Falling head over heels,

thought i knew how it feels,

but with you

its like the first day

of my life.

8:59 pm ♥ aww.

世界上最遥远的距离, 不是你站在我面前而不知到我爱你, 而是明明知到彼此相爱却不能 在一起.

如果非要在这分爱上加一个期限, 我希望是一万年.

有一段真挚的感情摆在我面前, 我没有珍惜, 等到失去时才后悔莫及, 尘世间最痛苦的时莫过于此.

如果上天能给我一个机会在来一次的话, 我会对你说三个子 "我爱你".

SOSWEET. Its in chinese. Change ye settings so view it.. :) change it to chinese simplified. :D

8:38 pm ♥ JOURNEY TO THE WEST- one hawt story.

WATCHED MY FAV MOVIE OF THE YEAR.
A CHINESE TALL STORY.
DAMN HAWT. WATCH IT! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Chen po lin is so so uber hot. yes yes. ahh!
Cried twice. SO SAD OKAYES. Its so the the the sad. :'(
Yet so funny oso. HOHOHO.
I... will write up more when i can. My comp! So unpredictable.
I wont know if i'll DC ( auto restart ) half way when im blogging. better be careful!
ending here, will edit it.. soon! :P

TAKE CARE. WATCH THAT SHOW! :D:D:D

9:35 pm ♥ NARNIA IS SO HAWT.

Narnia is so goddamn hawt. I wanna watch it again.... i mean. I'll buy the vcd. Hohoho.
I will never ever regret watching it. EVER. :) I wanna watch king kong and a chinese tall love story! Anyone keen to watch it with me? Heh, i wanna watch it AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! :D

Yay yay. I mean, Boohoo. My comp's down with virus.. cant update as often cos it FREAKING SWTICHES OFF WHEN I TRY TO POST. DAMN THIS FUGGLY THINGO. I need to get a new comp. I. need. to. :)

New year's approaching. Done all my new year shopping.
What else? Oh, New year resolutions. :)

Shall post something on that soon.
Will try to post as much as possible! :)

IM BACK IN HABBO. YAYNESS.
Honeymilk has revived. Long live Aslan, long live the kingdom of Narnia!
Evil has reigned for 100 years. Hohoho. Yikes!

Until then. :)

9:12 pm ♥ Chronicles of Narnia. HAWT.

Total hawtness. Posting later. BE RIGHT BACK!

11:18 pm ♥ shopping spree!

Pardon my abbreviations and lousy use of english at this particular post, im not in the mood to type it out so perfectly. thanks. :)

forgot to talk about my shopping spree today!
WOOHOO! Bot so many clothes all at one go. :P
Hmmhmm, signed up 2 membership cards today. One being my very much wanted PMK card, another one being the NWO one which i... got for the sake of getting it. :P

I bought..

* 5 tees from pureMILK - the place where i always buy my tees. its not that im super crazy over it... but just tell me. what other options do i have other than puremilk and such? Nono. :P
* 4 pieces from NWO - hoho. im sharing with my bro. : ))
* Checkered skirt from.. i dunno where da 'ell bugis street and jeans!

Yaye. I want more!
Im greedy. hohoho.
Im gonna go sleep now. Too tired. Buhbies! :D:D:D

9:51 pm ♥ 108th. (( :

PSST! Seaweed's out in Watson's again, grab it fast while you can, cos they only restock once in every few months. (( :

AND holy shit. Saw a taiwanese variety show just now, and was pretty much pissed off by what the host and the guests said. They, obviously was mocking Singapore's so called "low english standard" and lah leh lors. Its like, wow, you actually make fun of a country's "special trait" to boost their viewers rate.. how nice. :)) And oh by the way, i SO dont agree with one thing. One guest said that singaporeans love to cut queue using the excuse "I am in a hurry." and demand for their food by saying "give me faster LAH". LIKE GO FUGG YOURSELF KAYS. We don't say that okays. At least NOT all of us. She's like, making such a GENERAL statement and make fellow taiwanese who haven't been to singapore think that singapore is such a... (whatever no words can describe what im trying to say) country. How sad.

