Falling head over heels,

thought i knew how it feels,

but with you

its like the first day

of my life.

11:06 pm ♥ random facts!

okayes im feeling UBER random so i'll do this.
anws i went to zara today. bot 3 tees! ate billy's! WOOHHOOOOO.
presenting to you. 10 random facts about me. CURRENTLY. (:

i like so smile with my teeth seen. mouth wide wide open~
my left profile looks a ton nicer that my right one.
i have scary moodswings!
i love drinking SOPHIA at billy bombers.
i love long john's CHEESE! yummers!
i still think black is the new black.
i am jealous of ah lians who smile with their mouth so mugged that they look like they had their lips sealed with superglue like that in house of wax. yeah. NOT. (:
i end up screwing my class photo every year. DAMN IT!
i sing in the shower. HAHA!
i like being me.. if i could change one thing in the world, i'll change how people look at plump people. stop discriminating! we are all the same! HAHA. (:

i know all that's random. SORRY.
and oh i saw junyang today.
i was like spazzing while walking towards heeren when i saw him and some other person.
oh so diu lian.
spazzing in orchard [not in front of junyang DUH].. hmm.

nights.

11:01 am ♥

WOOOOW its been a long long time since i blogged.. :D
thanks to prelims and stuffs going on lah.. i think i kinda like screwed it lols.. (:
i think be LUCK i'll get like 30+ points LOL.. and what made me so gekkkkk was that idiot HC.
0.75 more marks to the next grade. like so WHATEVER right.. gahhh. nevermind. lets hope i did better in english to like what lah hor. umm. yah. ya..h.
i dunno lehs. i know its not the time now to blame people and stuffs lah.
its ME who keep procrastinating NOT to study and stuffs.. and this is what i get.
i do know. OKAYE. :D

and oh results are out on MONDAY. 2 days. till doomsday. haha!
i think till then people please dont ask me about how are my prelims and stuffs.. i dont know as well.
HAHA. and dont keep saying JIAYOU you can do it SURE CAN DE must be below 20 points TRUST YOURSELF must have confidence etc ETC etc.. cos..

there's a difference between being confident and being realistic.
i choose the latter. haha. at least i wont be too disappointed upon receiving my results..
i dont want my hopes to be dashed you know. haha!

anyways.
was kinda rotting everyday away these days.
go out. eat. shop. have fun. rot.
and the cycle continues. seriously in no mood to study although i know i should.
yeah yeah O level's like 1 month away this is my last lap of the race [HOW CORNY] i should put in my best etc etc..
i'll try my best to do it lah. HAHA.
okayes back to the point.
went to rent vcds with vanessa yesterday.. watched wet dreams 2 and benchwarmers!
the wet dreams was super funny lah! me and vans was like laughing away like most of the time..
hehe. go rent it if you want. its nice! haha! (: now i wanna watch part one of the movie. but its M18 lol.
anws her family is super nice and was sucha gooooood host. if u see this must help me tell ur mum kays vanessa!! :D
hahahhahahahahhaa i think i said it for the 10000th time already lols!
i must be very irritating. hehe.

(random) i wanna watch john tucker must die!
but its like.. i dunno lehhs.
everyday we say we wanna watch movie but its like dragging on and on..
its like the 3rd week already. i guess the movie thing's off alr.. hah.
already dont harbor any tots of watching it alr!
so i think im gonna drag ah pao and go watch today.. its like only $8 right? hehe.

okayes im running out of ideas on what to write.
so i'll end here.
i think im being quite mean noe.
must change.
must be nicer.

hehe.
im nice!
i will be.
i could be.
i must be.

:D

bye people!

11:23 am ♥ i know my new skin rocks. HAH.

omg im done with my new skin!
was just feeling bored on a saturday morning.
rotting in front of my comp with nothing to do.. hahaha.

anyways. im so in love with it! :D
and oh new blog song up too! i kinda like it.. hehe.
but dont listen to it for like 5 times in a row you'll get sick of it. XD

im going running with sybs and vivan later. wooh! like.. siao right hahas.
im disgusted of myself. eeeee. so im gonna go slim down. HAHA.
lets hope i succeed this time. HEHE.
jun will give me moral support right.. RIGHT!! you better do lah. XD

this is so random. oh no.
times running out. hehe. im leaving!
RATE before you go kay?

<3

5:08 pm ♥

oh shit.
i thought only i was clever enough to make it white. then now who knows.
the whole world read it.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.





















































did you think that there was something?

lols theres nothing justa bunch of space. haha thanks everyone who cared lols.. and tagged (:
time to reply to tags before i hafta go.. hmm.

caho : hahas yeah i think i'll smash the kid's head if they go ring it again lols.. thankfully no kids ard today when i went to lj.. hah! (:
celia + sybs : hmm i dunno i think i screwed the codes and stuffs but luckily i got it back.. hahahaha. XD
shuting : bwah why ask me do.. but i did it le hehe. (:
AGNES : ahahha thanks! i think i oso very long time nvr go ur blog le.. lols paiseh! XD!
kevin : lols do i sound suicidal or what.. haha. anws thanks im alr now! and when the hell will that movie thing be settled or what ah? we're like waiting forever lah da ming xing! =X
ryan : thanks! hahahahhs long time no talk can.. nvm next time when i go online shall flood you lols.. btw yeah i think if i flunk my Os ill go into hiding in overseas or something.. HAHAHA.. (just a part of my wishful thinking lols)
sarah's sis : hmmhmm alright i'll make for you after prelims can..? paiseh paiseh. (:

hehe thats all.
anyways watched pulse today. ITS NICE.. hahas.
at least it kinda kept me away from the comp.. KINDA.
hahahs okayes i gotta log off now.. or the virus will find its way to me lol

no. im kidding. (:

bye!

8:54 pm ♥

oh and i blogged! :D
anyways prelims resumed today.. hmm everyone's moving on. thats good. haha.
screwed up chemistry.. i totally like studied 10 mins before paper can. bad. very bad.
focused too much on physics.. lets hope i dun screw it too. (:
but SS was okay leh i think. quite easy? LOL.. later i say easy i fail. hah.

edited. all gone. (:

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im supposed to do this so i'll do it.

