Falling head over heels,

thought i knew how it feels,

but with you

its like the first day

of my life.

10:21 pm ♥ friendster is good. LOLS!

i am SO BORED. i can seriously go and die already.
today is the first day since the start of holidays that im trapped at home, all day.
i didnt leave my house like ZOMG LAH. first time!
i want to go out please. HA!

and i was friendster hopping, and its kinda irritating that sooooo many people are posting the marriage test thingo.
if that thing can predict when you'll get married then i will die now. haha!
i think the test is for people to show off what they can do.
or how houseiwfey they are. so since im bored im giving it a go.(:

My marriage age is..
You know when your birthday is, but how
old should you really be getting
married? (just put an x next to the
things that apply to you)

[X] I know how to make a pot of coffee. (if you dont, its either you live in a cave that you dont know coffee makers exist or that youre very, very dumb. :D)
[X] I keep track of dates using a calender. (i like looking at my hanakimi calendar.)
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] I know how to do my own laundry. (washing machine. :D)
[ ] I vote every election.
[X] I can cook for myself. (Yeah i cook for people too. ha!)
[ ] I think politics are exciting. (maybe a wee bit more that seeing my granny pick beansprouts.)
[X] I balance my checkbook. (not really, i balance my bank account. LOL?)
[X] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 6

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[X] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse. (actually, i carry a BAG.)
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[X] I have never smoked a cigarette. (and i never will. prolly.)
[X] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. (not in the last 16 years.)
[X] I like to take walks by myself. (SOMETIMES, but not too often since im so a companion freak. ha!)
[X] I've watched talk shows. (yeah whats wrong with that?)
[X] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up. (any POA students know that, lol.)
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 6

[X] I know how to do the dishes.
[X] I can count to 10 in another language. (doesnt everyone already know in singapore? ha.)
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I'll do it. (so if i say im gonna slap you i can? :D:D)
[X] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[X] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[X] I remember to water the plants.
[X] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[X] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 7

[X] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up (yeah and i can spell a-s-s-h-o-l-e. :D)
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[X] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[X] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[X] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[X] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[X] I can type quickly.
Total: 6

[X] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour. (i.. take geog.)
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment. (not that pathetic, ha!)
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[X] I have more bills than I can pay. (heh heh.)
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[ ] I can say no to staying out all
night.
[X] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[ ] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 3

so my total is 28. yeah maybe i wouldve died by then. haha!
i carry a pen wimme all the time know! WOW.
okay whatever.

and i saw this thingo!
and i swear, this must be made up by a :
a) really kiddy kid, maybe jealous of his/her friend who eats alot and never gets fat.
b) someone who really eats very little and wants to tell the whole world he/she's ana OR,
c) bored loser.

30% and under - you're anorexic, or close to it
32% to 74% - you're normal (so if im not somewhere in between, im abnormal? )
76% and over - sorry you're a fatty (thats so not something youd like to call people. ha!)

======

stuff you have eaten/drank over the
past one week:

[x] water
[ ] orange juice
[ ] milk
[x] soda
[ ] beer
[ ] champagne
[ ] any other alcohol
[ ] v8
[ ] raspberry tea
[ ] Grape Drink
[ ] cranberry juice
[ ] apple juice
[ ] capri sun
[ ] hi-c
[ ] chocolate milk
[ ] strawberry milk
[ ] coffee
[ ] lemonade
Total: 2

[ ] pizza
[ ] Tacos
[ ] Burritos
[x] Rice
[ ] beans
[x] burger
[x] fries
[ ] lays
[ ] baked lays
[ ] subway
[ ] burger king
[x] McDonalds
[ ] wendys
[ ] checkers
[ ] ham
[ ] cheese
[ ] hot dog
[x] chicken
[ ] turkey
[ ] beef
Total: 5

[ ] rice/soy cakes
[ ] chocolate cake
[ ] vanilla cake
[ ] other kind of cake
[ ] bananas
[ ] strawberries
[ ] grapes
[ ] chocolate ice cream
[ ] vanilla ice cream
[ ] strawberry ice cream
[ ] other kind of ice cream
[ ] spaghetti
[ ] spagettios
[ ] fetuccini
[x] another kinda pasta
Total: 1

[x] sushi
[ ] shrimp
[ ] lobster
[ ] crab
[x] fish
[ ] mac n cheese (EH I MISS KENNY ROGERS! haha!)
[ ] cookies
[ ] pork (no i dont eat my kind. THATS SO NOT FUNNY, HA.)
[ ] snack cakes
[ ] popcorn
[x] ramen noodles
[ ] cereal
[x] crackers
[ ] tiggers
[x] bread
[ ] marshmallows
[ ] oats
[ ] grits
Total: 5

[ ] peanut butter
[ ] jelly
[ ] peanuts
[ ] sunflower seeds
[ ] chocolate with nuts
[ ] popsicles
[x] lettuce
[x] eggs
[ ] bacon
[ ] poptarts
[ ] doritos
[x] fried chicken
Total: 3

[x] pudding
[ ] cheesecake
[ ] arbys
[ ] CADBURY chocolate
[ ] granola bar
[ ] mango
[ ] pineapple
[ ] peach
[ ] chicken sandwich
[ ] baked potato
[x] other fruit
Total: 2

my total's 18%. like i so wished i was ana. ha!
okay random.
friendster is like, so entertaining.

HAH HAH.

12:46 pm ♥ emo lol.

11:05 am ♥ ABEST2(:

WOAH i just saw ayumi hamasaki on mtv.
like after sooooo long i think the last one i saw on mtv was
carols.
ha!

i want to buy A BEST 2!
black or white? :)

9:42 am ♥ zomggwhatshouldiputformytitleWILLTHISDO?!

WOWZA. :)
i tot id rot to death on the first day but i kinda survived, so yay. haha!
i miss going to work! and it feels weird to stay at home like the whole day.
but one thing that hasnt changed is that.. i still stay in front of the comp like for quite some time.

umm so anyway i went to kbox with yiwen and keli on monday.
and we were late! like we only reached kbox marina at 11.30am which is one helluva slow.
cos we missed out on 30mins of.. k-ing ha! so wasted, right.
and yiwen was saying she didnt see her shuai ge lah. haha!
so we sang and we screamed and oh YES they gave us raw-ish prawns for our.. salad.
kinda gross right. it looks so translucent only raw prawns look like that right?
and the cabbage was *looks around* so overall overall its quite a wasted day at k right. ha!
and im so addicted to the song 四季 by ALIN now la please. its like, so nice. haha!

okay random. after that we walked around and went to town to eat and all, and we took neos!
someone stop me from taking neos please.
im like taking 5 in like 10 days now. waste money LAH! ha! but its kinda like fun rightttttt.
doing all the random thingos in the neoprint booth. haha! :D
(is it me, or does everyone do that?! HAH!)
i love the neoprints, and the new machine KOI*TOMO!
next time im so gonna keep using it le haha! :)

on the way home we saw yin wei.
yeah the css one. haha! keli told me she ALWAYS (coincidentally) see ZEEWHY (zhiyang, z-y, lol.), and i kept (coincidentally) see other CSS. like what the! ha!
my zeewhy radar not working well eh. ha! GEK RIGHT. lolllllllllllls.
okay anyways i was L-O-V-E ing all the way!

that elva song you know.
like EH-ALO-VEE-EEE * EH-ALO-VEE-EEE la la la la la la. HA!
the yiwen was singing her 背叛 can.. hahahaha.
ok that was very random, right.