OKAYE! back to what i was originally gonna post. :)
Xmas this year is pretty boring.. as compared to the other years.. but nonetheless... i enjoyed myself. :) Stayed over at ZiQi's humble abode.. hoho.So exciting. We 'partayed' and went pretty crazy playing with uno cards.. lol. never knew uno cards could be so fun. :P LOL. Went out at around 11pm+ to send michelle home, thereafter went over to meet ziqi's friend... Chance, Shi jie and mac. :) Didnt know that chance's sucha lame and-at-the-same-time humourous person. Thought he was that kinda paikia-dont-irritate-me-or-i-whack-you kind. turned out not! lol. he stammers when he trys to speak fast. well, he already speak very fast, just that he wants to speak faster. then will turn out to be "wo wo wo wo de de..." lol! and they said i was what waht jay chou. cos i speak like so muffled-up. i speak like tt when i first meet people la. haha. weird right. but oh wells, that's me. : ))

Went to the City Harvest carnival thingo after that. not bad. nothing much to say on that.

AND HOHOHO.
how's my new blog thingo? good? hohoho. gonna change my blogskin soon.
as soon as i get my lazy bones working! :P
tag meh. woohoos.

ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR. :)

11:11 pm ♥ 20 more things you need to know about me.

hohoho. merry xmas. 10 more goodies for u guys. after tt ill go wrap up the prezzies. woohoo.

1. I am afraid of ghosts. AND I STILL AM.
2. I have 7 piercings which i regret piercing. LOL.
3. I am addicted to GEL MASKS. Lifecella ones are greatttttttttttttt.
4. I prefer lemonade to limeade. :P
5. I love calamari, hates calamansi.
6. I love bandung. But i hate rose syrup. :P
7. I am afraid of cockroaches after stepping and CRUSHING it to death BAREFOOTED.
8. The first CD i bot is BEST'99. *yow cheetah. get banana. hey monkey. get funky!*
9. I have a minimum of 700 images in my siemens phone. hehe.
10. I love love. :))

3:07 pm ♥ more more more.

im sick of saying that im depressed and sad all the time.
i wanna be happy. hahaha. so yes yes yes. i wont keep brooding over the fact that i am feeling sad. Instead.. i will try to seek forgiveness and forget those unhappy memories. afterall... life is merely a short 70 years ( if i am that lucky to live that old. ).. shoiuld be wasted on this kinda things. hohoho. merry merry xmas in advance! i bot gifts for you guys alr. merry merry xmas.

xoxo. :)

and since im so awfully bored at my couz' hse.. i shall do another random 20 facts about me thingo. here its goes! :)

1. I detest CAMPBELL SOUPS.
2. I dont use nail polish.
3. I hate cakes with LOADS OF CREAM.
4. I used to like blueberry jam. Eww, my god.
5. I developed an unusual interest in killing catepillars with chopsticks with my brother when i was about 7, and luckily for me it STOPPED when i was 8.
6. As a child, i used to get addicted smelling mothballs.
7. I like lizards.
8. I can finish a pack of 100 seaweed in 1 hour approximately. sitting in front of the computer screen, taking a pack of 3's every 6 seconds. Working out to eating a single piece of seaweed at an average speed of 2 seconds. Wow.
9. I stock up on Watson's seaweed every time they hit the shelves..
10. .. and i once bought 7 packets at one go. Crazy, i know. (Each pack = 10 x 6slices, $2.00)
11. I love strochals.
12. I aspire to be a beauty specialist in the future. Maybe those you see at Cosme Decorte, those who give you advices on how to take care of your skin. I'd really enjoy doing that.
13. I am a cosmetics addict. I cant live without my concealer. I may be able to live without my mascara, but for concealer... no thank you. xD
14. I apply 6 coats of mascara per eye each time i go out. A layer of primer, 2 layers of volume express and 3 layers of dejavu. Hehe. Comb it through to prevent clumps. :)
15. I used to have long hair, reaching half my waist, from primary 5 to mid-sec 2. :P Disgusting.
16. I started taking neoprints since Secondary 1, DECEMBER HOLIDAYS..
17. .. and i have a whopping collection of 2 FULL TO THE BRIM tin cases and one which is half filled..
18. ... costing me about $350+ to date. :P how evil.
19. I love beanies.
20. AND I READ http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com and http://www.PINKISTHENEWBLOG.com ! ^_^

END! :)

3:14 am ♥ wootsayeee!

yaye! new skin! didnt take me alot of time to complete this.
pretty simple as compared to the old one. whoow.
is this nice? well i hope it is. trying to keep things simple so it doesnt LAG as much when im trying ta load this blog. bytheway. this doenst sound too snowberrie-ish. should i change it? :P as in, i mean. change blog name. something like, revengeisnear.blogspot.com? how evil aye... lol.

so yes yes yes. changed colour for the tag board. im so freakin bored. so... well lemme do something lame.

40 random facts.. about me . Woohoo.

