HaVeNsNoW...

-+Friday, December 26, 2008+-

it's been eons ago since i updated.
since it is boxing day, i shall write something.

it's been really fast. yr 2 sem 1 had gone. next monday is results day.
haiz~ i'm not dreading it but neither am i anticipating the results.
hopefully it is going to make my monday blues go away.
keeping my hopes high. =)

pretty much alot of changes since i last updated.
my life is pretty much... sch, piano, family, friends,research & foc.
hahha. i think this holiday is pretty worthwhile.
although doing research is quite tedious, it made my holidays more fulfilling in a way too.
I have always been wondering what am i going to do when i graduate.
For the past month, it was really reflection and losta of thinking.
But shall let those "big" decisions stay where they are, till it's time to decide.

There r losta of things i wanna try.
but i dare nt take the 'big' stepsss.
my heart is weak. i'm spoilt. my soul is discouraged.
really admire pple who are able to uptake it.

shan't continue. i think my mood is slightly down.
there are quite a number of "dates" to go, but i have to do research.
haiz~ i wan to make full use of e last few days of 2008.
hopefully i am able to do that!

for whoever is feeling low, jia you!

time flies... 10:57 pm

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-+Tuesday, June 17, 2008+-

i actually have the time and mood to blog. hahha..
i'm sick... again.
didn't go work today.
didn't take care of myself nowadays.
as if i have many tmrs to live.
i just realised that studying is actually a big part of my life.
without it, my life seems dull.
without the usual hangout in sch.
no one to share and listen to everydae funny things.
online is still superficial for talking to certain people.
talking f2f seems harder to achieve nowadays.
at home, days just passed with our usual "receipe".
perhaps, i'm just really bored at work.
accts. haiz. it's like the continuous motion of keying data.
the higher command of accts, was never my responsibility.
once, i desired and envied the responsibility but when it came to me,
i actually find it nothing much.
it was the same motion. just more tedious.
it could be challenging and fulfilling if u are handling a bigger company &&& if u are a certified accountant. ahhahahaah. here i am, grumbling about work.
dreading tmr. tmr and tmr.

perhaps, i'm seeking compensation in other ways.
to enjoy my holidays instead of working to pass the days.
i just wanna go whilst my time away when i'm not working.

i wanna go play squash, roller-blade, bowling, watch movies, read books, play some piano scores, hopefully picking up saxophone. lol.
i have 1 and a half month to fulfill all these.
possible right?
have always think that impossible is nothing.
but it just didn't felt that way these days.
i'm thinking too much in little things which made me lose control of my mind.
just let this continue till tmr.
gonna put things in place....

time flies... 10:49 pm

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-+Saturday, May 31, 2008+-

just came back from com's chalet.
i played the swing at pasir ris park! ahahha. having to wait patiently for the swing to be vacant for use. the excitement of swinging up high was lost and renewed at the same time. my heartbeat went faster and faster as i swing higher. haahha. i thought it was so exaggerated. it didn't beat that fast when i see a cute guy on the street. lol~ but those memories flown back fast. those days at wcp, be it with my family or friends, it has always been wonderful memories. watching sunsets, barefooted on the grass or in the sand pile and swinging those troubles away. but i quickly snapped back to reality. i'm too old for swings. really~ those swings have such narrow seats. lol. where are those wooden planks~ i missed that. sigh~
night-cycling(my legs were numb), bowling-broke 100 =p, mahjong sessions(i won $4.20. lol), good food(curry curry curry), ice cream~~~ lastly, chit-chatting with the others. cause too tired when i came back home on fri, didn't go a lunch gathering (sorry alicia, alec & javin. =) and slept for 5 hours in the afternoon. so now i'm too upbeat to sleep. lol.

time flies~~~ it's june 2008 now. and i still have many things to do before sch starts. who wants to go roller-blading? eheheeh. made-of-honour movie anyone? i wan to pick up squash~
it's been a hectic week. lotsa of things in mind. june is always the time of the yr when i get broke but psychologically happy. hehehehe. all my buddies' bds are in june~ and there is the gss. which is too tempting to miss. =) but most of the time, i ended up buying more presents instead.

anw,
things should turn out in another way,
u shldn't immerse urself in your own world.
sharing your joy and sadness,
are what u could and should do.
but u are doing the opposite,
avoiding all who cared and
are important to you in life.
things have an end and a beginning.
start afresh, things will change.
=)

had cut back alot of the details. cause it just make the entry less meaningful.
it is work again, piano and tuition again.
the chalet was a good time i had since the last time which was a long time ago.

time flies... 3:39 am

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-+Wednesday, April 23, 2008+-

cough cough... supposed to be very happy that
the electricity paper finally ended. but....
i think i caught a cold. haiz~
feeling weak... in the bones.
but still have 2 more papers.
and my wkend is going to be eventful too. lol
i dun wanna fall sick.........
but my family members are exceptionally....
sweet when i'm sick. lol

=) loved by them.
jia you all !

time flies... 11:36 pm

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-+Wednesday, March 12, 2008+-

thanks thanks thanks everyone who "said" or "written" happy birthday to me on that special 20th bday!!! the day itself was absolutely "buckets" of laughter with heah, sihui and shir around. ehhehehe. was kboxing with them for 5 hours. by the time i got home, i'm ston-ing... waiting for the 90 plus pics taken during kbox to finish loading from sh. haiz~ but i think it didn't complete. cause i can't see it anywhere in my lappie. =X

okay, a list of names i wanna thank.... a bit luo suo. but i want to make sure i remember it. =) blogging will be a good way to do that.

cx for telling me he bought the pressie and ask me to arrange to meet and collect before my b-day was even here &&& for helping in the assignment. =) thanks alot!
next is the five ntu flowers - ws, wj, ql, xj and shir for the orange laptop bag and xiao zhu's bling bling dvd. heheheh. thanks for the fun time on fri~ hope u enjoy the mahjong session! =P
sihui for the bouquet of flowers! heehhe. u are the first girl to give me flowers. =)
always remembered. heah for the masks, i was actually thinking of trying those too. heheeheh, we are still having the same taste and mind. =D thanks joyce and yh for the gift from bodyshop! it has a nice smell, which is not too strong for recognization. =) thanks mf and jl for sms-ing me happy bdae and asking me what present i want. lol. as i told u two, i wan to see u two soon. =) for a gathering. ohya, thanks ps for remembering my bd. my heart almost break when i met in sch. ehhehehe. i was mistaken. cause u smsed me right after. =D thanks dave for the present and the presence. =) and the last one is another 5 flowers in pjc, thnks for the orange dress. though i dunno when will i wear it. lol. =) appreciation to u 5! hope we meet again soon as the 9 lot soon!

okay, for now, that's that.

will post fotos after the 18. cause that's the dae when all my quizzes and piano theory exam end.
=) take care!

time flies... 4:58 pm

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