:)

so umm.. met mulin early EARLY in the mornin yesterday (like, 7.45am) cos we were going the the cpf building to do up our enrolment thingos and go tp to submit our package.. so. :)
... i thought of going to the bus stop early, meet her early and eat brekkie first so..
i could see mohawk guy again. so i went to the bus stop at 7.45am.
i was sooo desperate to see mohawk la haha! and we missed a bus! like, crabs. =\
and i think.. he was on the bus we (deliberately) missed in case he came out late or something.
in the end we waited for so long, like till 8am and missed 5 buses and didnt see him.
sad right, yeah kinda. haha! no fate lah right. :(
eeks i think i wont be doing this anytime soon already. ha!

* i just read this thingo in the u weekly my mum bought for (dont know what) and theres this story about this girl the guy would always see, on the bus. and it turned out that they liked each other and just when the guy was about to approach the girl to confess the girl died in an accident. and she came back to look for him! cos she liked him too. (: aw so nice right. ha!

scarly mohawk guy is like already dead and what lah okay. haha!
minus the liked-each-other part. :D EH FREAKY. but anyway lor. ha!

after that we rotted around in tm and cs until we got so bored we went home ha!
and i found 4 registered mail slips at my corridor.
i left at say, 8. returned at 10.30am. AND WHAT!
the damn postman came like SO EARLY and i was expecting the article yesterday, so i stayed at home but what the hellllllllll. so i needa go down to the post office to collect the stuffs LATER.


AND AND!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIWEN!!! :D:D:D
woohoo! nicey yiwen (no, i almost thought i wrote newiy yiwen ha!) came over and i made pasta for her. WEI XIAO PASTA! :)
yay and we talked about alot of random thingos.
so yesterday was a very nice day. :)

HAH HAH. :)
ok time to eat brekkie, im like starving already. :)

9:52 pm ♥ ... 以为自己是狗的rabbit.

went to mulin's house today(: ziqi came over too!
and we had sucha great time! catching up is the best thing any (girl)friends can do!
well in my opinion la ha!
i can "click" so well with her cousins lol!
primary school boys! haha i can so click with younger people and.. older people.
mulin said i could click with anyone. HA! maybe, just maybe.

so anyway we were looking at her feed her rabbit and suddenly we had this..
ODD conversation.

"我怀疑我的rabbit以为自己是狗leh."
"HAR how come?"
"没有吗，cos它每次像狗酱躺在门口这边mah!"
(points to rabbit)
(rabbit lays beside gate, blinks)
(us looking confused, me saying)
"So那只是一只有精神分裂症，以为自己是狗的rabbit lah?!"
(mulin goes about fixing the "water bottle")
"可能lor."

LOL!
okay i hope you didnt die reading that ha!
will post a pic of the doggit tomorrow.

DOGGIT = DOG RABBIT. :)

11:59 am ♥ HEY lovely!



and thats my sweet mulin on the left!
yeah im spazzing on the right. :)

went out with mulin these days. (yeah, days)
and that is what i call catching up between old friends!
she's sooooo nice and she's going TP too! (:
like yay, we can go home together or something now.

went for the checkup on wed and we waited sooooo long!
yeah i went to the glenchin thingy one.
and i saw this girl from retail management too!
yeah i peeped at her form while waiting. YES LAH IM KAYPO.
haha! ok she looks nice. and friendly! but i didnt talk to her.
like HELLO! i think i'll leave that to orientation. heh.

and then we went shopping around town. (rather aimlessly)
and took neos! man im so on a neo-rage now haha!
im neo-ing with whoever im going out with.
and kbox! sooooooooo addictive haha!
maybe that explains why my money runs out soooo fast.
even though i STOPPED online shopping!

cos i have no more reasons to shop now ha!
since school is starting and ive already stocked up enough.
i mean clothes for school heh! wowee cant wait to receive my loot!
haha. and the crazy-as 13 bags. LOL!
like one for each day, alternating every week. okay cool. HA!

wah wah wah. suddenly im soooooo excited can!
i so cant wait for poly to start la haha!
poly life! yeah thats gonna be so cool.
in retail management! the course that alot of people said to be "damn cool okay!"
yeah its cool uh! i wonder what we do there really. (:

i think i'll go allllll HIGH and whatnots on orientation day.
and with sooooo many SHSS people and primary school friends going to TP,
i THINK i'll end up in the same OG as at least ONE of them. right?
eh i dont think im that unlucky luh right! ha!
especially so many in the business faculty. yay. :)

zomggggggg cant wait!
and its officially ONE MONTH till school (re?)opens.
in the meantime im gonna K my lungs out and do whatever i want!
just before school cos im aiming to be at least, at least, top 10% of my course.
means top 10 people loh since the intake's only like 100 this year.
so meaning i have to pay attention in lectures and all.
i smell something geeky, ha!

AND!
i took my i/c photo today.
and its like ONE HELLA UGLY lah!
its SO different from all the pictures i took lol!
but mum and mulin says its nice. the smile looks natural!
i dont know leh. my face is bigger than your plate lah okay.
ah scary. maybe when my ezlinkcard or matriculation card is done i'll scan it up.
horrors of horrors! (x

when the day comes. :)

yeah baby.
:)

10:51 pm ♥

i blogged. over at the wretch chinese blog cos i dont know if that belongs here.
man im sad. last day! :(

9:26 am ♥ hello rainbow!

okay reply to tags :D

caho: yay thanks! :D btw i cant get into your blog ahhhhhhhhh =X
joanna: heh thanks! i think im like (quoted from sheena lol) the last few in singapore to get the enrolment booklet lah haha! gekness :P youre in SP hor? XD
yukiko: eh yukiko-chan! arigato! ^w^ hehe.
yiwen: nyahaha sian right no more hanakimi. life is boringgggg aha! kbox soon please! next time sing cant laugh kkkkkkkkkkk lol! i will control oso lah ha!

:D yeah people tag it tag it :D
LOL.