1. I am a PESSIMIST.
2. I drink but i dont smoke. ITs bad for health yah.
3. I still believe that unequality of men and women exist.
4. I created my tag board 398 days ago.
5. ... and it has 4,719 hits (and counting) ever since.
6. ... working out to 12 hits a day, but only a mean of 1 post per day. how sad. meaning in every 12 people who read my tags, only 1 post. C'mon. Say something. :P
7. I am obsessed with Tickle Quizzes and tests.
8. I hate conundrums.
9. I will vomit if i eat celery. (lol i really did)
10. I love Loop and BlueQ. ( Avaliable at TopShop for BlueQ, major dept. stores for Loop. )
11. I.. have 280 pairs of earings and counting.
12. ... and out of the 280, less than 20 are those that i actually wear.
13. I only own 11 black shirts. 7 from PMK, 2 from NWO, 2 from FACE.
14. I used to be obsessed with JAPSTERS and PINK. (That was a phase that i manage to grow out of~)
15. I have NEVER used Kazaa in my whole entire life.
16. I am dependent on seaweed for survival lol.
17. I DO NOT like LV and/or other BRANDED goodies. They make me sick. ((( :
18. I collect perfume vials. (Those 5ml kind you get for free. How cheapo. LOL.)
19. I subscribe to CLEO..
20. ... and finish reading the whole mag in a day.
21. I own the whole range of mascaras by Maybelline!
22. ... and i aim to collect the whole range in L'oreal too.
23. To date.. i owned a total of 17 mascaras. (Pretty pround of it lol.) Threw away 4. Uses only 3 frequently. Others are just there... mostly not older than 6 months lol. I know we have to throw it away every 3 months.. but... *evil grin*.
24. .. and the 3 are... Maybelline XXL mascara, Maybelline Volume Express, DejaVu Lengthening mascara. I SUPER RECCOMMEND THE THREE OF THEM. The primer of XXL, non-clumpy definitive eyelashes of volume express and SUPER DUPER lengthening effect of dejavu. POWER COMBO.
25. I don't use foundation. Only concealer and... perhaps loose powder. That's it. :P
26. I suspect i have Astig. >.<
27. I fold my notes into hearts to prevent me from using them up.
28. I can remember things pretty well.
29. ... not in class though.
30. I HATE INSECTS. Especially ants and spiders. Oh the horror.
31. I know what's a MOFO. :P
32. ... Do you? >.<
33. I used my old email address for 7 whole years before it got hacked.
34. I play Neopets. And i still do. :)
35. I dont play Habbo anymore!
36. I cook good instant Myojo Kimchi noodles.
37. I prefer to get my fried junkies TOASTED instead of oil fried.
38. I look forward to being 18. :)
39. I wanna earn my first $1000 before that age.
40. I don't have a goal in life to work hard for. :)

End of story! :)

Enjoy, Good night. ^^

11:45 pm ♥ REGRETS. FHUCKING REGRETS.

im so super super hurt now. super. very. uber.
omg. dont ask me why. i dun wanna go back to the low self esteem me.
i wanna enjoy the joyous occasion with a... joyous mood.
yet i cant. sucha simple task.. yet im burdened with such sorrow.
no no no. i dont want to.

hurry. pick me up from my misery.
i dun wanna cry again. i must be strong. i... would if i could.
no words can express how miserable i feel now.
i miss being the happy me.

what can i do. sigh.

9:48 am ♥ regrets.

regrets. woohoo!
putting pass on blog. since this is the root of all evil. :)
MUAHAHAHA. I know im evil. ^_^

this will be the last post. lemme test out the pass function.
the pw will be lol for these two days.
will be changed later. thanks. :)

kayes. my grandma had a fall. i think she dying lol.
gg out with ziqi today. xmas gifts shopping. woohoo.
i wont miss out any of you. *evil grin*

hoohoo.
merry xmas in advance.

7:21 pm ♥ woowza.

umm wowza. had a miraculously fun day today with my cousins.
they came over and turned my house upside down. geez.
we enjoyed listening to that bangla recording over and over again.
laughing at that classic "farking bangla farking jeeby indian marderfarker.." and "ah tell yoo for whut lar karninarbei jeebei busterd." jokes.
its pretty amazing how your couzturns out so fun to be with.. when she's freaking irritating on other days. isnt it? oh wow wow wow. at least i do think so. regarding my previous post.. no one actually asked me about it. thanks for respecting what i said.. haha. or did no one even bother to read that post? dont tell me its real. i'd much rather yoo guys lie to me. lol.

ok. not much to say about today...
isnt feel that down like what i felt a few days ago. woow.