Instructions:

1. Choose a number from 4-10.
2. Choose another number from 1-10.
3. Do the quiz.

The number that you have chosen in step 1 is the number of times that you have to write weird/random facts about yourself.
The number you've chosen in step 2 is the number of people you have to tag to do this quiz. So the quiz starts now!!

Step 1 - My choice of number: 9 (random facts of myself)
i like the number 9.
i hate my father.
i think im better off dead.
i have mood swings.
i have gotten over the idolchasing phase.
i am stressed up. very.
i get suicidal and pessimistic once in a while. (HAHA no nth emo-istic here lol)(and im not the kind that says i wanna go die everyday just to attract attention.)
i like happy things because they make me forget my sadness.
i listen to candy pop. and lots of pop music. twitpop. and emoesque ballads. haha.

Step 2 - My choice of number : 1

can it be anyONE ?


do it if you feel like it. i dont wanna force people to do things that they dont want to. (:

Peace. out.

9:03 pm ♥ what would it be like. if it was me.

met up with vanessa earlier today before going for it.. hmm.
went to eat lunch that too.. and we were supposed to reach sch by like 1 but we kinda left by 1 so there isnt enuf time for us to get on the bus..
so we cabbed down to mandai with weiling. yupps.
cab fare totalled to $17. not ex.. kind of.

anyways.

the atmosphere was like so tense when we reached.
proceeded to the hall for some memorial service where almost everyone was in tears..
gosh i couldnt help it but to cry too. its just like kind of saddening to see this kinda things.
i kinda cried the most after i placed my flower there.. you just cant help it.
altho i didnt really see him. but its like.. like that lah.

was thinking why i didnt like get to know him or what.
you know. you will have frens from other class de mah.
not even those hi bye kind. but why.

things got even worse when we went into the viewing hall..
you can hear all his relatives crying so hard and stuffs.
i dont know. its just. like that. like that.
was quite in a daze after coming out. its like.. alot of "huhs" in my mind lah.
yah.

i was thinking ( dont blame me for thinking too much.. =[ )

what would his family think during dinner time?
if he had the habit of saying mom dad bro eat before they eat and things like that?
but now staring into the empty seat and extra pair of chopsticks?

what would they think when its time to wake him up in the morning?
walking to the room, turning off the lights only to know that
what they saw was an empty bed?

and what would they think when they go to the restaurant they frequent?
ordering the food they used to.. only to know that no one would be eating it anymore?

i dont mean to like.. what but thats just what that comes to my mind lah.
i seriously cant imagine what its like if it was me.
how would my parents feel?

their daughter who used to laugh like mad while watch those taiwanese variety shows.
now hearing only the deafening silence?
their daughter who used to take an extra share whenever there was seaweed.
now a full packet on the table?
their daughter who used to run around the house chasing after the cat.
now the cat walking around aimelessly at home?

i shudder at the thought of it.
thankfully they still had my brother. or else. i dont know how theyre gonna face it.
oh no. its not the right time to think about it.

anyways.
its like. everyone's thinking about their death now like what it is gonna happen if it was them.
something like that. ive already planned. just. in case.

i dont know lah.
ive lost all my mood to study and things like that.
suddenly thinking.. prelims aint so important suddenly.
we wont make it to first 3 months anyway.

no. i must think positively.
i will try to pia.
2 more months.

lastly i just wanna say.
i'd miss him when im walking the stairs back to class after recess. like coming up to class 5 mins earlier.
seeing malcolm and samuel walking along the corridor back to their class.

i know alot of people have already said this. but im gonna say it anyway.
rest in peace samuel. 1990-2006.
rest, in peace.

12:02 am ♥ late night reflections.

i think im distraught. how?
anyways. im going tmrw.

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went studying with vivian today. not bad lah. quite productive.. kind of. (:
and i choked on the buttermilk biscuit when i heard vivian say filipino maid instead of filipino nurses can.. then i went into this nonstop coughing fit for like 3 minutes(i think) straight.. like 0.0 right.. and vivian was like so shocked she kept asking if i was okay..
and to think the day before i was joking with vanes that i might choke to death since i was always joking while im like eating..
and it actually happened lol.. scary eh? hmm.
then went to long john for dinner..
first this pair of brothers (xiao didi ard like 5yrs max) went like SOT and kept on ringing the "If we did well ring the bell" bell and its quite irritating.. then i said they were (neglected) hyperactive kids.
then after they left, another pair of brothers came in.. like 4yrs old.. went nuts on the bell too.
then i repeated what i said.. and kinda observed them until they left.
afterthat this pair of sisters came in.. like 6 yrs old.. guess what.
they went mad over the bell too. like.. HUH.. how come all the kids sot ki in ljs today??
its like there are no sane kids in lj lah.. all the kids went insane can.. BRR.
then thought of this mrBROWN scenario that were to happen if mrBROWN saw this whole thingy. haha. BROWNinfusion~ hmm.

now thats something "happier". sigh.

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i think im gonna learn to be a nicer person.
i think i want to be remembered as the person whos all nice and stuffs instead of
"huh xue er the last time siao chase idols de huh?"
"xue er that one very mean one isit?"
"xue er the one last time very act one ah?"
thats like so p a t h e t i c can.
so i'll try and be nice. be the nicest that i can be.
and see how it turns out to be. :D
aiyah. i'll just stop doing all those senseless stuff that i used to do..
and be the one that i really want to be.
the girl that glows from within. (:

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thats all. :D
goodnight all.

10:35 pm ♥

im so into 美人鱼 by 徐若? now lah.. so nice! (: its my blog song now hehe..
its due to release on 19 Sept.. im waiting! :D

我是一条没有人养的鱼
背着自由面无表情
彩色眼睛受伤的心
只有看到黑白的你
我像一条没有人养的鱼
我的悲伤你不在意
说过的话飘过脸颊
我无法挥去一切重新再来
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼
你的温柔总是来了又去
我的孤单不稀罕同情
你的电话忍住不打
我不想变成习惯等你回来
游向幸福的大海里

abit the emotwit song tho.. aiya dun care lah. NICE WHAT! hehe.

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anyways. was feeling abit the sot today. went studying with vanessa.
at airport. abit blue lah. everyone knows whats going on. hmm. its just like so sudden.
altho i didnt really (did i even?) talk to him.. still feel the pain kinda thing. i dunno how to say lah!
its just like.. nvm. hope hes happy in heaven now.. =( anws i like what ben said in his msn nick.
[quote]".. to be absent from the body is to be present with God."[/quote]
very woah right. thats it lah.