12:30 pm ♥ hello new skin!

and goodbye to the hanakimi skin for now. :)
this skin took me like near 2 hours to code and its HELL trying to do javascript and all the crap la.
ok its kinda worth it but it looks like crap at the office comp cos the resolution is like 1200 something one. HAHA. and i mentioned that its "best viewed in 1024x768 resolution" LOL..
umm enough of the skin.

went to see zeewhy on saturday at HDB hub for the css2 auditions.
SO MANY PEOPLE OKAY. and man some sang really good but didnt get in.
what a waste right! oh well. i feel sorry for them okay. $10 hor. HAHA.

so i went out with ah pao yesterday and bought this empire ruch tee from topshop again!
but this time its in electric blue. haha! i was telling her it matches my clutch lol!
i realise i like buy tees in the same design but different colours!
like the empire ruch tee! black/oatmeal/blue and the polly pocket vest in red/grey!
and im thinking of getting the raspberry pink and chocolate brown one next week when i get my pay.. haha! okay thats kinda crazy, 5 tops in different colours lol!

and one thing.
i can wear the size 10 one know! but size 12 fits better lah haha!
i think topshop upped the sizing right..? cos now i wear one size down. ha!
no, no hidden meaning. OKAY LOL!

time for lunchhhhhhh.
byebye!

RATE hor! as usual! :D

11:22 pm ♥

yeah im in the midst of doing up my new skin!
i think i'll do it when im free at work tmrw or something.
my last five days!
like oh man. :(

1:01 pm ♥ *meeps*

actually i wasnt really pissed heh heh.
just kinda $#$%*^$^$#%^ that so many people owe me money and havent exactly returned.
and when im "chasing" people for payment, some kept dragging and dragging.
oh well. you tell me when you are broke until you left $12 in your account and when they borrow money from you they are all sweet and nicey and when you press for payment they go i this i that will you be pissed!
ok that was a long sentence. ha! but some paid very promptly. thanks so much!
so i am not so broke now, at least i have three digits. :D
my pay is coming in next week, and i think this time i will not spend a single cent already lol.
COS I SPENT THE WHOLE OF MY PAY FOR THE LAST THREE MONTHS LOL.
and poof goes the taiwan trip funds ha!
ok i shall start saving (lets see what the horoscopes say..) LOL.

yay.
AND IM DYING TO RECEIVE THE ENROLMENT PACKAGE FROM TP LAH OK.
anyone from tp receive it already?
im so gek-as lah haha.

11:45 pm ♥

i am pissed cos i am broke. okay?

11:18 pm ♥

suddenly i miss zeewhy! and adri! and all that ive supported (is this the way to say it?) haha!
so i will go down and support him on march 16th/17th next weekend!
for the campus superstar 2 auditions(:
ha! random, but well worth it! heh i havent seen him since like.. september. =\
not a very good fan right. HAHAHA.
anyway anyone going down? to support/participate?
all the best yeah? ahaha. id join if i can LOL. but i cant! so i'll pass. HURRRRHURRRRR.

okay anyway. went to kbox with yiwen yesterday. and its hell lotta fun!
we even sung and recorded our rendition of some *random* songs. VERY FUNNY.
we kept laughing like HAH-HAH lah.. and i think we sound nice, together. :)
i think i have a gay voice. SHEEEEEEEEEE-D. D:
ok so anyway. my voice is down again. LIKE HAHA. my cough never seems to get any better.
GROSS RIGHT. oh well so anyway.
the medicine is taking effect and im beginning to lose track of what im typing.. gah.
ok i should go and sleep.
so i will end this post.

so i will
*K-O*

bye:)

2:52 pm ♥ like L-O-L..

http://sobbing-n-cry.blogspot.com/ WA LAU EH ARE YOU SERIOUS?! Go to the damn link above and see for yourself =.=

its like HELL-OH! if you use my skin have the decency to tell me you're gonna use it right.. and if you're gonna use it without telling me at least you should be clever enough to photoshop my link off the picture and my *XE off the profile bar AND remove my picture right~ i was like.. err what the effer LOL when i saw that and its kinda HAHA. i bet its either a sec1/2 or primary 5/6 person behind that computer screen @_@ gosh im pissed haha. this person only took the skin recently cos my that pre-halloween (LOL) pic was there and i only uploaded it on.. monday sunday i think? ok this is so lol. =.=

* * * * *

kayee said i look like fei fei (the fei fei that living with lydia fei fei) :( with the pointy cat glasses!
rawrrrr. XD (hor kayee i know you are reading this now hahahaha)

ahahaha im getting more and more random these days(:
moodswings are crazy! boobooooo. :P
i saw my the mohawk guy today! after soooooo long near to a month already ha!
and somehow somehow i got influenced to do things i didnt use to do. ha! im close to insane already lol.
anyway im like.. when i get to the bus stop i'll look around to see if he's around.
then when the bus comes and he still isnt around i'll hesitate whether to board the bus or not. (but i end up boarding it all the time anyway)
then when the bus drives away i'll turn and look at the carpark that he always walks out from.
then when i alight i'll walk so fast (i think im chionging) cos he walks very fast =.=
after which i'll walk to the particular side he'll stand at (no, cos its near to the intersection LOL)
and after i alight i'll turn and look towards the end (for dunno what)

and i did all these SUBCONSCIOUSLY. man i think before i quit i will tell him how much i like hi
..s hair. :)
HAHA what you think i was gonna say? *winks*
aha anyway its time to work now so ta for now! (:

blog later(:

1:20 pm ♥ whats wrong?

suddenly i feel so depressed. very.
what's wrong? yesterday i got so bored, i actually cried.
cos i felt that my life's so so so blah and well, lifeless.
whats wrong, whats wrong?

p a t h e t i c .

雨后就会天晴?
希望吧。

maybe all i need is some enlightening.

9:42 pm ♥ i need to rant.

suddenly i felt so useless.
was reviewing my bank statement and suddenly im reminded of people who've been oweing me money.
like, ever since. no im not talking about a dollar or two, its like 60 bucks and 20 bucks and all.
it kinda amounted to like 100 over. and im trying so hard just to get a few bucks back.
and? when i ask when this whoever can return me or what i just get brushed off.

i dont know if this person has money and refuses to pay or really has difficulties paying or what.
its quite disappointing to hear that someone can spend time going online shopping but no time/money to return you money and all, when i need it like all the time.
its quite a lot of money to me and i really dont know what to do.
if i dont keep pressing this friend for it, he/she might never pay up. and there goes my money?
dont say things like "he/she's your friend, so _______________."
shouldn't it be "he/she's your friend, so she shoudn't do this."?
i appreciate lai pao for returning me the seventy bucks she owe me like, in one hour (lol).

and while theres people like her paying up so promptly, there are people who take eons to return me money. (i dont even know if they'll even return) nat owes me nineteen since like, new year's eve and isnt like returning. and to think i was stupid enough to trust him to pay up for him first. because its not like im very close to him. (classmates for two years with less than ten sentences conveyed means nothing)

i am not being heartless/cruel/blah/say-what-you-want, im just being realistic.
sorry, but thats the way life is.

so what should i do?
keep pestering the person to return? forget about it? (sorry, but im not gonna let it slip away just like that)
even hui qin, the one who owed someone so much can return like 3/4 of what she owes, i dont see why this person cant. i dont know. i dont want to kick up a huge fuss about this but this is seriously dragging on for too long. school is starting soon and i need the money, pronto!