OH YEHH.
something fun and exciting happened yesterday.
its like this, went out with vanessa yesterday... ended up meeting kenny weihao jes at tm... yabbs... pretty late alr, so since jes cant stay out late, ken had to send her home. predicted that she did try to get kenny to go to her hse... but her dad came to open the door.. so didnt succeed. call this... my growing discontentment. and we got so pissed off. its like, fucking lah. make us wait for one million goddamn years. in the end still tell us he needa go home to bathe.. hahas. its alr since theres still one very lame weihao... haha. in the end dunno whad... ended up didnt go. actually supposed to go clubbing with weihao they all at ms... wanted fishermans village more. but as some ppl will know.. im not a good drinker... at most.. 5 and i'll be a total goner~ lol. haha. okayes anyway. reached home ard 2. how evil of me. lol. felt sorry for vanessa that i needa drag her in like tt... PAISEHHZ.

kayes. nth much to say now.

and one last thing.
kenny's one hawt chick! woots! thankayes for the concern! :)

9:31 am ♥ love aint easy.

love aint easy.
no one said it would be this hard either.

sigh. i should just try to forget.
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.

and oh yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!
my mum just bot me a neeon lol.
eeurgh. wanted ipod. but it only come in 6GB ones. which is.. $438.
Mum wont get me one thats so ex so she suggested me getting some samsung player.
like, eww it looks so damn cheeeepo one. and its like $300+ sia.
paying so much for something that looks like one cheapo pasarmalam thingo...
not worth luh. so in the end.. i argued for a neeon. aiyah. kinda old le. but..
whadever~! but boohoo. my pharktard comp aint working.
it goes cranky once i plug in the installation disc. BOO!
umm. who got neeon? can help me charge? its a pity they dont sell AC chargers.
i'd have bought them instead =.-
now that mp3's pretty senseless to me now.
i cant charge it, neither can i load songs into it.
its like.... useless now. sigh~!

i dunno. so tired. i'll blog later.
bye guys. :))

3:15 pm ♥ oh gawd.

im so the fhucking sad these days.
found out alot of things.
i misjudged alot of people. in the end.
those that hurt me the most are those i love the most.

i cant help but cry.
its the best way to relieve yourself after a heartbreak.
i have my problems too. its just that im not good at expressing my feelings.
i tried to break myself free from all those stuffs.
but im human afterall. i cant seem to forget.
instead it got worse. im a failure.
i cant even control my own feelings.
needless to say about others.

my world's grey now.
happiness. joy. contentment. what are those?
nothing. well at least not in my life.
dejection. depression. well at least i know what are these.
ive experienced them. no, i experience it all the time.

i dont want to be strong anymore.
i would if i could and if i should.
let time heal my wound.
i hope. until then, it would have healed, and im ready for rainbows and candies once again.

i cant predict my future.
all i can do is to wish for the right one to come into my life.
bring me joy and love.
everything that im deprived of.
i wish, i wish.

i will keep my faith strong.
i will.

3:32 am ♥ no. dont.

no. dont make me hate yoo.
its like. i dunno. dun make me cry again. i dont want to.
neither would you want to see me to.
i dont want to cry.
im supressing my tears.
i look as if im happy everyday. in fact im not.
im not a sinlge bit happy.
no one sees the tears ivre cried.

my god. am i sounding suicidal or what?
i dunno. maybe i am. but i dun give a damn. dont.
i wanna cry.
but i cant.
i dun want to go back to my old self.
i dun want to cry.
no i dont.
please.
no.

sorry.
sorry all i have to go.
going to a place where everything such as misery and pain will be void of.
i need my escapade. i nid yoo.

hurry.
dont make me cry for yoo again.
no.

10:55 am ♥ my bittersweet symphony.

4:49 pm ♥ boohoo.

11:25 pm ♥ i miss everyone at work.

8:46 am ♥ boohoo :(

8:59 pm ♥ aww.

世界上最遥远的距离, 不是你站在我面前而不知到我爱你, 而是明明知到彼此相爱却不能 在一起.

如果非要在这分爱上加一个期限, 我希望是一万年.

有一段真挚的感情摆在我面前, 我没有珍惜, 等到失去时才后悔莫及, 尘世间最痛苦的时莫过于此.

如果上天能给我一个机会在来一次的话, 我会对你说三个子 "我爱你".

SOSWEET. Its in chinese. Change ye settings so view it.. :) change it to chinese simplified. :D

8:38 pm ♥ JOURNEY TO THE WEST- one hawt story.

