YOU are the reason i live

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reason i live

i think it's been a long time since i picked up from where i've left.

yea. i'm picking up slowly (=

just had another emotional conversation with my cell member. maybe it isn't that hard for guys to open up to girls. but it's true, i used to think that i'm the only one who's keeping things to myself. i never actually realise that the rest of the whole world are too. just got to spend more time, being more interested in their lives....

it's something i've neglected for some time. but yea. i'm starting to pick it up slowly.

and it's heartening to know how much ppl can grow within 8 months. i would say i've lost the vision, the very purpose of me drilling all these doctrine and stuff into them is to multiply and move up to tertiary. yet now, i don't know what to do. haha.

i think my planning is getting better. but there's still room for more improvement. yea. still not that good enough. it's gonna have to have me doing more stuff if i'm gg to have good planning of my time.

and how can i forget my dear boy.

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it's alright when God hits a raw spot.
it reminds us that there are issues in our lives that we need to surrender to God.

it's alright when things do not turn out as we expect them to.
it reminds us that God has a greater plan than what we have for ourselves.

it's alright when friends fail us.
it reminds us to trust on God because He never fails.

it's alright when we feel inadequate in our service to God.
it reminds us that we are not to lean on our own strength but to lean on God.

it's alright when friends do not understand us.
it reminds us that we have a God who knows the desires of our hearts.

it's alright when members are not growing the way we want them to.
it reminds us that God is the one who will change their lives, not us.

it's alright when we fall in our walk with God.
it reminds us that we are and never will be perfect but we are to live the best we can each day.