You swallow your sleep & wake up in the morning to find out you are not who you used to be

Intensive studying starts today.

Went Vivo City with bff & Chrissy to study. Had Long John Silver for lunch, om nom nom! Damn happy to be eating ljs 'cos I haven't had it in a long while. Couldn't find proper seat at Starbucks 'cos their tables are round, and it's very difficult for the tree of us to study together on a round table so I suggested Gloria Jeans. I remembered Jemi & I went there to study once without getting anything & they didn't chase us away! Went there, bought ice latte & it sucks :x I NEED ICE BLENDED CARAMEL :(

 

 

 

 

 

 

Union heels spotted in JUICE magazine! :D

Left the place at around 7ish. Headed to Superdog for dinner!! Hahaha my virgin try ^^ it's damn good. I love the chilli fries. I had cheeseburger, bff had chicken burger & Chrissy had the hotdog! Definitely going back for more :) Thanks Chrissy for the recommendation!

 

 

My cheeseburger!

Chrissy hahahaha

They two = <3

Mom & dad are planning a trip to Bangkok & bff's gonna tag along! I hope the talk with her mom will go well.. I AM DAMN EXCITED & SCARED & NERVOUS :( If she can't come, I'll be damn sad. Cannot wait for her to get back to me!

Off to study, toodles! :>

Part of you pours out of me in these lines from time to time

"And there's no worse feeling than when you wake up and feel okay for a minute and then that sick feeling washes over you and you remember it's not okay."

This is what I've been feeling lately. And it sucks. You don't ever wish to be me.

And I want you to know you're as important as they are but it seems like to you, it is not enough. So I'm gonna prove it to you that you are important to me. Because you really are. You play the biggest part in my life and you don't know that. It's tough being me you know. How much I wish you can click with them and we can hang out like friends do but you can't do that for me. But I don't wanna force you. If you're happy, be that way. When you're happy, I will be too.


Work is great. Angie & Hanice is what that keep me going. I don't wanna give up this job but I know my parents want me to. I've never found so much satisfaction in my job before, this is the first time & I never thought of leaving until Angela talked about a waste of talent blah blah. Jon also told me if I were to stay there for good, it's a waste. Like, why the fuck did I take diploma in mass comm for? I know, I know.. I'm too attached to this job and the people there.

Yknow I've wanted a group of friends that I could hang out with. Mutual friends with my girlfriend & close friends. And this job gave me a group of friends that I've never thought I'd be able to be so crazy with, have so much fun with. When I'm at work, they drop by to say hi laugh laugh laugh and bye off they go. When I'm not working, we arrange to have dinner together. Sit at Mos Burger like we own the whole place, refuse to leave until they close. With them, I saw my true self. I can be effing crazy, laugh loudly like no tomorrow, cry because my heart can take no more, say the most disgusting shit ever, wear the ugliest clothes that show my flaws & feel comfy with them looking at me, do the ugliest techno shit dance in a crowded club, eat like I've never had bak kut teh all my life and they still love me the same, just as I love them. Isn't that amazing?

Thank God for putting them in my life :) x

I'm only there so that you're not alone

On Saturday, Khloe lent me her digital Harinezumi. I just went on snapping, happily. Unknowingly it came up to 58 photos within a really short period of time. And also because my compact cam died on me, I used the Harinezumi to snap most of the time. Ever since then, I am so fucking tempted to just tell Khloe I'll take Harinezumi, the jelly lens that sissy wanted & the red/white holga. So. Fucking. Tempted!!!!! I can never get enough of lomo cams or cameras.

This is how the Harinezumi look like!

Small & compact, light weight! Need not develop the films at all. All you need a SD card reader to upload the photos you've taken. What is amazing about Harinezumi is that, you can take photos & videos! I'm so amazed. This costs like $230. :s I've to work for two weeks to get that much amount of money :( Should I get it, should I get it!!!!!!?

Shall show you guys a few photos that I snapped :)

Khloe & I

Bff & I

Me, tending the stall at the bazaar!

Lift :D

Backstage - my favourite shot!

Pretty heels for the pretty models :>

The clothes

Bff at the bazaar!

Pretty, aren't they!?!!! Got a few more but check them out in my Facebook :) But this cam costs two weeks' pay!!!!!! Bff thinks that it is a tad too pricey for a small cam like this. Khloe suggested if I think it is too price for my liking, I can get VistaQuest.

VistaQuest VQ 1005 in red!

This costs $97, retailing at PageOne bookstore. The difference between VQ & Harinezumi is VQ does not have LCD screen but Harinezmi have. I can earn $97 back if I work for three days...

HOW NOW BROWN COW I CANNOT DECIDE :(:(:(

I'll continue considering, while you readers help me make up my mind by commenting, ok luv!

When left alone with my thoughts they always turn to you

Today I:
x met a crazy aunty who kept asking everyone for money on the bus
x was late to meet bb & her sissy to help them with their work
x camwhored with them using her sissy's laptop's webcam
x am very happy because after the talk I had with bee few weeks back, she kissed me twice & hugged me a million times on her own accord today. (love you babee)
x bought durian puffs for mom & dad
x had the longest conversation with bffz over msn
x had the longest conversation with @yanhui_isdope & @hanicetsai over twitter
x am very very very very happy because of you


Happy things happened. Now my eye can stop twitching like a bitch.

Project meeting tomorrow for SBS assignment with Shermaine, Chrissy, Samuel, Swathi & bffz. Can we all have PastaMania before that? The craving has gotta stop!! :( Been craving since the event on Saturday...

Ok 3.31am, my body clock is officially ruined.


P/s: you don't know how happy you made me <3
P/p/s: bee, I really love t see you in the white tank top but hate you for not wanting t wear it out with me! :@

I keep thinking of you, you're on my mind for the fifty seven thousandth time this morning

SBS lecture is a chore. For one, lecturer's voice is squeky. For two, she treats us like primary school kids! Thank God she dismissed us an hour earlier today 'cos she finished the chapter faster than expected. "Go off quietly, and row by row." What the fuck!? Obviously we didn't.

Because Sher only gotta work at 5pm, off we went on a cab to Serene Center! We all were craving for ice-cream, the weather was a killer this afternoon. Island Creamery, here we come!!

 

  

  

  

ReversO & Ping Pong Milo!

 

I wasn't ready for the photo :@

 

Sher & Chrissy :>

Because they got this Canon photo printer & the walls are either filled with photos of happy faces or drawings, we took photos & pasted it on the wall as well :D Printed two, kept one for myself!

 

I told bee before that I would want something (much neater, of course) like this with all our photos on our bedroom walls IF we ever get to live together. From our very first shot to the last, all in black & white :>

 

  

The two photos that were printed!

 

Trying to write something out of the marker with back up ink

 

Really like this photo but not the person in there -.- DAMN STONE LEH YOU

 

Too bad I look stupid here, and super blur :/

 

Probably not destined to have a nice photo with the background

 

  

Happy Sher :>

 

And happy Chrissy!

 

  

  

  

Trying to make our photos stick..........

 

  

TADAH!!!!! Spot us?

Left the place around 4.15pm & walked to the bus stop. Can't wait to hang out with them & Ban!! :) While walking to the bus stop, we found out that dear Sher also got motion sickness. Hahahahaha she told us something super funny about her past. Damn cute, love them all to the maxxxx <3

TDMC tomorrow = seeing Jalaini & his gayness. I can't believe he said, "Don't be so slutty" to one of the guys in the class hahaha! Ok time for L Word before I turn in for class tomorrow, toddles! :>