goodness i dont believe im posting this, in my blog.
its pathetic that something will only be done when drastic measures are taken.
i dont like to implicate friendship when money is concerned, mmkay.

i apologise, but i seriously need to rant. bottling up aint good, right?

anyway, i got so mulled up (is this the word?) today that i just had to "release".
went to eat billy bombers with sybil today and yeah its so filling.
havent had such a great meal in like, months. and just to pay for that meal i had to work like 3 hours.
quite pathetic, okay. ha. and i am still full like now okay. haha.

after that we went home. okay, yes, i know whats on your mind haha.
reached home at 4.15pm, and thats the earliest ive ever been in months! like, since the end of O's.
then i practically rot(-ted?) away till like now. goodness i need something to do, please.
like im wasting my life away (for now) and i really need something to do.
pick up a new language? quit my job? what? i have no no no no no idea.
people tell me what to do. ha! and i think work is taking all my life away.
i havent got together with my girlies for sooo long ever since i started work and its kinda sad.
sad, cos we drifted apart just because i have no time thanks to work. ha!
i know, i know, i should be thankful that i have a job, but. =\
now im thinking if its worth it to sacrifice such time for some money. ahaha sad, SAD!

i must go kbox on saturday. yiwen! make sure you dun dua me okay!
hahaha. :) and to the person who owes me my photoshop please return me alrights..
cos my photoshop's cranky now and i cant and i mean CANT save whatever i did!
like how frustrating is that.

PFFFFFFFT.
okay, i think ive rant enough.
time for ice cream or something.
IM OUT!

[note: please spare a thought in my shoes, and please, please read thru at least twice and think it through before you comment/start flaming just because of miscommunication. i dont need that. and oh, no hard feelings ok? thank you for your kind understanding.]

12:33 pm ♥ gosh.

i got into temasek poly retail management course for jpsae and business process and systems engineering (which was my.. chapalang choice lol) for jae. and im going for retail. mmkay? XD

hahahahaha. *beams*
anyways this is scary. i felt it.
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/262263/1/.html

TREMORS IN SINGAPORE.

Singapore's Meteorological Services Division says an earthquake measuring 6.6 on
the Richter Scale struck Padang, Indonesia at about 11.50am. The epicentre is 50
kilometres north-northeast of Padang, on the island of Sumatra in Indonesia AND
some 430 kilometres south-west of Singapore.

not like its the first time but it is my first time seeing my water shake and all.
no my bottle didnt dance or what la you know.
but i saw the table like move. scary!
11.50am leh! 3 mins before i felt the tremor! geez.
and! im working at supreme court remember?
and its the city area! scary! ahh!
better evacuate soon before i can never blog again.

CHOYYYYYYY.

10:53 am ♥ the end.

just finished watching hanakimi.
and i feel so empty now that its over!
gah i shall go buy the dvd/vcd whatever's on sale later.
and hopefully there'll be behind the scene specials or smth.
ahhh. :(

9:45 pm ♥ .. *looks around*

im sad cos taiwan's airing HANAKIMI episode 15 like, NOW.
and im still rotting in the seat thinking how sad it is to have no more hanakimi to watch in the future already.
nevermind i will go buy the whole set when its out. like in the whole set duh! ha.

okay anyway.
[editting this post as of friday]

wow wow wow wow wow wow wow!
today was great great great. my life is getting better!
(yeah like after i put a brand new $10 note in a brand new angpow in my wallet - okay i am superstitious and i believe it will bring me good luck LOL)
okay life is good when you work in singapore academy of law and get invited to events.
lovely!

went for lou hei with everyone today and i tell you its the first time i ate yusheng. HAHA.
no i actually hate the raw veggie but oh well its for prosperity for the academy so i ate!!
*bows* thank you, thank you. OKAY LOL.
i love the academy bistro! like they serve the best food E-V-E-R and they fry the best chicken wings!
and damn those sinful chocolate cakes. i dont like chocolate other than rocher and dark chocolate but whatever! i ate one and i thought i was gonna die already. haha!
and i ate alot alot alot of gourmet food lol! academy bistro = :D!
heh heh. and oh anyway i think im quitting on march 16. which is quite sad!
i think i'll miss getting up at 6.30am and dragging myself to work every morning.
and everyone at level 6! ahh damn this is saddening lol.
anyway this is umm.. vivian and me in a random msn convo. :)

hear the angels shout his anthem. says:
erms
u wan
mental hospital mah?
first class luxury treatment.

!& xethepottyhead>> wow wow academy lou hei is love! ahh sinful choco cakes =\ ❤ says:
CAN!!
maybe i can meet rain.
and talk to him via the paper cups
WOOT thats GREAT!

that is how irritating i am. HAHA!

[saturday/sunday]
sybs came over to draw shoes today! :) met her at bugis first to buy materials and all and guess what! this nice person came to approach us to go for the cleo bachelor's most-number-of-people-squeezed-on-a-bed thingy and i so wanted to join like haha! for fun okay. :)
we had quite alot of fun drawing shoes and all until vivian came!
then we started to do our hair and all. i did the joanne peh hair for vivian (LOL!) and they did HALF cabbage hair and HALF joanne peh hair for me can. with straight fringe! ok that was kinda gross lol.
and end up we started playing like makeup and cosplay and all. i had this i-will-only-wear-this-if-i-commit-suicide red gown with tartan lace skirt. with red eyeliner and all! pretty freaky id say. haha! maybe i was outta my mind or something lol!
and we took alot of pictures. *smiles*
then lp came over to stay! spreeing together is nice. heh heh. :)
okay thats all.

nothing much lahhhh. :)
i wanna draw shoes again like arghhhhh. :)

okay im pmsing already LOL.
bye!

9:40 am ♥ woweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

WOW WOW SO COOL!
saw this one on here and i tell you! its so coooooool right! wow wow me wants! haha.
i tell you if i wear this im gonna freak the hell outta everyone who sees me haha!



but its FREAKING expensive as well, like US$145.95 which is JPY17566.54 (from the site) that is SGD$227.85 (since the exchange rate +3% interbank SGD$1 = JPY77.1) FOR A PAIR OF FREAKY CONTACT LENSES.

ahhh so ex. :(
but me wants! maybe i'll bug my father and see if he has this kinda contacts. :D
so coooooool. :)
more over at http://www.visiondirect.com/la/product/list.asp?catid=10898! :)
advance birthday prezzie anyone?

