blackout goes in?

catatan orang bosan. (wah it even rhymes)

so.. people are going back home for a 10-day CNY cum midterm break.

i kinda freaked out to figure that i bathe in the bathroom without other people bathing too, brushing teeth, laundrying, bising2.

haih. roomies were gone too. leaving me rotting here alone. called mam and dad, no answer.
ani and sha and azma are too far away la plak. kalau ade boifren kan bes, bole call bofren. miahahahahaha (gelak kucing gatal amal) ohh oh boifren is so not gona happen. husband will. haha ok ok ok perish that thought already. kalau ade daemon kan bes..

dem u kalau.
u know what i guess if we keep kalau-ing or what-if-ing (or what-the-eff-ing) we're not gona get anywhere. its like were standing at one stagnation point, keep making excuses, like the bangau oh bangau song tu kan. and we end up looking stupid ourselves.

so the only way to not looking stupid is, well, by default, start doing ur things la kan. like when ur supposed to write ur source codes but end up writing blog. ha like that la. therefore, having said that, im automatically looking stupid myself.

but wtv it is, no way im gona sleep alone la tonite and the nights to come. memang merempat la aku kat bilik sha. ani pun dah start pindah2kan laptop kat bilik sha.

haih tak bes nye sorang2.

this is my first time not being the first one to get outta here when hols starts.
i hate loneliness. but unfortunately this loneliness is by choice. haha amik ko. konon nak wat keje. eh tapi betul la, pas cuti ade byk test beratur panjang. kat umah komfem berpoya2. cey macam kat sini tak berpoya.

oh ye, speaking of which, tadi baru je habis download the cmplete season 1 of the-highly-rekemended-by-alak how i met ur mother. baru season 1 la tapi ahaha ketinggalan 10 tahun cahaya la aku ni. howyeah,, the best medicine to kill this loneliness is laughter.

then suddenly nodame cantabile special edition comes up. rightt just the right timing. haha. now im thinking how la to get 4 extra hours to spend on nodame. but then, on the 2nd thought, how could that gross and gedik nodame deserve my 4 hours? haha dulik..

so spell with me ppl..
h.i=hi, t.o=to, r.i=ri
hitori

i guess in japanese it means alone. ntah nodame cakap camtu. who knows japanese here?

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updated:

time: 11.00am.
weather: windy, birds chirping (bajet nyaman)

the above one was written yesterday night, and when i was just about to finish the final sentence, the power went out. thank god blogger had this auto save function.

during the blackout i was cuak gile. pack2 bantal and comforter terus berlari gi bilik sha. jauh pun jauh la.. taknampak jalan pun, buat2 suluh ngan henfon.

sampai2 bilik sha, diorg tengah tgk bintang. semalam memang langit cantik. bintang banyak gile. subhanallah. nampak satu aircraft baru nak climb. must be from bayan lepas la kan. lagipun gelap, so boleh bukak tingkap luas2. angin kuat plak. cam atas bukit..!

and guess what guess what. kudo dah ade oth! 504 n 505.

ok,, nak mandi!