Wednesday, January 01, 2020
11:59 pm ♥
HELLO.
GOODBYE.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
2:56 pm ♥ livejournal is down
Of all times.. livejournal is down for maintainence like now!
Pfft, so ive turned to my trusty ole bloggggar to update.
Gosh life is like a rocky road now.
People changed too fast all of a sudden and it left the both of us with nowhere to go.
Thankfully i have my dear friend to turn to for support.
Lets hold our heads high!
True, we dont know what is going on in their minds,
we are singled out for no reason and suddenly invisible,
we become the "wrong people" and our hearts turn cold whenever we think of that,
hold our heads high.
We can never control what others may think of us,
and for those who already think we are the "wrong people" so be it!
As long as we know, i think that's enough. :)
Truth will come to light one day,
who knows, they might even decide to talk it out soon.
Surely im not desperate to make up now and although im not pleased about how it all turned out,
time will tell us all.
If they choose to ignore us forever, let it be!
Let themselves choose what they think is best for them,
Friends come and go but the real ones stay. Thank you (and you) for staying, i'll make it go a long way. For those who left, fret not! You might cross my path again some day.
It feels good to be able to tell someone and share that burden.
Thank you Y for listening to us, yeah no one has to take sides and its perfectly fine to sit on the fences! :)
It feels so good to have some one to share it with you, yeah now that stone is balanced on three shoulders and im sure it will lighten up as days pass.
Thank you C. You'll receive your coffeebear soon LOL! :D
Oh to Y: Anyway if you come across this, urgh I dont habour
those thoughts already okay, platonic, platonic friendship works in my world eh.
On a side note..
Holidays are coming and i'll make the best of it! :)
Time to go back to school with my poster design. Urgh, okay, till livejournal is back! :P
Friday, September 19, 2008
11:04 pm ♥ (wrote this when im waiting for pictures to load on photobucket)
Yeah as you can tell, loading 250 pictures on photobucket takes some time and i have nothing to do while waiting so.. here.
I know i havent been blogging in a long long time and seriously i forgot what and how to blog hahaha. SERIOUS!
I dont know to blog if i like someone because i dont want the whole world to know and i know maybe three months down the road i will look back at the gross post and delete it so.. i dont know man.
Im at this major crossroads, im facing this major dilemma, my brain is filled with i-dont-knows.
I know if i tell x nothing will come out of it but i just feel so !!! that i am keeping it inside. I dont know what i want. I know i cant handle rejection but i dont know what to do. I dont know what i want out of it.. like what? Seriously like what. I dont know you much, you dont know me much and we seem to be from a different world. I am noisy and talk 24/7, you are so quiet and silent 24/7. I am from the east you are from the west. I like you but you dont like me. I.. am just different from you and i guess i am not what you want. Urgh it is so risky to put this public but still.. i must let it out. :'(
I can actually listen to a song then cry and think about so many things.
Yesterday when i was working i suddenly remembered something you told me the only time we talked, you told me you wanted to memorise all the prices of the items cos you dont like to check the price tag when a customer askes you the price because you see it as part of the responsibility of what a sales person should have, and you take pride in what you do. That really touched me and i seriously never ever will forget that. So now how? I cant forget it thats why im trapped in the memories.
I am not happy now.
Because i realise that i constantly live in memories and never seem to walk out of it.
Will someone lead the way out for me?
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
9:53 am ♥
HAAAAIIIIII all i feel like reviving the blog and leave livejournal for pictures and three liners. :) tell me if i should!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
9:46 pm ♥
What do you expect of a supposed good friend? One that should be there when you need him/her?Or perhaps reality puts it in the way that he/she comes to you when he/she needs you?Do you call those people "good friends"?Tell me.Ive decided to shift to livejournal.It was a tough decision because i was with blogger since 2003/4 and its part of my life already.
But i figured out that no one would be really interested in my mundane life so entries over at LJ is gonna be about 75% friends only.
And besides,
i have other priorities in life other than to manage this blog.
I'm getting sick of updating the blog just for updating's sake.
(I truly hope i won't regret my choice,)
I figured out that going on a hiatus is the way out. Well at least for now!
Will be away until further notice.
So, till we meet again!