XD

9:54 am ♥ my hair is nicer than your bowl of cornflakes.

i friendster-hopped just now and i left testi for sooooo many people.
wowie i feel nice today. :D

10:21 pm ♥ friendster is good. LOLS!

i am SO BORED. i can seriously go and die already.
today is the first day since the start of holidays that im trapped at home, all day.
i didnt leave my house like ZOMG LAH. first time!
i want to go out please. HA!

and i was friendster hopping, and its kinda irritating that sooooo many people are posting the marriage test thingo.
if that thing can predict when you'll get married then i will die now. haha!
i think the test is for people to show off what they can do.
or how houseiwfey they are. so since im bored im giving it a go.(:

My marriage age is..
You know when your birthday is, but how
old should you really be getting
married? (just put an x next to the
things that apply to you)

[X] I know how to make a pot of coffee. (if you dont, its either you live in a cave that you dont know coffee makers exist or that youre very, very dumb. :D)
[X] I keep track of dates using a calender. (i like looking at my hanakimi calendar.)
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] I know how to do my own laundry. (washing machine. :D)
[ ] I vote every election.
[X] I can cook for myself. (Yeah i cook for people too. ha!)
[ ] I think politics are exciting. (maybe a wee bit more that seeing my granny pick beansprouts.)
[X] I balance my checkbook. (not really, i balance my bank account. LOL?)
[X] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 6

[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[X] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse. (actually, i carry a BAG.)
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[X] I have never smoked a cigarette. (and i never will. prolly.)
[X] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once. (not in the last 16 years.)
[X] I like to take walks by myself. (SOMETIMES, but not too often since im so a companion freak. ha!)
[X] I've watched talk shows. (yeah whats wrong with that?)
[X] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up. (any POA students know that, lol.)
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 6

[X] I know how to do the dishes.
[X] I can count to 10 in another language. (doesnt everyone already know in singapore? ha.)
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I'll do it. (so if i say im gonna slap you i can? :D:D)
[X] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[X] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[X] I remember to water the plants.
[X] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[X] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 7

[X] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up (yeah and i can spell a-s-s-h-o-l-e. :D)
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[X] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[X] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[X] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[X] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[X] I can type quickly.
Total: 6

[X] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour. (i.. take geog.)
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment. (not that pathetic, ha!)
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[X] I have more bills than I can pay. (heh heh.)
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[ ] I can say no to staying out all
night.
[X] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[ ] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 3

so my total is 28. yeah maybe i wouldve died by then. haha!
i carry a pen wimme all the time know! WOW.
okay whatever.

and i saw this thingo!
and i swear, this must be made up by a :
a) really kiddy kid, maybe jealous of his/her friend who eats alot and never gets fat.
b) someone who really eats very little and wants to tell the whole world he/she's ana OR,
c) bored loser.

30% and under - you're anorexic, or close to it
32% to 74% - you're normal (so if im not somewhere in between, im abnormal? )
76% and over - sorry you're a fatty (thats so not something youd like to call people. ha!)

======

stuff you have eaten/drank over the
past one week:

[x] water
[ ] orange juice
[ ] milk
[x] soda
[ ] beer
[ ] champagne
[ ] any other alcohol
[ ] v8
[ ] raspberry tea
[ ] Grape Drink
[ ] cranberry juice
[ ] apple juice
[ ] capri sun
[ ] hi-c
[ ] chocolate milk
[ ] strawberry milk
[ ] coffee
[ ] lemonade
Total: 2

[ ] pizza
[ ] Tacos
[ ] Burritos
[x] Rice
[ ] beans
[x] burger
[x] fries
[ ] lays
[ ] baked lays
[ ] subway
[ ] burger king
[x] McDonalds
[ ] wendys
[ ] checkers
[ ] ham
[ ] cheese
[ ] hot dog
[x] chicken
[ ] turkey
[ ] beef
Total: 5

[ ] rice/soy cakes
[ ] chocolate cake
[ ] vanilla cake
[ ] other kind of cake
[ ] bananas
[ ] strawberries
[ ] grapes
[ ] chocolate ice cream
[ ] vanilla ice cream
[ ] strawberry ice cream
[ ] other kind of ice cream
[ ] spaghetti
[ ] spagettios
[ ] fetuccini
[x] another kinda pasta
Total: 1

[x] sushi
[ ] shrimp
[ ] lobster
[ ] crab
[x] fish
[ ] mac n cheese (EH I MISS KENNY ROGERS! haha!)
[ ] cookies
[ ] pork (no i dont eat my kind. THATS SO NOT FUNNY, HA.)
[ ] snack cakes
[ ] popcorn
[x] ramen noodles
[ ] cereal
[x] crackers
[ ] tiggers
[x] bread
[ ] marshmallows
[ ] oats
[ ] grits
Total: 5

[ ] peanut butter
[ ] jelly
[ ] peanuts
[ ] sunflower seeds
[ ] chocolate with nuts
[ ] popsicles
[x] lettuce
[x] eggs
[ ] bacon
[ ] poptarts
[ ] doritos
[x] fried chicken
Total: 3

[x] pudding
[ ] cheesecake
[ ] arbys
[ ] CADBURY chocolate
[ ] granola bar
[ ] mango
[ ] pineapple
[ ] peach
[ ] chicken sandwich
[ ] baked potato
[x] other fruit
Total: 2

my total's 18%. like i so wished i was ana. ha!
okay random.
friendster is like, so entertaining.

HAH HAH.

12:46 pm ♥ emo lol.

11:05 am ♥ ABEST2(:

WOAH i just saw ayumi hamasaki on mtv.
like after sooooo long i think the last one i saw on mtv was
carols.
ha!

i want to buy A BEST 2!
black or white? :)

9:42 am ♥ zomggwhatshouldiputformytitleWILLTHISDO?!

WOWZA. :)
i tot id rot to death on the first day but i kinda survived, so yay. haha!
i miss going to work! and it feels weird to stay at home like the whole day.
but one thing that hasnt changed is that.. i still stay in front of the comp like for quite some time.

umm so anyway i went to kbox with yiwen and keli on monday.
and we were late! like we only reached kbox marina at 11.30am which is one helluva slow.
cos we missed out on 30mins of.. k-ing ha! so wasted, right.
and yiwen was saying she didnt see her shuai ge lah. haha!
so we sang and we screamed and oh YES they gave us raw-ish prawns for our.. salad.
kinda gross right. it looks so translucent only raw prawns look like that right?
and the cabbage was *looks around* so overall overall its quite a wasted day at k right. ha!
and im so addicted to the song 四季 by ALIN now la please. its like, so nice. haha!

okay random. after that we walked around and went to town to eat and all, and we took neos!
someone stop me from taking neos please.
im like taking 5 in like 10 days now. waste money LAH! ha! but its kinda like fun rightttttt.
doing all the random thingos in the neoprint booth. haha! :D
(is it me, or does everyone do that?! HAH!)
i love the neoprints, and the new machine KOI*TOMO!
next time im so gonna keep using it le haha! :)

on the way home we saw yin wei.
yeah the css one. haha! keli told me she ALWAYS (coincidentally) see ZEEWHY (zhiyang, z-y, lol.), and i kept (coincidentally) see other CSS. like what the! ha!
my zeewhy radar not working well eh. ha! GEK RIGHT. lolllllllllllls.
okay anyways i was L-O-V-E ing all the way!

that elva song you know.
like EH-ALO-VEE-EEE * EH-ALO-VEE-EEE la la la la la la. HA!
the yiwen was singing her 背叛 can.. hahahaha.
ok that was very random, right.