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anyways im feeling so used now lols.
i just cant stand it when you know, you treat this somebody so nicely.
then that particular person just dont appreciate.
that person just like hiew you when they feel like it.
then they can like treat other people better.
like wtfck right. like what is wrong la.
i really wanna go call and ask what is the fcking problem. hmm.

GAH. whatever la. :

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i will get over it. :D
WOOHOO.
and i like my legs.. in the reflections. HEEHEE.

10:26 am ♥

im done with my plain new skin.
hehe. :D

8:32 pm ♥ top10lists

OHOH so in the end i didnt go out with vanessa BUT things turned out well anyway. :D
ate lunch with laipao shien and sybs today. yupps at A1! (:
its.. quite nice la. yeah. havent been there for a long time alr.. hehe.
oh and i think the bandung soymilk is.. abit disgusting. HAHA.
[QUOTE]"Dont drink 80 cent drinks"[UNQUOTE]
by missy laipao hahaha. YES and i should totally listen to her.. HAHA.
and things are back to norm now. i think i totally thought too much into stuffs.
talk about being a true blue virgorian la haha! things will fall back into place. I HOPE. :)
anyway lets drop that.. is The Host nice? im gonna watch it most prolly this thurs..
or should i go for Forbidden Siren? hahahaha. im into horror flicks so yeah! (x~

i cant decide. and im so dead bored. so i'll do this. :D

The '10s' list.
TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now: umm, yeah.
2. are you happy: in a way, yes.
3. are you talking to anyone right now: i.. just closed that msn window lol
4. are you bored: THATS WHY IM DOING THIS OMFGLOL.
5. are you german: is this even an 'emotional' question?
6. are you brazilian: .. i like brazil.
7. are you french: avec moi?
8. are you Italian: i eat spagetti. :D
9. are your parents still married: (werid question) yeah.
10. do you like someone right now: iie liikes euu. HAHA. i mean, no.

TEN FAVORITES.
1. televison show: Project Runway + America's Next Top Model!
2. flower: oh dou ke ai de mei gui hua~
3. color: black white red
4. sport: bolleyvall :D
5. mall: i stay true to TAMPINES MALL
6. music: no genre.. really. :D
7. food: potato chicken mushroom!
8. drink: green tea. YUMM!
9. animal: cat. MEOWW.
10. country: japan and european countries! WOOSH. and nt forgetting my homeland. HAHA.

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: SINGAPORE lol.
2. hair color: im happy with it being black.
3. height : 160 lol im short.
4. hair length: short but hot. HAHA! i wanna do a pixie cut! :D
5. eye color: dark brown!
6. shoe size: 8.. 9. WOAH.
7. mood: contented
8. orientation: STRAIGHT. xD
9. available : nah. i belong to me!
10. lefty/righty: rightaye.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE. (This is purely EMO-TWIT omfg!)
1. have you ever been in love: yeah [like how i believe michael jackson's happy being white.]
2. do you believe in love: [twit]yeppx, iie stiu belib in lubbs.[untwit]
3. have you ever been heartbroken: [twit] iie hartbwokkenn. sobbs sobbs. [untwit]
4. have you ever broken someone's heart : i dont know how to twit this. LOL.
5. have you ever fallen for your best friend : JUN AH! HELLOS! lol im kidding. my best friend made me fall more like it lol.
6. have you ever liked someone but never told them: [twit] miie ish shyy w0rhs. [untwit]
7. are you afraid of commitment: NO i still wanna get married okay haha.
9. have you ever asked someone out you liked: i WILL do that one day. :D
10. have you ever had a secret admirer : i belive i have. HAHA no im kidding. NO LAH!

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust: lusty love. LOL. no. love.
2. hard liquor or beer: hmm this is hard.. beer.
3. night or day: day.. i was nocturnal.
4. one night stands or relationships: relationship
5. television or internet: internet!
6. pepsi or coke: coca cola~
7. wild night out or romantic night: wild night out! given me i'll turn any romantic night into a wild night out too.. HAHA! im so ... lol!
8. colored pictures or black and white: black and white.. [twit] m0rr em0s mahhx [untwit]
9. phone or in person: in person. imagine thrashing things out thru phone. GAWD no.
10. aim or myspace: myspace! :D

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER.
1. ever been caught sneaking out: err no. i report my whereabouts to my 'rents truthfully KAY.
2. ever skinny dipped: nah.. no chance for me to do so LOL!
3. done something you regret: cmon face it.. who dont regret? :) but thankfully i move on. instead of dwelling at that particular regret. :D
4. ever bungee jumped: i will! when i know when i jump i dont snap the cord i'll jump.
5. ever been on a boat: ahoy mate, no!
6. ever finished an entire jaw breaker: no leh.. sad right!
7. ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: yeah. im such what right.. haha.
8. ever been caught by your parents with a hickey? : thankfully no! (for the benefit of people who dont know what is a hickey, hickey = lovebite i suppose. HEHE.)
9. ever danced in the rain?: dancing in the moonlight~ no.
10.ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship: i wont.. know. :D

PWHOAR im done! and i think its time for me to log off now.
whee! repost people! (: do drop a tag if u do so.. i wanna see yours! (:
thats all for now! tata sweets!

6:12 pm ♥

I think I have nothing to blog about.
just had billy bombers and im like full to the brim already. OWW.
I think I am constantly pissed by people who keep giving attitude, (seemingly) unknowingly.
like WTF haha. :D
and I get pissed by friend hoppers + PANGSEH IDIOTS.
I dont know how many times ive said but I totally HATE people who TRY to pangseh very nicely but fail to do so and making it so obvious that people can sense it.
its already bad that youre doing it.
its worse that you let people know that youre doing it.
dont talk about what I / we are doing that's (allegedly) hurting you.
think about what you do and say to us that make us feel that way in the first place.
you know, things happen for a reason.
please think about what youve said and done, then come demanding to know what's wrong.
yes?

oh man. lets hope I get over this "downtime" by tmrw.
going out with vanessa. I know it'll be good.
unlike today where some people kept giving shitass attitude
OOPS I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING.

sure, we've had good times and fun moments together.
but all the .... youve given is totally enough to.. turn me off.
it takes time to know a person inside out.. outside in.
and I know a mere three months isnt enough.
actually, it kinda depends.
sometimes friends that youve known since you start secondary school change.
and after that you seem like you dont know them anymore.
its even worse than people that you got to know two years ago.
I used to think that we could remain as good friends.
like what we were in the past.
but I dont think so now.
sometimes I look at you in the face, stare at you in the eye and I wonder if I even know you at all.
i shiver at the thought of it.
seriously. I do.

