mohon maaf dahulu kepada kedua org tuanya,
Tidak bermaafan dahulu antara suami isteri,
Tidak bermaafan dahulu dgn org sekitarnya.
Maka Rasulullah mengatakan Amiin sebanyak 3 kali.

I read this somewhere and I realized that I've sinned a lot. I might take things for granted before. Being far from my parents actually connects us more often. So I texted Mama and Papa wishing them for fasting and asked for their forgiveness. I was crying you see. I miss them. Papa that I've known, he loves spreading advice. He told me to not miss my prayer, be good in KL and he said that he missed me. Oh my, I was crying.

Mama as always, she keep telling me to always wake up for sahur and always take a good care of my health. She knows me well, bacteria loves me much.

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan, guys. May Allah will always leads us to His path. Amin.

16TH

HAPPY 16TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, BOO!