:)

so umm.. met mulin early EARLY in the mornin yesterday (like, 7.45am) cos we were going the the cpf building to do up our enrolment thingos and go tp to submit our package.. so. :)
... i thought of going to the bus stop early, meet her early and eat brekkie first so..
i could see mohawk guy again. so i went to the bus stop at 7.45am.
i was sooo desperate to see mohawk la haha! and we missed a bus! like, crabs. =\
and i think.. he was on the bus we (deliberately) missed in case he came out late or something.
in the end we waited for so long, like till 8am and missed 5 buses and didnt see him.
sad right, yeah kinda. haha! no fate lah right. :(
eeks i think i wont be doing this anytime soon already. ha!

* i just read this thingo in the u weekly my mum bought for (dont know what) and theres this story about this girl the guy would always see, on the bus. and it turned out that they liked each other and just when the guy was about to approach the girl to confess the girl died in an accident. and she came back to look for him! cos she liked him too. (: aw so nice right. ha!

scarly mohawk guy is like already dead and what lah okay. haha!
minus the liked-each-other part. :D EH FREAKY. but anyway lor. ha!

after that we rotted around in tm and cs until we got so bored we went home ha!
and i found 4 registered mail slips at my corridor.
i left at say, 8. returned at 10.30am. AND WHAT!
the damn postman came like SO EARLY and i was expecting the article yesterday, so i stayed at home but what the hellllllllll. so i needa go down to the post office to collect the stuffs LATER.


AND AND!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIWEN!!! :D:D:D
woohoo! nicey yiwen (no, i almost thought i wrote newiy yiwen ha!) came over and i made pasta for her. WEI XIAO PASTA! :)
yay and we talked about alot of random thingos.
so yesterday was a very nice day. :)

HAH HAH. :)
ok time to eat brekkie, im like starving already. :)

9:52 pm ♥ ... 以为自己是狗的rabbit.

went to mulin's house today(: ziqi came over too!
and we had sucha great time! catching up is the best thing any (girl)friends can do!
well in my opinion la ha!
i can "click" so well with her cousins lol!
primary school boys! haha i can so click with younger people and.. older people.
mulin said i could click with anyone. HA! maybe, just maybe.

so anyway we were looking at her feed her rabbit and suddenly we had this..
ODD conversation.

"我怀疑我的rabbit以为自己是狗leh."
"HAR how come?"
"没有吗，cos它每次像狗酱躺在门口这边mah!"
(points to rabbit)
(rabbit lays beside gate, blinks)
(us looking confused, me saying)
"So那只是一只有精神分裂症，以为自己是狗的rabbit lah?!"
(mulin goes about fixing the "water bottle")
"可能lor."

LOL!
okay i hope you didnt die reading that ha!
will post a pic of the doggit tomorrow.

DOGGIT = DOG RABBIT. :)

11:59 am ♥ HEY lovely!



and thats my sweet mulin on the left!
yeah im spazzing on the right. :)

went out with mulin these days. (yeah, days)
and that is what i call catching up between old friends!
she's sooooo nice and she's going TP too! (:
like yay, we can go home together or something now.

went for the checkup on wed and we waited sooooo long!
yeah i went to the glenchin thingy one.
and i saw this girl from retail management too!
yeah i peeped at her form while waiting. YES LAH IM KAYPO.
haha! ok she looks nice. and friendly! but i didnt talk to her.
like HELLO! i think i'll leave that to orientation. heh.

and then we went shopping around town. (rather aimlessly)
and took neos! man im so on a neo-rage now haha!
im neo-ing with whoever im going out with.
and kbox! sooooooooo addictive haha!
maybe that explains why my money runs out soooo fast.
even though i STOPPED online shopping!

cos i have no more reasons to shop now ha!
since school is starting and ive already stocked up enough.
i mean clothes for school heh! wowee cant wait to receive my loot!
haha. and the crazy-as 13 bags. LOL!
like one for each day, alternating every week. okay cool. HA!

wah wah wah. suddenly im soooooo excited can!
i so cant wait for poly to start la haha!
poly life! yeah thats gonna be so cool.
in retail management! the course that alot of people said to be "damn cool okay!"
yeah its cool uh! i wonder what we do there really. (:

i think i'll go allllll HIGH and whatnots on orientation day.
and with sooooo many SHSS people and primary school friends going to TP,
i THINK i'll end up in the same OG as at least ONE of them. right?
eh i dont think im that unlucky luh right! ha!
especially so many in the business faculty. yay. :)

zomggggggg cant wait!
and its officially ONE MONTH till school (re?)opens.
in the meantime im gonna K my lungs out and do whatever i want!
just before school cos im aiming to be at least, at least, top 10% of my course.
means top 10 people loh since the intake's only like 100 this year.
so meaning i have to pay attention in lectures and all.
i smell something geeky, ha!

AND!
i took my i/c photo today.
and its like ONE HELLA UGLY lah!
its SO different from all the pictures i took lol!
but mum and mulin says its nice. the smile looks natural!
i dont know leh. my face is bigger than your plate lah okay.
ah scary. maybe when my ezlinkcard or matriculation card is done i'll scan it up.
horrors of horrors! (x

when the day comes. :)

yeah baby.
:)

10:51 pm ♥

i blogged. over at the wretch chinese blog cos i dont know if that belongs here.
man im sad. last day! :(

9:26 am ♥ hello rainbow!

okay reply to tags :D

caho: yay thanks! :D btw i cant get into your blog ahhhhhhhhh =X
joanna: heh thanks! i think im like (quoted from sheena lol) the last few in singapore to get the enrolment booklet lah haha! gekness :P youre in SP hor? XD
yukiko: eh yukiko-chan! arigato! ^w^ hehe.
yiwen: nyahaha sian right no more hanakimi. life is boringgggg aha! kbox soon please! next time sing cant laugh kkkkkkkkkkk lol! i will control oso lah ha!

:D yeah people tag it tag it :D
LOL.

12:30 pm ♥ hello new skin!

and goodbye to the hanakimi skin for now. :)
this skin took me like near 2 hours to code and its HELL trying to do javascript and all the crap la.
ok its kinda worth it but it looks like crap at the office comp cos the resolution is like 1200 something one. HAHA. and i mentioned that its "best viewed in 1024x768 resolution" LOL..
umm enough of the skin.

went to see zeewhy on saturday at HDB hub for the css2 auditions.
SO MANY PEOPLE OKAY. and man some sang really good but didnt get in.
what a waste right! oh well. i feel sorry for them okay. $10 hor. HAHA.

so i went out with ah pao yesterday and bought this empire ruch tee from topshop again!
but this time its in electric blue. haha! i was telling her it matches my clutch lol!
i realise i like buy tees in the same design but different colours!
like the empire ruch tee! black/oatmeal/blue and the polly pocket vest in red/grey!
and im thinking of getting the raspberry pink and chocolate brown one next week when i get my pay.. haha! okay thats kinda crazy, 5 tops in different colours lol!

and one thing.
i can wear the size 10 one know! but size 12 fits better lah haha!
i think topshop upped the sizing right..? cos now i wear one size down. ha!
no, no hidden meaning. OKAY LOL!

time for lunchhhhhhh.
byebye!