12:13 am ♥ no title

wooyay. i went out slacking the whole day with vivian today.. like hmm. (:
actually supposed to study de but we got to a point where we totally like can stone in front of the books.. POWER right.
so we kinda like shopped ard instead.. and we kinda like found alota nice cheap stuffs.. hehe.
sometimes its not so bad being a cheapskate. yeah im this cheapskate. got a problem with that? :D
id so rather be a cheapskate than this spendthrift lah. like seriously. whatever for?
okayes im so off topic but anyways managed to grab some nice tees and ...s. (:
watched little man too.. and i totally like bombed 50bucks today. sad. kinda. =(
but oh wells lookin at my 战利品.. makes me kinda ohwellnothingbadanyway-ish.
talk about being easily contented! (:

anyways jun wanted me to talk about him, so there.
HELLOS THERE! (:
jun youre the greatest boy best friend anyone could ever have. HEHE. hear me?
anyways. (:

lemme talk about 3 kinda people thats been getting on my nerves lately. like, GAH.

number one. i cant stand people that keep PROBING me about (read : L-A-M-E) stuff that i just dont feel like saying. its like, shut yer cake hole! gah. its amazing how these people get on MY nerves. ask ask ask. who what where when how. like the whole damn world has to answer your fcking question. wanna know? (omfg thats a question :O) ASK SOMEONE ELSE. stop bugging me.

number two. those pieholes who start coming up to me and show off. like, i give a damn. (well sadly sometimes i do) and its not like your showing off something to me that isnt of so much importance. like, oh you know what today i just got a new handphone charm. like HAHA right? you kinda get the idea right? like whats there to sow off, bragger!

number three. those that kinda go like "oh man im so fat" when theyre OBVIOUSLY not so, or maybe they are. its like. is this reverse psychology? saying IM FAT IM FAT IM FAT and waiting for people to go like NO YOURE NOT YOURE SO SLIM YOU CAN FIT INTO SIZE 8 thingy. so that they kinda feel good. they get this satisfaction thing. thats just like so lowdown can. even i dont do this kinda thing. i ACCEPT the fact that i AM plus sized and face up to the problem (if it was ever considered a PROBLEM) AND shut up on those whiney riney thingy. you know. if you keep rattling on being fat you will be. HAHA.

thats about all lah. like, GAH. you know!
anyways. one last thingy. i DONT understand why people can CONDEMN this fashion stuff.
like, no, im not a pro-thisfashion activist but its like once i got this skirt thingy at bugis street (that i still never got to wear) at like $26 and i saw the exact thingy in TF for like $16.. i almost died. things are all the same, just where they display it you know. so its like people who go like EWW THISFASHION = CHEAPSKATE NO WAY and they wear things that you can actually find inside there just at a cheaper price. i just dont get it. 虚荣心在作祟 ah? uhem.

oh no this post is so uber RANT-y. and i guess its the longest post ever (this month) right. hehe.
guess i wont be posting so often alr.. its like prelims in two days and im still like onlining till 1am. haha. BAD. who cares lah, hehe.

and lastly im so into aint no other man now lah can.
... do your thang, honey~

oh man. :D

8:28 pm ♥

just some random pictures. :D

sheena vanessa me.




vivian and vanessa.. turtlerangers whatever! (:


my darling emo girl HAHAAHA!


OH another emo-er.


the ever narcissistic me. :D

3:55 pm ♥ bday

im finally here to post. :D
okayes, so anyways, my birthday celebration was kinda successful.. hehe.
everything didnt go as planned, but still turned out good.. so i doubted planning stuffs for a while hehe.

ive been on a "good food" spree thingy.. and i think im a lil sick of em. (:
had phin's beerhaus and grille last wed, billy's last thurs, pasta + cheesybites pizza last fri, ajisan + spins last sat, secret recipe's cheesecake (thanks mag!) last sun, popeye's on mon and lastly pastamania yesterday. no, not trying to show off but OMG i feel so suaku haha. cos its the first time im eating so much.. in one week! hahaha! not bad, lah. :D

spent quite alot of bling.. heartache ah hahaha.
i bot this zara top that i absolutely love but now i kinda regret cos its so ex! (well at least, to me)
quite sad right.. wasted so much money on random stuff and only bot one shirt.. hahahas (:

special thanks to..
andrea jialin celine veron for the cute pink torto and mango mouse cake!
sybil vanessa kevin laipao kaxiong shien vivian for the huge turtle, second guigui, the cow adorned with all your well wishes and that naughty lil book!
jolyn for the glitter shimmer cream!
karen for the pearls and bracelet!
kevin sybil for the apple grape strawberry phone charm thingy!
mag and mk for the cheesecake!
ziqi mulin junhui allan sheena vanessa crystal and all of you for being there to share the joy!
oh and you you you and everyone for the wishes and gifts that i forgot to mention.. hehe. :D

my sweet sixteen was memorable!
at least i remember allan's "which floor the bomber".. lol!

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went studying with sybs and puts yesterday.. was quite fruitful lah hehe.
at least i managed to get something in.. hahaha! (:
and i bot the voodoo stuff for them.. cute lah.. quite. hehe.
then they got me the fruit phonecharm in return.. THANKS people!


puts the "rokr" + sybs the "screwie" + me the "luck rotten like shit".. haha!
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went to watch the devil wears prada today.. it was nice lah! (:
i think i wanna get the novel.. hehe. and i don't mind watching it again can..!!
kinda taught me to like know what i want in life and things like that.. i'll give it a 4/5!
i wanna watch john tucker must die and singapore dreaming.
and FORBIDDEN CITY! but sadly my parents dont know how to appreciate so i guess i wont be able to go. SAD. haha.

i think thats all for now.. ummhmm.
have to pia for prelims alr.. im so dead. FIVE MORE DAYS CAN!

oh oh.