WATCHED MY FAV MOVIE OF THE YEAR.
A CHINESE TALL STORY.
DAMN HAWT. WATCH IT! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Chen po lin is so so uber hot. yes yes. ahh!
Cried twice. SO SAD OKAYES. Its so the the the sad. :'(
Yet so funny oso. HOHOHO.
I... will write up more when i can. My comp! So unpredictable.
I wont know if i'll DC ( auto restart ) half way when im blogging. better be careful!
ending here, will edit it.. soon! :P

TAKE CARE. WATCH THAT SHOW! :D:D:D

9:35 pm ♥ NARNIA IS SO HAWT.

Narnia is so goddamn hawt. I wanna watch it again.... i mean. I'll buy the vcd. Hohoho.
I will never ever regret watching it. EVER. :) I wanna watch king kong and a chinese tall love story! Anyone keen to watch it with me? Heh, i wanna watch it AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! :D

Yay yay. I mean, Boohoo. My comp's down with virus.. cant update as often cos it FREAKING SWTICHES OFF WHEN I TRY TO POST. DAMN THIS FUGGLY THINGO. I need to get a new comp. I. need. to. :)

New year's approaching. Done all my new year shopping.
What else? Oh, New year resolutions. :)

Shall post something on that soon.
Will try to post as much as possible! :)

IM BACK IN HABBO. YAYNESS.
Honeymilk has revived. Long live Aslan, long live the kingdom of Narnia!
Evil has reigned for 100 years. Hohoho. Yikes!

Until then. :)

9:12 pm ♥ Chronicles of Narnia. HAWT.

Total hawtness. Posting later. BE RIGHT BACK!

11:18 pm ♥ shopping spree!

Pardon my abbreviations and lousy use of english at this particular post, im not in the mood to type it out so perfectly. thanks. :)

forgot to talk about my shopping spree today!
WOOHOO! Bot so many clothes all at one go. :P
Hmmhmm, signed up 2 membership cards today. One being my very much wanted PMK card, another one being the NWO one which i... got for the sake of getting it. :P

I bought..

* 5 tees from pureMILK - the place where i always buy my tees. its not that im super crazy over it... but just tell me. what other options do i have other than puremilk and such? Nono. :P
* 4 pieces from NWO - hoho. im sharing with my bro. : ))
* Checkered skirt from.. i dunno where da 'ell bugis street and jeans!

Yaye. I want more!
Im greedy. hohoho.
Im gonna go sleep now. Too tired. Buhbies! :D:D:D

9:51 pm ♥ 108th. (( :

PSST! Seaweed's out in Watson's again, grab it fast while you can, cos they only restock once in every few months. (( :

AND holy shit. Saw a taiwanese variety show just now, and was pretty much pissed off by what the host and the guests said. They, obviously was mocking Singapore's so called "low english standard" and lah leh lors. Its like, wow, you actually make fun of a country's "special trait" to boost their viewers rate.. how nice. :)) And oh by the way, i SO dont agree with one thing. One guest said that singaporeans love to cut queue using the excuse "I am in a hurry." and demand for their food by saying "give me faster LAH". LIKE GO FUGG YOURSELF KAYS. We don't say that okays. At least NOT all of us. She's like, making such a GENERAL statement and make fellow taiwanese who haven't been to singapore think that singapore is such a... (whatever no words can describe what im trying to say) country. How sad.

OKAYE! back to what i was originally gonna post. :)
Xmas this year is pretty boring.. as compared to the other years.. but nonetheless... i enjoyed myself. :) Stayed over at ZiQi's humble abode.. hoho.So exciting. We 'partayed' and went pretty crazy playing with uno cards.. lol. never knew uno cards could be so fun. :P LOL. Went out at around 11pm+ to send michelle home, thereafter went over to meet ziqi's friend... Chance, Shi jie and mac. :) Didnt know that chance's sucha lame and-at-the-same-time humourous person. Thought he was that kinda paikia-dont-irritate-me-or-i-whack-you kind. turned out not! lol. he stammers when he trys to speak fast. well, he already speak very fast, just that he wants to speak faster. then will turn out to be "wo wo wo wo de de..." lol! and they said i was what waht jay chou. cos i speak like so muffled-up. i speak like tt when i first meet people la. haha. weird right. but oh wells, that's me. : ))

Went to the City Harvest carnival thingo after that. not bad. nothing much to say on that.