RATE hor! as usual! :D

11:22 pm ♥

yeah im in the midst of doing up my new skin!
i think i'll do it when im free at work tmrw or something.
my last five days!
like oh man. :(

1:01 pm ♥ *meeps*

actually i wasnt really pissed heh heh.
just kinda $#$%*^$^$#%^ that so many people owe me money and havent exactly returned.
and when im "chasing" people for payment, some kept dragging and dragging.
oh well. you tell me when you are broke until you left $12 in your account and when they borrow money from you they are all sweet and nicey and when you press for payment they go i this i that will you be pissed!
ok that was a long sentence. ha! but some paid very promptly. thanks so much!
so i am not so broke now, at least i have three digits. :D
my pay is coming in next week, and i think this time i will not spend a single cent already lol.
COS I SPENT THE WHOLE OF MY PAY FOR THE LAST THREE MONTHS LOL.
and poof goes the taiwan trip funds ha!
ok i shall start saving (lets see what the horoscopes say..) LOL.

yay.
AND IM DYING TO RECEIVE THE ENROLMENT PACKAGE FROM TP LAH OK.
anyone from tp receive it already?
im so gek-as lah haha.

11:45 pm ♥

i am pissed cos i am broke. okay?

11:18 pm ♥

suddenly i miss zeewhy! and adri! and all that ive supported (is this the way to say it?) haha!
so i will go down and support him on march 16th/17th next weekend!
for the campus superstar 2 auditions(:
ha! random, but well worth it! heh i havent seen him since like.. september. =\
not a very good fan right. HAHAHA.
anyway anyone going down? to support/participate?
all the best yeah? ahaha. id join if i can LOL. but i cant! so i'll pass. HURRRRHURRRRR.

okay anyway. went to kbox with yiwen yesterday. and its hell lotta fun!
we even sung and recorded our rendition of some *random* songs. VERY FUNNY.
we kept laughing like HAH-HAH lah.. and i think we sound nice, together. :)
i think i have a gay voice. SHEEEEEEEEEE-D. D:
ok so anyway. my voice is down again. LIKE HAHA. my cough never seems to get any better.
GROSS RIGHT. oh well so anyway.
the medicine is taking effect and im beginning to lose track of what im typing.. gah.
ok i should go and sleep.
so i will end this post.

so i will
*K-O*

bye:)

2:52 pm ♥ like L-O-L..

http://sobbing-n-cry.blogspot.com/ WA LAU EH ARE YOU SERIOUS?! Go to the damn link above and see for yourself =.=

its like HELL-OH! if you use my skin have the decency to tell me you're gonna use it right.. and if you're gonna use it without telling me at least you should be clever enough to photoshop my link off the picture and my *XE off the profile bar AND remove my picture right~ i was like.. err what the effer LOL when i saw that and its kinda HAHA. i bet its either a sec1/2 or primary 5/6 person behind that computer screen @_@ gosh im pissed haha. this person only took the skin recently cos my that pre-halloween (LOL) pic was there and i only uploaded it on.. monday sunday i think? ok this is so lol. =.=

* * * * *

kayee said i look like fei fei (the fei fei that living with lydia fei fei) :( with the pointy cat glasses!
rawrrrr. XD (hor kayee i know you are reading this now hahahaha)

ahahaha im getting more and more random these days(:
moodswings are crazy! boobooooo. :P
i saw my the mohawk guy today! after soooooo long near to a month already ha!
and somehow somehow i got influenced to do things i didnt use to do. ha! im close to insane already lol.
anyway im like.. when i get to the bus stop i'll look around to see if he's around.
then when the bus comes and he still isnt around i'll hesitate whether to board the bus or not. (but i end up boarding it all the time anyway)
then when the bus drives away i'll turn and look at the carpark that he always walks out from.
then when i alight i'll walk so fast (i think im chionging) cos he walks very fast =.=
after which i'll walk to the particular side he'll stand at (no, cos its near to the intersection LOL)
and after i alight i'll turn and look towards the end (for dunno what)

and i did all these SUBCONSCIOUSLY. man i think before i quit i will tell him how much i like hi
..s hair. :)
HAHA what you think i was gonna say? *winks*
aha anyway its time to work now so ta for now! (:

blog later(:

1:20 pm ♥ whats wrong?

suddenly i feel so depressed. very.
what's wrong? yesterday i got so bored, i actually cried.
cos i felt that my life's so so so blah and well, lifeless.
whats wrong, whats wrong?

p a t h e t i c .

雨后就会天晴?
希望吧。

maybe all i need is some enlightening.

9:42 pm ♥ i need to rant.

suddenly i felt so useless.
was reviewing my bank statement and suddenly im reminded of people who've been oweing me money.
like, ever since. no im not talking about a dollar or two, its like 60 bucks and 20 bucks and all.
it kinda amounted to like 100 over. and im trying so hard just to get a few bucks back.
and? when i ask when this whoever can return me or what i just get brushed off.

i dont know if this person has money and refuses to pay or really has difficulties paying or what.
its quite disappointing to hear that someone can spend time going online shopping but no time/money to return you money and all, when i need it like all the time.
its quite a lot of money to me and i really dont know what to do.
if i dont keep pressing this friend for it, he/she might never pay up. and there goes my money?
dont say things like "he/she's your friend, so _______________."
shouldn't it be "he/she's your friend, so she shoudn't do this."?
i appreciate lai pao for returning me the seventy bucks she owe me like, in one hour (lol).

and while theres people like her paying up so promptly, there are people who take eons to return me money. (i dont even know if they'll even return) nat owes me nineteen since like, new year's eve and isnt like returning. and to think i was stupid enough to trust him to pay up for him first. because its not like im very close to him. (classmates for two years with less than ten sentences conveyed means nothing)

i am not being heartless/cruel/blah/say-what-you-want, im just being realistic.
sorry, but thats the way life is.

so what should i do?
keep pestering the person to return? forget about it? (sorry, but im not gonna let it slip away just like that)
even hui qin, the one who owed someone so much can return like 3/4 of what she owes, i dont see why this person cant. i dont know. i dont want to kick up a huge fuss about this but this is seriously dragging on for too long. school is starting soon and i need the money, pronto!

goodness i dont believe im posting this, in my blog.
its pathetic that something will only be done when drastic measures are taken.
i dont like to implicate friendship when money is concerned, mmkay.

i apologise, but i seriously need to rant. bottling up aint good, right?

anyway, i got so mulled up (is this the word?) today that i just had to "release".
went to eat billy bombers with sybil today and yeah its so filling.
havent had such a great meal in like, months. and just to pay for that meal i had to work like 3 hours.
quite pathetic, okay. ha. and i am still full like now okay. haha.

after that we went home. okay, yes, i know whats on your mind haha.
reached home at 4.15pm, and thats the earliest ive ever been in months! like, since the end of O's.
then i practically rot(-ted?) away till like now. goodness i need something to do, please.
like im wasting my life away (for now) and i really need something to do.
pick up a new language? quit my job? what? i have no no no no no idea.
people tell me what to do. ha! and i think work is taking all my life away.
i havent got together with my girlies for sooo long ever since i started work and its kinda sad.
sad, cos we drifted apart just because i have no time thanks to work. ha!
i know, i know, i should be thankful that i have a job, but. =\
now im thinking if its worth it to sacrifice such time for some money. ahaha sad, SAD!

i must go kbox on saturday. yiwen! make sure you dun dua me okay!
hahaha. :) and to the person who owes me my photoshop please return me alrights..
cos my photoshop's cranky now and i cant and i mean CANT save whatever i did!
like how frustrating is that.