11:12 pm ♥

i know.
218.186.223.105 is jealous. Of me.
hehe. :D

11:06 pm ♥ random facts!

okayes im feeling UBER random so i'll do this.
anws i went to zara today. bot 3 tees! ate billy's! WOOHHOOOOO.
presenting to you. 10 random facts about me. CURRENTLY. (:

i like so smile with my teeth seen. mouth wide wide open~
my left profile looks a ton nicer that my right one.
i have scary moodswings!
i love drinking SOPHIA at billy bombers.
i love long john's CHEESE! yummers!
i still think black is the new black.
i am jealous of ah lians who smile with their mouth so mugged that they look like they had their lips sealed with superglue like that in house of wax. yeah. NOT. (:
i end up screwing my class photo every year. DAMN IT!
i sing in the shower. HAHA!
i like being me.. if i could change one thing in the world, i'll change how people look at plump people. stop discriminating! we are all the same! HAHA. (:

i know all that's random. SORRY.
and oh i saw junyang today.
i was like spazzing while walking towards heeren when i saw him and some other person.
oh so diu lian.
spazzing in orchard [not in front of junyang DUH].. hmm.

nights.

11:01 am ♥

WOOOOW its been a long long time since i blogged.. :D
thanks to prelims and stuffs going on lah.. i think i kinda like screwed it lols.. (:
i think be LUCK i'll get like 30+ points LOL.. and what made me so gekkkkk was that idiot HC.
0.75 more marks to the next grade. like so WHATEVER right.. gahhh. nevermind. lets hope i did better in english to like what lah hor. umm. yah. ya..h.
i dunno lehs. i know its not the time now to blame people and stuffs lah.
its ME who keep procrastinating NOT to study and stuffs.. and this is what i get.
i do know. OKAYE. :D

and oh results are out on MONDAY. 2 days. till doomsday. haha!
i think till then people please dont ask me about how are my prelims and stuffs.. i dont know as well.
HAHA. and dont keep saying JIAYOU you can do it SURE CAN DE must be below 20 points TRUST YOURSELF must have confidence etc ETC etc.. cos..

there's a difference between being confident and being realistic.
i choose the latter. haha. at least i wont be too disappointed upon receiving my results..
i dont want my hopes to be dashed you know. haha!

anyways.
was kinda rotting everyday away these days.
go out. eat. shop. have fun. rot.
and the cycle continues. seriously in no mood to study although i know i should.
yeah yeah O level's like 1 month away this is my last lap of the race [HOW CORNY] i should put in my best etc etc..
i'll try my best to do it lah. HAHA.
okayes back to the point.
went to rent vcds with vanessa yesterday.. watched wet dreams 2 and benchwarmers!
the wet dreams was super funny lah! me and vans was like laughing away like most of the time..
hehe. go rent it if you want. its nice! haha! (: now i wanna watch part one of the movie. but its M18 lol.
anws her family is super nice and was sucha gooooood host. if u see this must help me tell ur mum kays vanessa!! :D
hahahhahahahahhaa i think i said it for the 10000th time already lols!
i must be very irritating. hehe.

(random) i wanna watch john tucker must die!
but its like.. i dunno lehhs.
everyday we say we wanna watch movie but its like dragging on and on..
its like the 3rd week already. i guess the movie thing's off alr.. hah.
already dont harbor any tots of watching it alr!
so i think im gonna drag ah pao and go watch today.. its like only $8 right? hehe.

okayes im running out of ideas on what to write.
so i'll end here.
i think im being quite mean noe.
must change.
must be nicer.

hehe.
im nice!
i will be.
i could be.
i must be.

:D

bye people!

11:23 am ♥ i know my new skin rocks. HAH.

omg im done with my new skin!
was just feeling bored on a saturday morning.
rotting in front of my comp with nothing to do.. hahaha.

anyways. im so in love with it! :D
and oh new blog song up too! i kinda like it.. hehe.
but dont listen to it for like 5 times in a row you'll get sick of it. XD

im going running with sybs and vivan later. wooh! like.. siao right hahas.
im disgusted of myself. eeeee. so im gonna go slim down. HAHA.
lets hope i succeed this time. HEHE.
jun will give me moral support right.. RIGHT!! you better do lah. XD

this is so random. oh no.
times running out. hehe. im leaving!
RATE before you go kay?

<3

5:08 pm ♥

oh shit.
i thought only i was clever enough to make it white. then now who knows.
the whole world read it.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.





















































did you think that there was something?

lols theres nothing justa bunch of space. haha thanks everyone who cared lols.. and tagged (:
time to reply to tags before i hafta go.. hmm.

caho : hahas yeah i think i'll smash the kid's head if they go ring it again lols.. thankfully no kids ard today when i went to lj.. hah! (:
celia + sybs : hmm i dunno i think i screwed the codes and stuffs but luckily i got it back.. hahahaha. XD
shuting : bwah why ask me do.. but i did it le hehe. (:
AGNES : ahahha thanks! i think i oso very long time nvr go ur blog le.. lols paiseh! XD!
kevin : lols do i sound suicidal or what.. haha. anws thanks im alr now! and when the hell will that movie thing be settled or what ah? we're like waiting forever lah da ming xing! =X
ryan : thanks! hahahahhs long time no talk can.. nvm next time when i go online shall flood you lols.. btw yeah i think if i flunk my Os ill go into hiding in overseas or something.. HAHAHA.. (just a part of my wishful thinking lols)
sarah's sis : hmmhmm alright i'll make for you after prelims can..? paiseh paiseh. (:

hehe thats all.
anyways watched pulse today. ITS NICE.. hahas.
at least it kinda kept me away from the comp.. KINDA.
hahahs okayes i gotta log off now.. or the virus will find its way to me lol

no. im kidding. (:

bye!

8:54 pm ♥

oh and i blogged! :D
anyways prelims resumed today.. hmm everyone's moving on. thats good. haha.
screwed up chemistry.. i totally like studied 10 mins before paper can. bad. very bad.
focused too much on physics.. lets hope i dun screw it too. (:
but SS was okay leh i think. quite easy? LOL.. later i say easy i fail. hah.

edited. all gone. (:

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im supposed to do this so i'll do it.

Instructions:

1. Choose a number from 4-10.
2. Choose another number from 1-10.
3. Do the quiz.

The number that you have chosen in step 1 is the number of times that you have to write weird/random facts about yourself.
The number you've chosen in step 2 is the number of people you have to tag to do this quiz. So the quiz starts now!!