AND HOHOHO.
how's my new blog thingo? good? hohoho. gonna change my blogskin soon.
as soon as i get my lazy bones working! :P
tag meh. woohoos.

ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR. :)

11:11 pm ♥ 20 more things you need to know about me.

hohoho. merry xmas. 10 more goodies for u guys. after tt ill go wrap up the prezzies. woohoo.

1. I am afraid of ghosts. AND I STILL AM.
2. I have 7 piercings which i regret piercing. LOL.
3. I am addicted to GEL MASKS. Lifecella ones are greatttttttttttttt.
4. I prefer lemonade to limeade. :P
5. I love calamari, hates calamansi.
6. I love bandung. But i hate rose syrup. :P
7. I am afraid of cockroaches after stepping and CRUSHING it to death BAREFOOTED.
8. The first CD i bot is BEST'99. *yow cheetah. get banana. hey monkey. get funky!*
9. I have a minimum of 700 images in my siemens phone. hehe.
10. I love love. :))

3:07 pm ♥ more more more.

im sick of saying that im depressed and sad all the time.
i wanna be happy. hahaha. so yes yes yes. i wont keep brooding over the fact that i am feeling sad. Instead.. i will try to seek forgiveness and forget those unhappy memories. afterall... life is merely a short 70 years ( if i am that lucky to live that old. ).. shoiuld be wasted on this kinda things. hohoho. merry merry xmas in advance! i bot gifts for you guys alr. merry merry xmas.

xoxo. :)

and since im so awfully bored at my couz' hse.. i shall do another random 20 facts about me thingo. here its goes! :)

1. I detest CAMPBELL SOUPS.
2. I dont use nail polish.
3. I hate cakes with LOADS OF CREAM.
4. I used to like blueberry jam. Eww, my god.
5. I developed an unusual interest in killing catepillars with chopsticks with my brother when i was about 7, and luckily for me it STOPPED when i was 8.
6. As a child, i used to get addicted smelling mothballs.
7. I like lizards.
8. I can finish a pack of 100 seaweed in 1 hour approximately. sitting in front of the computer screen, taking a pack of 3's every 6 seconds. Working out to eating a single piece of seaweed at an average speed of 2 seconds. Wow.
9. I stock up on Watson's seaweed every time they hit the shelves..
10. .. and i once bought 7 packets at one go. Crazy, i know. (Each pack = 10 x 6slices, $2.00)
11. I love strochals.
12. I aspire to be a beauty specialist in the future. Maybe those you see at Cosme Decorte, those who give you advices on how to take care of your skin. I'd really enjoy doing that.
13. I am a cosmetics addict. I cant live without my concealer. I may be able to live without my mascara, but for concealer... no thank you. xD
14. I apply 6 coats of mascara per eye each time i go out. A layer of primer, 2 layers of volume express and 3 layers of dejavu. Hehe. Comb it through to prevent clumps. :)
15. I used to have long hair, reaching half my waist, from primary 5 to mid-sec 2. :P Disgusting.
16. I started taking neoprints since Secondary 1, DECEMBER HOLIDAYS..
17. .. and i have a whopping collection of 2 FULL TO THE BRIM tin cases and one which is half filled..
18. ... costing me about $350+ to date. :P how evil.
19. I love beanies.
20. AND I READ http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com and http://www.PINKISTHENEWBLOG.com ! ^_^

END! :)

3:14 am ♥ wootsayeee!

yaye! new skin! didnt take me alot of time to complete this.
pretty simple as compared to the old one. whoow.
is this nice? well i hope it is. trying to keep things simple so it doesnt LAG as much when im trying ta load this blog. bytheway. this doenst sound too snowberrie-ish. should i change it? :P as in, i mean. change blog name. something like, revengeisnear.blogspot.com? how evil aye... lol.

so yes yes yes. changed colour for the tag board. im so freakin bored. so... well lemme do something lame.

40 random facts.. about me . Woohoo.