Wednesday, January 01, 2020
11:59 pm ♥
HELLO.
GOODBYE.
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
2:56 pm ♥ livejournal is down
Of all times.. livejournal is down for maintainence like now!
Pfft, so ive turned to my trusty ole bloggggar to update.
Gosh life is like a rocky road now.
People changed too fast all of a sudden and it left the both of us with nowhere to go.
Thankfully i have my dear friend to turn to for support.
Lets hold our heads high!
True, we dont know what is going on in their minds,
we are singled out for no reason and suddenly invisible,
we become the "wrong people" and our hearts turn cold whenever we think of that,
hold our heads high.
We can never control what others may think of us,
and for those who already think we are the "wrong people" so be it!
As long as we know, i think that's enough. :)
Truth will come to light one day,
who knows, they might even decide to talk it out soon.
Surely im not desperate to make up now and although im not pleased about how it all turned out,
time will tell us all.
If they choose to ignore us forever, let it be!
Let themselves choose what they think is best for them,
Friends come and go but the real ones stay. Thank you (and you) for staying, i'll make it go a long way. For those who left, fret not! You might cross my path again some day.
It feels good to be able to tell someone and share that burden.
Thank you Y for listening to us, yeah no one has to take sides and its perfectly fine to sit on the fences! :)
It feels so good to have some one to share it with you, yeah now that stone is balanced on three shoulders and im sure it will lighten up as days pass.
Thank you C. You'll receive your coffeebear soon LOL! :D
Oh to Y: Anyway if you come across this, urgh I dont habour
those thoughts already okay, platonic, platonic friendship works in my world eh.
On a side note..
Holidays are coming and i'll make the best of it! :)
Time to go back to school with my poster design. Urgh, okay, till livejournal is back! :P
Friday, September 19, 2008
11:04 pm ♥ (wrote this when im waiting for pictures to load on photobucket)
Yeah as you can tell, loading 250 pictures on photobucket takes some time and i have nothing to do while waiting so.. here.
I know i havent been blogging in a long long time and seriously i forgot what and how to blog hahaha. SERIOUS!
I dont know to blog if i like someone because i dont want the whole world to know and i know maybe three months down the road i will look back at the gross post and delete it so.. i dont know man.
Im at this major crossroads, im facing this major dilemma, my brain is filled with i-dont-knows.
I know if i tell x nothing will come out of it but i just feel so !!! that i am keeping it inside. I dont know what i want. I know i cant handle rejection but i dont know what to do. I dont know what i want out of it.. like what? Seriously like what. I dont know you much, you dont know me much and we seem to be from a different world. I am noisy and talk 24/7, you are so quiet and silent 24/7. I am from the east you are from the west. I like you but you dont like me. I.. am just different from you and i guess i am not what you want. Urgh it is so risky to put this public but still.. i must let it out. :'(
I can actually listen to a song then cry and think about so many things.
Yesterday when i was working i suddenly remembered something you told me the only time we talked, you told me you wanted to memorise all the prices of the items cos you dont like to check the price tag when a customer askes you the price because you see it as part of the responsibility of what a sales person should have, and you take pride in what you do. That really touched me and i seriously never ever will forget that. So now how? I cant forget it thats why im trapped in the memories.
I am not happy now.
Because i realise that i constantly live in memories and never seem to walk out of it.
Will someone lead the way out for me?
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
9:53 am ♥
HAAAAIIIIII all i feel like reviving the blog and leave livejournal for pictures and three liners. :) tell me if i should!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
9:46 pm ♥
What do you expect of a supposed good friend? One that should be there when you need him/her?Or perhaps reality puts it in the way that he/she comes to you when he/she needs you?Do you call those people "good friends"?Tell me.Ive decided to shift to livejournal.It was a tough decision because i was with blogger since 2003/4 and its part of my life already.
But i figured out that no one would be really interested in my mundane life so entries over at LJ is gonna be about 75% friends only.
And besides,
i have other priorities in life other than to manage this blog.
I'm getting sick of updating the blog just for updating's sake.
(I truly hope i won't regret my choice,)
I figured out that going on a hiatus is the way out. Well at least for now!
Will be away until further notice.
So, till we meet again!