Step 1 - My choice of number: 9 (random facts of myself)
i like the number 9.
i hate my father.
i think im better off dead.
i have mood swings.
i have gotten over the idolchasing phase.
i am stressed up. very.
i get suicidal and pessimistic once in a while. (HAHA no nth emo-istic here lol)(and im not the kind that says i wanna go die everyday just to attract attention.)
i like happy things because they make me forget my sadness.
i listen to candy pop. and lots of pop music. twitpop. and emoesque ballads. haha.

Step 2 - My choice of number : 1

can it be anyONE ?


do it if you feel like it. i dont wanna force people to do things that they dont want to. (:

Peace. out.

9:03 pm ♥ what would it be like. if it was me.

met up with vanessa earlier today before going for it.. hmm.
went to eat lunch that too.. and we were supposed to reach sch by like 1 but we kinda left by 1 so there isnt enuf time for us to get on the bus..
so we cabbed down to mandai with weiling. yupps.
cab fare totalled to $17. not ex.. kind of.

anyways.

the atmosphere was like so tense when we reached.
proceeded to the hall for some memorial service where almost everyone was in tears..
gosh i couldnt help it but to cry too. its just like kind of saddening to see this kinda things.
i kinda cried the most after i placed my flower there.. you just cant help it.
altho i didnt really see him. but its like.. like that lah.

was thinking why i didnt like get to know him or what.
you know. you will have frens from other class de mah.
not even those hi bye kind. but why.

things got even worse when we went into the viewing hall..
you can hear all his relatives crying so hard and stuffs.
i dont know. its just. like that. like that.
was quite in a daze after coming out. its like.. alot of "huhs" in my mind lah.
yah.

i was thinking ( dont blame me for thinking too much.. =[ )

what would his family think during dinner time?
if he had the habit of saying mom dad bro eat before they eat and things like that?
but now staring into the empty seat and extra pair of chopsticks?

what would they think when its time to wake him up in the morning?
walking to the room, turning off the lights only to know that
what they saw was an empty bed?

and what would they think when they go to the restaurant they frequent?
ordering the food they used to.. only to know that no one would be eating it anymore?

i dont mean to like.. what but thats just what that comes to my mind lah.
i seriously cant imagine what its like if it was me.
how would my parents feel?

their daughter who used to laugh like mad while watch those taiwanese variety shows.
now hearing only the deafening silence?
their daughter who used to take an extra share whenever there was seaweed.
now a full packet on the table?
their daughter who used to run around the house chasing after the cat.
now the cat walking around aimelessly at home?

i shudder at the thought of it.
thankfully they still had my brother. or else. i dont know how theyre gonna face it.
oh no. its not the right time to think about it.

anyways.
its like. everyone's thinking about their death now like what it is gonna happen if it was them.
something like that. ive already planned. just. in case.

i dont know lah.
ive lost all my mood to study and things like that.
suddenly thinking.. prelims aint so important suddenly.
we wont make it to first 3 months anyway.

no. i must think positively.
i will try to pia.
2 more months.

lastly i just wanna say.
i'd miss him when im walking the stairs back to class after recess. like coming up to class 5 mins earlier.
seeing malcolm and samuel walking along the corridor back to their class.

i know alot of people have already said this. but im gonna say it anyway.
rest in peace samuel. 1990-2006.
rest, in peace.

12:02 am ♥ late night reflections.

i think im distraught. how?
anyways. im going tmrw.

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went studying with vivian today. not bad lah. quite productive.. kind of. (:
and i choked on the buttermilk biscuit when i heard vivian say filipino maid instead of filipino nurses can.. then i went into this nonstop coughing fit for like 3 minutes(i think) straight.. like 0.0 right.. and vivian was like so shocked she kept asking if i was okay..
and to think the day before i was joking with vanes that i might choke to death since i was always joking while im like eating..
and it actually happened lol.. scary eh? hmm.
then went to long john for dinner..
first this pair of brothers (xiao didi ard like 5yrs max) went like SOT and kept on ringing the "If we did well ring the bell" bell and its quite irritating.. then i said they were (neglected) hyperactive kids.
then after they left, another pair of brothers came in.. like 4yrs old.. went nuts on the bell too.
then i repeated what i said.. and kinda observed them until they left.
afterthat this pair of sisters came in.. like 6 yrs old.. guess what.
they went mad over the bell too. like.. HUH.. how come all the kids sot ki in ljs today??
its like there are no sane kids in lj lah.. all the kids went insane can.. BRR.
then thought of this mrBROWN scenario that were to happen if mrBROWN saw this whole thingy. haha. BROWNinfusion~ hmm.

now thats something "happier". sigh.

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i think im gonna learn to be a nicer person.
i think i want to be remembered as the person whos all nice and stuffs instead of
"huh xue er the last time siao chase idols de huh?"
"xue er that one very mean one isit?"
"xue er the one last time very act one ah?"
thats like so p a t h e t i c can.
so i'll try and be nice. be the nicest that i can be.
and see how it turns out to be. :D
aiyah. i'll just stop doing all those senseless stuff that i used to do..
and be the one that i really want to be.
the girl that glows from within. (:

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thats all. :D
goodnight all.

10:35 pm ♥

im so into 美人鱼 by 徐若? now lah.. so nice! (: its my blog song now hehe..
its due to release on 19 Sept.. im waiting! :D

我是一条没有人养的鱼
背着自由面无表情
彩色眼睛受伤的心
只有看到黑白的你
我像一条没有人养的鱼
我的悲伤你不在意
说过的话飘过脸颊
我无法挥去一切重新再来
舍不得我为什么说再见
能不能收回我说的每一句话
舍不得我为什么不忘记
做一条快乐美人鱼
你的温柔总是来了又去
我的孤单不稀罕同情
你的电话忍住不打
我不想变成习惯等你回来
游向幸福的大海里

abit the emotwit song tho.. aiya dun care lah. NICE WHAT! hehe.

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anyways. was feeling abit the sot today. went studying with vanessa.
at airport. abit blue lah. everyone knows whats going on. hmm. its just like so sudden.
altho i didnt really (did i even?) talk to him.. still feel the pain kinda thing. i dunno how to say lah!
its just like.. nvm. hope hes happy in heaven now.. =( anws i like what ben said in his msn nick.
[quote]".. to be absent from the body is to be present with God."[/quote]
very woah right. thats it lah.