1. I am a PESSIMIST.
2. I drink but i dont smoke. ITs bad for health yah.
3. I still believe that unequality of men and women exist.
4. I created my tag board 398 days ago.
5. ... and it has 4,719 hits (and counting) ever since.
6. ... working out to 12 hits a day, but only a mean of 1 post per day. how sad. meaning in every 12 people who read my tags, only 1 post. C'mon. Say something. :P
7. I am obsessed with Tickle Quizzes and tests.
8. I hate conundrums.
9. I will vomit if i eat celery. (lol i really did)
10. I love Loop and BlueQ. ( Avaliable at TopShop for BlueQ, major dept. stores for Loop. )
11. I.. have 280 pairs of earings and counting.
12. ... and out of the 280, less than 20 are those that i actually wear.
13. I only own 11 black shirts. 7 from PMK, 2 from NWO, 2 from FACE.
14. I used to be obsessed with JAPSTERS and PINK. (That was a phase that i manage to grow out of~)
15. I have NEVER used Kazaa in my whole entire life.
16. I am dependent on seaweed for survival lol.
17. I DO NOT like LV and/or other BRANDED goodies. They make me sick. ((( :
18. I collect perfume vials. (Those 5ml kind you get for free. How cheapo. LOL.)
19. I subscribe to CLEO..
20. ... and finish reading the whole mag in a day.
21. I own the whole range of mascaras by Maybelline!
22. ... and i aim to collect the whole range in L'oreal too.
23. To date.. i owned a total of 17 mascaras. (Pretty pround of it lol.) Threw away 4. Uses only 3 frequently. Others are just there... mostly not older than 6 months lol. I know we have to throw it away every 3 months.. but... *evil grin*.
24. .. and the 3 are... Maybelline XXL mascara, Maybelline Volume Express, DejaVu Lengthening mascara. I SUPER RECCOMMEND THE THREE OF THEM. The primer of XXL, non-clumpy definitive eyelashes of volume express and SUPER DUPER lengthening effect of dejavu. POWER COMBO.
25. I don't use foundation. Only concealer and... perhaps loose powder. That's it. :P
26. I suspect i have Astig. >.<
27. I fold my notes into hearts to prevent me from using them up.
28. I can remember things pretty well.
29. ... not in class though.
30. I HATE INSECTS. Especially ants and spiders. Oh the horror.
31. I know what's a MOFO. :P
32. ... Do you? >.<
33. I used my old email address for 7 whole years before it got hacked.
34. I play Neopets. And i still do. :)
35. I dont play Habbo anymore!
36. I cook good instant Myojo Kimchi noodles.
37. I prefer to get my fried junkies TOASTED instead of oil fried.
38. I look forward to being 18. :)
39. I wanna earn my first $1000 before that age.
40. I don't have a goal in life to work hard for. :)

End of story! :)

Enjoy, Good night. ^^

11:45 pm ♥ REGRETS. FHUCKING REGRETS.

im so super super hurt now. super. very. uber.
omg. dont ask me why. i dun wanna go back to the low self esteem me.
i wanna enjoy the joyous occasion with a... joyous mood.
yet i cant. sucha simple task.. yet im burdened with such sorrow.
no no no. i dont want to.

hurry. pick me up from my misery.
i dun wanna cry again. i must be strong. i... would if i could.
no words can express how miserable i feel now.
i miss being the happy me.

what can i do. sigh.

9:48 am ♥ regrets.

regrets. woohoo!
putting pass on blog. since this is the root of all evil. :)
MUAHAHAHA. I know im evil. ^_^

this will be the last post. lemme test out the pass function.
the pw will be lol for these two days.
will be changed later. thanks. :)

kayes. my grandma had a fall. i think she dying lol.
gg out with ziqi today. xmas gifts shopping. woohoo.
i wont miss out any of you. *evil grin*

hoohoo.
merry xmas in advance.

7:21 pm ♥ woowza.

umm wowza. had a miraculously fun day today with my cousins.
they came over and turned my house upside down. geez.
we enjoyed listening to that bangla recording over and over again.
laughing at that classic "farking bangla farking jeeby indian marderfarker.." and "ah tell yoo for whut lar karninarbei jeebei busterd." jokes.
its pretty amazing how your couzturns out so fun to be with.. when she's freaking irritating on other days. isnt it? oh wow wow wow. at least i do think so. regarding my previous post.. no one actually asked me about it. thanks for respecting what i said.. haha. or did no one even bother to read that post? dont tell me its real. i'd much rather yoo guys lie to me. lol.

ok. not much to say about today...
isnt feel that down like what i felt a few days ago. woow.

