Falling head over heels,

thought i knew how it feels,

but with you

its like the first day

of my life.

11:04 pm ♥ (wrote this when im waiting for pictures to load on photobucket)

Yeah as you can tell, loading 250 pictures on photobucket takes some time and i have nothing to do while waiting so.. here.
I know i havent been blogging in a long long time and seriously i forgot what and how to blog hahaha. SERIOUS!

I dont know to blog if i like someone because i dont want the whole world to know and i know maybe three months down the road i will look back at the gross post and delete it so.. i dont know man.

Im at this major crossroads, im facing this major dilemma, my brain is filled with i-dont-knows.
I know if i tell x nothing will come out of it but i just feel so !!! that i am keeping it inside. I dont know what i want. I know i cant handle rejection but i dont know what to do. I dont know what i want out of it.. like what? Seriously like what. I dont know you much, you dont know me much and we seem to be from a different world. I am noisy and talk 24/7, you are so quiet and silent 24/7. I am from the east you are from the west. I like you but you dont like me. I.. am just different from you and i guess i am not what you want. Urgh it is so risky to put this public but still.. i must let it out. :'(

I can actually listen to a song then cry and think about so many things.
Yesterday when i was working i suddenly remembered something you told me the only time we talked, you told me you wanted to memorise all the prices of the items cos you dont like to check the price tag when a customer askes you the price because you see it as part of the responsibility of what a sales person should have, and you take pride in what you do. That really touched me and i seriously never ever will forget that. So now how? I cant forget it thats why im trapped in the memories.

I am not happy now.
Because i realise that i constantly live in memories and never seem to walk out of it.

Will someone lead the way out for me?

11:04 pm ♥ (wrote this when im waiting for pictures to load on photobucket)

Yeah as you can tell, loading 250 pictures on photobucket takes some time and i have nothing to do while waiting so.. here.
I know i havent been blogging in a long long time and seriously i forgot what and how to blog hahaha. SERIOUS!

I dont know to blog if i like someone because i dont want the whole world to know and i know maybe three months down the road i will look back at the gross post and delete it so.. i dont know man.

Im at this major crossroads, im facing this major dilemma, my brain is filled with i-dont-knows.
I know if i tell x nothing will come out of it but i just feel so !!! that i am keeping it inside. I dont know what i want. I know i cant handle rejection but i dont know what to do. I dont know what i want out of it.. like what? Seriously like what. I dont know you much, you dont know me much and we seem to be from a different world. I am noisy and talk 24/7, you are so quiet and silent 24/7. I am from the east you are from the west. I like you but you dont like me. I.. am just different from you and i guess i am not what you want. Urgh it is so risky to put this public but still.. i must let it out. :'(

I can actually listen to a song then cry and think about so many things.
Yesterday when i was working i suddenly remembered something you told me the only time we talked, you told me you wanted to memorise all the prices of the items cos you dont like to check the price tag when a customer askes you the price because you see it as part of the responsibility of what a sales person should have, and you take pride in what you do. That really touched me and i seriously never ever will forget that. So now how? I cant forget it thats why im trapped in the memories.

I am not happy now.
Because i realise that i constantly live in memories and never seem to walk out of it.

Will someone lead the way out for me?

♥ xe. yourstruly.

I am a camwhore.
I am a perfectionist!
I am a mag-hag.

I like lizards.
I like well-dressed boys!
I like my pink lapppppppppy.

I invent words.
I doodle on my tees.
I make my own blogskin.

I am xethegreat. :D

XE THE GREAT

virgorian. 1ST SEPTEMBER 1990 EX HILDAN!

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YOU LIKE ME!
YOU DONT LIKE ME.

I HEART. ♥
ANYTHING WASABI, KIMCHI, MUSHROOM, CHICKEN, SEAWEED, NOODLES & TEA! :D
I do have some kind of a profound interest in laughing like im on crack, singing at the top of my lungs, painting my nails in {odd but} pretty colours, randomly friendster/livejournal/blog-hop, write absurd lyrics to songs and sing to people at random places, wearing mismatch outfits, smelling my lipgloss, crimping my hair, playing staring competition with my cats, sitting in my wardrobe and running around the house in sky-high heels.

So basically, I'm still sane, lah. :D

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