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anyways im feeling so used now lols.
i just cant stand it when you know, you treat this somebody so nicely.
then that particular person just dont appreciate.
that person just like hiew you when they feel like it.
then they can like treat other people better.
like wtfck right. like what is wrong la.
i really wanna go call and ask what is the fcking problem. hmm.

GAH. whatever la. :

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i will get over it. :D
WOOHOO.
and i like my legs.. in the reflections. HEEHEE.

10:26 am ♥

im done with my plain new skin.
hehe. :D

8:32 pm ♥ top10lists

OHOH so in the end i didnt go out with vanessa BUT things turned out well anyway. :D
ate lunch with laipao shien and sybs today. yupps at A1! (:
its.. quite nice la. yeah. havent been there for a long time alr.. hehe.
oh and i think the bandung soymilk is.. abit disgusting. HAHA.
[QUOTE]"Dont drink 80 cent drinks"[UNQUOTE]
by missy laipao hahaha. YES and i should totally listen to her.. HAHA.
and things are back to norm now. i think i totally thought too much into stuffs.
talk about being a true blue virgorian la haha! things will fall back into place. I HOPE. :)
anyway lets drop that.. is The Host nice? im gonna watch it most prolly this thurs..
or should i go for Forbidden Siren? hahahaha. im into horror flicks so yeah! (x~

i cant decide. and im so dead bored. so i'll do this. :D

The '10s' list.
TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now: umm, yeah.
2. are you happy: in a way, yes.
3. are you talking to anyone right now: i.. just closed that msn window lol
4. are you bored: THATS WHY IM DOING THIS OMFGLOL.
5. are you german: is this even an 'emotional' question?
6. are you brazilian: .. i like brazil.
7. are you french: avec moi?
8. are you Italian: i eat spagetti. :D
9. are your parents still married: (werid question) yeah.
10. do you like someone right now: iie liikes euu. HAHA. i mean, no.

TEN FAVORITES.
1. televison show: Project Runway + America's Next Top Model!
2. flower: oh dou ke ai de mei gui hua~
3. color: black white red
4. sport: bolleyvall :D
5. mall: i stay true to TAMPINES MALL
6. music: no genre.. really. :D
7. food: potato chicken mushroom!
8. drink: green tea. YUMM!
9. animal: cat. MEOWW.
10. country: japan and european countries! WOOSH. and nt forgetting my homeland. HAHA.

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: SINGAPORE lol.
2. hair color: im happy with it being black.
3. height : 160 lol im short.
4. hair length: short but hot. HAHA! i wanna do a pixie cut! :D
5. eye color: dark brown!
6. shoe size: 8.. 9. WOAH.
7. mood: contented
8. orientation: STRAIGHT. xD
9. available : nah. i belong to me!
10. lefty/righty: rightaye.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE. (This is purely EMO-TWIT omfg!)
1. have you ever been in love: yeah [like how i believe michael jackson's happy being white.]
2. do you believe in love: [twit]yeppx, iie stiu belib in lubbs.[untwit]
3. have you ever been heartbroken: [twit] iie hartbwokkenn. sobbs sobbs. [untwit]
4. have you ever broken someone's heart : i dont know how to twit this. LOL.
5. have you ever fallen for your best friend : JUN AH! HELLOS! lol im kidding. my best friend made me fall more like it lol.
6. have you ever liked someone but never told them: [twit] miie ish shyy w0rhs. [untwit]
7. are you afraid of commitment: NO i still wanna get married okay haha.
9. have you ever asked someone out you liked: i WILL do that one day. :D
10. have you ever had a secret admirer : i belive i have. HAHA no im kidding. NO LAH!

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust: lusty love. LOL. no. love.
2. hard liquor or beer: hmm this is hard.. beer.
3. night or day: day.. i was nocturnal.
4. one night stands or relationships: relationship
5. television or internet: internet!
6. pepsi or coke: coca cola~
7. wild night out or romantic night: wild night out! given me i'll turn any romantic night into a wild night out too.. HAHA! im so ... lol!
8. colored pictures or black and white: black and white.. [twit] m0rr em0s mahhx [untwit]
9. phone or in person: in person. imagine thrashing things out thru phone. GAWD no.
10. aim or myspace: myspace! :D

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER.
1. ever been caught sneaking out: err no. i report my whereabouts to my 'rents truthfully KAY.
2. ever skinny dipped: nah.. no chance for me to do so LOL!
3. done something you regret: cmon face it.. who dont regret? :) but thankfully i move on. instead of dwelling at that particular regret. :D
4. ever bungee jumped: i will! when i know when i jump i dont snap the cord i'll jump.
5. ever been on a boat: ahoy mate, no!
6. ever finished an entire jaw breaker: no leh.. sad right!
7. ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: yeah. im such what right.. haha.
8. ever been caught by your parents with a hickey? : thankfully no! (for the benefit of people who dont know what is a hickey, hickey = lovebite i suppose. HEHE.)
9. ever danced in the rain?: dancing in the moonlight~ no.
10.ever loved your ex while you were in a new relationship: i wont.. know. :D

PWHOAR im done! and i think its time for me to log off now.
whee! repost people! (: do drop a tag if u do so.. i wanna see yours! (:
thats all for now! tata sweets!

6:12 pm ♥

I think I have nothing to blog about.
just had billy bombers and im like full to the brim already. OWW.
I think I am constantly pissed by people who keep giving attitude, (seemingly) unknowingly.
like WTF haha. :D
and I get pissed by friend hoppers + PANGSEH IDIOTS.
I dont know how many times ive said but I totally HATE people who TRY to pangseh very nicely but fail to do so and making it so obvious that people can sense it.
its already bad that youre doing it.
its worse that you let people know that youre doing it.
dont talk about what I / we are doing that's (allegedly) hurting you.
think about what you do and say to us that make us feel that way in the first place.
you know, things happen for a reason.
please think about what youve said and done, then come demanding to know what's wrong.
yes?

oh man. lets hope I get over this "downtime" by tmrw.
going out with vanessa. I know it'll be good.
unlike today where some people kept giving shitass attitude
OOPS I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING.

sure, we've had good times and fun moments together.
but all the .... youve given is totally enough to.. turn me off.
it takes time to know a person inside out.. outside in.
and I know a mere three months isnt enough.
actually, it kinda depends.
sometimes friends that youve known since you start secondary school change.
and after that you seem like you dont know them anymore.
its even worse than people that you got to know two years ago.
I used to think that we could remain as good friends.
like what we were in the past.
but I dont think so now.
sometimes I look at you in the face, stare at you in the eye and I wonder if I even know you at all.
i shiver at the thought of it.
seriously. I do.