OH YEHH.
something fun and exciting happened yesterday.
its like this, went out with vanessa yesterday... ended up meeting kenny weihao jes at tm... yabbs... pretty late alr, so since jes cant stay out late, ken had to send her home. predicted that she did try to get kenny to go to her hse... but her dad came to open the door.. so didnt succeed. call this... my growing discontentment. and we got so pissed off. its like, fucking lah. make us wait for one million goddamn years. in the end still tell us he needa go home to bathe.. hahas. its alr since theres still one very lame weihao... haha. in the end dunno whad... ended up didnt go. actually supposed to go clubbing with weihao they all at ms... wanted fishermans village more. but as some ppl will know.. im not a good drinker... at most.. 5 and i'll be a total goner~ lol. haha. okayes anyway. reached home ard 2. how evil of me. lol. felt sorry for vanessa that i needa drag her in like tt... PAISEHHZ.

kayes. nth much to say now.

and one last thing.
kenny's one hawt chick! woots! thankayes for the concern! :)

9:31 am ♥ love aint easy.

love aint easy.
no one said it would be this hard either.

sigh. i should just try to forget.
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.

and oh yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!
my mum just bot me a neeon lol.
eeurgh. wanted ipod. but it only come in 6GB ones. which is.. $438.
Mum wont get me one thats so ex so she suggested me getting some samsung player.
like, eww it looks so damn cheeeepo one. and its like $300+ sia.
paying so much for something that looks like one cheapo pasarmalam thingo...
not worth luh. so in the end.. i argued for a neeon. aiyah. kinda old le. but..
whadever~! but boohoo. my pharktard comp aint working.
it goes cranky once i plug in the installation disc. BOO!
umm. who got neeon? can help me charge? its a pity they dont sell AC chargers.
i'd have bought them instead =.-
now that mp3's pretty senseless to me now.
i cant charge it, neither can i load songs into it.
its like.... useless now. sigh~!

i dunno. so tired. i'll blog later.
bye guys. :))

3:15 pm ♥ oh gawd.

im so the fhucking sad these days.
found out alot of things.
i misjudged alot of people. in the end.
those that hurt me the most are those i love the most.

i cant help but cry.
its the best way to relieve yourself after a heartbreak.
i have my problems too. its just that im not good at expressing my feelings.
i tried to break myself free from all those stuffs.
but im human afterall. i cant seem to forget.
instead it got worse. im a failure.
i cant even control my own feelings.
needless to say about others.

my world's grey now.
happiness. joy. contentment. what are those?
nothing. well at least not in my life.
dejection. depression. well at least i know what are these.
ive experienced them. no, i experience it all the time.

i dont want to be strong anymore.
i would if i could and if i should.
let time heal my wound.
i hope. until then, it would have healed, and im ready for rainbows and candies once again.

i cant predict my future.
all i can do is to wish for the right one to come into my life.
bring me joy and love.
everything that im deprived of.
i wish, i wish.

i will keep my faith strong.
i will.

3:32 am ♥ no. dont.

no. dont make me hate yoo.
its like. i dunno. dun make me cry again. i dont want to.
neither would you want to see me to.
i dont want to cry.
im supressing my tears.
i look as if im happy everyday. in fact im not.
im not a sinlge bit happy.
no one sees the tears ivre cried.

my god. am i sounding suicidal or what?
i dunno. maybe i am. but i dun give a damn. dont.
i wanna cry.
but i cant.
i dun want to go back to my old self.
i dun want to cry.
no i dont.
please.
no.

sorry.
sorry all i have to go.
going to a place where everything such as misery and pain will be void of.
i need my escapade. i nid yoo.

hurry.
dont make me cry for yoo again.
no.

10:55 am ♥ my bittersweet symphony.

4:49 pm ♥ boohoo.

11:25 pm ♥ i miss everyone at work.

8:46 am ♥ boohoo :(

♥ xe. yourstruly.

I am a camwhore.
I am a perfectionist!
I am a mag-hag.

I like lizards.
I like well-dressed boys!
I like my pink lapppppppppy.

I invent words.
I doodle on my tees.
I make my own blogskin.

I am xethegreat. :D

XE THE GREAT

virgorian. 1ST SEPTEMBER 1990 EX HILDAN!

EMAIL// FRIENDSTER// LIVEJOURNAL// ALT LIVEJOURNAL

YOU LIKE ME!
YOU DONT LIKE ME.

I HEART. ♥
ANYTHING WASABI, KIMCHI, MUSHROOM, CHICKEN, SEAWEED, NOODLES & TEA! :D
I do have some kind of a profound interest in laughing like im on crack, singing at the top of my lungs, painting my nails in {odd but} pretty colours, randomly friendster/livejournal/blog-hop, write absurd lyrics to songs and sing to people at random places, wearing mismatch outfits, smelling my lipgloss, crimping my hair, playing staring competition with my cats, sitting in my wardrobe and running around the house in sky-high heels.

So basically, I'm still sane, lah. :D

♥

linxors.

My blog is worth $31,614.24.
How much is your blog worth?

♥