PFFFFFFFT.
okay, i think ive rant enough.
time for ice cream or something.
IM OUT!

[note: please spare a thought in my shoes, and please, please read thru at least twice and think it through before you comment/start flaming just because of miscommunication. i dont need that. and oh, no hard feelings ok? thank you for your kind understanding.]

12:33 pm ♥ gosh.

i got into temasek poly retail management course for jpsae and business process and systems engineering (which was my.. chapalang choice lol) for jae. and im going for retail. mmkay? XD

hahahahaha. *beams*
anyways this is scary. i felt it.
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/262263/1/.html

TREMORS IN SINGAPORE.

Singapore's Meteorological Services Division says an earthquake measuring 6.6 on
the Richter Scale struck Padang, Indonesia at about 11.50am. The epicentre is 50
kilometres north-northeast of Padang, on the island of Sumatra in Indonesia AND
some 430 kilometres south-west of Singapore.

not like its the first time but it is my first time seeing my water shake and all.
no my bottle didnt dance or what la you know.
but i saw the table like move. scary!
11.50am leh! 3 mins before i felt the tremor! geez.
and! im working at supreme court remember?
and its the city area! scary! ahh!
better evacuate soon before i can never blog again.

CHOYYYYYYY.

10:53 am ♥ the end.

just finished watching hanakimi.
and i feel so empty now that its over!
gah i shall go buy the dvd/vcd whatever's on sale later.
and hopefully there'll be behind the scene specials or smth.
ahhh. :(

9:45 pm ♥ .. *looks around*

im sad cos taiwan's airing HANAKIMI episode 15 like, NOW.
and im still rotting in the seat thinking how sad it is to have no more hanakimi to watch in the future already.
nevermind i will go buy the whole set when its out. like in the whole set duh! ha.

okay anyway.
[editting this post as of friday]

wow wow wow wow wow wow wow!
today was great great great. my life is getting better!
(yeah like after i put a brand new $10 note in a brand new angpow in my wallet - okay i am superstitious and i believe it will bring me good luck LOL)
okay life is good when you work in singapore academy of law and get invited to events.
lovely!

went for lou hei with everyone today and i tell you its the first time i ate yusheng. HAHA.
no i actually hate the raw veggie but oh well its for prosperity for the academy so i ate!!
*bows* thank you, thank you. OKAY LOL.
i love the academy bistro! like they serve the best food E-V-E-R and they fry the best chicken wings!
and damn those sinful chocolate cakes. i dont like chocolate other than rocher and dark chocolate but whatever! i ate one and i thought i was gonna die already. haha!
and i ate alot alot alot of gourmet food lol! academy bistro = :D!
heh heh. and oh anyway i think im quitting on march 16. which is quite sad!
i think i'll miss getting up at 6.30am and dragging myself to work every morning.
and everyone at level 6! ahh damn this is saddening lol.
anyway this is umm.. vivian and me in a random msn convo. :)

hear the angels shout his anthem. says:
erms
u wan
mental hospital mah?
first class luxury treatment.

!& xethepottyhead>> wow wow academy lou hei is love! ahh sinful choco cakes =\ ❤ says:
CAN!!
maybe i can meet rain.
and talk to him via the paper cups
WOOT thats GREAT!

that is how irritating i am. HAHA!

[saturday/sunday]
sybs came over to draw shoes today! :) met her at bugis first to buy materials and all and guess what! this nice person came to approach us to go for the cleo bachelor's most-number-of-people-squeezed-on-a-bed thingy and i so wanted to join like haha! for fun okay. :)
we had quite alot of fun drawing shoes and all until vivian came!
then we started to do our hair and all. i did the joanne peh hair for vivian (LOL!) and they did HALF cabbage hair and HALF joanne peh hair for me can. with straight fringe! ok that was kinda gross lol.
and end up we started playing like makeup and cosplay and all. i had this i-will-only-wear-this-if-i-commit-suicide red gown with tartan lace skirt. with red eyeliner and all! pretty freaky id say. haha! maybe i was outta my mind or something lol!
and we took alot of pictures. *smiles*
then lp came over to stay! spreeing together is nice. heh heh. :)
okay thats all.

nothing much lahhhh. :)
i wanna draw shoes again like arghhhhh. :)

okay im pmsing already LOL.
bye!

9:40 am ♥ woweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

WOW WOW SO COOL!
saw this one on here and i tell you! its so coooooool right! wow wow me wants! haha.
i tell you if i wear this im gonna freak the hell outta everyone who sees me haha!



but its FREAKING expensive as well, like US$145.95 which is JPY17566.54 (from the site) that is SGD$227.85 (since the exchange rate +3% interbank SGD$1 = JPY77.1) FOR A PAIR OF FREAKY CONTACT LENSES.

ahhh so ex. :(
but me wants! maybe i'll bug my father and see if he has this kinda contacts. :D
so coooooool. :)
more over at http://www.visiondirect.com/la/product/list.asp?catid=10898! :)
advance birthday prezzie anyone?

XD

9:54 am ♥ my hair is nicer than your bowl of cornflakes.

i friendster-hopped just now and i left testi for sooooo many people.
wowie i feel nice today. :D

♥ xe. yourstruly.

I am a camwhore.
I am a perfectionist!
I am a mag-hag.

I like lizards.
I like well-dressed boys!
I like my pink lapppppppppy.

I invent words.
I doodle on my tees.
I make my own blogskin.

I am xethegreat. :D

XE THE GREAT

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YOU LIKE ME!
YOU DONT LIKE ME.

I HEART. ♥
ANYTHING WASABI, KIMCHI, MUSHROOM, CHICKEN, SEAWEED, NOODLES & TEA! :D
I do have some kind of a profound interest in laughing like im on crack, singing at the top of my lungs, painting my nails in {odd but} pretty colours, randomly friendster/livejournal/blog-hop, write absurd lyrics to songs and sing to people at random places, wearing mismatch outfits, smelling my lipgloss, crimping my hair, playing staring competition with my cats, sitting in my wardrobe and running around the house in sky-high heels.

So basically, I'm still sane, lah. :D

♥

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