12:13 am ♥ no title

wooyay. i went out slacking the whole day with vivian today.. like hmm. (:
actually supposed to study de but we got to a point where we totally like can stone in front of the books.. POWER right.
so we kinda like shopped ard instead.. and we kinda like found alota nice cheap stuffs.. hehe.
sometimes its not so bad being a cheapskate. yeah im this cheapskate. got a problem with that? :D
id so rather be a cheapskate than this spendthrift lah. like seriously. whatever for?
okayes im so off topic but anyways managed to grab some nice tees and ...s. (:
watched little man too.. and i totally like bombed 50bucks today. sad. kinda. =(
but oh wells lookin at my 战利品.. makes me kinda ohwellnothingbadanyway-ish.
talk about being easily contented! (:

anyways jun wanted me to talk about him, so there.
HELLOS THERE! (:
jun youre the greatest boy best friend anyone could ever have. HEHE. hear me?
anyways. (:

lemme talk about 3 kinda people thats been getting on my nerves lately. like, GAH.

number one. i cant stand people that keep PROBING me about (read : L-A-M-E) stuff that i just dont feel like saying. its like, shut yer cake hole! gah. its amazing how these people get on MY nerves. ask ask ask. who what where when how. like the whole damn world has to answer your fcking question. wanna know? (omfg thats a question :O) ASK SOMEONE ELSE. stop bugging me.

number two. those pieholes who start coming up to me and show off. like, i give a damn. (well sadly sometimes i do) and its not like your showing off something to me that isnt of so much importance. like, oh you know what today i just got a new handphone charm. like HAHA right? you kinda get the idea right? like whats there to sow off, bragger!

number three. those that kinda go like "oh man im so fat" when theyre OBVIOUSLY not so, or maybe they are. its like. is this reverse psychology? saying IM FAT IM FAT IM FAT and waiting for people to go like NO YOURE NOT YOURE SO SLIM YOU CAN FIT INTO SIZE 8 thingy. so that they kinda feel good. they get this satisfaction thing. thats just like so lowdown can. even i dont do this kinda thing. i ACCEPT the fact that i AM plus sized and face up to the problem (if it was ever considered a PROBLEM) AND shut up on those whiney riney thingy. you know. if you keep rattling on being fat you will be. HAHA.

thats about all lah. like, GAH. you know!
anyways. one last thingy. i DONT understand why people can CONDEMN this fashion stuff.
like, no, im not a pro-thisfashion activist but its like once i got this skirt thingy at bugis street (that i still never got to wear) at like $26 and i saw the exact thingy in TF for like $16.. i almost died. things are all the same, just where they display it you know. so its like people who go like EWW THISFASHION = CHEAPSKATE NO WAY and they wear things that you can actually find inside there just at a cheaper price. i just dont get it. 虚荣心在作祟 ah? uhem.

oh no this post is so uber RANT-y. and i guess its the longest post ever (this month) right. hehe.
guess i wont be posting so often alr.. its like prelims in two days and im still like onlining till 1am. haha. BAD. who cares lah, hehe.

and lastly im so into aint no other man now lah can.
... do your thang, honey~

oh man. :D

8:28 pm ♥

just some random pictures. :D

sheena vanessa me.




vivian and vanessa.. turtlerangers whatever! (:


my darling emo girl HAHAAHA!


OH another emo-er.


the ever narcissistic me. :D

3:55 pm ♥ bday

im finally here to post. :D
okayes, so anyways, my birthday celebration was kinda successful.. hehe.
everything didnt go as planned, but still turned out good.. so i doubted planning stuffs for a while hehe.

ive been on a "good food" spree thingy.. and i think im a lil sick of em. (:
had phin's beerhaus and grille last wed, billy's last thurs, pasta + cheesybites pizza last fri, ajisan + spins last sat, secret recipe's cheesecake (thanks mag!) last sun, popeye's on mon and lastly pastamania yesterday. no, not trying to show off but OMG i feel so suaku haha. cos its the first time im eating so much.. in one week! hahaha! not bad, lah. :D

spent quite alot of bling.. heartache ah hahaha.
i bot this zara top that i absolutely love but now i kinda regret cos its so ex! (well at least, to me)
quite sad right.. wasted so much money on random stuff and only bot one shirt.. hahahas (:

special thanks to..
andrea jialin celine veron for the cute pink torto and mango mouse cake!
sybil vanessa kevin laipao kaxiong shien vivian for the huge turtle, second guigui, the cow adorned with all your well wishes and that naughty lil book!
jolyn for the glitter shimmer cream!
karen for the pearls and bracelet!
kevin sybil for the apple grape strawberry phone charm thingy!
mag and mk for the cheesecake!
ziqi mulin junhui allan sheena vanessa crystal and all of you for being there to share the joy!
oh and you you you and everyone for the wishes and gifts that i forgot to mention.. hehe. :D

my sweet sixteen was memorable!
at least i remember allan's "which floor the bomber".. lol!

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went studying with sybs and puts yesterday.. was quite fruitful lah hehe.
at least i managed to get something in.. hahaha! (:
and i bot the voodoo stuff for them.. cute lah.. quite. hehe.
then they got me the fruit phonecharm in return.. THANKS people!


puts the "rokr" + sybs the "screwie" + me the "luck rotten like shit".. haha!
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went to watch the devil wears prada today.. it was nice lah! (:
i think i wanna get the novel.. hehe. and i don't mind watching it again can..!!
kinda taught me to like know what i want in life and things like that.. i'll give it a 4/5!
i wanna watch john tucker must die and singapore dreaming.
and FORBIDDEN CITY! but sadly my parents dont know how to appreciate so i guess i wont be able to go. SAD. haha.

i think thats all for now.. ummhmm.
have to pia for prelims alr.. im so dead. FIVE MORE DAYS CAN!

oh oh.

11:12 pm ♥

i know.
218.186.223.105 is jealous. Of me.
hehe. :D

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